Hello, I Am Bilal.

Hello, I am Bilal.

My life, like the lives of many, has been divided between two places. My family is now divided between Gaza and Egypt, and each part of it carries within it stories of pain and resilience. Gaza, where part of my family remains, witnesses daily the bitterness of life under siege and constant fear. However, it is their home that they cannot easily leave.

As for me, I was displaced with some of my family members from Gaza to Egypt. The decision was difficult and costly; we paid a heavy price not only financially, but emotionally as well. The cost of displacement was heavy on all of us. Our arrival in Egypt was not the end of the suffering, but rather the beginning of a new phase of difficulties.

Life in Egypt is not what we expected. It is difficult and very expensive. Everything here requires money; from the simplest daily needs to costs that cannot be easily afforded. Because we do not have residency, it has become necessary to deal with complex and difficult circumstances. Every day we face a new challenge, and every day we try to adapt to our new reality.

Despite all these challenges, we try to find our way in this exile. Life in Egypt is not what we hoped for, but it is our current reality. We are trying to adapt to this new life, yet our hearts remain attached to Gaza, where we left part of our family and dreams.

We are here, trying to maintain what remains of our dignity amidst these circumstances, and we know that the road is long and difficult. But we continue, with the hope that one day we will find the stability we are looking for, whether here or in our homeland that still lives in our hearts.

Please donate to support my family in overcoming the challenges we face, every contribution will help us a lot. You can donate through this link: [https://gofund.me/ba5b76e9]

https://gofund.me/ba5b76e9

Spent a decent amount of time yesterday figuring out hair meshing, struggled with making my own from scratch because it just wasn’t looking right and it was EXTREMELY time consuming but then I remembered I don’t HAVE to make the mesh from scratch I can just mesh two hairs from the game together I’m a genius /j

Spent an unnecessary amount of time today figuring out UV mapping and why the hell the texture wasn’t changing in sims 4 studio after I adjusted everything in blender????? I figured that out though lmao something about exporting the image from the UV map I forgot but uh there’s still some texturing to be done and I found that out AFTER I put the .package file back in my game oops (EDIT: I was wrong i had to update the mesh after playing around with the UV map to change the texture lol)

Anyways Ruby hair progress pic under the cut

Not sure how many of u are gonna be stoked for this but I'm working on a The Path CC set for The Sims 4

Day 10: Jinx! Happy Birthday!

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Ruby and the path of needles and thorns.

"There's such beauty in decay. Rust is lovelier than paint. Though I doubt old age will happen to me."

Anybody remember 'The Path' by Tale of Tales? Ive only seen videos and I want to play it but im so afraid it won't run on my computer!!

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