ANGEL OF MINE

ANGEL OF MINE

ITOSHI SAE X CHUBBY READER

content warnings ─── fluff, angst if you squint, edging, smut, sae being a tease, body insecurities

notes. dedicated for @blooming-aster .

ᝰ synopsis .ᐟ sae got an angel and it's you.

sae wouldn't deny that outside of soccer, his knowledge about everything is nothing.

yet, he indulge himself with things that reminds him of home. ask him his favorite tv show, he would answer chibi maruko-chan. in which people find it odd, a prodigy like sae liking cartoons but everyone's eccentric in this world and he's allowed to like everything and he couldn't care what others would say.

soccer is his dream. soccer is his passion. sae lives in this mundane life of his where he had nothing to do but to wake up and play soccer and he thought it would be his whole life in the remaining days of his life and it doesn't prepare him when you turned his world upside down.

it took a lot for him to process that he have someone now and soccer isn't the only purpose he have in life. understanding that soccer the sport he played his whole life, poured blood, sweat and tears into it would be the only thing he believes but now when you came into his life. a new light surrounds him.

his new purpose is to love you.

it was slow. sae had said he doesn't know nothing besides soccer let alone being in a relationship. he heard his teammates about their significant others, their side chicks and their arm-candies weekly and it's different when he have you.

it took him months to adjust to be with you. to feel everything was normal. he still can't believe there was you besides him when he wakes up, your sleeping face would greet him. snoring softly, baby hairs draped into your forehead and then to your cheeks. are you for real? he would ask that sometimes.

sae thinks back, reminiscing on how you plague his thoughts every damn time. he should be focusing on his soccer. on his plays. he can't fuck things up. he needs to prove the world how he grown up, how he became the best of the best. you are just nothing but distraction and yet, you is the only thing he can think of.

after his plays, his eyes would search for you in the sea of the roaring crowds. look back and forth. turns around. pretends he's wiping his sweat but his eyes were restless. i need to see you. i want to hear you cheer for me and when he finds you waving and beaming up at him. it's like after the storm from how clear his mind was and the first rays of sun shining in his eyes. he could be blind.

he's not in love. he convinces himself. it's nothing. it would pass but it never did. it took him a long time to understand why his heart would beat faster when you're around, when he thinks of you. how his heart aches when he can see you admiring someone who isn't him. how your smile could complete his day and when you praised him, you'll be completing his month. craving for your attention when it's given free for him by the thousands and needing only yours. tell him he's the best, the one and only and this must be love.he comes in that conclusion. he's in love. definitely.

in that moment he knows, you're the right one for him amidst the crowd.

there is a invisible force about you that draws him towards you. something he never knew he would find and you have it but he never knew what was it. maybe it's the way you brighten up his days. made him feel appreciated for all the efforts he put in when nobody had. he thinks of all the possible ways what made him like you, loves you but there's no answer to it.

it was awkward when things got official. should he kiss you? would you like to hug him? hold his hand, maybe? he had no idea. sae searches in the internet. google could help him and he sees the answers so he did it. waits for your reaction when he first held your hand in his and you seem to like it. he didn't let your hand go. the first kiss? it was short and sweet. it didn't stay that like that for long though. kisses you everytime he had the chance, leaves you breathless every damn time. and hugs? sae was stiff but hugging you melts all his troubles away. where have you been all his life when you're the answer to every question he have.

the water splashed around him, dripping in the rim of the tub as he settleds down. tight muscles loosening, he finally can breathe. the steam wafts providing relaxation and sae leaned back. feel the comfort of the tub and splashes himself with the water.

he hears the bathroom door open and his breath hitched. standing in the door, you were stark naked with a bashful look in your face, hands covering the bits of your body. how long it had been since you two lived with each other and you still act like it's the first he had seen when sae albeit his stoic expression can be a little bit expressive when you're around scratch that, you bring the tiniest and the most emotions he didn't knew he have.

"stop staring." you scold him, dipping in the tub before fully submerging yourself in the warm water. thank the heavens for the big tub. when you two first moved in and started building things, arranging the furnitures, the tub is the first priority. sae agreed with you. everywhere is an intimacy, no matter where the place is. where bath times are sacred where both of you are present despite the busy schedules. the large tub bringing comfort and the spaciousness, it's fantastic. the space where both of you can fit and move freely and the extracurricular deeds occurs. it's a special place in the home you both created.

he can feel the embarrassment radiating from you even when your back facing him. sae slightly shakes his head inertly finding the demeanor you have yet to abandon cute. you weren't still comfortable with him, with your body presented to him. the water sloshing when his body moves, hands wrapping around yours and sae felt your body tensed around him. his arm in your neck while the other rests in your heavier midsection. pulling you close to press your back in his chest and he leans back to the edge of the tub.

he can feel the rapid beating of your heart. the gulps you take and the quiver of your lips. it's a second sense when sae could feel, notice the small changes in your body. this is what must feel like to be bonded to someone. to share a connection with. is this what soulmates feel but that's an old tale. there's no such things as soulmates exists in this time but sae could believe that you two are created for each other.

"relax." he murmurs, kissing your hairline, his lips nipping the shell of your ear.

"sae..." your voice a little shaky. you can't help but to bite your lip, feel his palm in the top part of your thighs, running above to your belly.

"i got you." kneading the flesh in his palm like they were made of dough. it make wonders though, you can feel yourself relaxing in his touch. your walls of doubts crumbling as sae touches you with his rough, calloused hands. your head in his chest and you look up at him. those teal eyes of his fixated in watching your flesh sink and spill in his hand. he looks at you and kisses you with care like you were such a fragile being.

fragile. the word doesn't fit you as the others with the synonyms of being small or dainty. you were built differently.

sae is the least person you think would be this so gentle to you but here he is, behind you making you feel so loved and appreciated. always made your insecurities disappear. made you feel comfortable in your own skin.

rivulets of water drip where your skins are, fingers wrinkled, sae doesn't care about that as long he's thorough in appreciating you.

sae isn't someone to notice a person let alone took interest in someone unless you're the one who's hindering his dream, in which you did.

who knows he finds you so damn attractive when he first meet you in the crowd. an acquaintance of a fellow player or teammate he didn't bother remembering the name and you're standing there and like some cliche or his tiredness from the previous match creeping up on him, time slow down for a little bit until he snaps himself. he must be crazy and his greed running rampant at that time. in his own cold approach towards someone, towards you. he got your name and phone number saved first in his phone and the rest was history.

every man has a weakness and sae have too. you. it doesn't come with too many turns. it's plain and simple. you.

one time, you were apologizing. a bit embarrassed at what will come. you're inexperienced. okay, he knows that but fuck you made him lose his mind fast. you're on top of him. a bit hesitant in putting your weight in him but damn fuck you feel so fucking good when you've sink yourself in his length. his hands holding the plushness of your waist to guide you. he lets you take control. roll your hips in a pace you can do, his gaze drinking in the sight of your breasts bouncing, your soft tummy squished and jiggling and sae had never seen such a beautiful sight. everything about you is what he needs for.

it wasn't that bad for a first experience with you taking control and sae loves control. it doesn't took too long before he leads you in the ways of pleasure and sae is a passionate lover but sae could be sometimes a tease in bed. it always ends up with you begging and tears gathering in your lashes. men with their egos and sae isn't different. there's a part inside him that feeds on the pleasure of you crying. the way your body squirms, the desperation in your movements.

"sae..." you call his name out and while he's making you lose your mind his sight darts in your face. sweat beading in your forehead and your teary gaze looking back at him. "let me cum, please.... sae....."

how could sae ignore that pleas of yours. obediently asking him for release. should he give you that? in some sick part of his thoughts think that but not yet. your velvety walls spasming around him and you're lowering yourself to meet his thrusts, hit that deepest part of yours that he can only give to you.

your mind in shambles, body writhing and there's only one thing you want. you want to cum but sae made it impossible. no matter how hard you chased your high, it's only sae. you were making efforts too but without sae it will never be enough. sae's perfect and he's so cruel to you. the first batch of tears came rolling in your sides and that was the cue for sae to give in to you. always the tears and your pouty face on display before entrusting your pleasures with his.

holding your round cheek in his palm and leans down to you. the chain of his necklace tickling your chest with it's cold and smooth texture. bestowing a sweet kiss to your lips and he smiles, feels you soften up to him. your legs locking around him and sae chuckles. the sound seems condescending but you know it's one for amusement. his needy girlfriend all for him and so then, sae gives you the sweetest pleasure he's been holding. he won't last too from you tightly wrapped around him. making sure you take what he gives.

when you both settled down, the sweat clinging both in your skins but never paid attention. legs tangled in the sheets with your jaw resting on his chest. his hand in your cheek, examining you like it held one of the wonders in the world. his sight on the bracelets you gave him. lucky charms you had told him and sae got confused why he need charms, when he have is talent and greed and he finally understand it when you gave it to him. a piece of me in your games and after that, sae couldn't let it go.

there is still many things that are left unanswered. sae recalls in what made him fall for you. he's sure you fell first or is it the other way around but nonetheless you plague him with the thoughts of you. why he couldn't easily shake you off when he's good at cutting people at his life. how you look so beautiful that it hurts him when you think you're not good for him at times but he's there to kiss away all your doubts.

grabbing your hand and you intertwined it with yours, giving him a bashful smile and pout before burying your face in his chest. you could be so bold at times. your softer hands in his and sae couldn't comprehend why it fits to him like a puzzle when you two are different and no matter how he spend his times asking for answers. there will never be an answer for it but why would it needs for an answer when in those simple times he have you. beside him.

going home wasn't so bad anymore. he will always find you waiting for him. be it in the bedroom or in the living room. how his silent days weren't dull anymore. he hears you laughing and singing even when your voice cracks. him finding solace in you and giving him a place to call home. showed him love even he's the least of deserving of it.

"everybody deserves love, sae."

and he deserves it. truly deserves it when you are the one to show him love and everyday sae falls in love with you. deeper and deeper.

Your first anime husband is going to fight against your current anime husband, who's gonna win?

suguru would win.

i'm not so sure about my first, he's kagami taiga from knb which would fight my current, suguru.

if it's a non sorcery fight, kagami would have a chance. considering my man is bulky and play sports and have stamina when it comes to physical activities and suguru would be on par with him considering he's good in hand-to-hand combat and in wits, suguru wins.

suguru will definitely win. he will use tactics against kagami which is a no-go. definitely that's all.

｡‧˚ʚ°ɞ˚‧｡ ─── LOCKED OUT OF HEAVEN

"missed me, baby?"

the first thing he asked to you before capturing your lips with his. it's been long since he felt your lips against his. he couldn't himself but feel bad for the long time he got trapped and leaving you all alone for yourself and now he's here.

his insides melt as he mercilessly thrusts inside you. your velvety walls against his hard cock, scrambling your insides.

gojo changed. not only his demeanor but also his body. he's not the lanky guy you've always known. he got you pressed against the wall. your chunky legs hooked in his arms while he drills into you like there's no tomorrow for him to touch you.

his cerulean eyes holding more intensity than it ever had and you can't help but to melt. you couldn't hold eye contact with him more longer but the way he pounds into you and trapping you against the wall. it's useless.

"don't look away, pretty." he says and you obediently followed him. you could never say no to him.

you can feel the power and the strength he holds when he have you creaming around him. every part of your body jiggling, prominently on your stomach and your creamy thighs slapping against his muscular biceps.

his buff muscles contracts the more he holds you tight. the slap of his hips against yours so rough it makes you cry.

gojo grins looking at you so dumb and cock drunk from fucking you hard. he's just that good at giving you the utmost pleasure. your tears spilling at the corners of your eyes and he licks the salty tears.

"missed you so much, satoru." you managed to gasp out. wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him tightly to yours. no words are said.

biting the pulse in your neck and snaps his hips roughly. legs shaking and you can feel you were cumming too and you only cried burying your face in his neck.

he could keep this sweet torture but he won't last long too. need to fill you to the brim for all the days he's been away from you until he can see you spilling his cum. that would be great.

with a few thrusts, he groans. dumping his load inside you. spurts and spurts painting your walls inside, mixing with your juices and that will never be enough. he needs to keep filling you.

he's been long locked out of heaven and he won't waste another second from fucking you. again and again.

There's too many unfinished works in my drafts and I'm 🫠.

｡‧˚ʚ°ɞ˚‧｡ ─── I WISH I WAS SPECIAL, YOU'RE SO FUCKING SPECIAL

yandere creeps who always feels so insecure with your presence. you alone suffocates them but they can't stop from following you around.

yandere creeps who are within the vicinity, they may be the man whose wearing the baseball cap, the hoodies or just the one who's been seating to you near like a decent human being.

yandere creeps who have a shrine made for you. multiple photos of you in different places. a whole photo album of you kept in their drawers and are regularly worshipped. they also get off to the photos of you. seeing your plush body so soft and accommodating for them and they feel irritated why you must be so perfect. they want to ruin you so bad.

yandere creeps who makes way in taking what you own. they got strands of your hair. your clothes. stolen panties when they break-in at your home but you'll never know. they sniff at it and inhales the scent stuck on your panties and jerks with it on their cocks. they always makes a mess out of it.

yandere creeps their hands itches. they want to ruin you so badly. feel the soft skin while they choke you until you can't breath. just for the pleasure of seeing you suffer because of yourself. they just simply can't get enough of you.

can you blame this yandere creeps? they're just so obsessed with you. they're awfully insecure of themselves and they only feel better when they see you suffer and writhe from their own hands.

THE BULLY MEN FEVER ARE HIGHHHH!!!

I HAVE TWO IN MY DRAFTS. THE BULLY SATOSUGU AND SUKUNA. LIKE WHAT THE F!