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I'd Like To Share A Different Perspective On Her Meeting With Jungkook For Part 3 Of I Can Fix Them.
I'd like to share a different perspective on her meeting with Jungkook for part 3 of I can fix them.
(Sorry! I know the title changed but I forgot to double check before the ask and now I can't click out!)
I thought the reaction was completely realistic.
She hasn't just felt abandoned for a decade, she's felt guilty. She's explored dozens of different possibilities and having no answers has made her believe she was somehow at fault. Because why would they all continuously leave her life?
She's basically identified herself as the common denominator.
I'd want answers too, but the reality is that in that same chapter, she got lost in thoughts of what if twice, she was already on edge. She was already mourning again, and avoiding all of Yuna's questions. Despite the time, it's a fresh wound and I think anger is the most volatile reaction. He came at the worst time, took her out of a memory and just cornered her.
As someone who's lost a good friend, watched them come back and then leave again, with no good reason, anger and betrayal is the hardest part to let go of.
I think she doesn't owe them forgiveness and she's justified in snapping. She never got to. She never got to scream at them. Only at herself.
I connect to her a lot, I hope we get answers but I also hope she can decide if she wants to give them a taste of their medicine too. It's not always meant to be the FL who's understanding. Sometimes they can just be angry.
yes. this is it. this is what exactly i wanted to capture. she constantly said she felt like she wasn't enough for them to stick around, and keep having those thoughts left unaswered after so many years can turn into a rusty, rotting, almost uncontrollable resentment. you can't just turn your back on what you did like you did to me!
thank u!
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summary. y/n knew that her whole life was outside the Palace, but it was hard to resist when the Crown Prince had been chasing her for as long as she could remember. doomed to an end where everything she loves has to be abandoned, y/n is forced to restart her life far from her mother, her village that saw her grow up and the man she loves. who would've thought that loving would come at such a high price…
pairing. jungkook x f!reader
content. violence. royal themes. be-heading is still spoken of in this kingdom, nothing that will materialize. there is separation in this fic, most of the chapters will be memories. eventual fluff. found family? beware of the violence: mentions of swords, mentions of murderers (none of them actually happens, just words), mentions of wounds and blood, character death (not major i think) and chaos. each chapter will have its respective warnings.
a/n. and so we enter the era of prince jk! i published this one before in a side blog, but to give it a little more priority i think it's better to have it here. i had already forgotten to update it hehe. i'm still writing this, so i won't give a date for updates to start yet. i hope it's soon, but i'll keep you posted! taglist is always open. i hope you guys like this one and hope to read you soon!!
chapter list.
i. the exile.
ii. the king.
iii. the bakery.
iv. the kims.
v. the town.
coming soon!
Icft is so amazing, can't wait for the nxt chap
thank u so much 🥹🥹
that new ot7 photo ruined me and i can't stop thinking that's how icft tae looks like omfg
I hope you don’t stress out about it anymore! I can only imagine the anxiety I would have if I were in your place. You should write when you’re inspired to. I’ve read a few fics where it felt like the author only put out a chapter through peer/reader pressure or mentally imposed pressure so I’m happy you realized that forcing yourself would limit your writing and decided to save yourself some stress and anxiety and focus on something else for now. I think you’re doing the right thing for yourself (which should always be priority) and the story in general (and consequently the readers). In my experience, it can be a bit scary to admit that you're stuck and are going focus on something else so props to you (honestly the anxiety of it would probably cause me to suddenly combust)
hiiii anon! it's exactly like that 😭 and it's so sad for me because I was so excited for this series and I was so happy it was getting good feedback from you guys 😭
but just like that and because I like this story so much I don't want it to feel rushed at all, and I want all of us to have a good ride, me writing it and you guys reading it!
good thing the whole thing is planned out already, so I'm hoping after focusing on something different I can go back to icft with a different mindset and getting it exactly how I want it and where I want it! i hope to see you guys there 🥺, and in the new fic if y'all like it too!
thank u so much anon 🥹🥹🫰🏻💜