Imagine Once Being One Of Those "lycanthropes/zooanthropes/physical Therians Are Mentally Ill And Shit

imagine once being one of those "lycanthropes/zooanthropes/physical therians are mentally ill and shit like that" and then awakening as a literal angel like yes im a satanist but i still believe in god and i just kinda ran away and now im living in this mortal shell but it kinda hurts :/

my friend fits all these rquirements, but im pretty much like the ppl u described first, skinny, young-ish, fit, but i enjoy playfighting with my friend, i enjoy running circles around him while he takes a break, i enjoy doing challenges he sets for me when he cant do quads bc of his messed up wrist, yall chubby therians/quadrobists are awesome, and i want yall to feel happy even though you cant do quads like other ppl, ur still amazing ppl and i love yall

i’ve been watching a lot of nonhuman shorts on youtube lately, and i feel the need to say that i’m quite sad (and then pissed off cuz of that) about how many of them are just skinny, in-shape young kids (around my age or a few years younger than me).

i wanna see my fellow chubby out of shape teens who don’t do quads that often, because of how out of shape and chubby they are, even if they love quads.

i wanna see my fellow out of shape teens who pull a muscle when doing quads, or are out of breath right away, or are completely sore afterwards for days.

i wanna see my fellow chubby teens who’s quads are clumsy and not graceful because we have all that extra weight on us.

i wanna see my fellow queer chubby teens who bind and who don’t do quads that often cuz their chest doesn’t stay in place right or stay flat and it makes them feel gender dysphoria.

i wanna see my fellow chubby, out of shape teens doing this stuff. or not even teens! anyone of any age! that isn’t skinny as hell and that isn’t in shape!

i just would like to see some more nonhumans like me please.

yeah, that’s about all. *goes to lay down in my little den again*

THIS

but i figured it out a bit earlier, and had a professional tell me i display enough traits to have ASD but not enough for government funding bc healthcare is shit and i camouflage too much >:P

friend asked recently how I knew I was autistic (late self dx) and after a joking answer of ‘five autistic people told me unprompted in the span of about two weeks, I settled on: I don’t.

I don’t Know that I’m autistic. What I do know is that my life makes more sense, and is easier to navigate, when I view it through the lens of being autistic.

I learnt what masking was, and started to undo the damage of 20+ years of it. I let myself stim for the first time out of joy and it was incredible. I recognised it as a regulation skill and started using it for coping. I stopped being cruel to myself about making ‘weird’ noises, I let myself ask for tone clarification from friends. I stopped thinking I was being rude by mimicking others (echolalia). I started respecting my own communication needs and differences. I started being able to communicate these with friends and loved ones, and had the language to do so. I recognised my sensory needs and was better at reducing shutdowns and meltdowns (which is also been confused by and blamed myself for in the past). I also could better identify things that were genuinely impeding on my life and ways to work with myself around them. (Social situations are easier now that I know what information I need before hand, and can prepare. I know what the difficulty involved in switching tasks is and can work with myself on it.)

Mostly I stopped bullying myself the way I’d been bullied growing up for everything that has made me ‘weird’. I stopped policing everything I did the way my parents had in an effort to ‘help’ me blend in. (I don’t resent them for this- I understand that what they did to me is likely what was done to them and they didn’t (and don’t) recognise it.)

Not a weird or broken horse, but a regular zebra.

"Sleepy cuddles"

YES PLEASE ID DIE HAPPY

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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WHERE ARE MY WINGS

haha im one of those angels who makes you question the morality of God, dw I question it too :D

Shoutout to the angelkins who aren't the soft, ethereal stereotype most people think of!!

Shoutout to the angels who are firm and unyielding, who represent justice and make no exceptions!!

Shoutout to the angels that aren't inhumanly beautiful and dressed in white robes, but wear dark armor and hardened faces to battle!!!

Shoutout to the angels that don't tie themselves to a religion, who are beautiful because they are terrible forces of divinity!

Shoutout to all angels, whether you're fallen or not, no matter what form you take or who you serve!!