Wanteez Ep 40. Clamteez Line

wanteez ep 40. ᯓᡣ𐭩 clamteez line

han joon hwi in every episode of law school (2021) ⠀ ↳ episode five

i will love me now

here's a maybe; just a small piece of thought i found as i walked past my shoe rack last night.

a pair of new balance shoes my mom loves, but insisted i have them anyway. a pair of slightly oversized crocs, a birthday gift from a friend i don't really talk to these days — not that i really talk to anyone these days. and a pair of high top converse. dusty. they're sat at the very top, my favourite pair of sneakers. i haven't worn them in a while. pretty sure i haven't been outside in a while either.

but then catching even a glimpse of them made me think. of wearing them. and it made me feel the urge to get out of my room and walk around in them and finally live life and act like i function again, instead of continuously spiralling and drowning in my self pity because i've been brushing my friends off for weeks and i haven't replied to my family's texts and calls either. because i've been too busy rotting away.

so maybe, just maybe, that's what life is about.

meaningful, albeit small items that we love. they're meaningful because they give meaning to life. they keep us going, when nothing else does.

casting lee dohyun in the good bad mother is maybe one of the best castings ever... because put that man in a suit with his hair done and he's stern. he's powerful. he's undefeatable. he's 35.

but make him smile his dopey ass heartstrings-pulling wide smile with his hair down and he's young. he's meek. he's adorable and sweet. he's 7.

might fuck around and walk into a thick fog and never return idk