Had To Participate In This

Had to participate in this

I found this and it reminded me of that scene in Chapter 1 where Susie threatens Lancer

I keep getting recommended posts from depressed young trans mascs saying they hate being trans and specifically they "wish they'd been born a man"

and I've got no business telling anyone how to feel but I used to feel the same. it was because there was so much I hated about my body that it seemed so overwhelming. there was too much to address individually so I was wishing I was an entirely different person. essentially I'd rather throw away the life I have now and trade it in for a completely different life as a cis man

then I transitioned and slowly those things went away, one by one. I hated my voice, and it changed. I hated my hips, and then they shifted. I hated my boobs, I had surgery. 3 years later and I'm at the point where I still have things I don't like, but it's not so overwhelming that I wish I had been born a completely different person. T can't make you taller and I do wish I was taller, but I wouldn't give up being trans just for some extra inches. because I actually like who I am now. growing up as a girl fundamentally created the person I am, and I like being that person.

if you stay trans long enough, you address the parts of you that need extra care and you practice self love and compassion, one day you can love being trans, and stop wishing that you were cis. you will love yourself 🩷🤍🩵

being most obsessed with rouxls out of all of the utdr characters is so embarrassing do you know how it feels to be horribly pedantic about theories/portrayals of a character whose dialogue includes phrases such as “mine amigose”

ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

redraw of something because they deserved better..