Send Me Anons Regarding Anything Proship I Am So Bored!

Send me anons regarding anything proship I am so bored!

In between work and doing my assignments I can fantasize about my ships as a treat ^_^

i love cotl narisham they do so much to my brain

I tried to look this up but I can't really find anything, does cotl stand for Cult of the Lambs? 😅

Hello Tumblr. My name is Rowynn, my pronouns are she/her, and I am an individual who is doing her best to overcome shame. Now, what do I mean by that? Well... growing up, I was raised in religions where purity culture was a thing and so was "thought crime". As a result, I would self-police my own thoughts and kink-shame others. When I was doing that, I thought I was doing the right thing, but really it was just a matter of me shaming others for things that I was ashamed of within myself, for the most part.

The year is now 2024 and I am in my late 20's. Times have changed and I have not been formally involved in any organized religion for at least four years now. It's been a long journey to get to this place, but now I'm starting to realize that the thought-policing and purity culture of everything has been holding me back. I'm not going out and doing all sorts of risky behaviors, but what I am doing is trying to let myself know that there would be no shame in me liking what I like and having whatever fantasies that I want within my own head. Heck, if I even wanted to explore my own kinks, that would be acceptable as well, so long as no one is being hurt and consent is always 100% involved and enthusiastically given at all times.

This is a very new thing for me to be thinking about and exploring. It took me years to even stop taking what other people say on Tumblr as gospel, you know? But anyways, I'm just here to use this blog as a healing tool for myself. I LOVE shipping both myself and other characters too. It's not always as simple as good and bad, and there's often grey-areas to consider. Relationships are often messy in some sort of way, but at the end of the day, my ships are all FICTIONAL and only exist within the realm of fiction. This doesn't mean I endorse these sorts of dynamics in real life, I'll tell you that much.

Final disclaimer is that, at the end of the day, I do not owe anyone any kind of explanation for shipping who I ship or liking what I like. That's all I have to say.

Antis DNI, RadQueers DNI, and anyone else can interact. I will not be debating in the comments because I have better things to do. Please be respectful of this boundary. Thank you.

BTW if I can get my assignments done and leave myself some free time this week I'll be trying to make... something, whether it's a fic or a piece of art. Fingers crossed