When The Crumbs Graduate From Heart Eyes To Light Physical Touches

when the crumbs graduate from heart eyes to light physical touches

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here's a maybe; just a small piece of thought i found as i walked past my shoe rack last night.

a pair of new balance shoes my mom loves, but insisted i have them anyway. a pair of slightly oversized crocs, a birthday gift from a friend i don't really talk to these days — not that i really talk to anyone these days. and a pair of high top converse. dusty. they're sat at the very top, my favourite pair of sneakers. i haven't worn them in a while. pretty sure i haven't been outside in a while either.

but then catching even a glimpse of them made me think. of wearing them. and it made me feel the urge to get out of my room and walk around in them and finally live life and act like i function again, instead of continuously spiralling and drowning in my self pity because i've been brushing my friends off for weeks and i haven't replied to my family's texts and calls either. because i've been too busy rotting away.

so maybe, just maybe, that's what life is about.

meaningful, albeit small items that we love. they're meaningful because they give meaning to life. they keep us going, when nothing else does.

sorry i didn't reply to your message i died

those winks are not good for the heart.

My therapist was so real for saying the meaning of life is found in connection.

People hug their friends when they meet up and hug them a little tighter when it comes time to say goodbye. My grandfather rebuilt the broken rocking horse my grandmother had as a child, a gift from her father. There's an indescribable ache that goes along with seeing someone you used to know intimately, the becoming of a common stranger. Coincidences that bind, one time I got an uber and the driver used to live in my home before me. It was the last place he saw his father alive as a child and he nearly cried when I told him the walls were still the same colour.

Has anyone ever gotten over their childhood best friend? Is that alone not a testament to the fact we are more than blood and bones.

It's all about connection, friends.