Sometimes I Think About Willing Fatal Where The Prey Doesnt Want To Struggle Or Show Fear Because They

Sometimes I think about willing fatal where the prey doesn’t want to struggle or show fear because they don’t want to upset or hurt the pred, but like there comes a point during digestion where they’re running completely on instinct and they can’t NOT let on that they’re afraid. And instead of feeling disappointed in the prey, the pred just speaks gently to them like a scared animal, rubbing soothing circles along their softening form and letting them know it’s okay, it’s okay to be scared, they understand it’s scary, but the prey only has to bear with it for a little longer and then the two of them will be one.

You know Bastion’s human avatar literally cannot harm the Manor’s “Guests” so if Ida magically shrunk he could probably swallow her safely.

You know I found an old notebook with some of my older vore content and you can really tell that I’ve gotten a lot better at writing sympathetic Prey and more complicated Preds. Cause my older stuff? Very much run of the mill fatal unwilling. Meek prey cruel pred stuff. That I remember often finding hard to marry to the themes of attraction and romance. Cause I wanted fearplay but I also wanted connection and to imply intimacy and I was grappling with how to juggle both. Also a lot of my older content was F/F because I wasn’t able to really face doing M/F content at the time. There was also a time when I wasn’t comfortable using labels like lover or girlfriend I found it hard to slip them into sentences naturally especially lover because of the implication of sex. So I’d write two characters that are very clearly supposed to be lovers and then say “best friends” because the idea of two people actually physically having sex enough that the term lover could be used for them freaked my younger self out. Sex repulsed was definitely the state of my mind back then so any sexual intimacy I wrote had to be non-consensual because the idea of the prey openly wanting sex was really hard to accept because the prey was an insert for me and I wasn’t ready to connect to a character like that. Now I’m planning out dialogue for a couple post very much consensual coitus and using male preds even though I avoided them like the plague when I started out. I still don’t think I want sex in reality but when you realise how many mental blocks I had around just writing a consensual sexual relationship it feels like I’ve really progressed as a writer but also because a lot of my creative decisions were a direct result of personal fears I don’t think it’s too out there to say I’ve also progressed as a person. Not that past me was lesser or anything but I think I’ve managed to make progress in tackling things she was unsure she’d necessarily ever escape the shadow of. So yeah I think in a sense I actually grew as a person and overcame some barriers just from continually writing vore as a hobby. Wild!

Thinking about how hard Bastion and Ida are to get right. Then wondering if I should actually do some of those little questionnaire’s people make for OCs to practice. Might be a good idea.

Bastion genuinely can’t handle prey that want to be eaten, not in like a “I don’t like this” sort of way more in a “child who has been deprived sweets their whole life gets told they can take one” kind of way. He’s like “Really!? F-for me? You mean it?”

So when Ida finally gives in and says he can have her. This man is basically rizzed within an inch of his life. He might not precisely understand firsthand what it means to be human but he comprehends that becoming food for another entity isn’t something that humans typically enjoy or want to happen. So the fact she’s willing to sacrifice herself for him, feels like one giant declaration of love and affection to him. Which it is, but I’ve seen lots of stories of Preds who don’t necessarily get that or take it for granted. Bastion gets that and is completely blown away by it.

I just found the DNI-archive blog and I find myself binging it.