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🗒 ❛ drabble: joshua hong x f!reader༉‧₊˚✧

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꒰ risa's note ꒱ heyy guys wassup *nervous* well life has gotten alot busier after getting in uni sooo i finally got time to write well more like forced myself cuz i don't want my passion of writing to die and I don't want to bury this acc so yeh lil smth for u guys, hope enjoy it :)

warnings: non established relation, teacher x student, doggy style, public sex, creampie, cursing, spanking, dirty talk

your eyes rolled back to the back of your head as joshua kept moving his hips against you, rocking you with him. a choked moan left your mouth as his hand came in contact with your ass cheeks harshly again and again leaving a dark red imprint behind "I told you to keep quiet love" he remarked teasingly at you as he knew he was making it incredibly hard for you to keep your voice down, you bit your lip as he increased his pace ramming inside you fast shaking the table along with your body "fuck baby fuck you feel so good around me huh, gonna milk me fuck" he grabbed your waist tightly digging his nails in your soft flesh to stable himself a bit due to his pace. bending over your back he planted his lips on your neck sucking harshly like a starved man making you squeal "cummin' hua~ mhmmm fuck" you cried out as you tightly gripped the ends of the table as you reached your high, his breathing became ragged as he picked up more pace, your insides closing around him incredibly tight, after a few thrusts he came inside you coating your insides to the brim. feeling tired you laid your body flat on the table catching a breather his own body laying on your back. pulling out of you he zipped up his pants and fixed his dress shirt and specs, taking a glance at your fucked out body and creamy cunt dripping with your guys fluid he pulled your panties up and corrected your skirt "not bad miss y/n, you will be graded as you wished" and he left just like that.

tokyo ☔️

「 ｓｅｖｅｎｔｅｅｎ ｗｅｄｄｉｎｇ ｓｅｒｉｅｓ | ａｓ ｈｕｓｂａｎｄｓ ― ｖｏｃａｌ ｕｎｉｔ 」

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[a/n: this is only for entertainment purposes, do not come for me for writing this]

as a husband/wife ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

asking for your parents’ hand ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

proposal ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

honeymoon + photos ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

wedding dress + photos ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

after the wedding ♡ hip hop unit | performance unit ♡

𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒛𝒊;

calls you when he’s not busy

only allows you in the studio when he’s writing lyrics

surprises you for your anniversary every year

buys you flowers every time he’s late for something

gets jealous when you're talking any guys that’s not one of the boys

𝒋𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒂𝒏;

plays with your hair

bought you guys matching necklaces

tells you “I love you” almost every day

facetimes you from the studio

carries you up to bed when you’re passed out on the couch

𝒋𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒖𝒂;

kisses you before bed every night

cuddles you all night

late night talks when you can’t sleep

you visiting him while he’s at practice

waiting for him on the couch to come home after a show/concert

𝒅𝒌;

kisses you before leaving for work

every anniversary you cook his favorite

pretends like he doesn’t remember the important things

surprises you with gifts when he gets back from tour

when you visit him he’s clinging to your side

𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒘𝒂𝒏;

bought you matching rings his says “drama king” & yours says “drama queen”

you guys go out for date nights almost every friday night

calls you while he’s on tour

calls you before he goes onstage

takes you out for lunch sometimes

「 ｓｅｖｅｎｔｅｅｎ ｖｏｃａｌ ａｕ | ｗｅｒｅｗｏｌｆ ｐａｃｋ 」

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[a/n: this is only for entertainment purposes, do not come for me for writing this]

𝒋𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒂𝒏;

name: yoon jeong han

hometown: hwaseong, seoul, south korea

birthday: october 4, 1995 (1995.10.04)

age: 23

position: beta

fur colour: blonde

eye colour: yellow

𝒋𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒖𝒂;

name: ji soo hong

hometown: los angles, california, usa

birthday: december 30, 1995

age: 22

position: omega

fur colour: brown

eye colour: yellow

𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒛𝒊;

name: lee ji hoon

hometown: busan, south korea

birthday: november 21, 1996

age: 21

position: alpha

fur colour: black

eye colour: red

𝒅𝒌;

name: lee seok min

hometown: suji-gu, yongin-si, gyeonggi-do, south korea

birthday: february 18, 1997

age: 21

position: beta

fur colour: brown

eye colour: yellow

𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒘𝒂𝒏;

name: boo seung kwan

hometown: jeju-do, south korea

birthday: january 16, 1998

age: 20

position: omega

fur colour: brown

eye colour: yellow

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐮.

「...mafia mob」

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ᴄʜᴏɪ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴄʜᴇᴏʟ – ꜱ.ᴄᴏᴜᴘꜱ;

name: choi seung cheol

hometown: daegu, south korea

birthday: august 8, 1995

age: 24

role: leader, spy, assassin

code name: s.coups

code number: 080895

leader: the person who leads or commands a group, organization, or country.

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

criminal history;

gang activity

gang violence

1st & 2nd-degree murder

torture

attempted murder (government officials)

grand theft auto

left crime scene

trespassing

accessory to hacking (government)

accessory to grand theft

ʏᴏᴏɴ ᴊᴇᴏɴɢʜᴀɴ; 

name: yoon jeong han

hometown: hwaseong, seoul, south korea

birthday: october 4, 1995 (1995.10.04)

age: 24

role: spy, lure, seducer, capture, torture

code name: angel, 1004, or cheonsa

code number: 100495

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

lure: tempt to do something or to go somewhere, especially by offering some form of reward.

seducer: a person who entices someone into sexual activity.

capture: take into one’s possession or control by force.

torture: the action or practice of inflicting severe pain on someone as a punishment or to force them to do or say something, or for the pleasure of the person inflicting the pain.

criminal history:

gang activities

gang violence

blackmail

grand theft

arson

assault & battery

attempted murder

attempted grand theft

attempted assault

attempted assault & battery

attempted arson

accessory to murder

accessory to grand theft

left the crime scene

ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪꜱᴏᴏ – ᴊᴏꜱʜᴜᴀ; 

name: ji soo hong

hometown: los angles, california, usa

birthday: december 30, 1995

age: 24

role: spy, distraction, dealer, the eyes & ears

code name: joshua

code number: 123095

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

distraction: a thing that prevents someone from giving full attention to something else.

dealer: a person or business that buys and sells goods.

the eyes & ears: look at or watch closely or with interest & listens closely to what others are saying.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

accessory to murder

accessory to assault

grand theft

left crime scene

ᴡᴇɴ ᴊᴜɴʜᴜɪ – ᴊᴜɴ;

name: wen jun-hui

hometown: shenzhen, guangding, china

birthday: june 10, 1996

age: 23

role: assassin, sniper

code name: jun

code number: 061096

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

sniper: a person who shoots from a hiding place, especially accurately and at long range.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

1st & 2nd-degree murder

attempted murder

aggravated assault

left crime scene

torture

ᴋᴡᴏɴ ꜱᴏᴏɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ – ʜᴏꜱʜɪ;

name: kwon soon young

hometown: namyangju-si, gyeinggi-do, south korea

birthday: june 15, 1996

age: 23

role: assassin, torture

code name: hoshi

code number: 061596

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

torture: the action or practice of inflicting severe pain on someone as a punishment or to force them to do or say something, or for the pleasure of the person inflicting the pain.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

1st & 2nd-degree murder

torture

attempted murder

grand theft auto

left crime scene

trespassing

accessory to hacking (government)

accessory to grand theft

ᴊᴇᴏɴ ᴡᴏɴᴡᴏᴏ; 

name: jeon won woo

hometown: changwon, gyeongsangnam-do, south korea

birthday: july 17, 1996

age: 23

role: spy, assassin

code name: beanie

code number: 071796

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

1st & 2nd-degree murder

attempted murder

attempted assault

torture

left crime scene

trespassing

accessory to murder

accessory to theft

ʟᴇᴇ ᴊɪʜᴏᴏɴ – ᴡᴏᴏᴢɪ; 

name: lee ji hoon

hometown: busan, south korea

birthday: november 21, 1996

age: 23

role: spy, hacker, the eyes

code name: woozi

code number: 112196

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

hacker: a person who uses computers to gain unauthorized access to data.

the eyes: look at or watch closely or with interest.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

trespassing

hacking into government systems

overriding government systems

1st & 2nd-degree murder

accessory to murder

attempted murder

left crime scene

ʟᴇᴇ ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴍɪɴ – ᴅᴋ;

name: lee seok min

hometown: suji-gu, yongin-si, gyeonggi-do, south korea

birthday: february 18, 1997

age: 22

role: spy, distraction

code name: dk, dokyeom

code number: 021897

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

distraction: a thing that prevents someone from giving full attention to something else.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

accessory to murder

accessory to assault

accessory to grand theft

accessory to hacking

accessory to assault

left crime scene

ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴɢʏᴜ; 

name: kim min gyu

hometown: anyang-si, gyeonggi-do, south kora

birthday: april 6, 1997

age: 23

role: spy, lure, seducer, distraction, capture

code name: mingyu

code number: 040697

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

lure: tempt to do something or to go somewhere, especially by offering some form of reward.

seducer: a person who entices someone into sexual activity.

distraction: a thing that prevents someone from giving full attention to something else.

capture: take into one’s possession or control by force.

criminal history:

gang activities

gang violence

blackmail

grand theft

kidnapping

assault

assault & battery

attempted murder

accessory to murder

accessory to grand theft

left the crime scene

xᴜ ᴍɪɴɢʜᴀᴏ – ᴛʜᴇ8; 

name: xu minghao

hometown: anshan, liaoning, china

birthday: november 7, 1997

age: 22

role: assassin, arsonist, sniper

code name: the8

code number: 110797

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

arsonist: the criminal act of deliberately setting fire to property.

sniper: a person who shoots from a hiding place, especially accurately and at long range.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

1st 2nd & 3rd-degree murder

arson

torture

attempted murder (government officials)

grand theft auto

left crime scene

trespassing

accessory to hacking (government)

accessory to grand theft

ʙᴏᴏ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴋᴡᴀɴ; 

name: boo seung kwan

hometown: jeju-do, south korea

birthday: january 16, 1998

age: 22

role: spy, underboss

code name: boo

code number: 011698

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

underboss: a boss’s deputy, especially in a criminal organization.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

accessory to murder

accessory to assault

grand theft

left crime scene

ᴄʜᴏɪ ʜᴀɴꜱᴏʟ – ᴠᴇʀɴᴏɴ; 

name: hansol vernon chwe

hometown: new york, new york, usa

birthday: february 18, 1998

age: 21

role: spy, assassin, seducer

code name: vernon

code number: 021898

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

seducer: a person who entices someone into sexual activity.

criminal history:

gang activity

gang violence

1st & 2nd-degree murder

attempted murder

attempted assault

torture

left crime scene

trespassing

accessory to murder

accessory to theft

ʟᴇᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴ – ᴅɪɴᴏ;

name: lee chan

hometown: iksan-si, jeollakbu-do, south kore

birthday: february 11, 1999

age: 21

role: spy, hacker, assassin, arsonist, distraction

code name: dino

code number: 021199

spy: a person who secretly collects and reports information on the activities, movements, and plans of an enemy or competitor.

hacker: a person who uses computers to gain unauthorized access to data.

assassin: a murderer of an important person in a surprise attack for political or religious reasons.

arsonist: the criminal act of deliberately setting fire to property.

distraction: a thing that prevents someone from giving full attention to something else.

criminal history;

gang activity

gang violence

grand theft

attempted murder

accessory to murder

attempted torture

accessory to torture

hacking (government)

accessory to hacking (government)

attempted arson

accessory to arson

blackmail

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬.

「...how many kids they’ll have」

how many kids they’ll have

as dads/moms

finding out (performance vers.)

telling your guys’ parents

telling the members

cravings

going in labor

holding the baby

baby’s first word

teaching them to walk

a/n: this is only for entertainment purposes, do not come for me for writing this! | all gifs are from pintrest

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‣ summary... how many kids they’ll have & their birthdays

↺ genre... fluff, dad au

♪ listen to... crush by seventeen

♡ ᴄʜᴏɪ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴄʜᴇᴏʟ – ꜱ.ᴄᴏᴜᴘꜱ;

choi dae hyun (최대현) »april 5«

choi chae won & choi chae young (최채원 & 최채영) »december 13« (identical twins) 

choi chan yeol (최찬열) »september 14«

♡ ʏᴏᴏɴ ᴊᴇᴏɴɢʜᴀɴ;

yoon dal rae (윤달래) »may 3«

yoon da som (윤다솜) »may 13«

♡ ᴊᴏꜱʜᴜᴀ ʜᴏɴɢ;

hong jae sung (홍재성) – liam »january 2«

hong ji won & hong ji hye (홍지원 & 홍지혜) – theodore & torrence »february 14« (fraternal twins)

♡ ᴡᴇɴ ᴊᴜɴʜᴜɪ – ᴊᴜɴ;

wen jinhai (文锦海) »november 20«

♡ ᴋᴡᴏɴ ꜱᴏᴏɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ – ʜᴏꜱʜɪ;

kwon baek hyun (권백현) »october 3«

kwon ha ru (권하루) »march 15«

♡ ᴊᴇᴏɴ ᴡᴏɴᴡᴏᴏ;

jeon do yun (전도윤) »june 6«

jeon ho seok (전호석) »august 7«

♡ ʟᴇᴇ ᴊɪʜᴏᴏɴ – ᴡᴏᴏᴢɪ;

lee ji min (이지민) »july 4«

lee ga ram (이가람) »may 2«

lee bo ram (이보람) »february 14«

♡ ʟᴇᴇ ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴍɪɴ –ᴅᴋ;

lee ha eun (이하은) »april 19«

lee hae won (이해원) »november 21«

♡ ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴɢʏᴜ;

kim ye eun & kim jae eun (김예은 & 김재은) »december 24« (fraternal twins)

♡ xᴜ ᴍɪɴɢʜᴀᴏ – ᴛʜᴇ8;

xu meiling (徐美玲) »december 30«

♡ ʙᴏᴏ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴋᴡᴀɴ;

boo dam bi (부담비) »august 8«

boo du ri (부두리) »november 1«

♡ ʜᴀɴꜱᴏʟ ᴠᴇʀɴᴏɴ ᴄʜᴡᴇ – ᴠᴇʀɴᴏɴ;

choi jun myeon (최준면)  – carter »april 1«

choi re na (최레나) – chole »june 10«

choi mi yeon (최미연) – charlotte »may 7«

♡ ʟᴇᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴ – ᴅɪɴᴏ;

lee ha yoon & lee han eul (이하윤 & 이하늘) »july 17« (fraternal twins)

lee eun kyung & lee eun byeol (이은경 & 이은별) »november 13« (identical twins)

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐮.

「...werewolf pack」

a/n: this is only for entertainment purposes, do not come for me for writing this! | all gifs are from pintrest

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‣ summary... as werewolf members

↺ genre... werewolf au

♪ listen to... hot by seventeen

☽ ᴄʜᴏɪ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴄʜᴇᴏʟ – ꜱ.ᴄᴏᴜᴘꜱ;

name: choi seung cheol

hometown: daegu, south korea

birthday: august 8, 1995

position: alpha

fur colour: black

eye colour: red

transformation age: 19

☽ ʏᴏᴏɴ ᴊᴇᴏɴɢʜᴀɴ;

name: yoon jeong han

hometown: hwaseong, south korea

birthday: october 4, 1995

position: beta

fur colour: silver

eye colour: blue

transformation age: 19

☽ ʜᴏɴɢ ᴊɪꜱᴏᴏ – ᴊᴏꜱʜᴜᴀ;

name: hong ji soo

hometown: los angeles, california, usa

birthday: december 30, 1995

position: gamma

fur colour: blonde

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 19

☽ ᴡᴇɴ ᴊᴜɴʜᴜɪ – ᴊᴜɴ;

name: wen junhui

hometown: shenzhen, guangdong, china

birthday: june 10, 1996

position: delta

fur colour: brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ ᴋᴡᴏɴ ꜱᴏᴏɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ – ʜᴏꜱʜɪ;

name: kwon soon young

hometown: namyangju-si, gyeonggi-do, south korea

birthday: june 15, 1996

position: zeta

fur colour: black

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ ᴊᴇᴏɴ ᴡᴏɴᴡᴏᴏ;

name: jeon won woo

hometown: changwon, gyeongsangnam-do, south korea

birthday: july 17, 1996

position: epsilon

fur colour: golden brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ ʟᴇᴇ ᴊɪʜᴏᴏɴ – ᴡᴏᴏᴢɪ;

name: lee ji hoon

hometown: busan, south korea

birthday: november 22, 1996

position: zeta

fur colour: black

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ ʟᴇᴇ ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴍɪɴ – ᴅᴋ;

name: lee seok min

hometown: suji-gu, yongin-si, gyeonggi-do, south korea

birthday: february 18, 1997

position: eta

fur colour: brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴɢʏᴜ;

name: kim min gyu

hometown: anyang-si, gyeonggi-do, south korea

birthday: april 6, 1997

position: ultima

fur colour: brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 18

☽ xᴜ ᴍɪɴɢʜᴀᴏ – ᴛʜᴇ8;

name: xu minghao

hometown: anshan, liaoning, china

birthday: november 7, 1997

position: kinsmir

fur colour: silver

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 17

☽ ʙᴏᴏ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴋᴡᴀɴ;

name: boo seung kwan

hometown: jeju-do island, south korea

birthday: january 16, 1998

position: omega

fur colour: brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 17

☽ ᴄʜᴏɪ ʜᴀɴꜱᴏʟ – ᴠᴇʀɴᴏɴ;

name: choi han sol

hometown: new york city, new york, usa

birthday: february 18, 1998

position: omega

fur colour: brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 17

☽ ʟᴇᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴ – ᴅɪɴᴏ;

name: lee chan

hometown: iksan-si, jeollakbu-do, south korea

birthday: february 11, 1999

position: omega

fur colour: golden brown

eye colour: golden

transformation age: 16

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐯𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

「…another male wolf flirts with you」

→ hip hop unit version

→ performance unit version

—  a/n: this is only for entertainment purposes, do not come for me for writing this! | all gifs are from pinterest

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‣ summary… another wolf flirts with their mate

↺ genre… fluff, werewolf au

♪ listen to… crush by seventeen

☽ 𝗹𝗲𝗲 𝗷𝗶𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗻 – 𝘄𝗼𝗼𝘇𝗶;

When Jihoon saw you talking to another wolf who knew about your relationship, he could tell he was flirting with you and you noticed, so it made you a little uncomfortable tp stay in the conversation, that’s when Jihoon came in to interrupt taking you into the house, so you could cool down.

“That’s my mate, and you already knew that, so why try and piss me off?”

☽ 𝘆𝗼𝗼𝗻 𝗷𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗵𝗮𝗻;

You and Jeonghan were a well known couple amongst a lot of the other packs, so when he saw another wolf a member of his pack flirting with he, he was quite upset, with him for even thinking he had a chance, and you for letting it happen, but he knew you couldn’t do anything because you haven’t even activated your curse yet.

“Leave my mate alone, do you hear me?!”

☽ 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗷𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗼 – 𝗷𝗼𝘀𝗵𝘂𝗮;

Joshua was usually calm and a gentlemen, he was usually never angry or upset, but when he saw you sitting down just hanging out with the pack and then saw someone go up towards you talking and touching you in a certain way that was unacceptable for a ‘friend’ he was not calm about his approach.

“Get away from my mate! Leave them alone and us!”

☽ 𝗹𝗲𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗼𝗸𝗺𝗶𝗻 – 𝗱𝗸;

Seokmin was talking with his alpha when his wolf hearing kicked in hearing you laugh awkwardly, he knew something was not right, he turned his head around to see someone of the same pack trying to make a move on you and he was furious at the sight he was seeing.

“Go find someone who doesn’t already have a mate, because they’re taken.”

☽ 𝗯𝗼𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗸𝘄𝗮𝗻;

You and Seungkwan were having a conversation when some random wolf new to the pack came up and tried to get all of your attention and when you wouldn’t he used his wolf strength to force you to talk to him which was bad idea because you have an anger problem, so you started to transform and after you did you barked at him and the Seungkwan spoke up.

“Don’t ever do that again unless you want this to happen.”

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Random texts with friends!Seventeen and Boyfriend!The8

he’s not my bias but literal brain rot for the past two days

come, come into my world ♡ for @joshuas

so i just took a mini trip to LA and it’s the way i played his cover of double take any chance i got,,, like pls my spotify search is just joshua playlists atm 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

come, come into my world ♡ for @joshuas

🛍 buy one kim mingyu (and get a free seungcheol and joshua)

cutest models <3

pov: seventeen are happy to see you

if i don't get someone like him, then what's the point??

hire svt to babysit today!

I would die for all of them 🥺

vernon literally said equal rights 🏳️‍🌈

la la lost u | h.js

summary: joshua left you behind for new york,to chase his dreams as a performer.he promised you that long distance would work,but both of you gradually lost yourselves in two different places.

genre: heart-wrenching angst,shua being an fboi,yn being kinda stupid

warnings:swearing,mentions of sexual innuendos,a lot of tears shed

A/N : I strongly suggest you listen to la la lost you by NIKI while reading this.It’s one of my favourite songs at the moment,and the song reminded me of cheol at first,but i decided that writing this about shua would make more sense

While I'm on Sunset, are you on the subway?

While I drive, are you gettin' on the L-train?

You’d always be wondering what would he be doing now.You stayed in Los Angeles,where you both grew up in.You’d experience beautiful sunsets while driving through the city,which you used to do with him.He on the other hand,moved to New York,to chase his dreams.

You were devastated at first,but you couldn’t stop him from leaving,you didn’t want to cut his wings,so you let him go.He dreamt of being a performer,making it big in the entertainment industry,but at what cost?

He’d lose a lot of things,the beautiful sunsets he watched with you,the lively atmosphere which would feel nostalgic to him,and now he’d be taking the L-Train in a busy,gloomy city.You hope he hates it there.

And fuckin' on Brooklyns in Brooklyn

Your Chelseas in Chelsea

Hope that eases the pain, so you remember to miss me

Joshua promised that everything would be fine,he promised that you’d both still be in the loving relationship you both were in.He made so much promises,yet he couldn’t even keep his word to one.

When he first left,everything went fine.There were messages every hour from the both of you,video calls every night filled with giggles and ‘i love yous’.You really thought it would be alright for him to be far away.

He managed to join a company and started to record songs.He’d tell you the progress of everything,when he would start to record the music video,the songs he wrote,and so much more.You enjoyed listening to him,knowing he was happy.

The hole in your heart that he mad when he left was starting to heal,until he tore it all down again.As months went on,the messages started to come mostly from you,and all you got were short replies.

You didn’t make anything of it at first,he was probably busy anwyays you thought.Video calls were only on weekends now,with his excuse that ‘he was getting busier recording songs’,what a liar.

If only you hd put the pieces together quicker,maybe you would have saved yourself from getting hurt.He’d been cheating on you for two months.

He cheated on you with this girl called Vanessa,who the hell even gets his pants tangled with a girl called Vanessa? She was pretty,you’ll admit,but she was such a bitch.Of course she was,she had sex with him!

You found out about them when you were calling with him,he had picked up.You were at home,lying on your bed after a day of attending exhausting classes in university.”Hey Vanessa sweetie” he cassually said.You were not surprised at first,Joshua had always called you sweetie throughout your relationship,but when you replayed what he said in your head again,you started getting suspicious.

“Who is Vanessa and why are you calling her sweetie?” you questioned.He didn’t say anything for a few seconds,he strangely just stayed silent.You were freaking out and thoughts began to race in your head.

Joshua cleared his throught before replying “Oh I just got her name mixed up with yours”.Feeling unsatisfied from his answer and starting to feel angry,you decided to speak again

“You didn’t answer my question,Shua.Who is she?” You pursed your lips and clenched your fists into tight balls.An ache started to form in your stomach as tears welled up in your eyes.

“She’s...she’s no one okay? Don’t worry about it.” Joshua said.He felt nervous,his palms were sweating and heart started racing.He didn’t mean to call you Vanessa,it just...slipped from his mouth.He had contemplated on telling you the truth,but he knew you would erupt if you found out.

“If she was no one,why would you call her sweetie?”

Shit,you put him in a tight spot now.He opened his mouth to say something in return but,his words had failed him.He knew he should have never slept with Vanessa from the start,his moral compass wouldn’t allow that.Joshua sighed,not knowing what to say. He’d just have to come clean.

“I’m sorry.I’m so sorry” he squeaked out.The atmosphere was hushed.He was petrified to know what your reply was.

Everything started to click.The reason he couldn’t text that much,the reason calls were only for weekend,and those short short replies.

He had been cheating on you,and you couldn’t put all the pieces together.Your jaw dropped and your eyebrows raised.The tears that were welled up started to fall freely now,you were crestfallen to see how unloyal he was.

“Sorry doesn’t fix everything you idiot.” you said before hanging up.You curled up into a ball and bawled your eyes out for..god who knows how long? The person you devoted your heart to,your other half, he was just another cassanova.

The worst part was that,he didn’t even try to call you back.

All my demons run wild

All my demons have your smile

In the city of angels, in the city of angels

It had been a month after you ended things with him. It was tough at first,you frequently saw him posting on his social media about how he was still living his normal life even after he tore your heart out.There were photos of Vanessa,which made you even more pissed.

You decided to delete everything that contained him in your phone,you blocked his number,even if your heart felt like it was so wrong to do so,but you couldn’t stay hung up over him forever.

You told your friends what happened between you and Joshua,all of them were super supportive on your side and said that he was stupid for playing with your feelings,but you still felt numb.

Deciding to move on and try to date other people even became a problem because of him.They all reminded you of him.Sometimes it was his hair,his eyes,his laughter,and his smile.

God,whenever you noticed that somebody had the same smile as him,your heart sank.He was so stupid to throw you away just like that,yet he’d still stay in your mind.

Hope New York holds you

Hope it holds you like I do

While my demons stay faithful

In the city of angels

As time passed on,you learned to let go.You started to be a normal person again,the person you were meant to be.You started talking to your friends more,going out more,you were getting back on track again.

While recovering,you managed to bring yourself closer to Wonwoo.He was one of your chilldhood friends who you grew up with,and had always stayed.

Wonwoo is one of the kindest people you know.He was the type of person you could tell anything to,and he would listen.In fact,he was one of the few people who you told first about the breakup.

He had just listened and comforted you with kind words when you broke down telling him what happened.He assured you that you were not the one at fault,and from then on you were always by his side.

You started getting closer to Wonwoo from that day,offering to go out to cafes and have lunch or dinner together whenever there was a little window of time in your schedule.Most of your time was gradually starting to go to Wonwoo..and then you started catching feelings.

Wonwoo had also confessed to you first,it was when you were having lunch together at a small cafe where you lived nearby.You were chewing your food when he suddenly blurted out “I’m in love with you.We should date”

You were surprised at first,but you accepted his offer and from then on,were one strong hell of a couple.

You didn’t expect to get into another relationship affter Joshua,but Wonwoo proved that it was okay to love again.He had got you to heal.Soon after,you fell head over heels for him,and Joshua slipped from your mind.

You unblocked Joshua after some time,you had made peace with what happened.He did follow you on social media again,he even saw your posts with Wonwoo,but he didn’t say anything though.It wasn’t like you were expecting him to.

You learned to close the chapter of Joshua in your life.The chapter had ended,and now there was a new one that began with Wonwoo.

Joshua would just stay as a memory,and you were gonna be fine with it.