A CHANGE OF HEART (nagi Seishiro)

A CHANGE OF HEART (nagi seishiro)

ᝰ.ᐟ everything's a drag for nagi, relationships even and he wasn't surprised nor hurt when you decided to end it all but a change of heart occurs in nagi.

SLEEP, SLEEP, SLEEP (various)

ᝰ.ᐟ falling asleep is nothing but when you say their name while asleep things change.

A TASTE OF HOME (itoshi brothers)

ᝰ.ᐟ rin finally gets his taste of what's his and the consequences of it. will fate place itself on his favor?

ALWAYS MINE (itoshi rin)

ᝰ.ᐟ you were there always for him, now he's returning the favor.

EGO MEETS HUMBLE (jinpachi ego)

ᝰ.ᐟ a egoist football athlete and the humble physical therapist.

DEVOURING FEELINGS (itoshi rin)

ᝰ.ᐟ can his words match what he just wants to do with you?

CONSUMED DESIRES (itoshi rin)

ᝰ.ᐟ rin finally came into terms on what he wants and he's ready to sink his teeth into you.

WHAT MONEY CAN BUY (mikage reo)

ᝰ.ᐟ what yandere reo can do for his wife.

LOVEFOOL (bachira meguru)

ᝰ.ᐟ everyone's a fool and bachira's no exception.

ANGEL OF MINE (itoshi sae)

ᝰ.ᐟ sae got an angel and it's you.

NO EXCUSES FOR A BREAK UP (itoshi brothers)

ᝰ.ᐟ break up? nope. they won't let you.

A CLAIM FOR NEED (itoshi rin)

ᝰ.ᐟ hiding your status as an omega didn't escape from the heightened senses of the popular alpha in your school and with this, he has the right to claim you.

I PROMISE, I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU (mikage reo)

ᝰ.ᐟ missing out his child's birth is not something reo anticipated but he promised he'll make it the next time you're giving birth to his next child again.

WANT TO BE YOURS FOREVER (itoshi brothers)

ᝰ.ᐟ they just want to spend their whole life with you.

A DEITY'S CHOSEN ONE (michael kaiser)

ᝰ.ᐟ in which michael kaiser chose you.

CAN'T LOOK WHAT'S MINE (mikage reo)

ᝰ.ᐟ jealousy doesn't suit reo and when his ex-teammates had reunited with him in one fateful coincidence, he didn't like how they are looking at you.

A FEATHERY SURPRISE (itoshi rin)

ᝰ.ᐟ saving an owl in the middle of the night and you wake up with a stranger, naked on your bed in the morning.

ENDLESS ADORATION (various)

ᝰ.ᐟ don't ever let them catch you being insecure about your body, they had plenty of ways to show you how much they adore your body and you.

JUST FOR ME, PLEASE (mikage reo)

ᝰ.ᐟ your husband who can't be upset to you even he's the reason of your anger.

DANCE TO THE GROOVE (various)

ᝰ.ᐟ just blue lock boys with a dancer s/o

CAN'T HAVE WHAT'S MINE (various)

ᝰ.ᐟ you shouldn't have dared to love someone that is not them.

CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU (alexis ness)

ᝰ.ᐟ the industry's cold for someone like you, thanks for the entertainment gods you're blessed with your sweet manager, alexis ness or is he?

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men who practically lives between your legs.

don't start with them when doing the deed cause that's the reason you will be creaming in their tongue before the real fun begins if there is still strength left from you.

pussy drunk! men who eats your fat pussy like a starved man. strong arms wrapped around your plush thighs, fingers digging in your soft flesh while they suffocate while eating you. it's the best way to die they say and you're begging and crying for them to stop but they don't care about it, only encourages them.

"not going to happen, baby." diving back to lap at your juices leaking from your soaking cunt. tongue moving up and down to lick your folds. sucks on your cute clit that makes you squeal. they love you hearing you moan, your pretty mouth doing a good job in singing for them while they ate you up.

their greedy mouths who can't stop french kissing your fat, juicy cunt. face buried and they can smell and that sweet juices that comes from your cunt every time they lick and kiss your cunt. they're hard as a rock in their pants but it doesn't deter them from sucking the hell out of you.

men who makes a cunt-struck face when you come. oh, it's fucking hot. a moment of surprise and comes slurping your juices. your sweet essence running in their mouth and their tongue. their chins soak and dripping from eating your pussy but that doesn't stop.

you think they'll be done after that but no.

"you think you can cum again for me, baby?" they would ask, but you know that ain't a question. they are already down in you again.

just men who can't get enough from tongue-fucking you and they ain't stopping until they are satisfied.

— BACHIRA, kunigami, oliver, AIZAWA, bakugo, KIRISHIMA, FATGUM, denji , aki, kishibe, AKITARU,rengoku, sanemi, TENGEN, todo, NANAMI, ITADORI, MEGUMI,GOJO, IWAIZUMI, BOKUTO,tendou, sawamura, WAKASA,draken, south terano, TAIJU

A TASTE OF HOME

YANDERE! ITOSHI BROTHERS X CHUBBY READER

content warnings ─── noncon, dubious consent, unprotected sex, rin loses his shit, obsessive behaviors, possessive behaviors, delusional thoughts, aged up characters (both brothers are pro), dead dove do not eat. it sums up everything. reader is engaged/married to sae. sae and reader have a child together or is his?

ᝰ synopsis .ᐟ rin finally gets his taste of what's his and the consequences of it. will fate place itself on his favor?

"rin!"

a call of his name brought him out of the deafening cheers of the crowd. how could rin forget that voice. clear and soothing as the waves of the sea. turning around, rin's eye slightly widens. you were there calling him and he stares at you.

all in the flesh and moving. taking small steps at him as you approach him and there's a slight hesitation in there. his heart beats faster than normal, it's almost leaping out of joy.

"rin. it's been years." looking at your eyes and the shine in them from seeing him. your hands at your side and when he nods, you wrapped your arms around him.

rin almost groans when he felt your soft, plush body pressed against his lean body. how it feels the same when you hugged him like those years before you left him. warm and comforting. a smile threatening to surface up in his face but fought it.

you're here and of course, his older brother too. a few step behind you, gaze watching you and him. it's always the same bored look he sports and rin got nothing but to punch his brother in the face.

he didn't hug you back, his gaze never leaving his brother. the same teal eyes of his brother similar to his only stares back at him. it seems like yesterday he declared his love for you in front of his brother and now you're here. a tight bear hug on him, embracing him with such joy that he's happy that you miss him.

releasing your arms around his body. you slowly stepped back from him. a sad smile in your lips. knowing rin is still upset from suddenly leaving him when you decided to follow sae to spain.

"it's nice to see you again, rin." reaching out to him to kiss his cheek before turning away from him. you can still sense the pain you had caused him. your absence breaking his heart in your last moments in the past and you can only distance yourself. afraid that you will hurt him furthermore. no words were said, the reason it will just hurt him more.

stoic his face is seen the outside, rin could perceive your skeptic attitude towards him. your sad smile in his thoughts replaying all over again. giving him the space he needed. he thought he's emotions slowly cracks at his shell but it only hardens. leaving him no space to show what he truly felt. they're not allowed to see him, to be this vulnerable. those eyes following him, his brother and you. you're not allowed to see his weakness, not even a moment of it and rin wished you could be his again.

sae could not resist you and so he returns home. to his parents and to his brother. sae knew there's no way of mending his relationship his brother but he can pretend. they can pretend while they ate dinner at their parent's house with yours.

you sat beside him and your parents in the opposite direction. a talk between bites and their playful banters of the latest gossip between mothers and the usual talk between fathers.

"sae, what's your plan now?" his father asks. taking a swig from the spirits in his cup. the table went silent for a minute for his response.

he looks at you and you gave him a nod, giving a small smile.

"stuff, preparing for the next season and before that, (y/n) and i are engaged." he briefly said. reaching out for your hand and links it to his. no explanations were followed. period. you and him are engaged.

his father puts his fork down and scoffs, "about time. congratulations, son." he praised, your mother and his gasps followed by a banter. "guess we're related now!" they almost exclaimed.

engaged. his brother is now engaged to you. he can see the ring cushioned in your chubby ring finger and his mouth goes dry. like he swallowed sawdust in his mouth. his hands gripping the spoon that it almost bends. his heart rate increasing as moment goes by.

rin excuses himself, no words were said. he simply walks away on the dinner table. his fist clenched while he walks back to his old bedroom. rin wants to cry but no tears came. rin remembers he doesn't shed tears. no matter how frustrating or hopeless he felt.

the coldness growing deep inside him. why must he always lose in everything. the room temperature drops and he stares at the television in front of him. his reflection on the television screen and he looks pathetic. the temperature drops a few degrees in his room and at this point rin doesn't know if it's the room or his feelings are cold.

a knock in his bedroom door, breaking him out of his trance. he thinks so. rin turns around to look to the person who was disturbing him.

his lips formed into a thin line while he stares at you.

closing the door behind, you sat beside him. a distance where put. not wanting to invade his space.

"rin. i'm just checking up on you." you started. trying to start a conversation with him. rin just looks at you emotionless. still processing on what happened earlier.

"you should be downstairs, with my brother." he nonchalantly says, no emotion to display.

"i know, i just want to be with you for a bit." your hands into your lap while you twiddled with your engagement ring and rin wants to snap out to you. tell how vile you are for playing with his feelings but he remained silent. he doesn't have the guts to do that to you. you don't deserve it.

it's not your fault. it's his brother's. he took you away from him. made you broke the promise you made to him on that day.

your eyes darts to the shelf whereas his and sae's trophies and picture frames are held but it's gone. they're all gone except for your photograph.

he looks back at his reflection, the bed behind him. would things be different if you had not decided to follow his brother.

his sight narrows into yours.

"did he force you?"

"who? sae? no, he didn't rin. why would you think that?"

"it's the only the reason why you left me."

a solemn look cascades to your face. lips slightly parted. it was true. you left him but you can't left sae also. needing you more than ever.

"sae needs me there, rin."

rin scoffs at you answer. "need? that's it? need." gripping his dark green hair, showing those teal eyes that is filled with disbelief and anger. rin couldn't believe what he was hearing. you left him for his selfish brother who only thinks for himself and what he wants.

"am i not enough for you? to choose sae over me. i have always loved you, (y/n). i always will." rin said, declaring his love for you. after all these years, he finally said it and rin feels like there's a heavy weight removed in his shoulders.

your eyes widens at his confession. speechless you are, it took awhile for you to respond. rin harbored feeling for you all these years and you felt bad. leaving him for the other but what can you do. you were young and stupid at that time. until now, emotional maturity isn't one of your strong suits.

choose the one and you'll destroy the other. you hadn't seen rin to be these emotional but how could you judge him. the heavy burden of surpassing his older brother and his feelings he kept for you all these years. you seem heartless in comparison. finding the dream in spain with sae.

with a shake of your head and biting your lower lip. you fought a sob. knowing that you can never reciprocate rin's feeling. you were engaged. you are starting a new life with sae.

"rin." beginning to construct the right words. "you're enough. you always are and i can't return your feelings rin. i'm with sae now." bundling up your dress in your fists. you felt pathetic. you can't even find the right words for him.

oh, he lost. again. to his older brother. is there anything his brother can't take something from him. life sure finds a way of mocking him. belittling him in every efforts he made. his affection for you doesn't even your mind nor your feelings for sae. if he can't have you, so does sae.

a pure rage settles in his eyes. rin can't believe what he's doing but he had enough. he finds ways in getting what he wants. improve himself. he did. dedicated himself for soccer. he did. indulge himself to you. he will.

a brief calmness took over him. rin leans down to you. dead calm he is but you can never ignore calm, not when it's calm before the storm. a storm that rages deep inside him.

his fingers in your chin, "you're mine, (y/n). i don't give a fuck if you're engaged to sae. you will always be mine." he whispers, brushing his lips to your ears and you felt small.

"rin, please understand i don't mean to hurt you and i'm sorry. it's my decision to be with sae. i value us, rin. there are circumstances that we can't avoid and this is it." you explained, reaching out to hold his cheeks into your hands.

if this was in a different scenario, rin would relish unto it. you comforting him in ways that only you can do it. foreheads pressed and your eyes. it's so pretty and true like a dream he don't want to wake up.

"i never meant to hurt us, rin. i wish life was just kinder to us. you still have a life ahead of you rin. don't waste it to me. some things are never meant for us." your eyes glossy and rin couldn't be bothered. it was just an excuse. you can't love him the way he loves you.

"waste my life to you? i am prepared for that. this is what my future should be. with you. do you think i would shed tears and blood for all the hard work so sae can have you? there's no way i'll give you up easily to sae. you're mine! you're fucking mine." rin fumes at you. his muscles tense and those teal eyes of his bore into you with burning resentment.

you flinched at his outburst. never did that you will ever hear rin be this angry at you. a tear slips in your eye. you remained silent, not knowing how to calm or mend what's left in rin. you felt hopeless and just like that you choose to flee.

"i'm sorry, rin. i really am. i should probably go." fixing your cardigan and standing up to open the door.

a hand grabbed your arm before you can turn the knob. "you ain't leaving me here, not until i got taste of what's mine." your body freeze at the sudden contact and you were shoved to the bed. the sheet rustles when your back hits the soft mattress and you were pinned by rin. his whole weight putting it whole above you to avoid escape.

"rin! what the hell you're doing to me?! stop it!" you cried out. thrashing to break free from rin. your back arching to disturb rin's balance and you succeeded. momentarily shoving him off. your feet touching the cold floor but before you can reach the door, rin's hand were way faster to grab you by your cardigan.

pulling you away to the door and shoves you again to the bed. this time his whole weight crushing you. his hands into your wrist. his legs pinning you down.

"stop resisting, you would make this harder for us." holding your wrists so hard that it's going to crush your bones if it wasn't for the extra cushion you had in your skin.

"this isn't different from what you and sae is doing. i can be him. better than him."

his expression dark and menacing that if you move you'll be killed.

"this is wrong, rin. stop this. please!" you plead. swallowing the nervousness you were having. hoping it'll convince him.

no convincing will change his mind. a brief memory flashes in rin's mind.

suddenly, with rin pinning you down under him. it reminds him where you two would casually play fight during winter. in the snowy field. a thick snow coating the entire place. puffs of cold air in the middle of winter. snowballs are thrown to each other and you laying down. too tired to run from rin and he will join you. the time of innocence where nothing bothered you two at all. that you both are fine from the absence of sae.

his cheeks flushed with the color of pink from the coldness. his hand holding yours for warmth and you would squeeze it. tell him it's fine and he would smile from that.

darkness looms all over rin and his expressionless gaze only leaves him with nothing but lust and longing for you.

there's no telling on what's rin was thinking. it has always been the same expression he shared with his brother. there's no going back with this.

your cries only fell into rin's deaf ears and his eyes is only filled with anger and lust.

rin leans down and his lips makes contact with yours. it only started as slow and rin gauges what your reaction will be but you only whimpered. moving your head to the side, his lips into your cheek for him to kiss and it angers him but it doesn't deter him from kissing the side of your head.

his head moving down and his lips also and it stops where your pulse is. your lips wobbled and no matter how you move, his strength only holds you down. so much for underestimating rin's body mass compared to yours, you could easily overpower him but years of training left him with nothing but pure strength.

rin licks the skin in your neck and you shivers. hoping rin would just stop but no matter how you pleaded he won't.

"sae..." you called out and rin heard it. his mind in swirls and it fuels him to just mark you and kiss and lick the skin in your body.

his grip tightens. his anger surfacing with the call of his brother's name. his actions starting to get more aggressive.

rin removes the cardigan you were wearing and fuck the dress you were wearing. god, you look fucking gorgeous under him and fuck you for calling his brother when he's the one who's making you feel good. he loves you so much that he can forgive you for your stupid decisions of not choosing him.

your hands hold his wrist when his fingers came to loosen the straps of your dress. your hands freed when realizing resistance if futile. a man is stronger when feelings are involved and that's the situation you're in. you couldn't bring yourself to scream nor shout for help. it would help you out of this situation but you don't want his parents and yours especially sae that you were pinned down by your soon-to-be brother-in-law. knowing the full understanding that you will be blamed for the situation you were in. tempting a man like rin.

"r-rin. i don't want this." you tears clouding your vision. you could only make up what rin looks like above you.

tears poured more when you feel your dress sliding down. your chest exposed and you can feel the humiliation to be bare in rin's eye.

seeing your frightened expression and the tears in your eyes, it only fuel his obsession to you. there's no other person who could make him feel this way. rin waited too long. too long to be this close to you.

his sight darts to your exposed body. the dress resting on to your hips and rin licks his lips. this is what his brother feasted on for years. indulge himself in this body of yours and rin shivers. it was finally his turn and he's going to spoil himself, for the hardwork he earned for himself. a reward befitting for him.

rin drinks in the sight of your body. the scars. the streaks of the discolored skin decorating your body. your flaws exposed to him and he admires it like it was an artwork. a piece of art that only of the blessed could see something like this. your love handles in display and the insecurities you had.

his hand holds the hem in his sweatshirt before pulling it above him. throwing the garment in the unknown part of his room. in no time, rin is also naked. prepares himself to claim what's his.

"i stopped caring what you had want, it's my turn." rin said before forcing you into a kiss. his lips moving expertly into your and rin cups your jaw making you open your mouth and he shoves his tongue inside to you. tongue swirling and a moist sound of exchanging of saliva is surfacing up.

the desperation, the longing, the lust and other emotions are mixed in his kisses. rin waited for this long. for a kiss from you. even he forced it. his feelings mixed up on those kisses and he doesn't stop when you're almost running out of breath.

the satisfaction of kissing you was more that he could expect from you. the softness of your lips molds perfectly in his. it's almost you were made for him. he stops when his air is running short.

a string of saliva connecting your lips and his and rin only licks it.

his mouth finding the skin in your shoulder. kissing and nibbling wherever his mouth finds it's way to your skin. to your nonexistent collarbones and to your chest. giving them his full atenttion.

rin cups the mound of flesh in your chest. rolls the stiff peaks in between his finger while his mouth encircles in one of your buds. only hums of satisfaction leaving in his mouth while he worships you. kissing every marks in your body. make sure they are kissed and marked.

it wasn't long before rin reached your sweet cunt. begging to be filled from the wetness he was seeing and your thighs preventing them to touch it but rin was having none of it.

prying your thighs with his strength and you could only cry. no matter how much you kick and thrashed he'll only overpower you.

"i'll make you feel good." he only mutters before taking a long lick in your juicy cunt making him groan at the taste. his arms hugging the pillowy flesh of your thighs.

his tongue flattening in to your chubby pussy lips, catching the the click coming out from your hole. every suck and slurp send you to your impending orgasm.

"r-rin!" your thighs trembles around his head and rin smirks. your hips unconsciously grinding to his face and continuing his licks to your cunt and fuck did it feel good for him when you cums in his face.

you remained helpless and rin climbs up into you. holding your face with his hands whilst his thumb is wiping the tears that is freely flowing out of your eyes. at this time when rin sees you cry, he attempts to comfort you in his way but now he was the reason of it. only staring at you with no expression.

"i don't want it, rin. let me go. i'm begging you." you can't do anything but cry harder when rin is already slipping his length inside you.

rin grunts when he feels your warm wall engulfs him. so tight and he had to slowly bury his length to you inch by inch and rin almost drools when his cock fully settled inside you. your walls spasming around him, if rin had no control. he had already cummed inside you seconds ago.

rin admires your expression in front of him. the tears staining in your cheeks an your lips forms into a pout. you were hurt but it can't compare what he had to endure from the suffering his brother had inflicted to him and from stealing you away from him.

this is revenge and it will be the sweetest one for him.

his hips started to move, fully thrusting his length to yours and a cry left in your lips. the delicious drag of his cock inside yours made it intense. slick continuously escapes from your hole.

rin digs his fingers into the plushness of your waist while thrusting his cock inside you. it's almost sick.

rin could never think that he'll love another woman besides you. his one and only. you were irreplaceable. you should be in his arms. he will do everything in his power just to have you and he will treat you so much better than his brother could do.

he can feel the coldness of the ring in your ring finger when you hold his wrist.

he don't care. he don't care if you're marrying his brother in this situation where he's fucking you. maybe, sae will leave you and he'll have you for himself. that wasn't a bad idea. maybe, he could get you pregnant. that's right. he could do it.

with a new found resolved, he plunges his cock deep inside you, hitting your sweet spot that gets him going from how you were hard clenching. you want him. he can feel from how tight you were hugging him.

his heart beating than usual, your moans becoming louder in his ear and rin pants knowing he's so close. just a few more. he'll be marking you as his too. fuck. you're so beautiful. so damn gorgeous. your soft tummy jiggling at his thrusts, your face twisted in the pleasure you can't dent and

your words are barely coherent at this point. rin's desperate thrusts while he ravishes you and your body drowning in the sinful pleasure he was giving you. your cunt getting tighter at the pounding he was giving you. the familiar build up of your incoming release gathers in the pit of your stomach.

rin's pants, the sheen of sweat coating each other's skin and your vision getting cloudy. your tears still drips out from your eyes.

rin curses out, followed by a groan while his thighs shook, flashes of white passing through his eyes while he releases his load inside you. thick, white spurts of his cum coating every inch inside of you.

his orgasm triggers yours. a choked sob followed by the shaking of your thighs. heavy pants coming from your mouth. you closed your eyes for a minute, riding out from the intensity of the orgasm. like waves after a storm and your body lays limp under him.

rin doesn't bother to pull out his cock. making sure every drop of his cum takes over your insides. peppering your body with kisses.

"you're mine." he mutters and connects his lips to yours but you turned your face to the side. his lips hitting your cheek and rin got annoyed. gripping your jaw and forces his lips into yours.

"much better." he said before laying besides you. his arms draping all over your body.

a tear drops in your eyes. followed by another and then another. you felt used. betrayed. how can you face sae? your fiancee.

how could you tell him, his younger brother fucked you in the old bedroom of his and would he believe you?

the dread and the realization dropped like you were being poured of ice cold water. shivers running down to your spine.

gathering the last remaining strength you had. you slowly picked up your clothes. dressing up and fixed yourself like nothing happened. slowly but surely, you buttoned your cardigan. wiping your tears with the palm of your hand and you sniffle.

rin's arms wrapped around your soft middle. your cries getting louder and he only soothes you by smothering you with kisses in your shoulder and to your neck.

"leave me alone, rin." taking a deep breath and fastening the last buttons of your cardigan.

his grip only tightens.

"i won't. you'll always be mine." he whispers before pressing a chaste kiss in your neck.

the ride back to the hotel was silent. no words were exchanged were said until you were both in the confines of your room.

how can you look at his eyes when it reminds you of rin's gaze and the betrayal. you let his own brother take advantage of you and now you're facing your consequences.

"sae, i think we should call off our engagement." you began, the tears well up in your eyes. sae needs the truth. he has the right to know. he can't spend his life with someone like you.

"and why's that?" his voice flat, his gaze not leaving you.

you bit your lip, you can't do it. shaking your head and your fingers already making it's way to remove the engagement ring.

his hand only came to pull you and your face is buried in his chest. of course, sae knows everything.

the tears came crashing down and it was soaking sae's shirt but he didn't say anything. looking back at his reflection in the windows. his teal eyes darkening for a second before it returned to normal. fucking sneak of a younger brother.

"it's fine. you were just used. i don't blame you."

"b-but.."

he only shuts you up. "don't think anything about it. only look at me." his thumb wiping the dried tears in your cheek.

his hand holding yours and admires the ring he placed in your cute, chubby finger. you were finally his. he don't care if his brother fucked you. he will always be your first and last. and his brother is just a bump on the road.

"let's get you cleaned."

bubbles formed in the top of the tub where you are currently submerged. free from your clothing and sae was too.

his hands rubbing all over your body and he can still make out the visible marks his brother left in you. although a little angry. he remained emotionless.

his teeth grazing in the surface of your skin and bites on the marks on what his brother had done to you. your body slowly relaxing and you crumble under his touch. wanting to forget rin.

that night sae ravaged you. marking you all over while you two are covered in each other's sweat. only whispering each other's name and making love like there's no tomorrow.

admiring the ring in your finger, sae remembered when he proposed to you. the gentle waves of the sea hitting the coarse, gritty sand. the sun shining its first rays of light, reflecting on the clear waters of the vastness of the ocean.

your eyes stares at him and sae thinks it's now or never. he was never been so sure in all his life and he's standing in front of you. a ring between his thumb and index finger. his lips capturing yours while he slid the ring on your ring finger.

such a beautiful moment for the two of you. the sun rising, its lights covering you both in the middle of the beach.

your head resting on his chest, blankets covering your naked body. sae twists the ring in your finger. you calling off the engagement. he's not letting that happened. there's no way his brother would get the satisfaction of you two breaking up.

after all, you were made for him and nothing else.

itoshi riku. your son with sae. a beautiful baby boy just like his father. those same teal eyes and the long lashes. his thick red-bean colored hair similar to his father. how unfair. your son almost takes all sae's features with the exception of your skin tone and you can't deny it's your child with sae.

a tear rolls in your cheek. you were blessed with a healthy baby boy. proud that you have given birth to such child and you couldn't be more happier.

but happiness don't last long. your son growing quickly and his features becoming distinct. you were reminded by your betrayal. how could you miss those dark green locks of sae's brother. a patch of dark green showing in the fringe of your son's hair.

genetics be damned. they're brothers. rin's revenge to his brother did really took root and it's in your son.

it didn't escape sae. his only response when you talked about is, "we're brothers."

his treatment to his son didn't change and to yours. you are his wife. the mother of his child and he won't let a single resemblance to his younger brother would ruin you both.

then there's the family gathering. rin who was still making his way to the football leagues caught the sight of you holding a toddler in your arms.

the child resting on your shoulder and rin couldn't deny the child or your son is a spitting image of his older brother. the hair was a dead give away and the lashes he and his brother have the same. it wasn't a surprised your child with sae's would inherit it.

his parents were ecstatic finally having a grandchild, after sae's engagement to you and before a wedding could happen. you were pregnant.

hope blossoms in rin's chest at that day. wishing the child you were carrying was his but it was still his brother. that reason still wouldn't deter him from wanting you.

your mother had been fussing why the fringe in your child's hair is clipped. answering her that it would irritate his face but your mother had just called you nonsense. removing the clip and the fringe in your son's hair broke free and rin's eyes widens.

heh. it really did take root on you. no matter how his brother would create ways to separate you two. fate would find a way for him to be with you.

an arm drapes in his shoulder. rin scowls at his brother.

"don't take satisfaction from that rin. that's my child and my wife. don't think i had forgotten what you did to her. you had your fill but it won't be happening again." sae whispers to him.

rin only looks at his brother. his brother could threaten him all he wants but he's sure.

rin will find a way again to you.