Wrote A Whole Fic Then My Phone Died And I Lost It

Wrote a whole fic then my phone died and I lost it

Killing myself

Then suddenly I'm not over it.

Suddenly I'm that same helpless little girl screaming and kicking drunk on the bathroom floor.

Suddenly I'm in the middle of Walmart having a panic attack because I saw him

All because I needed an oil change and just happened to decide to go food shopping while I was out.

Something that felt so far away. Like I was finally healing like it was something I could move on from. Then he's there

Men are fuck stupid.

"he still has a future" but mine didn't matter when I couldn't do any of my work because I was fucking traumatized.

If I squint my eyes real hard this didn't take me over 5 months to write

Me and my flute against the world

No power in this part of Texas so expect a fic Abt it

I've been in a bit of a slump the past few days and it's been pretty hard to get out of bed to do anything. In any case my girlfriend came over and we made banana bread together

Here's my recipe:)