I Tell Myself I Hate You And That I'm Better Than You Because I'm Trying To Convince Myself I Don't Care

I tell myself I hate you and that I'm better than you because I'm trying to convince myself I don't care that the bond we had is gone. I'm trying to pretend I hate you and how I don't care what you think so it hurts less. If I didn't have experience with my 'close friends' ruining me in some sort of way I would've been hurt more. I hate myself for not crying hard, for not feeling alot of emotion when you told me all those things, but part of me says I can't control it, saying I'm detached from reality, how you robbed me of my emotions. Despite all that, in the inside I'm still hurting painfully, still drowned in sorrow. But I'm so detached from reality that all I can do is sit and stare at whatever's there. You ruined me, I think. But I really know deep down that I ruined me.

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hey so I clickbaited you. yes. yes you. your special if u see this post and got clickbaited. SO LISTEN TILL THE END PLEASE IM REALLY DESPERATE. I make pinterest moodboards for EVERYthing out there, if you want me to make you one, DM me on asks!!! It's really sumn to occupy me and I enjoy doing it, but before you do PLEASE check the rules, its pinned on my page!! heres a cookie if u stayed till the end btw ily (platonically) ALSO, MOOTS who got clickbaited and got their hopes up(bold of me to assume, ik.) im sorry ily guys so to apologize I give thou thy heart of thee dragon (forgive me moots im sorry)

deadass feeling like the girl in the constellation scene from 'I saw the tv glow'.

whats something everyone in the world can agree on

boom left u with a shower thought

js pulled up to the club what is this shit

She was so pretty. Rest in peace.

July 7, 1949 - July 11, 2024

rest in peace shelley🕊🤍