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Give Me Tough Love.
âGive me tough love.â



A/N: This is barely proofread. Iâm just deranged and decided to write about masochistic Toji againđ¤đž
Content Warning: âźď¸extreme breathplay, this shit is not for minors, smut, lowkey dry humping?, blood play and knives mentioned. Toji also calls reader Ma in this.

Nowadays Toji lives a quiet life. He does his job, tells Shiu to Fuck off whenever he pisses him off and comes home to you and Megumi, mostly healthy and happy.Â
However, That doesnât mean that Toji is a normal man now.Â
You can see it whenever you and him play wrestle. The increasing rise and fall of his chest whenever you manage to pin him down. His hard erection that digs into your thigh as you sweat and cheer on your victory. Once, he tried to scream âHelp!â to get you in trouble with the neighbors and you covered his mouth. He genuinely doesnât think he could get any harder.Â
So when he practically begs you to pinch his nose while you two makeout?Â
âPlease Ma, come on.â
âI promise yaâ wonât hurt me. Itâll feel amazing.âÂ
You oblige.Â
The lightheadness he feels from the lack of oxygen and the heated messy kisses destroys him. The firm squeeze you put his nostrils in. Your tongue invading his mouth. The full control you have over his body. The spit and wheezes he canât help but produce because he canât breathe in anything but you. Itâs more than enough to make him cum in his pants. When he comes back to reality and see the drools dripping down his chin, feels the heat radiating off his face, finally blessed with the permission to breathe, he smiles. He looks at you and see your dilated pupils and see how much you enjoyed it too.Â
âShit Ma, youâre somethinâ else.âÂ
Maybe heâll try and convince you to use your kitchen knives on him next time.Â
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âClose my eyes, embrace my matterâ



Summary: Nanami has a bad day at work, so you decide to help him. Word count: Almost 1K
Cw: sub! Nanami, choking, reader has him in a chokehold, handjob, cum eating, grinding, cursing, marking, dom! reader
A/N: Iâve been missing him, so i decided to treat him and myself.

Nanami Kento is a man burdened with responsibility.Â
Even now in his late 20s, as he tries desperately to catch a break, the borderline Sisyphean task of leaving work at work suffocates him. Thatâs where you come in. You often nag him when he returns to the house with blue-black eyebags and a clear chip on his shoulders.Â
âItâs nothing Darling. I just had a rough day at work.â Your ass.Â
So you take it upon yourself to care for him in small ways. Making him coffee in the morning. Fixing his tie, or wiping stray hairs or eyelashes out of his face. Ironing and steaming his button-downs to perfection.
Tonight is no different. You wait for Nanami to get out of the shower with some lavender massage oil on your shared nightstand. Heâs always told you he thought lavender making you sleepy was an exaggerated pseudo-fact by large wellness corporations, but what he doesnât know wonât hurt him.Â
You hear the drumming of his footsteps and you assume heâll fall into his usual routine. Heâll put on his boxers, maybe a loose T-shirt if he gets cold. Heâll sit on the edge of the bed while you carefully dry his hair after some gentle convincing. Youâll try and give him a massage, but heâll stop you once you reach his shoulders. Nanami has never been comfortable being pampered. Then heâll lay on the bed with his bagged eyes closed until he eventually falls asleep.Â
However, he smashes those expectations quickly when he swiftly throws on some boxers and practically throws himself on the bed, still drenched.Â
Well. At least now you have your chance.Â
You swiftly straddle his chiseled back. The stray water droplets soak into your garment while you lay yourself on top of him. God, heâs beautiful. You can see the curve of his long lashes and the slight pink that remains on his skin from the heat of the shower.Â
âKento.âÂ
âMhm?â He muffledly asks from his place on the pillow, not even opening his eyes.
âWant a massage, baby?âÂ
He pauses. Usually, he would say no, but tonight is full of surprises.Â
He gives you an exasperated, âYes, please.âÂ
So begins the massage. Your skillful, oil-covered fingers lull him into a pleasant limbo. Then, a third expected thing happens, you grab his neck.Â
In moments like these, he would be able to keep his cool, but the exhaustion and the vulnerability flowing through him and the blood rushing towards his dick makes it difficult for him to hold back. You hear his groggy gasp and see the back of his ears shine a reddish hue.Â
âKentoâŚBaby?âÂ
He has no response other than to just bury his head into the pillow in shame.Â
Still, you know better than to give up.Â
You lean down pressing your chest into his back, slipping one hand near his jaw and the other close to his happy trail.Â
âKentoâŚDid you like that? Itâs ok if you did because I liked it too.â You whisper into his ear.Â
He doesnât respond but the wiggling of his hips tells you everything.Â
âKento, baby, lemme take care of you.â You whisper into his still-burning ear. This night wasnât supposed to go this way, but fuck, if you both didnât love it.Â
You slowly move your oil-covered hand from his jaw and place it near his neck.Â
âJust lift your head for me a bit baby, ok?â
He complies. You slither your arm under his neck until you can feel his adamâs apple bop into your forearm. You squeeze his throat between your arm and he lets out a groan.Â
âGood job baby. Tap my arm three times whenever you feel like it's too much ok?âÂ
He grabs your wrist as confirmation. You kiss below his ear while whispering a âGood boyâ as you slide your other hand finally down into his boxers.Â
You already feel him throbbing in your hands. The oil on your hand gets mixed with the surprising amount of precum heâs let out.Â
âYou must really like this. Huh, baby?â You sigh into his nape. He thrusts into your hand.Â
You thumb his slit and slowly, but surely stroke him. The whole time you whisper to him in between the kisses you leave on his shaking shoulders:Â
âYouâre doing such a great job baby. Thank you for letting me take care of you.âÂ
âYouâre so handsome like this. We should do this more often.â
âYouâre so turned on right now. Donât worry, I am too.â
âFuck, I canât get enough of you like this. Do you want me to choke you harder?âÂ
The combination of the restricted airflow, your hands touching his sensitive dick, and feeling you grinding onto his lower back in an attempt to ease the friction between your legs leaves him gasping. However, what drives him over the edge when you suck a Hickie onto the junction of his neck and shoulders. The feeling and knowing that you wanted him so much in this moment you had to physically claim him? Fucking break him.Â
He curls his hands into the sheets, almost ripping them underneath his nails as he climaxes. The ropes of his seed shoot into your hand as he convulses under you. He pants and groans as you remove your arm from his neck. You notice you left a red mark around his neck. You suck on your cum covered fingers in an attempt to ease yourself. Tonight truly was something special.Â
âIn my life, I love you moreâ



summary: Toji has been thinking about marriage lately. Genre: Fluff, angst, Toji x black!stepmom reader, fem reader
cw: nothing fr, Toji is a little sad but it fixes itself, mentions death, thereâs cursing, gojo đ¤˘
word count: 0.9K
A/N: the parasites keep WINNING.

Fiance!Toji who lowkey acts like youâre already married. He and Megumi live with you, you sleep in the same bed, and he feeds your dog. Not to mention, he never corrects anyone when they refer to you as his wife.
FiancĂŠ!Toji who realizes out of the blue he wants to marry you. Heâs known you for about 5 years and has been exclusive with you for 4. Megumi and him have been living with you for almost 3 years. Besides, He hates how âgirlfriendâ or âstepmomâ feels on his tongue.Â
Fiance!Toji who thinks about how nice your surname sounds. Zenin has never felt comfortable. He cherishes Fushiguro, however, it doesnât stop him from imagining what it would be like to be referred to as âMrs.___ Husbandâ.Â
FiancĂŠ!Toji whoâs been calling you his wife for the last 6 months. He has a habit of calling you wifey, but it was more of a nickname. At first, you thought it was him fucking with you, but he seems a little too serious about it.Â
Fiance!Toji who proposes to you randomly. You and him were watching Paranorman on the couch as Megumi was asleep in your arms when he looks over at you. He about proposing often and since he has no sense of decorum, now seems like a good time. He casually asks âYou wanna get married?â You damn near cry and knock his head off.Â
Fiance!Toji gets rings for the both of you and takes off his old one. You tell him that he doesnât have to get rid of his old wedding ring. You wonât be offended if he wants keep it. Toji doesnât think much of it. Heâs always been the type to leave things behind. Whatâs so different about it now?Â
Fiance!Toji whom you gave a thin gold chain necklace with his old ring attached. You put it on him while telling him, âhe doesnât need to abandon everything. He can still keep her close to him.â He thinks about giving it to Megumi when heâs older.Â
Fiance!Toji whoâs both ecstatic and disappointed you donât want a big wedding. Fantasies die hard. One of his few good childhood memories was of a Zenin clan wedding. The bride and groom dressed up while music played and everyone gathered around. For a second, it felt like they were an actual family. Although, Toji realizes that neither of you has the luxury of finances or close family to participate.Â
Fiance!Toji and you plan to have a small family dinner as your wedding. Youâll go in a white dress while he and Megumi wear three-piece suits. Youâll all eat and then go home as a family. Itâs small but sweet.
Fiance!Toji feels nervous about the wedding dinner. He confides in you that he feels like heâs cursed. He has no cursed energy, his first wife died, and he can barely raise his son even now. You comfort him saying âWeâll get through it. Thatâs what couples are supposed to do.â He doesnât completely believe you, but it puts him at ease nonetheless.Â
Fiance!Toji is pissed when he picks up Megumi from school and learns that the news of your marriage has spread. Megumi barely talks, how the fuck do all his teachers know?
Fiance!Toji finds out that Megumiâs best friend, Yuuji Itadori, snitched. Now he has to deal with not only all of Megumiâs teachers wanting invites to the dinner, but the loud-mouthed kid wanting one as well.Â
Fiance!Toji who tells you this and you burst out laughing. The idea of Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru hounding him for an invite to the wedding is comical. He doesnât get it. In the end, he canât say no to you when you say, âLet's invite em, itâd be nice to have people celebrate us.âÂ
Husband!Toji who when the day comes feels conflicted. He thought he would feel more excited and annoyed. However, he feels comfortable, almost happy. He watches as Megumi and Yuuji sit at the table coloring in the kid's menus. Gojo and Suguru are annoying but Nanami, their plus one, keeps them in check. Yuujiâs uncle, father, and his wife have decent conversation with you. The whole thing feels almost homely.
Husband!Toji who leaves with you when the restaurant closes. Yâall were only supposed to stay for an hour but everyone wanted pictures of the happy couple and the unofficial bridesmaids.
Husband!Toji who stays downstairs as you put Megumi to bed since you said you had a surprise for him. You come back down and give him a bouquet of red and white roses.Â
Husband!Toji doesnât expect anything else, but you take him to the backyard of your shared house. Youâre both still dressed in your wedding clothes. You say your vows as you grab his hand. You look up at the night sky and thank Megumiâs mother. You hope that youâll be half the mother and wife she was. You promise to her that no matter what youâll cherish and keep Toji safe.Â
Husband!Toji who for once in his damn life is silent. He has no words, so he does the next best thing and kisses his bride.Â


