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Austin Butler
Like a Snake - Feyd Rautha *
Only Pleasure Remains - Feyd Rautha *
Unconventional Confessions *
Little Do You Know
Bloodlust - Feyd Rautha*
Consequences *
Unwanted Help - Feyd Rautha
Snap Out of It
Seduction by Deception - Feyd Rautha*
No I'm Not *
What Were You Thinking
The Lucky One - Benny Cross
An Honorary Member - Benny Cross
Rainbow vs. Leather - Benny Cross
Dangerously yours - Benny Cross *
Excuse Me? - Benny Cross
Whatever It Takes - Benny Cross*
A House to a Home New! - 9/11
Callum Turner
Whiskey - Major John Egan
Modern Loneliness - Major John Egan
Cillian Murphy
Moving to Los Alamos - Oppenheimer - my 1st post
Farleigh Start
There We Go *
Untitled *
Just One More *
Mike Faist
Cheer Up * - Art Donaldson
Necessary Revenge* - Art Donaldson
Timothee Chalamet
Don't Mind Me *
I Told You So
Glen Powell
Chasing Feelings - Tyler Owens
(Each section is oldest to newest)
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Whiskey
Major John Egan x reader
Warnings - few swear words, flirting, alcohol
Word count - 1418
a/n - it's been sooo long, mainly because I've been focused on doing applications to transfer colleges. I also didn't know who to write about for a while after farleigh, lol. I hope you enjoy :)

âHow much longer are you going to be back there?â your friend groans from the other side of the bar. The bar staff requested extra hands since a large number of pilots and crew had arrived, and for some reason you volunteered to help out.
âI have another hour left, and then Iâm finished,â you say as you hand the guy next to her his drink. She just groans in response. âPlus, you said you were planning on ditching me and finding someone to entertain you for the night.â
âYeah, but itâs not the same when Iâm doing it alone.â
âYou do realize Iâm not the only person you know here, right?â You tell her as another uniformed man walks up to the bar.
âCan I get a round of whiskeys and a ginger beer, please?â the man asks before your friend could answer. You nod and get started on his order.
âGinger beer?â you hear your friend ask in a judgemental yet light tone.
âDonât worry itâs not for me,â the man lets out a small laugh. You hand him his drinks on a tray, and he thanks you before walking away.
âYou may not be the only person I know, but you're the only one I really like. But Iâll leave you alone to do your job and make my way to where that man just went,â your friend nudges her head in his direction. After following him with your eyes you give her a âreallyâ look once you spot the table and she gives you an innocent shrug in return.
The table is surrounded by nothing but higher ups. It also happens to include the inseparable best friends Major John âBuckyâ Egan and Major Gale âBuckâ Cleven.
âMaybe once you get Major Egan youâll be able to put in a good word for me with Major Cleven, or if I get to Cleven first, I could put in a good word for you. We could do the whole double date thing. Their names have a nice ring to it donât you think?â
âLower your voice,â you shush her as you glance around for any listening ears. All of the men in the bar know one another in some way, and word travels fast.
âWhat? Youâve had a crush on the guy for the longest time, and you do nothing about it every time he flies in,â she tells you. âIf you ask him out and he turns you down, it's not like you have to see him for long.â
âIâm sorry, have you met me? What makes you think I would ever go up to a guy and ask him out?â
âYeah, yeah, yeah. I guess Iâll just have to be bold for the both of us. Can I get a shot before I go, Iâm going to need some liquid courage to take these men on.â
âTake your shot and go,â you say as you wave her off with your hand after placing her shot down in front of her. She takes her shot and wanders off, but not before giving you a smirk. You just playfully roll your eyes in return.
You donât realize how much time goes by with the constant swarm of men coming up to the bar, but when you decide to look up at the clock on the wall you notice you only have ten minutes left until you're free. It has pretty much slowed down given the fact that most of the men were already drunk out of their minds, but the room was far from quiet.
âNext time itâll be me who knocks his ass out,â you hear a voice say as they come up to the bar you currently had your back to.
You turn around confused, planning to question the person, but you freeze a little once you notice Major Eagan infront of you. You feel yourself panic a little given the fact that this is the closest youâve ever been to him. He must see your confused expression though because he begins to explain himself.
âSorry not you, I was talking to one of my buddies. He knocked some brit out on the first punch,â he says, but not before quickly adding, âIt was well deserved though, the man was a prick.â
You just nod in response, not knowing what to say to that other than, âCan I get you anything, Major?â
âYes, whiskey please,â he smiles as he leans his uniform covered arms on the bar top.
âYou wouldnât happen to belong to the table that requested all those whiskeys tonight would you?â you ask as you turn around to grab a bottle and glass. You also try to keep your hands steady and your face as neutral as possible.
âGuilty,â he lets out a small laugh as you set his drink in front of him. He doesnât reach out to touch it, but keeps those blue eyes of his on you. âGot a problem with whiskey?â
âNo, why do you ask?â
âBecause I couldâve sworn you made a face when I said it,â he tells you, but thereâs no attitude behind it. Good observation skills on his part, bad concealing skills on your part. He is a soldier after all.
âOh, you caught that,â you let out a little laugh as you try to busy yourself with something behind the bar. As much as you would like to keep talking to him â because you would most likely never get the chance again â you kind of wish he would walk away so you could control your sweating. Your friend would probably slap you if you turned this interaction down though.
âYeah, is there a story behind it or you just donât like whiskey?â
âI just donât like it,â you say, and itâs true. You feel itâs way too strong, especially to be drinking so casually.
âYou have one of the best whiskeys sitting on that shelf behind you, and you're telling me you donât like it?â youâre not looking at him, but you can hear a playful tone in his voice. If only your friend could see you now, wherever she is.
âThatâs exactly what Iâm saying.â
âUh huh,â he replies in a tone that tells you he doesnât believe you. âWhen are you able to leave from behind there?â he motions to you behind the bar.
You take a glance up at the clock at the wall and notice youâre not supposed to leave for another three minutes. But, then again, a cute guy is standing across from you so who cares?
âNow actually,â you respond.
âWell then pour yourself a glass, and Iâll drink it with you,â he tells you, and you feel your stomach flutter. It also could be that youâre nauseous from being so nervous.
âThis sounds an awful lot like peer pressure,â you joke and he lets out a laugh.
You do as he says and pour yourself a glass because what the hell. He raises his up as a form of cheers, and you do the same before you both tilt your heads back and drink. You pull a face as the liquid burns going down your throat; he just laughs.
âYou really donât like it,â he says as you set your glass down.
âI prefer sweeter things like wine. You know, the stuff that doesnât taste like acid,â you say, and he just lets out another laugh at your response.
âWell Iâll remember that for next time,â he says, and you almost drop your guysâ cups, which you just picked up to put away.
âNext time?â you pause before looking up at him.
âYes. Iâm going to be here for a while, and I figured the two of us could do something,â he tells you like it was obvious,â Without any whiskey involved of course.â
âAnd what makes you think I want to?â
âBecause you just spent the past ten minutes having a conversation with me. Oh, and your friend told me to come over here since I helped her get with my buddy Buck,â he gives you a smirk.
Your heart practically slaps the ground, and you feel like you actually might throw up. Part of you isnât surprised because you were never going to do anything about your crush and your friend knew, and the other part of you is shocked because what happened to girl code?
âWell now I definitely donât want to,â you tell him, half joking, as you resume cleaning up.
Unconventional Confessions
Austin Butler x reader
Warnings - 18+, smut, fingering/fingering in front of mirror, dirty talk, squirting, oh no he's hot!
Word count - 1759
a/n - It took me 30 minutes to choose a gif and Iâm still not happy with it lol. Here's the winner of the poll so I hope you enjoy :)

âSo, did you enjoy it?â Austin asks you over the commotion in the theater.
Austin had brought you as his date to the premiere of Dune, a new movie he had a part in. As soon as the credits began rolling, everyone in the audience stood up to applaud the performance of the cast members, including you. Although, your applause was targeted more towards Austin and his performance.
You walked into the movie not expecting to find your boyfriendâs character attractive, like you have in the past with his other roles. After all, he played a pale, bald psychotic sadist with black teeth â someone that most people would be disgusted by.
Not you, though, because as soon as Feyd came on screen you were drawn in, not just because of how good he looked shirtless, but from his strange and deviant behavior. The way he dragged his tongue against his blade, how unsympathetic he was for human life, how he laughed and drooled in the face of danger all weirdly had an affect on you.
You noticed this when you felt your insides turn, and when you glanced down at your lap you saw that you had unconsciously crossed your legs. You knew how much Austin takes his career seriously and how easily it was for him to immerse himself into his roles, but you never expected this from him.
âI loved it. The sound, the acting, the cinematography â it was all amazing,â you smile as you turn to look up at him. Youâve always had a love for film, and Austin knew this and loved that about you.
A smile forms on Austinâs face at your response as he leans down to hug you and to place a quick kiss on your lips.
The ride back to the hotel was long due to New York traffic, but Austin decided to take this time to pull up the partition and put you into his lap and kiss you. He always did this in the car after an event or party, and each time you would tell him no, given the fact it was dangerous to not have your seatbelt on, but you always end up caving in the end.
You decide to take a shower when you arrive back at the hotel, not only to get clean, but to calm your nerves. After you get out and begin your skin care, Austin enters the bathroom and wraps his arms around you from behind, placing his chin atop your head.
âI know I already asked you if you liked the movie, but what did you think of me?â he asks as he looks at you through the mirror. Austin would always overthink when it came to his acting and would come to you for reassurance.
âYou were great, just like you always are,â you tell him as you continue on with your routine.
He groans and gives your hips a squeeze. âCome on, you gotta give me more than that.â
You smile at him through the mirror. âI really enjoyed your performance, given the fact youâve never done anything like that. You were unrecognizable, and not just because of the makeup,â you laughed,â Your deduction really paid off.â
You watch as Austin beams at your response. âReally?â
âYes, really.â
âAnything else?â he asks you.
Yes, yes there is.
âWell, I may or may not have found Feyd attractive, even though heâs mentally unstable. Too bad we wonât see him in the next movie.â you fake sadness towards the end. You talk casually as if what you said was minor.
You watch as Austin lights up and lifts his head. He raises his eyebrows with a smirk. âIs that right?â
âMhm,â you nod your head, âit just sucks that youâre not him.â
And you guess that set him off because next thing you know heâs pulling you even closer into him as he places soft kisses on your neck. You laugh and playfully try to shove him off, but Austin just laughs into your ear and continues as one his hands begins to slowly travel south. When you feel his hand reach the waistband of your pajama shorts you freeze. You look at Austin through the mirror to see that his gaze is already on you, a sly smile showing on his face.
âIf you couldnât tell, Iâm a little busy right now,â you joke.
âOh, donât stop on my account. Just pretend Iâm not even here,â he says without taking his eyes away from yours. You stare back at him for a second before starting the last step of your routine â brushing your teeth. Austin keeps his focus on your face.
Just as you were reaching for your toothbrush, his hand dips inside your shorts and stops when his fingers reach your clit over your underwear. You tightly grip the toothbrush in your hand when you feel his fingers start to lightly rub circles into you through the fabric. You can already feel yourself getting wet from the teasing, warmth pooling in your lower half. As you reach for the toothpaste, he adds more pressure to your clit, and you clench your teeth to keep the sounds in your throat from escaping.
Austin smirks to himself once he notices the tension in your jaw, which you feel as it forms on his lips that are still attached to your neck. When you reach for the toothpaste, he begins to glide his fingers up and down your slit through your underwear, feeling the damp fabric.
As you begin to squeeze the toothpaste on your toothbrush, you feel Austinâs hand quickly dip inside the waistband of your underwear and collect your arousal on his fingers before spreading it through your folds. This time you canât stop the moan from escaping your lips as your mouth falls open.
âI said donât stop,â he whispers into your ear and ends the sentence with a kiss behind your ear, causing a shiver to make its way through your body. You look at him in the mirror to see his eyes still on you, feeling another wave of heat run through your body from the eye contact.
You go to squeeze the toothpaste on your toothbrush only to feel Austin shove a finger into your opening. You have to brace yourself against the counter as you feel your walls welcome him in, but Austin keeps his finger still inside of you, waiting for you to continue.
When you lift the toothbrush to your lips with an unsteady hand, he pushes a second finger into you. Another moan leaves your mouth as you feel yourself stretch around him, and once you feel his fingers move inside you, you immediately drop the toothbrush and toothbrush for it to land in the sink. Thereâs no way you can carry on now.
Austin laughs at your reaction and continues to thrust his fingers inside of you as he finally lifts his head away from the crease of your neck to fully watch your facial expressions. He gradually increases the speed of his fingers and tightly wraps his unoccupied arm around your waist when you begin to squirm against his front. You feel his hard length against your backside, turning you on even more, but your main focus is the fingers pushing in and out of you with persistence.
You place one hand back on the counter and use the other to cling onto the arm around your waist. You feel your head drop and your eyes squeeze shut as whines fall out of your mouth, but Austin isnât a fan of this. He removes the arm from your waist and grips your chin, forcing you to look up.
âKeep your eyes open,â he says, and you whine at his words.
âAustin-â you start, but he cuts you off.
âKeep your eyes open.â
You pry your eyes open and look at the hand moving in your shorts. Austin gives your chin another squeeze and pushes it up for you to look at him through the mirror. He smirks at your present state, and if it wasnât for him currently pleasing you, you would slap that smirk off his face. He knows you hate prolonged eye contact.
âYou fall apart so easily, donât you?â he asks, and you werenât aware he wanted you to answer until he repeats, âdonât you?â
âYes,â you breathe out.
His fingers arrive at that special spongy spot inside of you, making your body jerk and your jaw go slack. He continuously hits the area with precision as he curls his fingers into you. His arm finds its place around your waist again once you start to writhe against him. You squeal as he speeds his fingers up even more, causing wet squelches to fall out of your soaked cunt, the sound echoing in your ears.
You feel the pressure in your quickly building up, and you close your eyes again â itâs taking too much energy to continue holding them open. This time Austin lets you. One of your hands moves down towards his wrist, but he quickly grabs it and holds against you as his arm wraps around you once again. Your thighs squeeze together as the pressure becomes too much and you come closer and closer to your climax, but this doesnât stop him.
Austin feels your walls tighten and flutter around his fingers, and he does everything to make you fall over the edge. You let out a silent cry as your orgasm makes its way through your limbs.
He continues to push his fingers in and out of you to prolong your pleasure, and you let out a cry as you feel a gush of liquid fall out of you. It soaks your underwear and shorts as it makes its way down your leg. Austin still doesnât let up on his pace so you go to squeeze his wrist, and he begins to slow his movements.
When he finally stops, he pulls his fingers out of you and brings them up to his mouth to suck the taste of you off. Despite your energy being drained, you still manage to roll your eyes at him.
âCome on, sweetheart, round two in the bedroom. You need to lay down, your legs must be tired from standing,â he smirks and gives you a wink as he backs away from you and heads out the bathroom.
You grab the tube of toothpaste from the sink and chuck it at his head, but you miss, making Austin laugh.
Cheer Up
Art Donaldson x reader
Warnings - 18+, smut, fingering, dirty talk, orgasm denial
Word count - 1135
a/n - I watched Challengers a couple days ago, and it's safe to say Iâm a mike faist supporter lol. Also I kind of just skimmed through this so ignore the errors. I hope you enjoy :)

You havenât been having the best week, and losing a match today to an opponent who you clearly shouldâve beat didnât help at all. Your irritation didnât go unnoticed by Art either, but he decided to leave you alone in hopes you would calm down.
Art could see the anger radiating off of you from his seat in the stands as you walked off the court after the game. You were pretty much silent for the ride back to the hotel and still once you got into the room. You took a shower in hopes that it would ease the tension in your body, and it did, but not enough.
Sitting on the couch in front of the tv, you opened your laptop to watch the playback of today's game. This is something you did after every match to help you become a better player, but if you were to ask Art, he would just say that you were torturing yourself.
You were so into the video playing on your laptop that you didnât notice Art entering the room until you felt him sit down next to you, resting an arm on top of the couch behind him.
âYouâve been sitting here watching yourself for hours, donât you think it would be better to just close this and relax,â Art says as he dips his head down to try to get you to look at him, but you ignore him and keep your eyes on the screen.
âThis is me relaxing,â you tell him.
âYou know what I mean,â he says.
âWell this is what I want to do, so if you could leave me alone that would be great,â you turn to give Art a sarcastic smile before looking back at the laptop. He rolls his eyes at your attitude.
âHow long are you going to be in this bitchy mood?â he asks, and you just shrug in response. Luckily for you, he knows just how to
You thought he would just leave you given the fact that you clearly donât want to talk, but he stays in his spot next to you. Suddenly you feel Art grab the laptop from your lap and lean forward to place it on the coffee table in front of you, causing your eyebrows to furrow.
âWhat are you doing?â you ask, watching him.
âHelping you relax,â he says as he turns his attention back to you and dips his head down to start placing kisses on the side of your neck and up to your ear.
âArt-,â you begin, but you cut yourself off when you feel a moan rising in your throat. Once you feel like youâve composed yourself you say, âIâm busy.â
âThen tell me to stop,â he whispers in your ear before attaching his lips back to your neck, causing a shiver to run down your spine.
He places his hand on your thigh and trails it up until he reaches the fabric of your panties. Lucky for him you just like to sleep in underwear and a shirt. He begins to lightly rub you through your panties, not adding any pressure on purpose. Your eyes drift to your laptop on the table thatâs still open and playing.
âThis isnât the time,â you say breathlessly as you naturally buck your hips.
He hums in response, waiting for you to tell him to stop, but it doesnât come. He dips his hand into your panties and runs his finger up and down your slit through the arousal that has started to leak out of you, circling your entrance before moving up to your clit, and this time adding pressure.
âYouâve had this little attitude all week, and I think itâs time that it goes away,â he says in your ear, then leans back to get a look at your face as he pushes a finger into you. âWhat do you think?â
Your mouth falls slightly ajar as you let out a small moan, but no answer. The video may be playing, but the screen has turned into a blur.
âWhat, nothing to say? You sure did have something to say these past couple of days,â Art fake pouts with a tilt of his head. âIf this is what you needed all along, why didnât you just say something?â
He then inserts another finger and watches as you fall apart as he curls his fingers inside of you. You move one of your hands up to grip the armrest as your eyes close and your body leans back against the couch.
âI mean this is what you wanted, right? For me to fill you up and make all your worries just disappear?â he questions with a smirk.
Art feels your walls clench around him at his words as he continues his measured pace with his fingers.
âAn answer would be nice,â he states, his tone a little more firm. You shake your head no, but that isnât enough for art. âNo, say it out loud.â
âNo,â you manage with a whine.
âNo? Are you sure because the way you just gave in so easily tells me otherwise,â Art fake pouts. âItâs not like I have a problem with it, though. After all, I get to be inside you,â he smirks at you.
All you can do is moan as he increases the speed of his fingers. Your legs start to involuntarily close, but you hear him tell you no, so you listen and force them back open. You feel yourself coming closer and closer to your orgasm with each thrust of his fingers, and Art notices too by the way your whimpers and whines become more consistent.
Right when you feel yourself about to tumble over the edge, Art quickly pulls his fingers out of you and out of your panties, causing you to gasp and your walls to clench around nothing. You finally open your eyes and look at Art, who still has the stupid smirk on his face.
âWhat are you doing?â you ask in confusion and irritation, and he just laughs at you.
âYou were the one that said this wasnât the time,â he tells you as he licks the fingers that were inside you only a moment ago.
âAre you fucking serious right now?â
âAre you fucking serious right now?â he repeats with his eyebrows raised. Art begins to stand up, leaving you more tense than before. He motions to your laptop still playing the video from your tennis match and says, âI donât want to bother you, so Iâll let you go back to what you were doing. Come find me when youâre done.â
You watch with an open mouth as Art walks out of the room with a smile and heads into the bedroom, not giving you a second look.
Part 2 out now!
Moving to Los Alamos
Cillian Murphy as J. Robert Oppenheimer
Warnings : none
Word count : 1681
a/n - this was lightly proofread so there may or may not be some mistakes and this is also my first time writing fanfic in like 5 years so I'm kind of rusty. I hope you enjoy :)

You hated change and you always have. You had just gotten used to living with your husband and adapted to his long work hours and constant work trips. You had made a couple friends in the neighborhood and could see yourself living there for a while. So when Robert came home one night and said you two were moving to Los Alamos, you werenât exactly thrilled.
You were sitting at the kitchen table reading a book in the dark underneath the dining room table light as you liked to do. You enjoyed the ambience and peace. A set of headlights entered through the kitchen window that you had opened earlier causing you to look up from your current page. You watched Robert climb (more like rush) out the car with his briefcase and head to the front door. He seemed to be in a good mood, but knowing him it could be something small that happened at work he couldnât wait to tell you. You smile to yourself at the thought.
Once he walks through the door and notices you sitting at the table he gives you a wide smile. You return it along with a confused look. He quickly sets his hat down on the hat rack, his briefcase down on the table, and finally sits down next to you. Throughout all of this, his smile never fades and now you have a feeling itâs not anything small thatâs got him like this. You lay the book in your hands on the table after making a mental note of your current page, and give him your full attention.
âWell, how was your day?â you smile at him, already partially knowing the answer.
âWhat do you think about moving to Los Alamos?âhe asks, causing your smile to falter.
âI asked you how your day was not about moving to New Mexico,â you gave him a confused look. Robert scoots his chair closer to yours and grabs your hand, resting it in your lap. Your brows are still deeply furrowed as you look at him.
âThis is what I have been working towards these past months. I moved out here to California for my work to be recognized and itâs finally paying of-â
âRobert, what are you talking about?â You cut off his rambling with a wave of your hand.
âRemember when I told you about that special project and how no one would let me on?âhe asks and you nod. âWell they finally did and they want my help.â
âAnd what do these people need help with?â you ask, and he gives you an uneasy look. You motion for him to continue and he hesitates a little.
âThey want to build a bomb,â he finally answers with a hushed voice, and you just stare at him not knowing what to say with your mouth slightly ajar.
An hour ago you were thinking about how to change the look of your living room and now your husband comes in and hits you with this. Youâre not even sure heâs supposed to be telling you this.
âSay something,âhe gently says once he notices your silence.
âI-I donât know what to say. I mean what am I supposed to say? You just said the word bomb Robert! What is it for? Who is it for?âthe whole time you speak in a whisper but you still manage to raise your voice at him.
âThat I canât tell you, you just have to trust me.â
âTrust you? You want me to trust you and move to a different state for something you canât even tell me about because I might get killed for knowing too much!â
âNo, no, no. Youâre not going to die, you just donât have security clearance for me to tell you,âhe says with a small laugh. You lean back in your chair and give him a dumbfounded look because thereâs no way heâs laughing right now.
âSecurity clearance? What the hell is this Robert?â
He grabs your face with his hands and looks into your eyes.
âThis will all make sense when weâre in Los Alamos, I promise. I need you to trust me. Will you trust me?â he searches your face for an answer.
You donât want to but you look him in the eye. The same blue eyes that you instantly fell in love with the first day you two met. The same blue eyes that were always able to convince you to do anything as long as he pairs it with a smile. Move to New Mexico. Trust him. Just like you trusted him when you decided to kiss him for the first time back when you were married to your ex-husband. Just like you trusted him when he asked you to marry him, which you did and divorced your previous husband without a second thought.
You let out a sigh. Once again this man was able to persuade you, this time though, with hardly any details. He raises his brows expectantly and you nod.
âThank you,âhe smiles at you as he gently caresses your cheek before leaning in to place his lips on yours, and then repeating it again. âThank you.â
About a month later it was time for the move to Los Alamos. You and Robert had packed âonly what you neededââ Robertâs words not yours â and made the drive down from California. According to him there would be a house waiting for you with everything that you needed. Along with the clothes you packed, there were also some knick knacks from home you planned on putting in your new temporary one.
When you two finally arrived you hadnât even realized until he told you. Based on your surroundings it didnât look like much given the fact that you were in the middle of nowhere. It was just a hot, dry desert with the sun beaming harshly down on you. That was until Robert kept driving, and you saw something in the distance. You glance over at Robert, and he gives you a quick glance back along with a reassuring smile.
Once you get closer youâre able to make out a small down that looked like it didnât belong. Robert had told you the government had built a temporary town to help with whatever it is that was going on here, but you didnât think he was serious. Robert pulls the car up to a gate with a couple uniformed men who had to be drenched in sweat from this heat standing around. As you were pulling up, there was a car already waiting to enter. The guard standing closest to the driverâs side window hands what seems to be some sort of pass to the driver and motions for the gate to open and for the driver to continue. Once you pull up, the guard notices Robert and just motions for us to continue.
âThey were checked, but there was no need to check us,â you thought. You continued to think about this as Robert continued the drive into the town.
You could tell all the buildings were new from how bright the paint or letterings on the buildings were. But, that could also be the New Mexico sun reflecting off the buildings. Robert had told you the main reason for the town was so the men working on the project could bring their families. You passed by convenience stores and other small stores, as well as a makeshift hospital. To go along with the new buildings, the people who worked in them and shopped filled up the streets. Some of the wives of the men that were working on the project could be seen casually walking and gossiping as if this had been their home all along. The men who they belonged to were too busy running in and out of work the different work buildings. You were somewhat impressed with the town.
You also wondered how some of the other men were able to convince their wives to move out here.
You eventually reach where all the houses seemed to be, but Robert never stopped in front of one of those. The one he did pull in front of was secluded from the others. It was
âI thought you would like your privacy,â he tells you as he turns the car off. You give him a small smile at the gesture before exiting the car.
The house looked pretty small on the outside, but so did all the other houses you passed on the way here. As you step inside you realize the house is not yet furnished making it appear bigger than it was. Robert follows you inside with his hands inside of his pockets and watches you as you look around waiting for your reaction.
âRobert,â you call out to him from a different room and he follows the sound of your voice. He raises his eyebrows as a way of asking what was wrong, even though he already knew the problem. âThereâs no kitchen. What am I supposed to do?â
âDonât worry, Iâve already dealt with it. Some guys are going to come out and bring everything you need.â
âWhy isnât it already here?â You ask him.
âThatâs just how it is, but donât worry, in a couple days everything will be fine. The house will be furnished and you will have fixed it up how you like. Think of it as a home away from homeâ He grabs a hold of both your hands to bring you closer to him.
You take your hands out of his and wrap your arms around his neck. He places his hands on your waist and starts to do a gentle sway â something he did to calm you down once, and now he does it for every similar situation. He knows youâre not completely content with it, but hopes you are able to handle it for the time being.
âI sure hope all this is worth it,âyou tell him as you look up at him.
âMe too.â
Only Pleasure Remains
Feyd Rautha x reader
Warnings - 18+, smut, oral (fem receiving), fingering, squirting, penetration, dirty talk, orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, basically enemies to lovers
Word count - 3608
a/n - this was supposed to be posted over a week ago, but I kept procrastinating on finishing it. This is also my longest imagine so far lol. Disclaimer: I haven't read the books yet I've only seen the movies, but I just ordered the first one. I hope you enjoy :)

Youâre currently pacing back and forth in one of the vip suites, waiting for the fight to start. Itâs the fight that will determine whether or not youâll have to marry the most deranged person youâve ever laid eyes on.
Feyd Rautha is known for being unhinged in and out of the arena. It could be because of his past that he lacks compassion, or he just has no regard for anyone other than himself. Heâll kill anyone in an instant without blinking an eye, but sometimes heâll take his time to enjoy the moment.
Youâve never talked to Feyd and have only looked at him from a distance each time you visited the planet for your father to discuss business matters. When he would join the meetings you would avoid eye contact, but he would always watch you. When you guys would pass each other in the corridors you would keep your head down and walk faster, but you knew he was looking at you. You never knew if he was looking at you like a piece of meat or an actual human being. What really made you sick is that, despite his horrific personality, you still found him attractive.
Recently your father and Baron Harkonnen had a huge argument and couldnât come to an agreement, and of course the only way to resolve the issue is with a battle with you as collateral. It wasn't completely out of the blue since your father was somewhat close to the Baron, but it was a terrible proposition. Baron Harkonnen wants to make sure his bloodline is secure before he dies and Feyd takes control, but of all the women in the universe he had to pick you.
So now here you are a week later, along with the other citizens inside the arena, waiting to see the outcome of the fight. You already know what it will be though, everyone knows it, but youâre hoping that just this once the outcome will be different.
Eventually, you hear Feydâs name being announced to the crowd followed by him strutting into the arena with no emotion on his face. You canât bring yourself to watch the fight so you turn your back as soon as it starts, not even bothering to take a seat. The arena is dead silent once the fight starts, allowing you to hear the clashing of swords and the shouts coming from each man.
Itâs not long before Feydâs announced as the winner, as usual, and the crowd erupts in cheers. You turn back around and catch sight of the dead bodies splayed around Feyd who's basking in the praise from the sea of people in the stands. Turning your head to your left you lock eyes with your father who gives you an apologetic smile, but you just shake your head not knowing what to say to him. You take one last look into the arena and at Feydâs face, before leaving.
The guards already knew of the arrangement and wouldnât let you stray too far from the grounds of the house. It didnât take long for you to find out about the several ladyâs maids you now had â more than back home â because they basically circled around you until you finally told them that you didnât need them at the moment. One remained close behind you though.
When you were shown to your room, you were met with one that was far from small. You had a king size bed, a spacious bathroom with a walk-in shower, and a balcony that allowed you to look out into the distance at the skyline. You notice your knick knacks and personal items were scattered around the room on tables and shelves, and your clothes had already been unpacked and inside the closet.
They really donât waste time here.
As beautiful as the room was, it couldnât replace the one you had back home â the life you had back home.
Later that night after you bathed, you were about to call it a day and just crawl under the covers, but you decided against it. Luckily there was no one standing outside of your room or lurking in the hallway, but there was still a chance of you getting caught by one of the guards or by one of the Baronâs henchmen.
Even though youâve been here many times, you have only gone to the places that were necessary: the throne room, restrooms, dining hall, and the room for meetings. As you walked you noticed that many of the rooms were either locked or empty. You did manage to find a room full of paintings and another resembling an armory that seemed to be for display only.
Some of the items were tarnished, some looked extremely fragile, and some still had the blood on it from the time it was used. When you heard a pair of paced footsteps, you decided to make your way to the other side of the house to continue your exploration and to avoid being seen.
The other side gave you a completely different vibe, mainly because the corridors were barely lit. The main source of light came from the fireworks exploding outside, an applaud for Feyd. You started to wish you had brought a candle or anything that could grant you more light since the ceiling lights werenât helping much. The farther you walked, you started to feel more and more uneasy. You felt like someone was watching you, which is ironic because this wasnât the best lighting for seeing.
Feeling it was time to end the exploration, you turn around and start to head back but stop when you hear something. Or, at least you thought you heard something. It was dead silent except for the faint sounds of explosions. You were about to keep walking when you felt someone wrap their arm around and press a blade to your neck. The personâs scent is familiar though, reminding you of what you would smell every time you walked past Feyd.
Was he just casually hiding in the shadows?
âWhat are you doing here? How did you get past the guards?â you hear Feyd ask from behind you in his usual raspy voice, the rasp that you love but will never admit outloud.
You're relieved that itâs not a random person, but still a little fearful given the fact he could end your life at any second. The thought practically paralyzes you.
âI was just about to head back to my room,â your response is short.
âThat doesnât answer what I asked. No oneâs allowed this way,â Feyd says as he circles around to stand in front of you with the edge of his blade still pressed to your neck. âWait a minute, Iâve seen you around. Arenât you that lordâs daughter, the one Iâm so supposed to be marrying?â
You were about to just give him a simple nod, but then remember the blade pressed against your throat. âYes.â
He waits a moment as he looks at you before moving his hand away and leaving it to hang by his side along with the blade. Despite being surrounded by darkness, his blade still manages to shine. You automatically take a step back.
âI couldâve killed you, why didnât you say anything?â he asks, though his tone makes it clear he doesnât care too much.
âTo be fair you had a blade pressed to my neck,â you answer as Feydâs dark eyes stare into yours. He doesnât reply right away as he looks you up and down. His stare makes you feel exposed considering youâre only wearing a thin nightgown covered by a robe. Unconsciously, you begin to play with your fingers behind your back. Feyd notices your fidgeting though.
âAre you scared of me?â he suddenly asks, and youâre not sure how to reply. Everyone is scared of him, but is he genuinely asking or is he trying to get a kick out of this?
âNo,â you choose to say, and he smirks.
He starts to slowly walk around you as he continues speaking. âNo? Do I just make you nervous then? It has to be something because youâve always avoided eye contact with me, and I know how you would distance yourself from me on purpose. In fact, this is the first conversation weâve had. Come on now, weâre going to be married soon, we should be able to talk to each other,â he smirks.
Well, what the hell am I supposed to say to that?
âIsnât that how you want people around you to feel? Everyone has their weakness, whatâs yours?â you question as he continues to circle you.
He doesnât hesitate to say, âI donât have one.â
âEveryone has one,â you pause as you think then say, âwhat about the women you always have around? Everyone knows youâre a playboy, that sounds like a weakness to me.â
He stops in front of you to look down at you and into your eyes with the smirk still on his face. âThat sounds like jealousy to me.â
âItâs simply an observation,â you shrug.
âYou know, I usually donât let the women I sleep with talk to me like this,â he says with a tilt of the head.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âIt means that for you I guess I will make an exception, given the fact youâre my bride and all,â he says before he circles behind you again to press his body up against yours. He leans into your ear to whisper, âbut just this time.â
You wish you could stop the goosebumps from appearing on your skin or the shiver that works its way through your body. You thought Feyd wouldnât notice, but he mustâve because he leans back with a light chuckle. Right now all you want to do is slap him across the face for his arrogance and yourself for the way your body reacted to his words.
âI wonât sleep with you just yet, my darling, but it will happen soon because itâs obvious you canât wait,â Feyd says as he slowly backs away from you. You turn around wanting to say something else, but before you get the chance he says, ârun along now, itâs getting late.â
He keeps that smug look on his face as you give him one last look before leaving. Your mind tells you to hate him, but your body says otherwise as a warm feeling travels through your core as you walk back to your room.
You also hate how every night after part of you expects Feyd to walk through your bedroom door. He didnât come the night after your encounter in his corridor. He didnât come the next night either or the night after that. You knew it was foolish waiting for a man that has his own sex slaves â a man that youâre supposed to detest.
It isnât until the fourth day that Feyd arrives at your door; little did you know Feyd was having his own internal conflict. He hadnât used any of his slaves since that night he caught you in his corridor, not feeling the need for them. He also was not a fan of his feelings toward you.
You were standing out on your balcony enjoying the night breeze when you heard a knock on your door. You knew it could only be one of your ladyâs maids at this time, so you didnât hesitate to tell the person outside the door to come in as you took a couple steps back into your room. In walked a ladyâs maid that you have grown quite fond of over the past couple of days.
âThereâs a visitor here for you, would you like me to send them in,â she asks.
You wanted to say no given the current time, but you nodded anyway and watched as she walked back out. Not even a few seconds later, Feyd replaces her spot covered in a black robe, a stark contrast to his pale skin, and closes the bedroom door behind him.
Your body stiffens, nearly stuck to the ground, as you quickly try to figure out your emotions in your head. Feyd takes his time walking towards you as he looks around your room, and this gives you enough time to pull yourself together. You step back out onto the balcony as he gets closer and closer, and he follows you out there.
âNice view donât you think?â he asks as he stands next to you, looking out into the distance.
âDid you really come here to ask me about the view?â you look up at him.
âStraight to the point, I like it,â he smirks.
âStraight to what point?â you act dumb and put some space in between the two of you.
âWhy do you think Iâm here?â he tilts his head down at you.
âApparently to talk about the view,â you reply in a joking manner and look out into the distance to avoid his gaze. Out of the corner of your eye you can see his jaw tighten.
âYouâre making this hard.â
âWhat?â you ask, still not looking at him. You want him to hear him say outloud what he wants.
Except he doesnât say anything. Instead, he quickly closes the distance between the two of you as he places his lips on yours and his hands on your cheeks. The force he uses startles you and pushes you back a couple steps, but you recover and grab onto his wrists as you begin kissing him back.
You wonder for a second if youâre giving in too easily, but the feeling of Feydâs grip on you tosses the idea out of your mind.
Feyd hated how needy and desperate he felt as his lips attacked yours. The kiss was rough, but Feyd was trying to hold himself back from going too far. Normally he wouldnât care about how rough or gentle he was with a woman because his slaves never complained â not like they had a choice â and some of them even came to him first to satisfy their own needs. This time though, it was him coming to you.
Feyd deepens the kiss, keeping his hold on your face firm, as he starts to push you back into your bedroom. Once your legs hit the bed, he unties the knot on your robe before slowly peeling it off your shoulders leaving you nothing but your nightgown and undergarments. He breaks the kiss to push you back, and you scoot your body into the center of the bed.
The way he focuses on you as he stands at the bottom of the bed makes you feel like one of Feydâs opponents in the arena. The thought sends warmth between your legs.
He takes off his own robe leaving him in only his underwear before he starts to crawl on the bed, trailing a hand up one of your ankles up to your thigh, until heâs hovering above you. Your breathing is shallow and your heart races in anticipation for whatâs to come. The only other person you've had sex with was one of your close friends back on your home planet, and you enjoyed it, but that friend wasnât Feyd. He wasnât a murderous maniac known for his sexual relations like Feyd was. Another wave of electricity passes through your body.
Feyd dips his head down and starts placing kisses on your neck from your ear to your collarbone, making a low whine escape your lips. All the while, the hand gripping your thigh inches farther north until it reaches your panties and begins to touch you through them. It doesnât take too long for a wet spot to appear on the fabric, and itâs obvious that Feyd notices too, seeing as how you can feel a smirk form on his lips. You squeeze your legs together wanting more from him, but Feyd pushes your legs back open and bites the skin on your neck.
You draw in a breath as he whispers into your ear, âbe patient.â His voice may be light, but you can hear the firmness behind it.
He moves his face away from your neck and takes his time as he moves his body lower and lower until his face is between your thighs. He pulls your underwear down your legs before tossing them to the side, and helps you dispose of your nightgown revealing your bare body to him. You start to wish that your bedroom lights were off as you look down to see Feydâs dark eyes taking all of you in.
A smile spreads across his face once he notices you shying up. âThereâs no hiding from me now.â
He says nothing else and dives right into you. His movements are rough yet gentle as he eats you out, resembling hunger. The way he flicks his tongue over you like a snake has your back arching while you let out a consistent string of moans. You tightly grab hold of the blanket beneath you with both hands as you move your hips into his mouth. You canât help but roll your eyes from the speed of his tongue.
Feyd places one hand onto your stomach before moving it up to one of your breasts to grab hold of, while his other hand joins his lips between your thighs. He wastes no time slipping a finger into you as he moves his mouth up to suck harshly on your clit.
âOh my god,â you say breathlessly. One of your hands lets go of the blanket to join Feydâs on your breast.
The finger inside of you pumps into you at a measured pace before gradually getting faster. He decides to add another finger without letting up on his speed. You can tell that him pleasuring you gives him satisfaction, noticing the fact that heâs in his own world. Naturally, your body starts to move away from his mouth and your legs start to close as the pleasure becomes more intense.
Feyd releases his hold on your clit and lifts up his head to make eye contact with you. âI need you to stay still,â he tells you in more of a warning tone and pulls you back to his mouth before continuing, not waiting for you to answer.
Once you feel your orgasm nearing your moans get louder as they turn into whines. Feyd notices the way you become shaky and how you start writing around more so he moves his mouth away and pulls his fingers out of you. Your mouth falls open as you look down at him, the warmth previously building up in your stomach slowly starting to fade away. Youâre about to say something when he looks into your eyes and shushes you.
He then moves his hand on your breast and places it on your stomach, gently adding pressure. Youâre confused and you expect him to say something, but he doesnât.
Then suddenly you feel his fingers start to move inside you again, except this time at a different pace. He begins to quickly pump his fingers in and out of you, causing you to throw your head back as your back lifts off the bed. You feel yourself getting close to tumbling over the edge again, although this time it feels different. Itâs unlike all the other times you have brought yourself to an orgasm.
Right as your orgasm hits you, you feel a gush of liquid squirt out of you. You cum with a loud cry, forgetting the fact that the doors to your balcony are still wide open. When the thought pops into your mind you donât even care about anyone being able to hear you.
Feyd stops when you move your hands down to try and push him away. He looks down at his chest to see the mess you created and lets out a low laugh. As your body starts to relax, you look down to see Feyd standing at the bottom of the bed pulling down his underwear to reveal his hard length to you.
âDonât worry, Iâm not done with you yet,â he tells you as he positions himself between your legs.
He rubs the tip of his length up and down your slit spreading your arousal around. You let out a whine at his teasing and he says, âready for another one, are we?â
He doesnât stop right away, but when he finally glides into your soaked opening it pulls a moan out of both of you. He places his arms on either side of your head and leans down to connect his lips to yours. The kiss is rough and sloppy, and you tightly wrap your arms around his waist pulling him closer to you. You donât even care if you seem desperate anymore.
Youâre still sensitive from your previous orgasm, but Feyd doesnât care as he ruthlessly pounds into you. Once he finds the spot inside of you that makes you gasp, he makes a mental note of it as he repeatedly thrusts into it.
It doesnât take long for your next orgasm to build up, releasing it with a silent cry as you unintentionally dig your fingers into Feydâs back causing him to groan in your ear in pleasure. He keeps his thrusts consistent as you begin to leak around his cock and onto the blanket beneath you. Thereâs no doubt youâll have to change the bedding later.
With another smirk he firmly grips your jaw and says, âI hope you can take a few more, my darling.â