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an hour and 20 minutes in and i need to grind myself against a towel in order to keep it in. i need to go badly fuck i want to have an accident

have been doing rapid desperation for the past few hours. i havent peed in an hour and I'm already so desperate. im drinking my second tea right now and im feeling it all weigh down on my bladder >_<

i leaked into my sweat pants, sitting in my own warmth makes me desperate... hhh this is hard

I can feel my bladder getting firmer and weaker by the minute and I swear to god both my pussy and my peehole are pulsing and quivering with effort to keep everything inside. I know as soon as I stand up I’m going to feel the gravity of everything coming down and I’m not going to make it until my partner goes to bed and I can have my accident. It’s so so so hard to keep from leaking without holding myself or gring on anything 😭

Should I go let out a little bit to make sure I get make it as long as possible for my 19hr/until accident punishment hold, or should I just hold it as long as I can and just go in the toilet like normal?

Imagine:

Only being in underwear, holding and desperate to pee, trying everything to keep it in but it soon becomes too much. Then having to stuff a pillow or towel between the legs and rubbing a leaky drippy pussy against it. When this stops working one would end up having to get something more to help hold, which is when they hurry to the couch and bring themselves on the rounded couch arm. It’s firm and helps better than the towel or pillow, but they are still leaking every now and then. The grinding only ends up turning them on and they can’t help but moan and whimper as they try to balance their arousal and having to pee. They take their underwear off and rub their soaked parts on the couch, making a little mess of not just pee, but slick too. That’s when they finally burst and gush all over the couch, causing a loud hissing noise as they whine in relief.

an hour and 45 minutes in >_< holy shit i think im going to have an accident soon im so desperate

over an hour in, and i haven't had an accident yet!!!

Oooh what's rapid desperation? Sounds fun :33

rapid desperation is sometimes described as the "preparation" before a hold. basically, a few hours before holding, you start going to the bathroom every 15 minutes, or every time you feel the slightest urge. while you're doing this, you're supposed to drink a little extra than you normally would. overtime, you'll feel yourself having to go more and more often, right at or before the 15 minute mark. its just weakening your bladder (temporarily), and getting it used to going every couple minutes. that way, when you hold, it takes a shorter time to get desperate. it can also be a safer way to hold, as you wont be able to hold as much before giving up LOL

doing rapid desperation for the first time in a while :3

have been drinking plenty and going every 15 minutes for the past 3 hours!! this should be fun LOL. went 15 minutes go, im starting the hold now!!

fuckk i can feel the pee against my pee hole. the pressure feels so good i really need to goooo

(⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝) i really would like to leak in my pants right now. it would turn me on so much to make such a mess.

Have this nice waterfall to distract you from how bad you need to go :3

noooo that made me want to go worseee, it would feel so good just to let it all go right nowwww

Aw your posts about how badly you need to go are so adorable! Have you leaked yet?

yeahhh >_< i leaked a little to release some pressure, it felt so good hhhh~ other than that im holding well hehsdahsd

been holding for two hours, and i'm not gonna lie im getting desperate >_< i really hope i don't pee my pants, i'm gonna try so hard. i just can't stop thinking about how good it'd feel to release... maybe it'd be worth the mess...

been holding for over 3 hours now...

have a belt pressed up against my bulging bladder. i feel like i might wet the bed. i need to go so badly fuck its so tight arohnd my bladder. im really close to leaking a bit.... a little couldn't hurt, right?(⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝)

Omo thoughts

When you're so desperate you can't stop squirming, you're leaking every couple of seconds and your bladder is bulging. Then when you ask for permission to use the bathroom they deny you, of course, and laugh/tease you about being desperate. Telling you about how cute your squirming is and how you must be bursting. How full your bladder is and how you want but don't need to use the potty. Best if they use the toilet themselves and tell you about how good the relief was, reminding you that you're not allowed to pee, ever 💛.

thinks abt the weight of a bladder full of piss... heavy where it sits, trying so hard to press open the urethra with gravity, a soft ache and bulge in the lower belly... a *really* full bladder, you might be able to feel the sway of liquid if you're walking around with it, bouncing against your hole and trying to relieve you but instead just making you more desperate... how any sort of step or belly pat ripples through the liquid stuffing inside you... until it's so full, that it's a struggle to move without leaking, and you can feel the weight swaying inside you if you focus on it, but then again, perhaps you shouldn't-- focus makes the need worse, after all

2 hours in... i've been challenging myself a lot. been pressing an iced pack against my bladder. i currently soaking my feet in warm water which is making me soooo desperate holy shit.

thinking about how good it'd feel to just release all that pressure. helplessly pissing myself all over my chair.

doing a hold tonight :3

gonna see how long i can go for, last time i went for a whole 4 hours herhhssh

im not gonna last much longer

(⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝)... im really leaky

idk if ill even last 10 more minutesssss hhhh im so full

let my first little leak out into my boxers >_< fuck it felt so good

thinking abt how good i'd feel to let out a leak in my boxers rn...

i've done so good so far, holding so long. im gonna let myself let out a little leak soonnn, i've earned it

reached the 4 hour mark... im just seeing how long it'll take for me to lose control and make a mess all over my floor atp (⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝)

im completely dry so farrrr

i can feel it getting more and more urgent >_<

i really hope i don't have an accident soon....