Oo That's Quite Close :0 I'll Mark Down So I Won't Forget Lmao

Oo that's quite close :0 I'll mark down so I won't forget lmao

Oh okkay I'm glad to have your approval to dm (;;w;; also it's good to know you're okay sometimes lmao

You were one of my few friends I still kept contact with LMAO like form 1/2 friendships don't last very long do they LOL

Random out of nowhere compliments time!

Your art. Amazing. I love your art. I could never. Soft pastels are my favourite I aspire to be able to name all of them.

Also, you're there for me a lot. Literally no one but you sees quite a few of my posts. I really appreciate that. Sometimes I wonder how you think of me now because of how depressing some of them are by nature, but you know what, I trust you enough that I don't think it's anything bad.

I hope that one day you become as well known as some of the other artists out there. I think you deserve it and have the skills for it.

Also, it's nice to see you interacting with my other friends on Discord lol. It's like, "my friend! And other friend! Become friends!" I guess that's not really a compliment but I just wanted to say that.

And and you're really nice to me! It's nice that you're nice to me! I'm worried I'm not nice enough to you back!

Also you're pretty. I actually have not seen you for a while (Like 2 years? Y u no come to school :( I miss you)

This is the best thing I've woken up to years

I've been trying to improve on art and thought I've been doing worse but I'm glad you think it's nice you don't understand how much it means to me

I'll always be checking on you because you are important and I have to know your doing good otherwise I feel bad for not checking on you, and when you don't post on Tumblr or say anything on discord I get worried and consider dming you and asking you how are you doing but I never do because I don't wanna come off as clingy or want to invade your space (also i get anxiety when messaging people sob) ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

I don't need to be famous as long as I got you and like 2 other people that like my art :) what I have is already good :) things could be better but sometimes mediocre is good enough :)))

My opinion of you has never change in a negative way at all :) I know how life gets depressing at times, but I may not know how depressing Iife is for you but I know that you are strong woman/person and sometimes you breakdown and that's okay! And I won't ever judge you for it (;w;

You and your friends on discord are funny aosjshks

You deserve to be treated nicely and with respect and if someone disagrees I want addresses and names >:( You treat me great and I don't think I'm worthy of your kindness ಥ‿ಥ

No you, you're the prettiest flower I've seen ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

I've haven't been attending school because of covid and transport :( I miss you too (;-; i'll be (hopefully) showing up this year tho :D

I hab request!

Alice!

Okie bai

Hi

I don't know when this ask was sent but hopefully it wasn't too long ago 💀

It's been such a long time since I last drew Alice and I feel bad about it LMAO 💀

Have this quick drawing of the sweet child :)

community service for the kara stans

26 - North/Kara Grad Students AU

North/Kara is a really cute pairing I’ve never really written before! I like the dynamic of these two very headstrong ladies coming together C: Also I based the chair debacle on my own grad TA teaching experiences lmao

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North was reaching the end of her rope with this classroom shit. Every Monday and Wednesday when she arrived at the classroom she used to teach basic biology to freshmen who didn’t want to be there, every single chair in the damn room was rearranged into some weird formation. Whoever taught in the room before her was clearly an incompetent or a crazed person, because they were pushing all the tables out of the way and re-organizing the chairs however they damn well pleased. And North was absolutely not getting paid enough to deal with this shit. It was bad enough trying to get her PhD in biosystems engineering without having to teach intro biology every semester, and add ‘interior decorator’ on top of that? Fuck that.

Not only was it annoying, but it wasted a good ten minutes of her class time as her students had to put all the chairs and tables back into place in time to listen to the lesson of the day. Several weeks into the semester, and North had had enough. She didn’t have time to come and confront whoever taught before her, but she did have a good fifteen minutes to spare while her class did a discussion to pen a scathing note. She left it on the lectern for ‘the M/W 9:50-10:00 instructor” and hoped it wouldn’t get cleared away by the custodial staff over the weekend. In said note, North detailed pretty much every annoyed thought she had about whoever was dense enough to pull this shit, although she made an effort to leave any profanity out of it.

On Monday morning, North returned to find her note still there, but with a little ‘Re:’ written on the envelope. The chairs were still in disarray, so she was already pissed when she ripped it open to read: ‘Hello fellow M/W instructor! I’m sorry the chairs have been causing you such problems, but arranging students in more relaxed spaces is more condusive to learning and discussion! I never teach with tables any more, and I’d encourage you to do the same! Please let me know if you’d like me to recommend some readings on the subject! :)’ North had to work very hard not to crumple up the note and throw it at the nearest wall. READINGS!!! Readings indeed! Not like she had enough to fucking read!!

The next note North wrote was much less polite, but it was met with nothing but apparent pleasantry from the mysterious teacher who came before her. At first it only served to make her more angry, thinking it couldn’t possibly be more than a passive-aggressive ploy, but after a few weeks…North began to almost get used to her weekly correspondence. Neither of them signed their missives, but she had to assume it was always the same person. They really liked the smiley face emoji, whoever they were, and also very holistic teaching approaches. As much as she would never admit it (and stayed afterwards to remove the evidence by reorganizing the chairs), North actually did try leaving them in their little circles one day. It wasn’t terrible. It was. Well, maybe it was good for some things.

As the semester began to near its close, North was struck with the sudden thought that she might never actually find out who her mystery penpal was. And as much as she hated admitting it, she had grown pretty fond of them. Luckily, her class right before teaching cancelled one day, so North had the luxury of arriving early enough to catch the tail end of the class before hers. As the students all filed out of the room, she stepped in, and came face to face with…a young woman her age, pushing short blond hair back out of her face as she gathered up her folders and papers. 

“Can I help you?” She asked pleasantly, a soft smile gracing her lips that had North’s heart down on its knees in an instant. God. She really was a sucker for a cute girl. “Yeah, uh. Mind explaining just how you use these chairs for teaching?” North blurted out, and the shocked expression on the other woman’s face was well worth the potential embarrassment. “You! Oh my god it’s finally you!” She exclaimed, coming out from behind the podium and standing directly in front of North, grinning up at her with a hand extended, “The name’s Kara. I’m so pleased to finally meet you!” North shook her hand in bewilderment, but she could feel an answering smile on her own face despite it all. “And I’d be happy to talk more about the chairs but…maybe over coffee sometime? Since you have to teach and all.” Kara added slyly. 

“I can’t say no to that sort of offer.” Came North’s answer, and it was in that moment that she knew her heart was lost. A cute girl and coffee? She could forgive all manner of chair based sins for that.

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sometimes i remember i have cool mutuals and im like oh fuck im making a fool of myself. and then i continue making a fool of myself