"Sometimes In My Life I Feel Like A Sorceress That Can't Totally Control All Their Power And It's Killing

"Sometimes in my life I feel like a sorceress that can't totally control all their power and it's killing me"

Ok, I don't know how many will care about this, but I kinda wanted to write some things down about my apprentice so here we go ✨

(sorry for any mistakes in advance, English is not my first language ✊🏻💫)

"Sometimes In My Life I Feel Like A Sorceress That Can't Totally Control All Their Power And It's Killing

Audelia Emersyn

20 years old

she/her, born female

black hair

blue eyes, turn violet when she uses/controls magic, before she is able to fully control her magic abilities her eyes turn black which pretty much shows that she's almost killing herself if Asra wouldn't stop her

she is the daughter of a really powerful sorceress and a quite skilled magician which worked in the palace, putting her into the position of becoming equally strong as them, at least that's what she's telling herself

her parents had to leave Vesuvia one day, leaving her behind in the palace

loves elegant clothing but also wears baggy clothes when she is working or travels with Asra

before her death, she sometimes helped Julian in the palace while he was working on finding a cure to the plague

she knows about the little adventure™ that Julian and Asra had :')

she never told Asra, neither Julian

that was not her business

she pretty much didn't want to know if she was honest with herself

Asra and her got into a romantic relationship shortly after that. Afterwards Asra revived her and she lost her memories they eventually grew closer again but since Audelia and Julian started to see each other more often Asra decided to keep his feelings to himself in order for Audelia to be happy

speaking of Julian, the reason they get to see each other more often is because Audelia sometimes works in the tavern during night time, which he frequently visits

this way she is able to raise a bit a more money to afford things, even though it's quite stressful at times handling working in Asras shop during the day and in the tavern during the night

she gets along with Muriel quite well

Audelia is really close friends with Portia, before and after the young apprentice died, this didn't change, they pretty much got their relationship back to where it was

Portia got to know Audelia from the time where she was quite a known sorceress at the palace

Nadia (and formerly sometimes Lucio, but let's be honest only because Nadia said so) would rely on Audelias powers and knowledge to keep Vesuvia safe whenever there was an attack or a danger approaching, even though she wasn't able to fully control it and put her life at risk with this

she stayed and lived in the palace, after her parents were gone, but from time to time she would stay at Asras house until she moved in with him

after her memories vanished, Nadia never asked Audelia for help again, neither did she even try to contact her, since she was afraid that Audelia would eventually truly kill herself by being unable to control her magic even more than before

Audelia has no clue how she's ever able to learn how to control her magic powers and become a powerful sorceress like her mother was

the reason she didn't want to leave Vesuvia with Asra when the plague broke out was because she still hoped her parents would return one day and Audelia was afraid she wouldn't be there when the time would come

only a few people know about her sword fight abilities (Asra, Julian, Nadia)

one day, when the palace is under attack (fighting for who is ruling Vesuvia, u know) Nadia will ask Audelia to fight, which she will but at first only with her sword and a limited amount of magic

on that day she will get her memories back

she will also be able to wield her powers

but it's a long and hurtful way until then