Not All Men Are Like That!

“Not all men are like that!”

You’re right.

Gomez Addams would fucking never.

Can we please get more scruffy!reader where Jason thinks refers on drugs but it actually her bipolar disorder

This is not that but-

Jason tucked you closer to his side and helped you up the steps. You're still exhausted. And now he knows, very depressed. But you feel like being out and about today- not out out. But. Out enough to see the family. And least he thinks. Until you freeze at the threshold. Rooted in place so suddenly and so completely that when Jason steps past you, the chill where you'd been standing stops him short.

"Pockets," he coaxes, "C'mon it's cold out here."

"I should go home," you murmur, wrapping your arms around yourself. Like it was going to protect you. "I shouldn't-"

"Hey." Jason stepped closer to you and squeezed your shoulders. "No one is mad at you, baby."

"I just. I can't." You struggle to find the words to say that you're humiliated. That you feel like a fraud. That your feet hurt and all you want is to curl up in your bed and sleep. Because you don't feel anything when you're asleep and this is oppressive.

"At least come let me get stuff to rebandage your feet, kay? Tell Bruce what you decided about school for now- I'll tell him. And then we can go? We'll go put you to bed for a while." He doesn't wait for an answer. Instead, he just sweeps you up off your feet to carry you. He figured that way you could give your feet a break and be held at the same time. And when you don't protest, settling in his arms like a rag doll, Jason kisses the top of your head. "It'll be fine, Pockets."

"Good lord," Alfred said blinking, "Is everything alright?" Jason cradled you in his arms and you hid your face in his neck- he couldn't tell if you were asleep or injured you were so still.

"Came to steal some bandages and talk to Bruce," Jason said, following Alfred through to a salon. One that had a comfortable sofa to lay you on. Thankful when the Butler correctly assessed that this wasn't a snit and took your coat before deftly handing Jason a blanket for you.

"Let's just get some supplies," Alfred said unperturbed, trying not to let on how worried he was. He'd not seen you at a point that low since you were 16. He clapped Jason on the shoulder and squeezed, "Will you be alright here for a while?"

You nod silently, not able to look up at him, And Alfred smiled sadly. "Alright, then. Call if you need anything?"

"I'm just tired," you murmur.

Jason slid your shoes off carefully and tucked your feet under the blanket, "Just rest for a little while," he hummed. "I'll be back."

"Okay."

And when you curl up, with no choice but to close your eyes and wait, Jason lets Alfred lead him out of the room.

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Bruce puts the basket down on the side table quietly and looks down at you. You're not Asleep, he knows. Your breathing isn't even enough ad there's tension in your face that shouldn't be there. But. You ALMOST pass muster.

He sits on the end of the sofa, lifting your feet up gently to prop them on his thigh and get a look at them- make sure things are healing properly.

When he starts to unbandage them and you Jerk your foot out of his lap with a hiss, Bruce winces in contrition, "Sorry," he said, "I should have known it was gonna be a little tender still."

"I can do it," you murmur, "It's fine."

"Y/N," he said, gently but firmly reclaiming your foot, "You can't see the bottoms of your feet. Not well anyway."

"Bruce-"

"How are you feeling?" he asked, hoping that if he irritated you, just a little he could see some of the spark flicker. Just a little.

But all he gets is a tiny little shrug as you shrink into yourself. And Bruce feels a stab of pain behind his ribs. He could see it now. All the signs that something just wasn't quite right. Periods of time where you slept a couple hours and bounced out of bed feeling fine. The periods of time where you basically just were sleep walking. And he can see how- horrible you feel. Guilty and ashamed. For something you couldn't change. Something that wasn't your fault.

So for a few minutes, he lets you have silence. Working on unwrapping bandages so he could see the damage firsthand. "When you're ready," he said, keeping his voice steady, "you can go back to school."

"I'm sorry," you murmur, "I just couldn't-"

"There's nothing to be sorry for," Bruce interjected. "I was going to talk to you about taking a little break anyway. You've been working through school at a breakneck pace since Jason died- It's not- Not that there's anything wrong with that, necessarily. But I thought you could help me with a project."

"I understand if you don't want me to do it. Or want me with Jason I tried to break up with him and he just wouldn't let me and I don't know-I know you never really wanted us together." You break off when Bruce looks up at you, wrapping your arms around yourself and looking down. Not sure how to read the look on his face. Hoping he doesn't yell. Because if he yells you'll cry and you feel like you can't stop crying.

The stab of pain behind his ribs intensified and Bruce looked down to look at your feet, carefully applying antibiotics and making a note to tell Jason to keep a careful eye on some of the deeper cuts. "I can't think of anyone better for the job," Bruce said honestly. "Or anyone else Jason should be with." He can feel you tense. Waiting for the "but". There isn't one coming though. "I just didn't like it," he said, "Because when I watch you two walk next to each other you're still kids- literal babies that should NOT be looking at each other like that." When you snort, he smiles just a little. There you are. "And as far as a job goes- I've had this in mind for you for a while." He pauses and fixes the bandages in place carefully, "When you feel better. And when you're ready, just call."

"Bruce-"

"You don't have to suffer," he said gently. "You don't need penance. You don't need to be scolded. You need help." He tucked your feet back under the blanket and looked at you. "This isn't your fault. And I'm sorry it's your responsibility- but. If anyone can figure this out, it's you Pockets."

"You're not mad at me for dropping out?"

"You need time," Bruce said. "You needed to let something go- and I'm proud of you for doing something that hard." He smiled a little. He never thought he'd be proud of a kid for dropping out but- go figure, it was the last one he ever expected to do it. "You can go back when you're ready. You can take the job when you're ready. Right now, just- just focus on getting better. We were all worried about you."

Masterlist (American Horror Story)

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☆ A SECOND CHANCE (JAMES MARCH X READER. ft KAI)

PART 1 // PART 2// PART 3// PART 4 // PART 5 // PART 6 + EPILOGUE  

☆  WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN (BUT NEVER WAS) [JAMES P MARCH X READER] 

☆ NEAR, FAR, WHEREVER YOU ARE (JAMES P. MARCH X READER) 

☆ FANFICTION (JAMES P. MARCH X READER)

☆ JAMES PATRICK MARCH X ACE!READER

☆ THE DEVIL’S SMILE (KAI ANDERSON X READER) -SMUT-

☆ KIT DOESN’T SHARE (KIT WALKER X READER) (SMUT)

☆ INSIDE THE BLACK CLOSET (JAMES P. MARCH X READER) SMUT

☆ DINNER TIME (JAMES P. MARCH X READER) SMUT

☆ THE THINGS YOU DO FOR AN EMMY (AUSTIN SOMMERS X GN!READER) SMUT

☆ JUST AN AUTOGRAPH (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER) SMUT

☆ YOU CAN ALWAYS BE BETTER (AUSTIN SOMMERS, JAMES MARCH)

☆ THE SUN AND THE SHOOTING STAR (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER)

☆ THIS KIND OF LOVE DOES NOT APPEAR IN BOOKS (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER)

☆ ANOTHER DAY (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER)

☆ AT THE OPERA (JAMES MARCH X READER) SMUT

☆ HAMMOCKS, SLIDES AND MCDONALD’S (JAMES MARCH X READER)

☆ THE SOMMERS METHOD (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER) SMUT

☆ THE EVANS ON TUMBLR (HC)

☆ SHARING IS CARING (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER X RORY MONAHAN) SMUT

☆ WHAT A GLORIOUS FEELING (JIMMY DARLING X READER)

☆ A FANTASY (KAI ANDERSON X READER)

☆ EXQUISITE DESSERT (JAMES MARCH X READER) SMUT

☆ A CHANCE TO LIVE (TATE LANGDON X READER)

☆ THAT HALLOWEEN (RORY MONAHAN X READER)

☆ THE EVANS: HUNGER GAMES EDITION

☆ BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH KYLE COULD INCLUDE (KYLE SPENCER X READER)

☆ BECAUSE I’M NOT HER (JIMMY DARLING X READER)

☆  DANCING WITH THE EVANS

☆ THE EVANS: WHEN TIME IS SHORT (SMUT)

☆ THE EVANS: NECK KISSES (Deleted)

☆ UPTOWN GIRL (JIMMY DARLING X READER)

☆ ALWAYS TOGETHER (AUSTIN SOMMERS X READER)

☆ THE HORN OF PLENTY (THE EVANS) HUNGER GAMES AU:

TATE -

☆ THE EVANS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

☆ THE EVANS SUPPORTING YOU

ETERNITY (KAI X READER)

MASTERLIST HALLOWEEN 2021 -

Y was this so funny to me

Starring Tokyo Revengers Men ✰ In November

Cast Line Up Ran, Rindou, Haruchiyo, Mikey, Kakucho, Hajime and Shuji

Rated TV-MA

Minors This Isn’t For You

Summary ✰ How some of the Men Endures NNN (No Nut November) and How they Give it to you when Their resolve breaks! Bodies Sweaty, Knees Weak!

No pronouns up in here but the Reader has a Kitty

Ran Haitani

✰ Ran Enters NNN Overconfident and Ego Swole forgetting he has an aching Desire for you

✰ Making Bets with Kokonoi, Sanzu, Kakucho, and Rindou on who can last the longest during this Nutless Month but All Bets are forgotten the Moment he's with you

✰ Your thighs and Ass make him high just by just watching you sway so he busied himself in his work

✰ But even that is futile when his Dick demands attention and his balls need to be milked

✰ He tries his best to not fuck you, He has a lot on the line here. His ego?? His Money?? His pride??

✰ But Soon He says fuck you to all that as he clears his desk and lay you down on it

✰ “Assume the Position Baby. Your Man finna fuck you stupid” Ran Drawls as he thumbs your clit through your panties

Ran dick is deep in you as his hips snap into yours, his hands gripping your hips while your ass jiggled with each thrust he gave to you

“Shit. I can't believe I suggested that bet. I needed this more than I thought” He groaned while loosening his tie from his neck, His eyes getting hypnotized by your beautiful ass making him land a firm smack to your ass cheek

“Got me acting up” He mumbled while you two scattered His paperwork on the floor, “Fuck me Harder Ran” you moaned as he deepen his strokes making sure to give it to you nice and long

His dick punished your needy pussy with every Push He Gave as you clenched around him, Your legs shaking as Ran's dick brought you eye-watering pleasure

“Fuck. I'm cumming baby” You moaned while Ran continued to give you the dick you deserve, His thrusts not letting up as your pussy massaged his orgasm from him

“So Fucking Good to me. Always ready for me to please this pussy. Fuck. I'm lucky” Ran Moaned while he came deep into you. Ran Body laid on top of yours while he thrusted deep into you one final time before pulling out of you

“Fuck. Rindou going to Win the bet” Ran said dramatically before spanking your ass

Lost: November The Third

Rindou Haitani

✰ Only participate in NNN to one-up Ran

✰ Fuck the money, He overjoyed at the thought of outlasting Ran and Sanzu

✰ But this will be proven a game hard to win for Poor Rindou, Everything about you makes him ready to fuck you

✰ The Way your tongue wet your lips, The way You walk, and the way you say his name got him losing himself

✰ Your tits Alone got him feeling Dizzy from all the blood rushing to his dick at once

✰ Tortures himself by listening to you get off by yourself at night while wishing he was buried deep in you

✰ His poor dick? Always hard and yearning for your pussy warm embrace

✰ Rindou's Judgement is gone and his hopes of beating Sanzu is lost the moment you hug him “ I’m Going to fuck you till your voice is hoarse from screaming my name” Rindou says in your ear while his hands roam your body. Oh fuck.

Rindou had his tongue laid flat against your right nipple as his dick pounded into your soft walls, The Only sound to fill the room is your moans and the dirty sounds your pussy makes as he fucks you senseless

“What About the B-Bet?” You moaned out while Rindou softly bit your nipple, “Fuck It. I need you more than I need that fucking money” Rindou grunts out before putting your left nipple in his mouth

Your pussy creaming on him as he raises your leg up to angle himself better, His eyes rolling back as his tip brushes against that spot in you that make you grip the sheets ‘ Fuck. Found it” Rindou Grunted against your skin as his eyes stared up at you

“Taking This dick so good, Going to cum deep in you” He groaned before licking your calf, his eyes were wild as his fingers toyed with your clit while your voice cracked with every scream of his name

Rindou slapped your hand away as you grabbed his wrist “ Rin, it's too much. I'm going to cum” You barely moan out while his fingers and dick continue their onslaught of pleasure, “ Cum for me. I can take it.” Rindou grunted as he fuck you towards ecstasy

You came hard on his dick, your nails marking his back as his hips slowly rolled pushing his dick deeper in your pulsing walls as he fucked you tenderly through your orgasm

“Hope you're not tired yet, My dick still Hard. Going to fuck you all night long till we’re sore” Rindou groaned to you before bringing his head down to suck on your chest

Lost: November The Tenth

Haruchiyo Sanzu

✰ Haruchiyo Likes to live dangerously, He joins the bet knowing damn well he's addicted to your pussy and moans

✰ He has you jerk him off till he is ready to cum before pulling his dick away from you, “Don't whine Baby, Makes me sad. I'm just prepping myself to fuck you belligerent when November ends” He Grins up at you

✰ But that smile is soon wiped off his face when his thoughts and dreams are plagued by your pussy and the way you grip him

✰ Bonten Meetings feel like Torture to him without fucking you beforehand

✰ His dick is always on hard. He has become More Ruthless and Unpredictable Got the Haitani Brothers afraid of Him more than ever now

✰ His eyes lock on you like a Predator eyeing its prey whenever you’re around, Dick uncomfortably hard in his pants

✰ He's at the point of saying fuck it and getting his fix of you squeezing his dick

You sat On Haruchiyo's dick in the backseat of his car as he fucked into you, the tinted glass was fogged up from you two heavy breathing making you relieved as you two were fucking right outside of the club

“Couldnt wait to get home to fuck you, fuck. You were making my brain melt” Haruchiyo Groaned as his arms held your back to his chest, His hips raising off the seat to drill his dick in your pussy

Haruchiyo was quick to bring a hand to your mouth when your moans were getting too loud “Shit. Don't need anyone hearing what only meant for my ears” Haruchiyo Groaned as you laid your hands on the passenger seat for support while he fucked into you deeper

Your legs getting weak as his dick attacked your g-spot with each needy thrust he gave to you while his free hand went into your shirt to softy pinch your right nipple making you arch against him, his lips kissing the back of your neck while you subconsciously rolled your hips to meet with his thrusts

Your pussy throb around his swollen dick making Haruchiyo cum deep inside of you as your pussy pulled his orgasm from him “Fuck wait until we get home, Going to fuck you like never before” He whispered in your ear before pulling your panties back up, “ Now let's go back in Yeah? Before those nosy ass brothers come a knockin” He said while massaging your shoulders

Lost: November The Fifteenth

Manjiro ‘Mikey’ Sano

✰ Manjiro needs your pussy like he needs Oxygen, He fucks you whenever he has free time or Has Important Decisions to make

✰ Manjiro Finds No Nut November Foolish and a waste of time, He reacts like you took away his food from him if you suggests it

✰ He has no defenses when it comes to you, just know if you dish it out be prepared to take it anyway he gives it back to you.

✰ Grind On His Dick? Prepare to get your throat filled with hard dick. Grab him through his pants? Your pussy going to get bruised up

✰ He Knows He can't go a day without being in you and he not going to make himself go a month without you

✰ “Now Pull Those Panties to the Side and Let your Mikey fuck that pretty pussy” Manjiro says while smiling at you

Your face laid on your hands while your ass was up in the air, Manjiro feet were firmly planted in the mattress as he Lowered himself into your sweet pussy

His moans were like music to your ears as tears of pleasure leaked free from your eyes into the white duvet below you, his moist thumb rubbed your swollen clit with precision as your body shook with each thrust he blessed you with

Manjiro was hellbent on tenderly fucking you as his white hair got stuck to his sweat-kissed forehead. Your moans fell from you broken as your senses were overcome with pleasure, Nothing you said was coherent

“Sounds so pretty getting all fucked dumb” Manjiro moaned down to you as he spanked your ass with his free hand, “So Perfect letting me fuck you like this” He groaned making you grin at his words

Your pussy muscles tense around his dick letting him know you were close to cumming, “Let's cum together, Yeah?” Manjiro said while his thrusts got sloppier

Your Orgasms hit you both at the same time making Manjiro weak in the knees as he gave two lazy thrusts to you, He slowly pulled out of your pussy before laying on top of you while his hands massaged your soft flesh “ Thank you, Babe, That was Beautiful” He moaned in your ear sending goosebumps down your body

Lost: November The First

Kakucho

✰ Kakucho would win NNN if he didn't have you, He takes your Pleasure seriously and does not see the need of denying you anything

✰ Your Pussy needs love to be made to it tenderly everynight and how can he deprive you of that??

✰ Kakucho Ignores the words of the other Guys who are participating in NNN, Yes he is the “Weakest Link” If that means he puts his lover pleasure above silly bets

✰ He can't lie, He finds himself in want of your moans and the way your body moves under Him too

✰ He can't Imagine an entire month of being without your pussy or the way you make him feel

✰ He was Pressured into Joining the bet but that's money he's willing to lose. Let those guys suffer, his dick going to be buried in you while their balls get blue and that makes him feel like a true champion

Kakucho Hands Held yours firmly as he thrusted up into you nice and tender, His dick inside you making your toes curl everytime it blessed your walls with its presence

The Mattress holding you while Kakucho pleasured you into tears, his lips sucking on that spot you neck that makes your eyes roll “Kaku so good to me” you moaned making his eyes lock with yours

“I love you, you know that right?” Kakucho groaned into your ear as you rolled you hips to meet with thrusts, “Mhmm I love you too Kaku” you said while he kissed your tears of pleasure away from your beautiful face

His strong hand gently gripped your knee as he softly pulled your leg up to position you better so his dick could kiss your g-spot, Kakucho Hips moved in a circle before thrusting back into you while your fingers found their way into his hair

Kakucho used his fingers to rub circles on your clit making you whimper with pleasure as he kissed under your chin before looking up at you “ I know you are close Dove, But can you hold on for a minute? I want us to cum together” Kakucho softly said as you nodded your head in response

“Cum with me Dove” Kakucho grunted as he gave a few more powerful thrusts to your warm walls, letting go you both came together while still holding hands.

Kakucho was quick to kiss your knuckles before pulling out of you “ you're so beautiful. Thank you for that. My love” Kakucho said before kissing lips”, “You're beautiful too Kaku” you breathlessly said before wrapping your arms around your man.

Lost: November The First

Hajime Kokonoi

✰ Hajime Wins effortlessly, He knows who he's going against

✰ Ran and Kakucho are the Weakest Links, Rindou can't keep his hands off of tits long enough to think rationally, and Sanzu?? Sanzu?? Don't make Hajime laugh

✰ From the Moment a bet was made and the money was placed in his hands, He knew he was going to win hands down

✰ Doesn't Leave you unsatisfied though, He eats you out every night and fucks you on his talented tongue

✰ Promises of what he going to do with the money he wins from the bet spill from his lips like a poem

✰ A Trip to Bali? New coat you've been eyeing? Jewelry? Bag and shoes for your feet? He gotcha baby if you can take some weeks without his dick

✰ Just Be Prepared for Him when he wins the Bet, He going to fuck you until the only thing you remembers is his name

Hajime Showered Money down on you while he fucked you for the third time tonight, HIs Thrusts were powerful and needy as he fucked you on the floor

“Been dreaming of this day. you're Gripping your Koko so well, Gonna make me crazy” He grunted while his fingers squeezed your nipples every time your pussy clenched on him, “Koko, I missed your pretty dick being inside of me” You moaned prettily to making Hajime's face red

His long hair was wet from sweat as he lifted you to sit on his lap while he began to fan you off with hundred dollar bills “Don't need my darling getting Overheated, do we? Bounce on this dick” He moaned while your hips moved on him

Your pussy was already tender from the orgasms he gave to you earlier, his mouth sucked your nipple as his tongue swirled around your sensitive bud

He couldn’t help but laugh at your moans when he thrusted into you unexpectedly, your arms holding tight onto him as his dick constantly brushed against your g-spot

You came on him while moaning his name brokenly, Your pussy pulling while deeper with each squeeze you gave onto his dick made his eyes flutter close as he came in you

His Arms Holding you close to his chest while He collected himself “ Hope you got your bags packed, come tomorrow evening I’ll be fucking you in Bali” He whispered in your ear as he thrusted up into you one final time

Lasted Till December The First (Winner)

Shuji Hanma (Bonus)

✰ The only reason he Participates in NNN is to tease you and see how long you can go without him pounding into your velvety walls

✰ “Never Met someone who doesn't want to walk” Shuji Laughs at you while you whine for him to fuck you

✰ He's really mean about it, Talking about how he going to fuck you while pushing his tip between your soft folds only to pull his dick away “Sorry Babe its still November isn't it?” He says while laughing at your tears of disappointment

✰ He makes you Needy, Angry, and Frustrated at the same time, got you riding his thigh chasing your pleasure while he giggles about not giving you dick until January

✰ His teasing come to a end when his dick starts aching for you but Shuji please remember that payback can bring you to your knees baby

Shuji Laid on top of you as he fucked you deep into the couch, Your legs over his shoulders as he used his body weight to get you in a position where he can fuck you deeper

Your fingers clawed his back up as his golden eyes peered into your own, His dick fucked your pussy roughly as he needily chased his own high

His lips attacked your neck making you raise up off the couch, your pussy held him in tightly “Fuck. So Tight for me. Gonna make me cum so hard” Shuji groaned while he bruised your thighs with his grip

His hips moving at a pace that let you know he was going to cum soon as you smiled to yourself, Taking the time to toy with your clit to push yourself over the edge

You came around his dick while smirking up at him as his thrusts became sloppier, Not wasting any time you pushed him off of you making him fall back onto the couch “ You're not Cumming in me Hanma, This what you call punishment Shuji” You Giggled while running from him, “You can fuck me if you can catch me” You said while fleeing the scene

“I'm going to fuck all those ideas out of your pretty head when I get ya” Shuji Grunted before pursuing you

Lost:November The Eighth

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Bruce talking to Jason and being a good dad?

"How is she?" Bruce asked, watching Jason slump in a chair, curled like a question mark around a cup of tea.

"Tired," Jason said, "Terrified. Disappointed. Sad- not that she's saying any of it right now."

"Jay, it's not-"

"Her feet are cut to ribbons," Jason said softly. "And she's not hungry at all. I'm not sure if she's depressed or it's the adjustment to her meds but she didn't go to class today."

Bruce swallowed asking if he still wanted to be involved with you. He could hear the worry. He was afraid for you. He felt guilty for not being there. "Whatever she decides to do with school, it'll be okay," he sighed. "She needs time to recover."

Jason nodded slowly, "I thought she was on Drugs- I told her to leave."

"You were upset," Bruce said fairly. "You thought she crossed a line-"

"I should have known better," Jason protested, "I mean fuck. All I would have had to do was believe her but I had to-"

"Jason," Bruce sighed, "You panicked. You made a mistake."

"She could have died." Jason rubbed his hand over his face. "She was lost. She was scared- She came to me for help. Because she didn't understand what was happening and I threw her out."

"Have you talked to-"

"She's not been real chatty," Jason snorted. "All she said when I dropped her off was 'Thank you' and 'She'd call me'; She hasn't called and I've been left on read thus far."

"Jason."

"She wants some space," Jason sighed. "Time to figure out how she feels about it."

"Is that wise?"

"Maybe not," Jason sighed "But. If I make her talk she'll just tell me what she thinks I want to hear to get me to fuck off."

"So what does this mean for the future?" Bruce asked.

"I don't know," Jason admitted. "But I do know that I'm not leaving her."

I’m a new fan of ur and I love ur work. but can we have a big argument with a happy cute or “ maybe lil smutty ) ending with either ( Bruce or Jason) plz 

"Jason," you hiss, ripping your wrist out of his grip, "I'm not doing this with you."

"Too fucking bad," Jason said, grabbing you and pulling you to him. "It's a chemical imbalance. It's a mental illness. It's not a goddamn death sentence!" He shook you gently and gripped your shoulders.

"Isn't it?" you yell, pushing against his chest uselessly. "You saw what it did to my fucking mom-"

"Pockets," he said, swallowing hard. "Baby. Honey. Don't do this. I won't let you do this."

"Jay you deserve someone... not like this. Not like-"

Lips crush against yours. He can't let you finish that sentence. He can't let you do this to yourself in some misguided attempt to protect him. "I died, remember?" he said, brushing hair out of your eyes and wiping tears off your cheeks with his thumbs. "And the first word I said when I woke up was your fucking name."

"Jason-"

"You've never run away from anything your whole life, Pockets. Don't start here. Not with me." When you crumbled and started to cry, the anger giving way to fear, all he can do is hold you. "I'm not going anywhere, punk. We're a package deal, remember?"

"You didn't sign up for this," you whimper. "This fucking shit show I can't-"

Jason squeezed you tighter and swatted you on the ass, "Baby. I signed up for you," he chuckled. "Whatever that looks like." He tilted your chin up and wiped your nose on his sleeve. "You never gave up on me. I'm not leaving you again, Pockets."

"Promise?"

"Promise," he said, kissing your forehead. "It doesn't have to be a shit show, baby. We just have to figure this out."

"I just feel so out of control and I can't think- I can't focus. Jay I was so scared."

"I know," he said softly. "I should have stayed with you. I shouldn't have let you leave that night. I knew you weren't okay- you weren't making sense but I thought-"

"You thought I was high," you murmur.

Jason cringed, nodding slowly. "I'm sorry, Y/N," he breathed. "I shouldn't have-"

"I don't blame you. I felt high- nothing felt real. Not really and I just couldn't stop. I couldn't slow down."

"We'll figure it out," Jason said, "Just... Let's just take this one day at a time, okay?"

"Okay," you answer, exhaling slowly. "Jay, I love you I just-"

"I love you too," he said, smiling a little. "Let's go to bed, huh? It's past Scruffy's bedtime."