Sijaven - Xia

I have done nothing all summer but wait for myself to be myself again.

— Georgia O'Keeffe

hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola, george hickenlooper, fax bahr

"What if my friends secretly hate me?" What if they pray for you before bed? What if they hear a song come on and it makes them immediately think of you? What if when times are hard for them, they close their eyes and think of the memories they've shared with you? What if they study your face closely to see how you're feeling? What if they listen to your stories? What if they smile when you text them first? What if