Ive Had To Deal With A Devastating Issue Today; And I Feel Like Us Proshippers Need To Have A Conversation

I’ve had to deal with a devastating issue today; and I feel like us Proshippers need to have a conversation really quickly about something very important.

Drawings of real minors in sexual situations should not be created or posted. Ever.

I’ve made that mistake when I was 12, and it still affects me deeply to the point I call myself a CSEM victim because of my stupid and immature decisions. (Actually, if you knew me when I was Destroyalition, you might’ve seen my vent posts about how bad it affected me when I was younger.)

I understand if you’re a selfshipper and want to show your love to your f/o by drawing you guys in romantic situations, but drawings of real kids in those situations are risky. Sexual drawings of that nature are something we should be warning kids not to draw at all. I don’t want anyone else to feel the same pain and grief and anxiety I felt after learning what I drew was harmful and illegal.

Please, be careful. Don’t let adults draw you in sexual situations. Don’t let yourself make a dumb and immature decision. Please stay safe and be careful.

So Minor Proshippers. Listen up. There’s an alternative that is safe to this called creating OC self inserts. Please use those instead to your hearts content. Make sure they don’t look like you though, and please heal.

I just feel like this needs to be specified to the MAXIMUM. I am dearly sorry to everyone who was as immature as I was, and made the same mistake. Take this as a warning, don’t learn the same way I did. Stay safe.

MENTAL ILLNESS IS AN EXCUSE!!!

Motherfuckers be offended when the mentally ill person acts actually mentally ill. If they could act "correct" they wouldn't be mentally ill you fucking asshole. Mental illness isn't a choice. Mental illness symptoms aren't a choice. Displaying mental illness symptoms, harmful or not, isn't a choice.

Disordered people act disordered, surprise bitch!

If someone without legs asked you to get them a glass of water, would you call them "manipulative" and "lazy" and accuse them of taking advantage of you to get them drinks? Would you tell them to "just walk"? (and I know some people genuinely would do this... I have no words for them)

No the NPD person can't just "not be less arrogant". BPD can't just "be normal". ASPD can't just "be nicer" or "learn to feel empathy". HPD can't just "stop making it about themselves." etc.

You're mixing genuinely mentally ill people up w/ "quirky" people that choose their "symptoms". It's not a choice for us. So stop expecting disordered people to just "be normal" or "keep it to themselves".

Disorders ARE an excuse for disordered behavior.

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

MENTAL ILLNESS IS AN EXCUSE!!!

Motherfuckers be offended when the mentally ill person acts actually mentally ill. If they could act "correct" they wouldn't be mentally ill you fucking asshole. Mental illness isn't a choice. Mental illness symptoms aren't a choice. Displaying mental illness symptoms, harmful or not, isn't a choice.

Disordered people act disordered, surprise bitch!

If someone without legs asked you to get them a glass of water, would you call them "manipulative" and "lazy" and accuse them of taking advantage of you to get them drinks? Would you tell them to "just walk"? (and I know some people genuinely would do this... I have no words for them)

No the NPD person can't just "not be less arrogant". BPD can't just "be normal". ASPD can't just "be nicer" or "learn to feel empathy". HPD can't just "stop making it about themselves." etc.

You're mixing genuinely mentally ill people up w/ "quirky" people that choose their "symptoms". It's not a choice for us. So stop expecting disordered people to just "be normal" or "keep it to themselves".

Disorders ARE an excuse for disordered behavior.

I need violence

I need to hurt something or be hurt

I need to see blood it doesn’t matter if its my own or somebody else’s

I need to feel the pain of something breaking or being hurt bad enough or hurting enough

I need to feel flesh and teeth meet somehow i need to feel the skin being peeled and ripped off even if its just for a few moments at this point

I would rather be the victim but I don’tcare what i have to be when it comes down to it.

Right now i just need something

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?