First Day Of Packing To Move To A New House And I've Had 2 Panic Attacks So Far

First day of packing to move to a new house and I've had 2 panic attacks so far

Also have to move back to campus in a week

And idk how I'm gonna put everything I've owned in the last 22 yrs in these tiny fucking boxes

Treating this silly little blog like how I'd talk to my fictional bf

so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch

Tw tw tw tw

Sometimes i just wish someone would realize how much I deserve to always have fresh cuts on my thighs/stomach/wrists so they would always keep a sharp razor in their pocket just for me for whenever i say or do something stupid or just do it when they feel like it without me asking

My 10yo cousin: girls become the prettiest they'll be when they turn 20

She then looks at me,

....

......

Ok maybe not all girls since you're past 20 hehe, idk what happened to you

Me: laughs it off like everyone else

Also me in my head: that's actually pretty funny I just need to add a few more fresh lines on my thighs and I'll be good as new