It's Okay To Be Tired, It's Okay To Be Confused, It's Okay If You Stopped Understanding But It's Not

it's okay to be tired, it's okay to be confused, it's okay if you stopped understanding but it's not okay to lose yourself. yes it's difficult but let's be strong, lets fight instead of giving up.

never ever ever compare your progress with others. just focus on you and you only, no one else. don't listen to anyone's nonsense and just mind your buisness. there are many people who brag about themselves and make others feel insecure and all, but we'll never let ourselves down because of that okay!?

make yourself proud, f**k everyone else.

don't you dare give up now bestie, im rooting for you, im here for you ❤️‍🩹

it's weird.

it's weird and weirder and I don't understand it. I seemed to have to stopped understanding life at all. I've read quite some on having a victim mindset, and I used to think I had it. I would pity myself and feel bad all the time just about 2 years ago. but now I don't think so. I don't feel bad about myself anymore, I just feel tired. and I don't know why. everyone is doing so, so much and I'm just, existing. I could go and tell this to someone, but what would anyone do? what they always do, tell me to stop pitying myself and thinking negatively and just work. just work. my mom is confused, cause for others it's so easy. they don't have to fight this constant battle, trying to overpower their thoughts, convince their mind to just, do something. as much as I hate being difficult, it feels like I can't control it anymore. I can't help being difficult and miserable and it's ruining me as well. I wish life could be easier, I wish I could be easier.