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Hello World Of BTS Fanfics
Hello world of BTS fanfics
I’ve read too many fanfics and developed way too many stories in my head of these beautiful human beings.
At this point if I don’t share them, my head is going to explode.
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Truth Or Lies

Warnings: Just fluffy
Pairing: Jin!BTS x reader
Premise: It was up to him to decide. You knew this wasn't something to push. “Are we telling the truth or are we lying?”, patiently you waited.
Author's notes: Just a super short one I thought up while doing dishes the other day. Heavily unedited.
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Your Team loses for the 3rd time that night.
Everyone starts to say their goodbyes and one by one they hang up; except you and one other person.
“Yah, we are never playing on their team again.” The male voice yells from the other end of the line, making you chuckle.
You had been playing with this person for over 3 months online. You had become quick friends despite the language barrier. He had worked really hard to get better at his English to be able to communicate with you. Originally it was just for gaming online, now it was for all the midday and late hour discord calls. Thankfully you were able to answer his calls almost any time of the day as you were working from home.
You hear him shuffle about and sigh deeply. Then nothing. Silence. He wasn’t known for silence. He would always chat about something unimportant and trivial and you would listen and respond when you deemed necessary. When he was really getting animated over something he would unknowingly slip back into his native tongue, which always brought a smile to your face when he would grumble an apology in English.
“What’s wrong?” You questioned.
“Can I ask you something?” He hesitates.
“Of course.” Was all you said, still wearing your headset while making yourself a tea.
More silence. You began to worry a little.
“We’re friends right?” He hesitates.
“Yesss?” You push.
“What’s your real name?” He blurts out.
Silence. This time on your end. You contemplate answering him. It’s not that you mind telling him, but there's something in his voice that makes you think he wasn’t ready to answer that himself.
“Are we telling the truth or are we lying?” You ask carefully.
“.....Lying” He whispers after some time.
“My name is Serena. What’s yours?” You begin, taping your fingers on your mug, leaning against your counter top. Smirking at your sailor moon monopoly game still sprawled out on your kitchen table from the night before.
“Ha-Joon” He responds. “What do you do for work?”
“Part time at a florist's shop. You?” You sip your tea. Thinking back to past fanfics you have come across.
“Uh, I’m not right now.” His questions keep coming after that.
“Do you have siblings?” “No”
“Favourite colour?” “Green”
“How old?” “184” *smirk*
“Pets?” “No”
“Favourite music?” “Country”
“Single” “Depends who’s asking”
Eventually after what feels like a million questions keep shooting back and forth. However, you know all your answers are lies; Just like his.

It’s been almost a year since that day. You both still talk every chance you get. Neither of you brought up that night again.
At this point in your life, he was the person closest to you. Your friendship continued to deepen into something more.
Late one night, something changed. He started acting weird, avoiding questions, all while you kept hearing snickering from the other line. Eventually you had enough.
“Ha-Joon” You began “What’s going on with you lately?”
“I - Uh - I’m - You - “ He stuttered, you patiently wait for him to finish.
He took a deep breath and prepared himself.
“What’s your real name?” annunciating every word carefully.
You had thought about this moment since that day. If it would ever come, if he would ever be ready to actually tell you the truth.
A truth you already knew, but wanted him to tell you when he was ready. You knew since the first voice call. You would know that voice from anywhere. You’d listened to it everyday in more ways than one.
“Truth or Lies?” Maybe now he was ready.
“Truth”
“Y/N” Tension building. “Yours?”
“Jin.” there's a crash, you smile. Him once again falling back into his native tongue. “Ahhhhh, why is this hard? What if she doesn't want to be friends anymore. What if she gets scared? You’re being a fool Seokjin, you’re just making a friend. You are world wide handsome”
You couldn't hold it in any longer. You start to laugh; you start to laugh so hard you start crying, clutching your chest in an attempt to catch your breath.
“Why are you laughing?” He asks in Korean, forgetting to ask in English.
“You gave yourself a pep talk.” You can barely get out in Korean. “You - you - called yourself worldwide handsome.”
“YOU CAN SPEAK KOREAN.” He bellows over the voice call, making you laugh harder. “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU COULD SPEAK KOREAN??”
Eventually you regain composure.
“You said to lie” stating simply, wiping tears from your eyes. You fall back onto your bed, wrapping yourself in your fluffy duvet.
“Right….. Soooo?” He trails off.
“My name is Y/N, I’m 33. I work as a financial advisor, and I work from home.” You try recalling all past questions. “I live alone with my 2 cats. I have an older sister. My favourite colour is black. I am single. And my favorite music is Kpop.”
“Do you know BTS?” Was his only response.
“Do you know ARMY?” You reply in retaliation.
“YAH, you know who I am!” He yells again.
“I always knew.” You smirk. “I knew since the first game.”
“Y/N…..” You hear him smile “Thank you.

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So I wasn't sure if I was going to do one of these, but I've had quite a few requests for it already.
SO here it is.
If you would like to be added to the taglist for 'Don't Tell Me What You See', let me know here.
I will be making an eventual add yourself taglist, but this will work for now!
Bye, Babes
Why must you hurt me this way? 🥺 I NEED TO KNOW WHO THE SOULMATE IS
I know I keep saying soon. But trust me really soon, like really sooooon 😅💜
Don't Tell Me What You See || 05

TRUTH UNTOLD
Warnings: NOTHING. Just slight angst, so far...
Pairing: ??? BTS x reader
Author's notes: Any guesses on who her soulmate could be?
I’m sorry in advance, but I had to split this one into two. ✌🏻🥺💜
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Laughter bounces off the walls of the recording studio. Both you and Jin are doubled over in a failing attempt to stop laughing. Your fits of laughter worsen with each glance up at Namjoon . You were crying and wheezing, unable to catch your breath. Jin wasn’t faring much better. Namjoon however, was still sitting in his chair facing you two with a look of embarrassment mixed with confusion.
In an attempt to show off his excitement for the track you had worked on and the mix with Jin's vocals, the God of Destruction forgot he had the cordless mouse in his hand. Which ended up with him throwing it across the room, barely missing you as you ducked. The mouse shattering against the far wall on impact.
You all stood there, completely frozen until Namjoon spoke.
“I have a spare just in case this happens again.”
You and Jin then looked at each other, both coming to the realization that destroying his mouse had happened before. Most likely, more than once. The thought of which then sent you both into your currently painful laughing session.
You found it a lot easier to work with Jin and Namjoon than with Yoongi and Tae. You felt at ease, no worries about having to throw yourself a ‘my soulmate doesn’t want me’ pity party; Where you spent most of the time talking the boys out of exposing your secret, compared to actually working on tracks. With Jin and Namjoon you actually worked on tracks. You were grateful for the distraction.
You got to know the boys, finally being able to appreciate them not just as members of BTS, but as individuals. That’s what spending 6 hours together in the studio would do.
You were now at the soundboard, adjusting instruments on the track, both men sitting on the couch behind you eating instant ramen.
The topic casually turns away from the track as you work, and on to more personal things.
“I met my soulmate 2 years ago.” Jin explains “I met her while walking around Seoul, she had just moved back.”
He goes into detail about their short “dating period” and how she was the one to demand their relationship become ‘official’. He felt the same way but had been too nervous to bring it up, so of course he was super excited. He mentions his plans to propose to her after his military service.
“I met mine too” Namjoon chimes in “almost a year ago”
He had met his soulmate at an art exhibit opening night. They were both super shy about the whole thing, so they decided to take it really slow. They started as friends and then eventually went on their first date, which both parties managed to make it awkward. However once they got over that and had a good long conversation about it, they have been official for around a month.
“What about you, y/n?” Jin asks, “Do you have a soul mark?”
“Uh, yea I have one.” You smile shyly.
“Can we ask what it is?” Namjoon’s interest peaked.
A voice echoes in your mind, repeating those piercing words from yesterday. “Why did I have to have a soulmate? Things would be a lot easier for me if I didn’t. This whole thing is stupid. I can’t do anything I actually want because I ‘have to be careful of my soulmate’ I just want to live, Namjoon. I just want to feel.”
“If it’s ok with you guys, I’d rather not say.” You reply, unable to come with any explanation.
You hear shuffling behind you, before one of them speaks again.
“Do you not want to meet your soulmate?” Namjoon asks quietly, making you pause mid thought.
You push back from the soundboard and spin your chair to face them.
“It’s not that exactly,” you try to organize your thoughts. If this conversation is going to continue you have to come up with a plan. So, you settle on a vague truth. “It’s more like I’m not sure if I want to know?”
“Like you’re afraid of who your soulmate is?” Jin asks cautiously. Clearly trying to decipher your answers.
“Or what your soulmate will think of you?” Namjoon adds.
“I think there are a lot of uncertainties when it comes to having a soulmate. I’ve seen it do great things for people and I’ve seen it do…. not so great things.” You reply, meticulously picking your words. “Some people like Yoongi who don’t have a mark, wish they did and some who have it wish they didn’t. But who’s to say which is better.”
“Our pasts dictate our decisions now. That’s how I’ve gotten to where I am now, just like all your decisions have affected you along the way. Which is what has made you have faith in your marks and bonds. From what I’ve seen, bonds can make it hard to see right from wrong. I guess I’m more worried about how having the bond will affect me. Positively or negatively. Each bond is different for a reason.” You finish.
You can see each boy going over your words. Namjoon nods to himself in understanding. Jin looks up from his lap with a sorrowful look in his eye.
“Umm Tae told me you lost your brother because of his mark…” he trails off, unable to formulate his questions.
“Yea.” You confirm “My brother's soulmate killed him.”
Namjoons head shoots up in surprise.
“Y/n, I-“ Jin starts
“It’s ok.” You reassure him. “It’s not a secret. And it happened, there’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve accepted it, I grieved and now I’m continuing on with my life as my brother would have wanted. Reaching my dreams.”
You give them a big smile, gesturing to the studio room. You are reaching your dream. Your brother always supported your music and here you were, working with top artists in the industry.
“So, if we’re done with the sappy, share-my-feelings fest-- I have an idea for the bridge.” You shudder. “And I’d like to get this done before I have to deal with two more boyscouts tomorrow.”
They both let out a nervous chuckle and walk over as you begin to explain your idea.
Maybe these boy scouts weren’t so bad.

The next morning you are waiting in the studio, already working on the track. Late last night you had a stroke of inspiration, from which you left yourself voice memos. You were itching all morning to get back in and work on it, not allowing yourself to wallow in your anxiety. The boys had decided to come in as pairs, thankfully that would mean you weren’t going to be alone with your soulmate. However, you had no idea who was pairing with whom.
You fidget constantly, your nerves bubbling up. There’s a knock at the door. You take a deep breath before getting up from your seat and making your way over to the door. Placing your hand on the door knob, you hesitate. Quickly giving yourself a pep talk you open the door only to have a large heavy mass fling itself at you, almost knocking you off balance.
“Firefly!” Taehyung sang, firmly glomped to you.
“Hi Tae.” You respond, petting his moppy hair. You look over his shoulder to see the other figure. “Hello, Hoseok.”
“Hello, Y/N.” He greets you warmly.
“Alright, alright. Get off me,” You try to push the younger off of you, “we have work to do.”
You walk back over to your chair to ready the track for the boys’ first listen. Hoseok sits down on the couch, while Taehyung opts to stand next to you.
“Are you going to be ok with all of this?” He asks quietly.
“It is what it is, Tae.” You sigh. “I just want to focus on work, please.”
He peers over his shoulder to the older boy.
“Ok, y/n. Work it is.” He beems back at you. “Hit it!”
After the boys listen to the partial track a few times, they begin to work on their suggestions and adjustments, sending Tae in and out of the booth trying and reworking vocals. 3 hours into the session, Taehyung starts to lose focus.
“Firefly,” He whines from the couch. “will you go with me to the new light show this weekend?”
“Of course. What time is it?” You ask, not bothering to look away from the monitors.
“It doesn’t start ‘til 11pm.” He replies.You think for a moment.
“Ok, only if we can go to - “ You start.
“[Y/n’s favorite restaurant's name]” you both say in unison, as he walks over to you and you stand up.
Smiling, you hear chuckling from across the room. In making plans for the weekend you both seem to have forgotten that there is another person in the room.
“You guys seem really close.” Hoseok comments. “I don’t get how that happened so fast. Tae normally takes ages to warm up to people.”
You blink in confusion, turning to look at Taehyung. For the two of you it had been obvious, your twinflames recognized each other instantly. However, Yoongi was the only person you both had told. Only now did the realization that neither of you had actually told anyone else dawned on you.
“Ooooooooo,” Taehyung finally responds. “Hoseok-hyung, this is Y/N L/N, my twinflame.”
You nod in agreement, as you make eye contact with his hyung.
“Tae, that's amazing!” He exclaims excitedly. “ I’m so happy for you guys! Does anyone else know?”
“Only Yoongi, I guess we forgot to mention it to anyone else.” You laugh in response.
Over the rest of your session, Hoseok asks more questions about the twinflame bond.
You knew previously that Hoseok was a cheerful, bright and bubbly personality, but to see him in the studio was a whole other experience. His attention to details, his ability to understand the vibe of a song and keep Tae focused was impressive to say the least. His confidence on stage rivalled his confidence in the studio. It made your heart flutter, to watch him in action.
As time ticked on, the boys agreed that they should head back to the dorms for the day. They packed up their stuff, and you mentioned that you would be staying a little longer. Negotiating with Tae on when you would be leaving, he finally agrees.
You walk to the door with them to say goodbye.
“Y/n, I would really like it if we could get together sometime, outside of the studio.” Hoseok gives you a hesitant smile.
“I’d like that too.” You smile back at him. He gives you a brief hug and then walks away. Your heart flutters again at his physical comfortability with you.
Arms engulf you in a warm, gentle hug from behind.
“You’re doing great, Firefly.” Tae says before walking away to catch up to his hyung.
You sigh to yourself, now alone in the room. You can do this. You can do this.

The next day you arrive later than you originally planned. You had spent the morning psyching yourself up for the day. Which apparently took longer than intended.
You realize the studio door is unlocked; the next pair of members are already in there. You shake off the tension rising in your body before opening the door.
Yoongi is standing in front of the soundboard with headphones on. You smile to yourself, staring at him, to the point you forgot there is someone else in the room. A throat clears next to you, making you tense a little. You turn to see the blonde shaggy haired man standing up from the couch to greet you.
“Hi, I’m Jimin.” He says politely. “Sorry for being in your studio already. Tae gave us your passcode.”
“It’s ok, I was meaning to give it to Yoongi anyways.” You reply back, still staring at his hyung. You begin making your way over to the older, but turn back mid walk. “Y/N, by the way.”
Jimin stares at you as you walk over to his hyung. You lean against the desk, so Yoongi will see you but not to interrupt him. Yoongi looks over to you, nods and takes the headphones off.
“This is really good.” He comments. “You’re doing a great job, Handling yourself...really well.”
He eyes you up and down suspiciously. You aren’t looking half as bad as he thought you would be. You place a hand on his shoulder.
“I’m handling everything ok so far.” You agree. “Besides, between you and Tae, It feels like I’m being chaperoned. What, will both of you be here tomorrow?”
“Don’t test us” He chuckles threateningly.
Jimin watches your interaction intently.
Yesterday during dinner, Taehyung had told everyone that you were his twinflame. Hoseok was jumping with excitement and the rest were cheering for him. They all noticed how unfazed Yoongi was by it. So, they assumed that the older one already knew and the way you two interacted seemed to prove their suspicions
“You guys ready? Let's do this.” You push Yoongi out of the way and take a seat in your chair.
A few hours later. Yoongi pipes up about running over to his studio and grabbing some equipment.
“I’ll be fine.” You say as he looks at you wearily. He tells Jimin he’ll be back in a couple minutes and leaves the studio.
“Jimin, do you think you would be able to cover background vocals for Jin here?” You question turning your head to the right. Without you knowing he had moved from across the room to stand next to you. You jump a little.
“Yea, I think I can do that.” He smiles at you brightly. “So, you’re Tae’s twinflame...and Yoongi-hyung’s best friend now?”
You laugh at the apparent situation you’ve gotten yourself into.
“Weird right?” Keeping the conversation light.
“I’m guessing you know Tae has a soul mark?” He asks. You had a feeling this was going to come up.
“Yep, we talked about it during our first real interaction.” You stated, thinking back to when you ran right into Taehyung the first time you met. “I’m happy for him. He deserves someone who makes him truly happy. Him and Yoongi both.”
Jimin remains silent for a little while. You go back to switching through effects on the soundboard.
“Do you have a soul mark?” He inquires. Your breath hitches for a moment, hands frozen in place before answering.
“Mhmm.” Was all you said.
“....have you met them yet?” He continues. You push your chair away from the desk, leaning back and crossing your arms over your chest. Facing him, you eye him suspiciously.
“My bond hasn't been completed.” You ghost around the truth.
“But you want to meet them?” He pushes.
Thinking carefully you answer, “I think at this point in my life, if I meet them, I meet them and if I don’t I don’t.”
He nods his head in understanding.
“How about you?” You turn the conversation away from yourself.
“Not yet, but if -” He’s cut off by Yoongi entering the room.
“So, I had another idea about adding synths into the chorus.” The older states, setting up his equipment.
“Sounds good.” You smile again at Jimin before turning to Yoongi.
How many more times are you going to have to dance around your truth? It was so much easier when no one noticed you or cared enough to ask. Tomorrow. You just have to get through tomorrow. That’s the only thought keeping you going.

You just have to make it through today. You had days booked off after today. You were moving into a bigger apartment now that you could afford. You got the keys yesterday, planned to finish packing tomorrow, and actually move things in the following days. Escaping your matchstick studio apartment was something you've been excited about and it was finally happening.
You are mixing Jimin and Jins vocals together with your headphones on. You were deep in thought when a hand landing on your shoulder makes you jump.You fling the headphones off your head and quickly look up to see your twinflame smiling at you.
“Seriously Tae, I almost had a heart attack.” You exclaim clutching your chest trying to breathe again.
“I’m sorry, Firefly.” He manages to wheeze out between laughing.
You look over his shoulder to see Jungkook standing shyly in the doorway. Shoving a still laughing Taehyung out of your way, you make your way over to the youngest member.
“Hi, I’m Y/N.” You greet warmly.
“Jungkook.” He replies sheepishly.
“Why don’t you come in and we can get started.” You gesture into the room. He nods at you and heads in.
When he walks past you, you notice a smaller figure behind him. You shift your weight onto one side and cross your arms over your chest, giving the figure a once over, you smirk.
“Ah, you would be chaperone number 2 then?” You remark.
“I told you not to test us.” Yoongi replies following the younger.
You roll your eyes and close the door behind him.
The four of you work diligently on the track, making Jungkook try vocal run after vocal run. He’s more than willing to do anything you throw at him. Eventually, you have enough good material locked in. The track wasn’t set to be released for a couple of months, leaving you with plenty of time to fine tune it with the help of the others.
Thankfully over the course of these 7 hours, you had managed to avoid talking about anything soulmate related. The youngest member eventually relaxes in your company, opening up about himself and glueing himself to you. He began following you around the studio, sitting next to you or near you at all times. Surprisingly, you enjoyed it a lot more than you would have thought. Warmth spreads through you whenever you catch him staring.
“Is it ok if we call it a day?” You ask, rubbing your temples. “I still have a lot of packing to do.”
“Still not finished?” Yoongi asks from the desk.
“No, I didn’t realise I had so much stuff.” You sigh in frustration.
“What’s going on?” Jungkook perks up from beside you.
“Y/N is supposed to be moving tomorrow.” Taehyung responds for you. “I can come over and help you finish packing tonight.”
“Are you sure? You really don’t have to...” You whine.
“I may not be able to help you actually move into your new place but I can at least help you finish packing and cleaning.” He sulks.
“I’m coming tonight too, I’ll bring food.” Yoongi chimes in.
“I love you guys!” You cheer, the thought of free food changing your mood.
“Are you going to be ok moving everything on your own?” Yoongi asks.
“It’ll take me a while, but I think I can manage.” You nod to yourself.
Yoongi and Tae look at you skeptically.
“Look Tae, you have filming and Yoongi you are working with that new solo artist.” You remember, standing up from the couch and walking toward them. “I’ll manage on my own really.”
“Can I help, Y/N?” Jungkook quietly questions from behind you. You turn to look at him.
“Kook, you really don’t need to.” You try to dissuade him.
“It’s really ok!” He replies. “I’m not working on anything and neither are some of the others. We can help!”
You stare at him unsure.
“C’mon Firefly, let them help you.” Taehyung pleads, knocking his hip into yours. You squint at him suspiciously. Not noticing Jungkook typing away on his phone.
“Please? We can help.” He says excitedly. “Jimin-ah, Hobi-hyung and Jin-hyung said they can help as well.”
He holds his phone out to you, showing you the replies in the group chat.
“I don’t know-” You start.
“Please..?” He fake sniffles, staring into your eyes, a pout forming on his lips.
Warmth spreads to your cheeks, unable to maintain eye contact you look away quickly.
‘Damn, he’s really cute.’ You think to yourself. You peer over at him, he’s still staring giving you big sparkly eyes and his bunny smile, making you smile in return.
“Aish, fiiiiine!” You groan in defeat, eyes rolling. “You can help.”
“Yaaaaay” His big, doe eyes shining brightly, as he starts to text the chat again.
What have you gotten yourself into...

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