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  ✩ , ㅤ۫ ּ ִ⠀ ๋ 𖢆 ִֶָ 메모리. 시간. 망각. 🎧 ✿  ˚  . 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗂𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖾𝗒𝖾𝗌

silence between songs — h. hyeongjun

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synopsis. hyeongjun portrays his feelings through music.

author's note. sorry for the month break </3

wc > 0.422k , genre : fluff/angst , gn!reader

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the room is filled with gentle chords—the occasional piercing screech of fingers readjusting their position feeling your ears. melodies are strummed effortlessly, like they’ve been played countless of times before; flowing smoothly from one note to the next, leaving an almost somber feeling. it's typical for the heaviness of the world to be shown through his guitar—for the worries that have trotted into his mind to find their release through his melancholic tunes.

it's around five in the afternoon, and the sky casts a gray tint to the world, seemingly matching hyeongjun's mood. his bedroom light is off, and his curtains are opened for the light to pass through.

the melody, which had started as a slow-flowing pace, has increasingly sped up, the chords causing your body to become tense.

“wanna talk about it?” you watch from your spot on his bed, the comforter made perfectly underneath your body as your head is laid on his freshly washed pillowcase. he sits at his desk, the lower bout of the guitar facing towards you.

“hm?” the boy turns his head softly, his melody becoming rather syncopated. his eyes meet yours, and you notice his pursed lips; a sign of stress, but also a sign of focus.

“your strums sound sad,” you say, pointing to his guitar. “you only play sad tunes when you’re feeling upset.”

"oh.”

hyeongjun looks down at his guitar, running his fingers softly down the frets. he inhales shakily. “i don’t know how to talk about it.”

sitting up from your position in his bed, you tilt your head to look at him, reaching out to caress his shoulder. you can feel the tension in his body.

“it's okay to not know. talk to me through music.”

hyeongjun's head turns slowly. he gulps, nodding. so, you pull your hand back, watching as hyeongjun gathers his thoughts. Inhaling deeply, he positions his fingers in their starting positions, strumming the first chord.

the same tune from before starts, but this time the build-up is different, and he seems more into it—like he’s sure of the emotions he’s feeling. when he reaches the end, he gulps again, looking up at you with quivering lips. your eyes meet, and you stand to hug him. he places his guitar against his desk, and embraces you tightly, breathing heavily into your chest.

“i'm sorry,” he cries, his tears soaking through your shirt. his grip around you tightens.

“don't be, hyeongjun. please don’t be sorry.” you rub his back as the room is filled with broken sobs.

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🤎 cute jun 🤎

I did an illustration for Trans Day of Remembrance today at work.

Our little community contains so much anger and grief, but it's because we love each other so fiercely. We remember our dead because their memory keeps us stubborn.

I love all of us today, and I hope you do too.

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About Me

Hi, I go by LULU, and I am currently in High School. I write imagines for the groups I like, by taking inspiration from my own experiences and ideas.

This blog is SFW, so I will not post anything other than that.

The groups that I currently listen to/write for are listed below, along with my biases from each group. I'm still trying to get into other groups and learn their personalities to write them accurately, but I do write for and listen to the groups listed.

I know this blog is mainly K-Pop, but I also watch/read Anime/Manga. The ones I'm currently hyperfixated on are Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Demon Slayer, and a little bit of Blue Lock. I've also started watching a bunch of Tokusatsu (Super Sentai, Kamen Rider, etc.) stuff. So, if anyone wants to request anything from those places, I'll try to write it!

Taetown's Ultimate Masterlist

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Biases From Groups:

NCT/WayV - [Taeyong, Doyoung, Jaemin, Chenle, Kun, Hendery, Sion, Riku, Sakuya]

Seventeen - [Jun, Wonwoo, Minghao]

TXT - [OT5/Soobin, Taehyun]

ATEEZ - [OT8/Hongjoong, Yeosang, Jongho]

XIKERS - [Minjae, Sumin, Hunter, Yechan]

Zerobaseone - [OT9/Zhanghao, Matthew, Ricky, Gunwook, Yujin]

Treasure - [OT10/Yoshi, Asahi, Jaehyuk, Haruto, Junghwan]

Cravity - [Serim, Allen, Wonjin, Hyeongjun, Seongmin]

Enhypen - [Jay, Jungwon, Niki]

&Team - [EJ, Harua, Maki]

8Turn - [Jaeyun, Haemin, Yungyu, Sungheon]

BOYNEXTDOOR - [Riwoo, Leehan, Woonhak]

Xdinary Heroes - [OT6/Gaon, O.de, Junhan]

The Boyz - [Jacob, Q, Kevin, Sunwoo]

Stray Kids - [Lee Know, I.N],

P1harmony - [Keeho, Jongseob, Soul]

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(I'm still getting into these groups, but I do have a bias this far)

NewJeans - [Danielle, Hanni, Haerin]

Le Sserafim - [Chaewon, Yunjin, Eunchae]

Ampers&One - [Kamden, Brian, Kyrell]

One Pact - [Jay, Jeongwoo, TAG]

Evnne - [Keita, Hanbin, Yunseo]

82Major - [OT6/Seongil, Yechan, Dogyun]

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Groups I Want To Start Listening To:

Ghost9

POW

The New Six (TNX)

TRENDZ

TIOT

VERIVERY

(Most of the groups here I had heard about before debut, but wasn't able to get into until now)

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Soloists (these are kind of iffy, since i haven't hotten into them much):

Woodz

B.I.

Taemin

BiBi

Bang Yedam

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[I've added some names to the bias lists, as I wrote them when I was sort of new to the groups. Plus, the groups at the very end are the ones that I'm still learning the personalities for.]

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I will write/take requests whenever I can, so you can still send asks. During breaks is when I'm the most free, so weekends and holidays are the best time for me to write.