Some Old Lie Low At Lupins Drawings From Like, February I Think? I Have So Many Feelings About This Time

Some old ‘lie low at lupin’s’ drawings from like, February I think? I have so many feelings about this time in the story. About these two dudes who havent seen each other for 12 years living with one another. Sirius is definitely not the same man out of Azkaban, and Remus probably feels somewhat guilty for how fast he believed Sirius would betray them. I think there would be a lot of awkward talks, but also friendly banter, and Remus would take Padfoot out for walks in the countryside to stop him feeling trapped. I’ll stop there cause I could go on for YEAAARS.

“Don’t you love me?” 5 “After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?” 70 please with Sirius/Remus

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Eleven year old Sirius Black spent his entire first night at Hogwarts rolling and thrashing in his new bed, drifting in and out of a sleep full of nightmares. He dreamt of that one time his mom used the Cruiciatus curse on him and didn't stop until Regulus was crying so hard he could hardly breathe.

The third time he woke up in sweats, he saw the small figure of Remus move as he sat up in his own bed and looked at Sirius with what he imagined to be an annoyed look on his face in the dark.

Remus got up from his bed and quietly crossed the small distance between his and Sirius' bed,trying not to wake the others up.He sat down on the bed and put his hand on Sirius's shoulder and whispered,"Are you okay?"

That night Remus and Sirius sneaked out of their room into the Gryffindor common room and talked for hours and they fell asleep in front of the fire together.

When Sirius woke up again, the sun hadn't fully risen yet. He sat there and watched as Remus' eyes fluttered behind his eyelids. He felt a pang of affection in his heart for the boy.

Up until the very end, if you asked Sirius Black when he realised his feelings for Remus Lupin, he'd tell you the first time he watched Remus as he slept.

For Remus, it took a bit longer to realize what it meant when his heart fluttered when Sirius walked into a room, or why he felt a burn in the place Sirius' hand would brush his own.

He was about fifteen when he finally admitted to himself that he had wanted to kiss Sirius for longer than he could remember. So he did.

Their insecurities in their bodies and the inconveniences they faced living in a room with three other boys set a very slow pace to their relationship. They took things slow, making out in broom closets and giving each other hand jobs when there was no one else in their dorm room.

The night of Lily and James' wedding, as everyone danced the night away, they found an empty room, Sirius a bit drunk and Remus completely sober.

Remus walked into the room after Sirius, turned Sirius around and slowly backed him up against the door, closing the door in the process.

He kissed Sirius, slowly at first, Sirius' lips hungry, his tongue almost immediately running over Remus' lips. Remus moaned and traced his hand down Sirius' chest, slowly nearing the waistband of his dress pants. He tugged at his belt and Sirius gave a groan, looking up at Remus, his eyes dark with lust.

"Do you want this?" Remus whispered against Sirius' lips.

Sirius said yes. That was the first time Remus made love to Sirius.

When Sirius was sent to Azkaban, Remus couldn't fall asleep for several months. He sat awake at his kitchen table, staring into the dark. More often than not, tears would stream down his face and he would sob for hours with no one to comfort him.

Remus missed Sirius with all of his heart and soul. He missed the feel of his curly long hair on his fingers and the bitter smell of the perfume he insisted on wearing and the way he put his lips so close to Remus' without kissing him.

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Remus turned to his side on the bed, taking in the sight of Sirius beside him, his chest bare, his tattoos stretched across his now bony body. He traced his fingers along Sirius' jawline, his cheekbones, running a finger over his moustache. A tear escaped his eyes.

Sirius pressed his lips to his cheeks, kissing away the tear.

Remus kissed him hard and put his hand under the blanket, running his hands down Sirius' thighs. Sirius pulled away.

"We can't, Remus," Sirius whispered.

"Why not? Don't you love me anymore?"

"Baby, after all that we've been through, do you still not believe that I love you? I waited to be with you for twelve years in that hell! Remus, I loved you from the very first night. I died loving you."

Remus woke up, panting, his cheeks wet from crying, his hands clutching the sheets where Sirius had been lying seconds ago.

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Angst/fluff Prompt List

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“I love you, please don’t go.”

“Stay here tonight.”

“Please don’t walk out of that door.”

“I thought things were going great.”

“Don’t you love me?”

“You make every day worth living.”

“I’ll keep you warm.”

“I’m never letting you go.”

“You meant too much to me.”

“I won’t let you.”

“How could you ask me that?”

“Don’t you trust me?”

“I won’t let anyone hurt you, you’re safe with me.”

“You look amazing tonight.”

“Shouldn’t you be with him/her?”

“I’ve got you.”

“I can’t sleep, can I stay here?”

“It’s late.  Shouldn’t you be asleep?”

“How are you feeling today?”

“You look amazing tonight.”

“We’ll figure this out.”

“This isn’t goodbye.”

“What’s cookin’ good lookin’?”

“Wanna go grab a drink?”

“What the hell were you thinking?!”

“Here, let me help you.”

“Kiss me.”

“I care about you.”

“You could have warned me!”

“That was unexpected.”

“You haven’t lost me.”

“Why are you doing this?”

“Don’t cry.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“You make me feel safe.”

“You’ve shown me what love can feel like.”

“Thank you, for everything.”

“All I wanted was for you to be happy.”

“I can’t do this on my own.”

“I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.”

“Don’t be afraid.”

“You’re always on my mind.”

“You have no idea how much I want you right now.”

“You’ve always felt like home.”

“I can’t imagine this world without you.”

“Dance with me.”

“Trust me.”

“Why are you crying?”

“Who hurt you?”

“Nothing is wrong with you.”

“You make me feel alive.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”

“Who cares about what they think?”

“Let’s go.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“Tell me what’s wrong.”

“You’ve always got me.”

“I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.”

“Is this okay?”

“You look like you could use a hug.”

“Did you need something?”

“Do you have a ride home?”

“I am home.”

“What happened back there?”

“That’s not gonna happen.”

“Why me?”

“I’m right where I belong.”

“Fine.”

“What do you want me to say?”

“After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?”

“You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?”

“You need sleep.”

“Excuse me?”

“What are you doing?”

“What did you expect?”

“You’re not alone.”

“We’re meant for each other.”

“You’re worth it.”

“I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”

“I’ve always been honest with you.”

“It’s cold, you should take my jacket.”

“Just breathe, okay?”

“When I’m with you, I’m happy.”

“Going somewhere?”

“Don’t lie to me.”

“Don’t be scared, I’m right here.”

“You’re so adorable.”

“I’m better, now that you’re here.”

“I could never forget you.”

“Forget it.”

“That’s in the past.”

“You make me happy.”

“You’re more than that.”

“I won’t lose you too.”

“Come cuddle.”

“Can’t you stay a little longer?”

“It’s not that easy.”

“I’ve had enough.”

“I fell in love with you, not them.”

“You’re the only one I wanna wake up next to.”