DANCE WITH ME YOU LI-IA-IAR

DANCE WITH ME YOU LI-IA-IAR ♡

OVERBLOT ASHI??? ANYBODY??? the ANGST that this baby can store!!! SHEESH!!!!!!! <3 I only have one post dedicated to her and liar dance lyric analysis (the post is kinda outdated in gen) BUT…… I also have an overblot monologue as a treat 🫶 I wanted to better explain her angst and so!!! BABAM!!! enjoy

ASHI’S MONOLOGUE:

Sometimes I wonder why I ended up here.

A place named “Twisted Wonderland”, and at a school named “Night Raven College”.

At first, I figured that I was the odd one out— Y’know, the Ramshackle prefect and everything. The magicless girl at the magical all boys school? Nuts, ain’t it?

I’m known for a lot of things. Things that are different from the others. The fact that I stand out is part of the Ashi charm, something I’m known for.

But… Over time I found myself sorta feeling in place here.

Because as much as I try to believe it, I can’t safely say that I’m better than anyone else here.

I’m a fake. I make conversation and lots of friends, but for what? A backup in case something goes wrong? A sense of protection for my reputation? In what case are any of those friendships something I truly want? In what case are any of these strings more than just a tool instead of a thread made of my real feelings?

Behind this, I’m no different from any other student here. Even through my individuality, my cheerfulness, my endearing oddness… I’m still a horrible person. Using people to get what I want, toying with people and their feelings in order to gain power and gain a spot the top. All to become untouchable. It’s screwed. It’s not right.

My insides are ugly. The truth of me is something I want to keep tucked away deeply, because I don’t want people to see this part of me. A brash, annoying, selfish version of me, everything people hate to see. I don’t want this side of me to be seen because people will run away— people I don’t care much about, sures, but people I love, too. I don’t want to drive them away. So I keep quiet and give them a shallow show.

I give them a source of entertainment that’s controlled by the real me, every calculated movement translating into a marionette-like response. The only show I allow you to see is one that’s so carefully crafted by the chaotic clown backstage. The one that is shunned away from the light, the strings being the only hint of the puppet’s phony existence to the foolish audience.

But suddenly, I feel as if being here has started to let this side of me come crawling back into the spotlight.

It scares me.

It scares me to be vulnerable, let all of my faults lay out on the table like playing cards. To take the risk without the protection, to gamble everything I’ve built up away just like that. But you…

You.

You make me feel safe. You make me feel as if I don’t need to hide anything. I can give you the key to my heart and you would have no malicious intent. You wouldn’t cut out the parts people don’t like. You would enjoy the performance in full, every bit of it.

You make me believe that I’m nothing special, and yet something so valuable at the same time.

It’s silly. You’re silly. And yet that’s something that’s helped me.

It’s helped me realize that that truly is just how people are.

We aren’t villains. We aren’t antagonists. We aren’t monsters.

We are nothing but people, with faults and feelings that should be valued.

I am more than just a jester, a sake of entertainment.

I’m a person who is entirely worthy of love. All of me.

It reminds me that I must’ve came here for a reason.

Because this is where I belong.

i need the heartshackle gang all together in at least one event I BEG

(photo sent to ace with the caption “must suck that you couldn't join us”)

(photo sent to deuce with the caption “how does it feel to be a loser”)

I GAVE UP 🎉(kind of)

Yuu Shi Tapis Rouge/Luxe Couture

SO. The armature was a bust. Learning how to make one would take a shit ton of time and i just- would prefer to do that on my own terms without the looming feeling of- well, wanting to post her design all the time given its been finished for a WHILE.

To make up for it though, i made fake homescreen screenshots ig JFNDJDJD theyre not the best, but fuck it i think i replicated the twst style rather well.

Her outfit is based more around the same line Vil had, and I took a lot of inspiration from Gucci (pinterest, my saving grace yet again)

More under the cut! V

A vERY quick thing i made of another potential sprite, i'd imagine there'd be a toggle to take off the shawl. Also I did one of Yuu Shi in her more masc disguise! Yes. We keep the dress. 👏

After this I don't particularly have any new art planned for a second, I want to shift my focus to finishing wips/projects and resuming progress on TCOAV. So- hey! If you've yet to read and are interested, now may be a good time to start with chapter 6 on the way.

I've blabbed enough for today IFNFDNID

Tag list!!! Just ask if ya wanna be added 💕

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⋆ 𝓡𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓮: 𝓕𝓾𝓷 𝓕𝓪𝓬𝓽𝓼 ⋆

Some miscellaneous facts about Ruthie that I wanted to share! ♡

⋆ Her favorite flowers are peonies and sunflowers

⋆ She smells like cinnamon rolls and peaches

⋆ She's only dated one other person before dating Cater

⋆ She is a fan of Neige

⋆ Though her and Rook have never met in person, they know each other through Neige's fanclub, as Rook contacted her after Neige had visited Bippity Boppity Bakery one day

⋆ Ruthie used her unique magic for the first time when she was eight, wanting her father to be happy

⋆ Her father met someone due to her unique magic, and abandoned her to start a new life with them

⋆ Her father now lives in the Shaftlands, having made a name for himself. He's considered a celebrity chef, with a famous chocolate shop

⋆ She was adopted by an elderly couple after she was abandoned, who raised her and consider her to be their daughter (refusing to even speak her biological father's name)

⋆ Her parents are Glenn Aisling, the owner of Bippity Boppity Bakery, and his husband, Dr. Dimitri Aisling, a veterinarian

⋆ She refers to her parents as Papa Glenn and Papa Dimitri, and has a close father/daughter bond with them

⋆ Whenever Ruthie would miss her father or have a nightmare, Dimitri would sneak her into the bakery to have a treat (making it like a game, as they had to make sure Glenn didn't notice)

⋆ Dimitri would let her choose whatever she wanted, but he always picked a chocolate eclair for himself, as it's his favorite dessert. The first time he did this for her, he told her,

"The great thing about food is the memories that come with it. The people who made it, the people you shared it with. I want you to be able to look at this dessert and remember there's people who love you, Ruthie. Whether it be your Papa Glenn, who worked hard to make them, or me, the one helping you steal them."

Laughing and ruffling her hair afterwards. This is why chocolate eclairs are her favorite food.

⋆ She got her pet hamster Raisin as a birthday gift from Glenn, who used Dimitri's help to find the perfect pet for her

⋆ She cannot be trusted with plants, as she has a bad habit of giving them too much love and overwatering them

⋆ Since she is a member of the gardening club at her school, her clubmates had to ban her from watering duty

⋆ Before the events of Breakaway Beauty: For True Love's Cure!, Ruthie has matched a total of 83 couples (including her father)

⋆ She has a soft spot for Leona, since he reminds her of Adamina

⋆ Her favorite food (savory) is tortellini carbonara

⋆ Her favorite drink is tea (fruit teas specifically)

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾! ♡

aha i forgot to reblog this.

send in a request if u will!!! sheepy writes really good fics!!!!!

(hopefully not overworking, but anyway, event!!)

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓒𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓮 𝓒𝓪𝓯𝓮…𝓲𝓼 𝓸𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷!

Hello, and welcome to the Cathie Cafe! ♡ A new popular date spot that every couple wants to Magicam about! ♡

This is an event that gives you the opportunity to send in requests for me to write! All you need to do is look over the food and drink menu, and place your order! ♡

An example order would be:

"Hi! Can I get some clover cakes with a hot cocoa please?"

or

"Hello! I would like a seafood boil with a boba tea! Thank you!"

Here are the rules:

*Please read them over carefully!

⋆ When requesting, please only put one order per ask ♡

⋆ If a certain character is getting a lot of orders, I will declare them sold out, meaning they can no longer be requested ♡

⋆ Please try to limit how many orders you place, I want to make sure everyone can request something, and get what they want ♡

⋆ This event is meant as a celebration for my followers, to thank them for their support and enjoying my work. While I don't wish to turn off Anon, if you do request anonymously, I ask that you put an emoji or name I can refer to you with. This is just so I can keep track of everyone, and to help prevent confusion ♡

⋆ The Reader in these requests will have no pronouns (as this is how I usually write my x Reader works) ♡

⋆ If, for some reason, the Reader is referred to with pronouns, they will be Gender Neutral (They/Them) ♡

⋆ The cafe will not be open until Tuesday, April 30th. I will make an announcement when you can start placing your orders. The cafe will be closing Thursday, May 2nd. I will make an announcement when you can no longer send requests ♡

Any orders placed before the Cafe opens or after it closes will not be filled! Sorry! ♡

Thank you so much for reading the rules! Now, here's the menu! ♡

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾! ♡

Yuube Yumi in different hairstyles!! I asked my moots in fb to comment down their OC's and drew yuube with their OC's hairstyles!! waaaaahh it was soooo fun to draw!

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