Don't Tell Me What You See || 05

Don't Tell Me What You See || 05

TRUTH UNTOLD

Warnings: NOTHING. Just slight angst, so far...

Pairing: ??? BTS x reader

Author's notes: Any guesses on who her soulmate could be?

I’m sorry in advance, but I had to split this one into two. ✌🏻🥺💜

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Laughter bounces off the walls of the recording studio. Both you and Jin are doubled over in a failing attempt to stop laughing. Your fits of laughter worsen with each glance up at Namjoon . You were crying and wheezing, unable to catch your breath. Jin wasn’t faring much better. Namjoon however, was still sitting in his chair facing you two with a look of embarrassment mixed with confusion.

In an attempt to show off his excitement for the track you had worked on and the mix with Jin's vocals, the God of Destruction forgot he had the cordless mouse in his hand. Which ended up with him throwing it across the room, barely missing you as you ducked. The mouse shattering against the far wall on impact.

You all stood there, completely frozen until Namjoon spoke.

“I have a spare just in case this happens again.”

You and Jin then looked at each other, both coming to the realization that destroying his mouse had happened before. Most likely, more than once. The thought of which then sent you both into your currently painful laughing session.

You found it a lot easier to work with Jin and Namjoon than with Yoongi and Tae. You felt at ease, no worries about having to throw yourself a ‘my soulmate doesn’t want me’ pity party; Where you spent most of the time talking the boys out of exposing your secret, compared to actually working on tracks. With Jin and Namjoon you actually worked on tracks. You were grateful for the distraction.

You got to know the boys, finally being able to appreciate them not just as members of BTS, but as individuals. That’s what spending 6 hours together in the studio would do.

You were now at the soundboard, adjusting instruments on the track, both men sitting on the couch behind you eating instant ramen.

The topic casually turns away from the track as you work, and on to more personal things.

“I met my soulmate 2 years ago.” Jin explains “I met her while walking around Seoul, she had just moved back.”

He goes into detail about their short “dating period” and how she was the one to demand their relationship become ‘official’. He felt the same way but had been too nervous to bring it up, so of course he was super excited. He mentions his plans to propose to her after his military service.

“I met mine too” Namjoon chimes in “almost a year ago”

He had met his soulmate at an art exhibit opening night. They were both super shy about the whole thing, so they decided to take it really slow. They started as friends and then eventually went on their first date, which both parties managed to make it awkward. However once they got over that and had a good long conversation about it, they have been official for around a month.

“What about you, y/n?” Jin asks, “Do you have a soul mark?”

“Uh, yea I have one.” You smile shyly.

“Can we ask what it is?” Namjoon’s interest peaked.

A voice echoes in your mind, repeating those piercing words from yesterday. “Why did I have to have a soulmate? Things would be a lot easier for me if I didn’t. This whole thing is stupid. I can’t do anything I actually want because I ‘have to be careful of my soulmate’ I just want to live, Namjoon. I just want to feel.”

“If it’s ok with you guys, I’d rather not say.” You reply, unable to come with any explanation.

You hear shuffling behind you, before one of them speaks again.

“Do you not want to meet your soulmate?” Namjoon asks quietly, making you pause mid thought.

You push back from the soundboard and spin your chair to face them.

“It’s not that exactly,” you try to organize your thoughts. If this conversation is going to continue you have to come up with a plan. So, you settle on a vague truth. “It’s more like I’m not sure if I want to know?”

“Like you’re afraid of who your soulmate is?” Jin asks cautiously. Clearly trying to decipher your answers.

“Or what your soulmate will think of you?” Namjoon adds.

“I think there are a lot of uncertainties when it comes to having a soulmate. I’ve seen it do great things for people and I’ve seen it do…. not so great things.” You reply, meticulously picking your words. “Some people like Yoongi who don’t have a mark, wish they did and some who have it wish they didn’t. But who’s to say which is better.”

“Our pasts dictate our decisions now. That’s how I’ve gotten to where I am now, just like all your decisions have affected you along the way. Which is what has made you have faith in your marks and bonds. From what I’ve seen, bonds can make it hard to see right from wrong. I guess I’m more worried about how having the bond will affect me. Positively or negatively. Each bond is different for a reason.” You finish.

You can see each boy going over your words. Namjoon nods to himself in understanding. Jin looks up from his lap with a sorrowful look in his eye.

“Umm Tae told me you lost your brother because of his mark…” he trails off, unable to formulate his questions.

“Yea.” You confirm “My brother's soulmate killed him.”

Namjoons head shoots up in surprise.

“Y/n, I-“ Jin starts

“It’s ok.” You reassure him. “It’s not a secret. And it happened, there’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve accepted it, I grieved and now I’m continuing on with my life as my brother would have wanted. Reaching my dreams.”

You give them a big smile, gesturing to the studio room. You are reaching your dream. Your brother always supported your music and here you were, working with top artists in the industry.

“So, if we’re done with the sappy, share-my-feelings fest-- I have an idea for the bridge.” You shudder. “And I’d like to get this done before I have to deal with two more boyscouts tomorrow.”

They both let out a nervous chuckle and walk over as you begin to explain your idea.

Maybe these boy scouts weren’t so bad.

The next morning you are waiting in the studio, already working on the track. Late last night you had a stroke of inspiration, from which you left yourself voice memos. You were itching all morning to get back in and work on it, not allowing yourself to wallow in your anxiety. The boys had decided to come in as pairs, thankfully that would mean you weren’t going to be alone with your soulmate. However, you had no idea who was pairing with whom.

You fidget constantly, your nerves bubbling up. There’s a knock at the door. You take a deep breath before getting up from your seat and making your way over to the door. Placing your hand on the door knob, you hesitate. Quickly giving yourself a pep talk you open the door only to have a large heavy mass fling itself at you, almost knocking you off balance.

“Firefly!” Taehyung sang, firmly glomped to you.

“Hi Tae.” You respond, petting his moppy hair. You look over his shoulder to see the other figure. “Hello, Hoseok.”

“Hello, Y/N.” He greets you warmly.

“Alright, alright. Get off me,” You try to push the younger off of you, “we have work to do.”

You walk back over to your chair to ready the track for the boys’ first listen. Hoseok sits down on the couch, while Taehyung opts to stand next to you.

“Are you going to be ok with all of this?” He asks quietly.

“It is what it is, Tae.” You sigh. “I just want to focus on work, please.”

He peers over his shoulder to the older boy.

“Ok, y/n. Work it is.” He beems back at you. “Hit it!”

After the boys listen to the partial track a few times, they begin to work on their suggestions and adjustments, sending Tae in and out of the booth trying and reworking vocals. 3 hours into the session, Taehyung starts to lose focus.

“Firefly,” He whines from the couch. “will you go with me to the new light show this weekend?”

“Of course. What time is it?” You ask, not bothering to look away from the monitors.

“It doesn’t start ‘til 11pm.” He replies.You think for a moment.

“Ok, only if we can go to - “ You start.

“[Y/n’s favorite restaurant's name]” you both say in unison, as he walks over to you and you stand up.

Smiling, you hear chuckling from across the room. In making plans for the weekend you both seem to have forgotten that there is another person in the room.

“You guys seem really close.” Hoseok comments. “I don’t get how that happened so fast. Tae normally takes ages to warm up to people.”

You blink in confusion, turning to look at Taehyung. For the two of you it had been obvious, your twinflames recognized each other instantly. However, Yoongi was the only person you both had told. Only now did the realization that neither of you had actually told anyone else dawned on you.

“Ooooooooo,” Taehyung finally responds. “Hoseok-hyung, this is Y/N L/N, my twinflame.”

You nod in agreement, as you make eye contact with his hyung.

“Tae, that's amazing!” He exclaims excitedly. “ I’m so happy for you guys! Does anyone else know?”

“Only Yoongi, I guess we forgot to mention it to anyone else.” You laugh in response.

Over the rest of your session, Hoseok asks more questions about the twinflame bond.

You knew previously that Hoseok was a cheerful, bright and bubbly personality, but to see him in the studio was a whole other experience. His attention to details, his ability to understand the vibe of a song and keep Tae focused was impressive to say the least. His confidence on stage rivalled his confidence in the studio. It made your heart flutter, to watch him in action.

As time ticked on, the boys agreed that they should head back to the dorms for the day. They packed up their stuff, and you mentioned that you would be staying a little longer. Negotiating with Tae on when you would be leaving, he finally agrees.

You walk to the door with them to say goodbye.

“Y/n, I would really like it if we could get together sometime, outside of the studio.” Hoseok gives you a hesitant smile.

“I’d like that too.” You smile back at him. He gives you a brief hug and then walks away. Your heart flutters again at his physical comfortability with you.

Arms engulf you in a warm, gentle hug from behind.

“You’re doing great, Firefly.” Tae says before walking away to catch up to his hyung.

You sigh to yourself, now alone in the room. You can do this. You can do this.

The next day you arrive later than you originally planned. You had spent the morning psyching yourself up for the day. Which apparently took longer than intended.

You realize the studio door is unlocked; the next pair of members are already in there. You shake off the tension rising in your body before opening the door.

Yoongi is standing in front of the soundboard with headphones on. You smile to yourself, staring at him, to the point you forgot there is someone else in the room. A throat clears next to you, making you tense a little. You turn to see the blonde shaggy haired man standing up from the couch to greet you.

“Hi, I’m Jimin.” He says politely. “Sorry for being in your studio already. Tae gave us your passcode.”

“It’s ok, I was meaning to give it to Yoongi anyways.” You reply back, still staring at his hyung. You begin making your way over to the older, but turn back mid walk. “Y/N, by the way.”

Jimin stares at you as you walk over to his hyung. You lean against the desk, so Yoongi will see you but not to interrupt him. Yoongi looks over to you, nods and takes the headphones off.

“This is really good.” He comments. “You’re doing a great job, Handling yourself...really well.”

He eyes you up and down suspiciously. You aren’t looking half as bad as he thought you would be. You place a hand on his shoulder.

“I’m handling everything ok so far.” You agree. “Besides, between you and Tae, It feels like I’m being chaperoned. What, will both of you be here tomorrow?”

“Don’t test us” He chuckles threateningly.

Jimin watches your interaction intently.

Yesterday during dinner, Taehyung had told everyone that you were his twinflame. Hoseok was jumping with excitement and the rest were cheering for him. They all noticed how unfazed Yoongi was by it. So, they assumed that the older one already knew and the way you two interacted seemed to prove their suspicions

“You guys ready? Let's do this.” You push Yoongi out of the way and take a seat in your chair.

A few hours later. Yoongi pipes up about running over to his studio and grabbing some equipment.

“I’ll be fine.” You say as he looks at you wearily. He tells Jimin he’ll be back in a couple minutes and leaves the studio.

“Jimin, do you think you would be able to cover background vocals for Jin here?” You question turning your head to the right. Without you knowing he had moved from across the room to stand next to you. You jump a little.

“Yea, I think I can do that.” He smiles at you brightly. “So, you’re Tae’s twinflame...and Yoongi-hyung’s best friend now?”

You laugh at the apparent situation you’ve gotten yourself into.

“Weird right?” Keeping the conversation light.

“I’m guessing you know Tae has a soul mark?” He asks. You had a feeling this was going to come up.

“Yep, we talked about it during our first real interaction.” You stated, thinking back to when you ran right into Taehyung the first time you met. “I’m happy for him. He deserves someone who makes him truly happy. Him and Yoongi both.”

Jimin remains silent for a little while. You go back to switching through effects on the soundboard.

“Do you have a soul mark?” He inquires. Your breath hitches for a moment, hands frozen in place before answering.

“Mhmm.” Was all you said.

“....have you met them yet?” He continues. You push your chair away from the desk, leaning back and crossing your arms over your chest. Facing him, you eye him suspiciously.

“My bond hasn't been completed.” You ghost around the truth.

“But you want to meet them?” He pushes.

Thinking carefully you answer, “I think at this point in my life, if I meet them, I meet them and if I don’t I don’t.”

He nods his head in understanding.

“How about you?” You turn the conversation away from yourself.

“Not yet, but if -” He’s cut off by Yoongi entering the room.

“So, I had another idea about adding synths into the chorus.” The older states, setting up his equipment.

“Sounds good.” You smile again at Jimin before turning to Yoongi.

How many more times are you going to have to dance around your truth? It was so much easier when no one noticed you or cared enough to ask. Tomorrow. You just have to get through tomorrow. That’s the only thought keeping you going.

You just have to make it through today. You had days booked off after today. You were moving into a bigger apartment now that you could afford. You got the keys yesterday, planned to finish packing tomorrow, and actually move things in the following days. Escaping your matchstick studio apartment was something you've been excited about and it was finally happening.

You are mixing Jimin and Jins vocals together with your headphones on. You were deep in thought when a hand landing on your shoulder makes you jump.You fling the headphones off your head and quickly look up to see your twinflame smiling at you.

“Seriously Tae, I almost had a heart attack.” You exclaim clutching your chest trying to breathe again.

“I’m sorry, Firefly.” He manages to wheeze out between laughing.

You look over his shoulder to see Jungkook standing shyly in the doorway. Shoving a still laughing Taehyung out of your way, you make your way over to the youngest member.

“Hi, I’m Y/N.” You greet warmly.

“Jungkook.” He replies sheepishly.

“Why don’t you come in and we can get started.” You gesture into the room. He nods at you and heads in.

When he walks past you, you notice a smaller figure behind him. You shift your weight onto one side and cross your arms over your chest, giving the figure a once over, you smirk.

“Ah, you would be chaperone number 2 then?” You remark.

“I told you not to test us.” Yoongi replies following the younger.

You roll your eyes and close the door behind him.

The four of you work diligently on the track, making Jungkook try vocal run after vocal run. He’s more than willing to do anything you throw at him. Eventually, you have enough good material locked in. The track wasn’t set to be released for a couple of months, leaving you with plenty of time to fine tune it with the help of the others.

Thankfully over the course of these 7 hours, you had managed to avoid talking about anything soulmate related. The youngest member eventually relaxes in your company, opening up about himself and glueing himself to you. He began following you around the studio, sitting next to you or near you at all times. Surprisingly, you enjoyed it a lot more than you would have thought. Warmth spreads through you whenever you catch him staring.

“Is it ok if we call it a day?” You ask, rubbing your temples. “I still have a lot of packing to do.”

“Still not finished?” Yoongi asks from the desk.

“No, I didn’t realise I had so much stuff.” You sigh in frustration.

“What’s going on?” Jungkook perks up from beside you.

“Y/N is supposed to be moving tomorrow.” Taehyung responds for you. “I can come over and help you finish packing tonight.”

“Are you sure? You really don’t have to...” You whine.

“I may not be able to help you actually move into your new place but I can at least help you finish packing and cleaning.” He sulks.

“I’m coming tonight too, I’ll bring food.” Yoongi chimes in.

“I love you guys!” You cheer, the thought of free food changing your mood.

“Are you going to be ok moving everything on your own?” Yoongi asks.

“It’ll take me a while, but I think I can manage.” You nod to yourself.

Yoongi and Tae look at you skeptically.

“Look Tae, you have filming and Yoongi you are working with that new solo artist.” You remember, standing up from the couch and walking toward them. “I’ll manage on my own really.”

“Can I help, Y/N?” Jungkook quietly questions from behind you. You turn to look at him.

“Kook, you really don’t need to.” You try to dissuade him.

“It’s really ok!” He replies. “I’m not working on anything and neither are some of the others. We can help!”

You stare at him unsure.

“C’mon Firefly, let them help you.” Taehyung pleads, knocking his hip into yours. You squint at him suspiciously. Not noticing Jungkook typing away on his phone.

“Please? We can help.” He says excitedly. “Jimin-ah, Hobi-hyung and Jin-hyung said they can help as well.”

He holds his phone out to you, showing you the replies in the group chat.

“I don’t know-” You start.

“Please..?” He fake sniffles, staring into your eyes, a pout forming on his lips.

Warmth spreads to your cheeks, unable to maintain eye contact you look away quickly.

‘Damn, he’s really cute.’ You think to yourself. You peer over at him, he’s still staring giving you big sparkly eyes and his bunny smile, making you smile in return.

“Aish, fiiiiine!” You groan in defeat, eyes rolling. “You can help.”

“Yaaaaay” His big, doe eyes shining brightly, as he starts to text the chat again.

What have you gotten yourself into...

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Don't Tell Me What You See || 06

SPOKEN

Warnings: NOTHING. Just slight angst, so far...

Pairing: ??? BTS x reader

Author's notes: Any guesses on who her soulmate could be?

TA-DA. This one I found really hard to write, but I managed somehow 🤦🏻‍♀️

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It was weird seeing everything you own in boxes…again. The first time when you moved to Korea and now again. Even weirder was seeing 4 out of 7 members of BTS moving boxes out of your apartment. You were used to Yoongi and Tae showing up unannounced at your place, but you never had the other members over before.

“I think everything will fit in the rental truck, Y/N.” Jungkook announces as he re-enters.

“I really hope so, Kook.” You sigh. “I don’t want to have to make 2 trips, and I’d like to unpack some boxes tonight.”

“Don’t worry,” He remarks, picking up more boxes and heading out. “We’ll make it work.”

You sigh to yourself, looking at the last box sitting in the middle of the studio floor. Picking up the box and walking out the door, you turn around one last time. You had amazing memories in this little place, but you were excited to create new ones in your new place.

You drop your keycard into the apartment manager's mailbox on your way through the lobby. Jin is the first to notice you as the boys come into view, Jimin and Hoseok in the truck playing the largest game of tetris you’ve ever seen. Jin walks over and takes the box from you.

“I think we’ll have to put a few of these lighter ones in a car.” He comments. You nod in agreement.

“I have to drive the truck, but I also have to get my car over to the new place.” You mention. “So, we can put them in my trunk… I’ll just have to come back later to grab my car.”

“Or, you drive the truck, someone else can take your car and I’ll bring mine.” He offers. “I drove everyone here anyways.”

You watch as Jungkook and Jimin manage to close the truck door and latch it, chewing on your cheek, mulling over his suggestion.

“I can drive your car, Y/N.” Hoseok says as he walks over to the two of you.

“Ok, that works.” You shrug.

“I want to go in the truck with Y/N!” Jungkook exclaims excitedly jumping over to his hyungs. You can’t help but smile, this boy will be the death of you.

“Alright, Jungkook goes with me.” You laugh, before anyone can argue. Jungkook swings off his hyungs and over to you, landing incredibly close behind you.

“Let’s go Bunny.” You grab his wrist pulling him along with you to the truck, throwing your car keys over to Hoseok..

The three other’s stand there dumbfounded at Jungkook's apparent clinginess.

“Well that’s-” Jin started.

“Weird….that was weird.” Hoseok finishes.

“I mean how did Jungkook-” Jin starts again.

“No idea.” Hoseok's confusion was evident on his face. Eyeing the truck suspiciously.

“C’mon guys, we have to follow them!” Jimin yells from the passenger side of your car, waiting for the door to be unlocked. Both the older men look at each other and head to the cars.

You and Jungkook climb up into the truck, and hand him your phone.

“I’ve set the new address into the GPS already.” You chime. “Ready?”

“Ready, Captain!” He salutes you. You roll your eyes and laugh.

On the way to your new place you and Jungkook blast music and sing along, him obviously sounding way better than you.

You were nervous to begin with being around Jungkook. The younger being super shy, barely making eye contact with you. Him, only responding to questions and never actually speaking directly to you. He opened up faster than you expected, and the more time you spend with him, the more you welcome his puppy-like antics. He isn’t as physically touchy as Taehyung, but he is more verbally and spatially needy than your twinflame. Even on days when you feel like you are suffocating under the weight of work and your broken soul mirror, you couldn’t bring yourself to force him away. He was a distraction and a light you didn’t know you needed. His main goal seemed to be to make you laugh and bring a smile to your face. Going out of his way to catch your attention, wanting nothing more than you to focus solely on him. Which you are more than happy to oblige in his neediness.

Pulling into your new apartment complex, both vehicles follow behind you, you pull the truck up to a loading/unloading parking spot near the front.

Climbing out of the car, you point to visitor parking for Jin and yell at Hoseok your parking number for your underground parking stall. Both cars drive away, leaving you and Jungkook to open the truck. You talk about ordering food before Jungkook unlocks the padlock on the door. The other boys regroup and start making their way over to you. You climb up onto the truck to pull the door up, your foot catches on the door as it unhinges, knocking you off balance.

The world moves past you in slow motion, both feet coming out from under you. You close your eyes and hold your breath, waiting for your impact with the cement.

However, it's not the ground you feel yourself collide with, but arms. Two arms cradle your body, you slowly peek an eye open to look at the figure holding you.Your heart flutters, his face so close to yours, the closest it’s ever been, blinded by his infectious smile. You smile back, just as wide.

“Hi.” His smile widens.

“Hi.” You manage, out of breath. Smile growing wilder, you stare into his eyes. You start to feel shy, as he’s staring back just as intently.

“Y/N, ARE YOU OK?!” Jungkook breaks the moment.

You turn your head to look at him, adrenaline pumping through your veins.

“Yea, I’m fine Bunny.” Your feet feel the ground again, legs feeling a little weak. The arms that were once carrying you, now holding on to your arms to help you stay upright.

“Thank you.” You say, regaining your bearings on solid ground.

“It’s ok, Y/N. As long as you’re alright.” Hoseok beams.

Jungkook ushers you away from the truck to stand beside him and Jimin. You begin to breathe normally again.

“Are you sure you’re not hurt anywhere?” Jimin finally speaks up, concern written all over his face.

“I promise I’m fine, just scared me for a minute there.” Unable to do anything but laugh. “Let’s just get this done ok?”

You're too busy looking up the door code on your phone to notice the look the boys share.

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You look around your new living room; furniture and boxes arranged in piles according to the room. You did it; all of your stuff now here and the truck returned, you just had to unpack.

“I can stay and help, Y/N” Jungkook says coming out of the bathroom.

“Bunny, you don’t have to.” You protest.

“I know I don’t have to,” He rolls his eyes. “I want to.”

“Jimin and I can stay too.” Hoseok announces from the hallway to your bedroom.

You turn to Jin, who is in the kitchen. He looks at his phone.

“Sorry guys, I have dinner plans tonight.” He gives you an apologetic smile.

“That’s ok, I think we can handle it.” You reassure him.

“I should head out now. How are you guys going to get home?” Jin asks his younger members.

“We can call a cab or we can walk. It’s not too far from the dorms.” Jungkook suggests.

“OR, I can drive them back.” You intervene.

“Ok.” Jin agrees, grabbing his jacket and heading to your front door. “I’ll see you guys tomorrow!”

You walk back into your kitchen, where all three members are now waiting for your orders.

“Maybe we should get food first?” You offer. “My treat?”

“How about Jungkook and Jimin go grab food and bring it back here” Hoseok counters. “You and I can start unpacking.”

“Yea, we can grab the food. What about that sushi place down the street we drove past?” Jimin chimes in.

“That will work, let's go hyung!” Jungkook starts to pull Jimin out of your apartment before you can argue with them about payment.

“Come here, y/n '' Hoseok beckons to you from the center of your living room. You look over at him as he starts pushing the furniture to the outskirts of the room. You eye him suspiciously as he walks over to your entertainment system. He turns your portable speakers on and connects a cell phone.

You continue to stare at him as he reaches a hand out towards you. He waits for you to take it. Music starts playing and you smile, reaching out to take his hand.

(play song)

He twirls you twice before pulling you closer to dance together. You start to laugh.

“I thought we were supposed to start unpacking.” You try to scold him.

“And we will, after you relax.” He replies cheekily. Placing a hand on your lower back and the other intertwining his fingers with yours, spinning you both around your vacant living room.

Jungkook may give you a sense of warmth and comfort, but Hoseok gives you this overwhelming urge to relax, the air around you eases out of all tension.

Almost like Taehyung, he could tell when you are overthinking, most likely by your posture, or the way your eyes don’t stop darting around. Regardless, he could tell and when he does, he makes it a point to break up your inner chaos. Like right now, forcing you into an impromptu dance session.

Sunshine was an understatement when describing Hoseok. Your heart always flutters, when he beams literal sunshine at you with a single smile. His confidence from the stage seeps, into the studio, into his everyday life.

Like Jungkook, you enjoyed your time with Hoseok, becoming close with him just as fast. Where Jungkook was cute, Hoseok was handsome. Where Jungkook leaned into being more shy, Hoseok's confidence shone through. Both being extremely beautiful humans, that demanded attention from everyone in the room. Sometimes you had a hard time looking either of them in the eyes, other times you couldn’t look away.

However, each boy brought about different emotional responses from you. Some deeper than others.

When Hoseok twirls you again, you notice the other two boys standing in the kitchen, containers of food sprawled out on the island. One watching with amusement on his face, the other you couldn’t exactly place, but it wasn’t as friendly as their normal gaze.

The playlist continues playing, even when Hoseok spins you over to the island. You laugh as you catch yourself on one of your bar stools. Him following behind you.

You look at all the sushi laid out in front of you and realize that they bought all your favourites.

“How?” You mumble.

“Jimin texted Taehyung-hyung on our way over to the restaurant.” Jungkook answers.

Pausing unpacking plates for the group to eat off of, Jimin looks up at you and smiles. Your skin begins to tingle when you make eye contact.

“Thank you, Jimin.” You smile warmly. He nods in return and continues rifling through the box.

The four of you scarff down the food and come up with a plan for unpacking. Because the boys didn’t know where you would want things, they’d be the muscle to move the furniture around and place things where you instructed.

💜♾💜♾💜

While watching the three boys scattered around your living room, unpacking boxes you had given them, a sad smile makes its way onto your face. You are more than happy to have them here, it's just a little bittersweet. Thinking about what their reactions would be if they knew. One reaction in particular makes you feel uneasy. You feel guilty for keeping it to yourself, but there is too much to tell. You are too far gone in your lies.

But they don’t know...

They don’t know about all the nights you spent crying, doubled over in pain. Tae and Yoongi by your side, holding you in their embrace. Telling you things like ‘It’ll stop soon’, ‘breathe’ and ‘hold on’. Begging you to tell your soulmate that it’s you, so this can all stop. Because everytime this happens, they hurt with you. You’re not the only one going through something, you aren’t alone in your pain. You know if they could take away any of your pain and bear it themselves, they would. It makes you feel like a monster for putting them through it. If you could, you would go back in time and stop them from finding out. You would choose to do this alone, to suffer in silence.

You watch as they move around your place, with smiles on their faces, light banter filling the air. Watch them interact with each other, with their brothers, their family; you’re afraid of what it might also do to the group. You assume that your quick connections with each member are mostly due to being Taehyung's twinflame. They open up to you easily because of their close relationships with Tae, and by extension, you as well. They would be pissed to say the least.

You don’t want them to hurt, none of them. You will have to make a decision on whether you will let the cracks consume you completely, leading you down a path of madness.

Opening a box on the far side of the room, you notice a picture frame. It contains one of the most happy and heartbreaking moments of your life. The picture is of you, your parents and your older brother at a traveling amusement park that came to your town back home. It was the last picture you had taken of your brother; that night was the last time you saw your brother alive.

Your brother had rejected his soulmate, but not completely. He never officially went to a Kosmos reader to reject the bond. His soulmate would beg him to let her in, to fulfill the bond, but your brother knew things about his soulmate that no one else did. She was mixed up with some really dangerous people, addiction running through her veins. He would tell her that if she recovered they could try, that right now he couldn’t accept her. Telling her no countless times, her mirror cracking over and over and over again, until there were almost no remnants of it left. She was thrown into a madness so dark she took your brother's life...and then her own. Soul madness can be an unrelenting, vicious and manipulative force that drives the individual to do things they never would have before. You couldn’t blame your brother for saying no, and you couldn’t blame her for the outcome. Especially now..

Placing the framed picture on the bookcase in front of your Charles Dickens collection, a gift from your brother, your eyes lingered a little longer. Turning back to the box you continue packing, joining in the ongoing banter.

Jokes are made, some at your expense and some at Hoseok’s. The cheerful mood of the room forces you out of your dark memories.

What you fail to notice is the pair of hands and eyes that meticulously inspect every item they unpack, Scanning over the sentimentality you might have attached to it, before asking you nonchalantly where it should go. The same eyes that watch you closely as you occasionally look back at the family photo and smile. His eyes feel drawn to the picture, but he’s not willing to ask about it.

He doesn’t know what’s too far with you yet, what secrets you are willing to share with them or what Taehyung only knows. Taehyung seems to know everything about you, and that makes him feel unusually uncomfortable. He wants to know it all, every tiny detail about you. Confusion and a need to be close to you always flood his mind when you're around. He doesn’t know why he’s so drawn to you, but his instinct drives him to you. His full undivided attention is always on you, whether he means to or not. He really couldn’t come to a conclusion as to why.

Without trying, you make him feel things he can’t comprehend.

💜♾💜♾💜

You take in the state of your living room and kitchen, finally the place looks livable enough for now.

“He guys, it’s getting pretty late.” You say noticing the clock on your oven, “Maybe we should call it a night?”

“But it’s not even 10 yet.” Jungkook commented.

“I can handle the rest, besides you guys are filming tomorrow aren’t you?”

“Ahh, right. I forgot.” Jungkook sighs.

“Do you guys want me to drive you back?” You ask.

“No, we can walk back.” Hoseok pipes up. “It’ll take only like 15 minutes. We’ll be fine.”

“Ok.” You reply, chewing on your bottom lip. “If you guys are sure.”

“Yep we’ll be fine. How about we text you when we get back?”

“Deal.” You smile, beginning to follow the boys to the front door.

“Umm, I’m just going to use the washroom. You guys can go without me.” Jimin calls over to the other members before heading down the hallway.

Putting their shoes on they bid you goodnight and leave. As soon as they’re gone Jimin emerges from the hallway.

“I’m really glad we could help today.” He smiles brightly at you.

“I can’t even begin to thank you guys for all of this. It would have been a nightmare on my own.” You chuckle more to yourself then him.

You notice him taking his time putting his shoes on. Eventually he finishes, standing up and turning around to face you.

“Y/N?” You barely hear him.

“Hm.”

“Thank you.” You look at him in surprise. What did you do to earn a thank you from him?

“For what?” You question.

“For being Tae’s twinflame.” He responds meekly. “For caring about him the way you do. He’s my best friend and I know he goes through things he feels he can’t talk to me about. So, I’m really glad he has you. He hasn’t smiled this genuinely in a long while.”

His praise left you dumbfounded. If only he knew what Taehyung does for you. How you feel like there is nothing you could possibly do in this world to repay him.

“He is extremely important to me, and not just because he’s my twinflame.” You think aloud. “He’s the most important person to me.”

“What about your soulmate?” Jimin looks at you unconvinced.

“Well, they’re just going to have to deal with it, aren’t they?” You laugh, trying to hide your dislike for talking about soulmates. “He’ll forever be number two, I don’t think I can handle being so vulnerable with someone else other than him.”

“I don’t know about that,” He laughs with you. “But I think Tae would understand being second place. Maybe one day you’ll be open to it.”

“Yea...maybe…” You whisper as Jimin opens your front door to leave.

Maybe Tae was right. Maybe Jimin is right. One day, you might be able to become more vulnerable with your soulmate, possibly even with other people you cared about in your life. Maybe it was time to take a step in that direction. Trying couldn’t hurt more then limbo, right?

As you watch Jimin walk down the hallway towards the elevators, anxiety bubbles in your chest.

“Hey Jimin!” You can’t stop yourself from calling out. “Do you want to stay longer?”

He turns around, smiling.

“I’d love to.” Your soulmate responds.

💜♾💜♾💜

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Don't Tell Me What You See || 03

HER SIDE

Warnings: NOTHING. Just slight angst, so far...

Pairing: ??? BTS x reader

Author's notes: Any guesses on who her soulmate could be?

Silence envelopes the two men, sitting in the darkened company car.

With this new piece of information rattling in their minds, they were reluctant to leave the office. They hadn’t spoken to each other once they’d left you in the studio.

“She’s hurting, hyung.” Taehyung eventually breaks the silence.

“Nn.” Was the only reply.

“He’s hurting her… and he doesn’t even know it” The younger says, mostly to himself.

“Nn.”

“What are we going to do?” Turning to face his hyung.

“I honestly don’t know.” Yoongi sighs. “It's frustrating. He’s so lucky to have her”

“But he’s hurting her” Taehyung restates.

“He doesn’t know it’s her.” Yoongi counters

“Maybe if he did, he’d stop…” Taehyung thinks out loud.

“We promised. You of all people can’t break that promise.” Yoongi shuts down immediately.

Taehyung lets out an exasperated sigh, slouching further in his seat. He resumed staring out the window, mumbling to himself.

“Yea, we promised……….. we promised not to tell him.” His face lights up when he comes to the realization of what exactly they had promised to you. “If he comes face to face with her. Interacted with her I’m sure he will realize”

“And how do you plan to do that?” Yoongi says, shaking off the younger’s hand. “She already avoids the other boys like the plague.”

“What if we talk to Bang? Ask her to work on the next single with us?” The younger explains further.

“You don’t think she’d suspect us having a hand in that?” Yoongi responds unsure.

“Namjoon-hyung and Hobi-hyung have been dying to work with her. This time, if they bring it up, we just say it’s a good idea!” Taehyung exclaims definitively.

“I don’t know. ” The older, still uncertain of y/n’s reaction.

“Please - hyung,” Taehyung begs “I can’t see her hurt anymore. Knowing all those ‘stomachaches’, convulsions, panic attacks are actually because of the soulmate bond, I can’t sit back and do nothing.”

Sitting in silence, Yoongi thinks back to all those times you kicked them out of the studio because you ‘weren’t feeling well’. Now he was realizing just how much you had downplayed the pain you were in.

Yoongi himself never received a soulmate tattoo, so he didn’t completely understand the extent that you were going through. However, his gut was telling him there was more to it.

“Ok. I’ll do it, but if anything goes wrong, I’m stepping in.” Yoongi says finally. “I’ll take her side.”

“I know hyung.” Taehyung sighs with relief. “Thank you”

The rest of the ride home was met with silence once again.

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Hello world of BTS fanfics

I’ve read too many fanfics and developed way too many stories in my head of these beautiful human beings. 

At this point if I don’t share them, my head is going to explode.