Sushiwrote - ⩩𝓢𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄 .. 🧸¥.

“yeah, smash on the radio; bet I penned it”

𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 ✷ 𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟏 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘

06/15/24 — I would’ve titled this post ‘ chris takes a shot ‘ but that shot clearly was taking him so I captioned it right. 😭 The man who once said ‘ 1,000 bottles, on these models, n!gga this ain’t yo night ‘ and literally has a song called ‘ liquor ‘ and another song called ‘ 100 bottles ‘ clearly isn’t a drinker anymore. At his elderly age of 35, and that’s okay! I’m a little behind on all the content we been getting since the last thing I posted ( baby he is outsideeee ) but I’ve been having too much fun on twitter. I’m locking back in. My fault! — Original Video Credits [ xx ]

Tems how I love thee

Super glad that everything I am and everything I have comes from God.

❛ See, the problem is… I’ve had these characters in my head for two going on three years, writing for my own enjoyment. My inspiration comes and goes in sporadic bouts, leading to phases of intense investment followed by periods of inactivity. When you write, you inevitably infuse parts of yourself into your work, which brings a sense of vulnerability. All my shit is deeply personal to me. Graphics, writing, whatever it is, it’s me. I have gotten so comfortable in my own ‘ delusion ‘ and my own world building and connections for this specific body of work… creating and doing it for the consumption of others means dealing with people’s selfishness, things not resonating or being received how they should be, and all around— accepting the fact that people might not appreciate the effort and personal connection behind it.

Like yeah people will support a story, they’ll engage, some might be vultures and steal, whatever it is, but to them these are just stories. For me it’s specific memories tied to a lot of these scenes, chapters, paragraphs, whatever you wanna call it. I don’t know if I’m ready to give up the escapism I find in just doing shit for me. I like the exclusivity because I can be raw, imperfect and honest without all the trouble or extra noise.

ALSO WANT TO ADD: Nowadays, it’s even more challenging to write FOR AN AUDIENCE because people’s attention spans are fried and their selfishness means they seldom invest time in reading anybody else’s work anymore. You can’t make people care about your characters like they used to because they are too preoccupied with their own books and tryna write shit for themselves. The writer to reader ratio is fucked a lil bit.