I Spent So Long On This Y'all

I spent so long on this y'all…

So, let me get this straight: NOT ONLY do you run a widely recognized and loved Tumblr account with ~500,000 followers, but you ALSO make some of the best goddamn music I’ve ever heard?

What are you? Some kind of escaped experiment? Genetically engineered to be the coolest fucker on the planet?

What are u trying to do, make my head big?? Make me think I'm some sorta big special guy? I'm just a little earthworm, like you and everyone else, all worms. The moment you recognize that we're all eating the same dirt is the moment you'll recognize your own untapped potential.

I may have started posting late, but I’ve been here.

Observing from a safe distance for over a year.

Reblog this to prove your blog was made before the February 2022 tumblr resurgence

how am i supposed to be a normal person now. how am i expected to just move on from this

between the ‘friends with everyone’ piano ending, kris’ cd bagel sound, the spamton sweepstakes kris dreemurr audio (from noelles blogpost), etc., any theories if those (or other songs) could be part of/ be their motif? I’d love to hear your take on it!

There are a few songs associated with Kris that could hint to their leitmotif.

Kris's CD Bagel Sound

The song Kris played on the piano during their childhood (pianpian)

Possibly the piano part at the end of the "friends with everyone someday" track

Darkness Falls, the gameover music for Chapter 1

Faint Courage, the gameover music for Chapter 2

Your Power, the song that plays when Kris seals a Fountain

First, there's the sound their CD bagel makes.

Since every character gets a song they like from these bagels...

Kris's CD Bagel sound

...this is likely a song Kris likes. It contains a piano note and some sort of synth (?).

This matches up with one of their internet searches:

...which indicates they like piano and video game music.

Then there's...

"pianpian"

...which Kris played during their childhood.

This one is beautiful, but the circumstances are troubling - Kris only plays the piano after "remembering something".

Noelle talks about it like Kris could play the piano from a young age, while they were close friends, but Kris has a recent search for a piano tutorial.

If Kris could play so beautifully for hours as such a young child, they wouldn't need a tutorial...and "pianpian" doesn't sound like video game music.

Kris is also unable to play the piano for Susie in Chapter 2, and gets pissed about it.

Either Kris had a possession issue before we arrived (as hinted by the birdcage) and their previous possessor could play the piano, or...

...they were "remembering" a future timeline where they've learned to play.

Some people say they can hear Gaster's theme in "pianpian".

There's also...

the future version of "Lost Girl" Toby posted

...along with this tweet:

It's a hopeful version of "Lost Girl", with Susie's theme playing in it. At the end, there's some piano playing.

Considering the context of the tweet, I like to think this is from the "good ending" - Noelle and Susie's theme together with Kris playing piano at the end, now able to do so without restriction.

"Darkness Falls"

...is the gameover music for Chapter 1, and might also be associated with Kris.

There's a lonely piano playing over some very 8-bit music that sounds like it could have come from an older video game.

This track plays if you give up and let Kris stay dead on the game over menu.

In Chapter 2, "Darkness Falls" is replaced by ...

"Faint Courage"

Since Kris's character journey may be about courage...

...I like to think the change in the gameover music is because they're getting slightly more courageous, and may someday be able to "persist" from the Game Over screen on their own.

Neither "Darkness Falls" nor "Faint Courage" are associated with other known leitmotifs (I think?) so Kris's may be contained in them somewhere.

"Your Power"

...is interesting because it references a "you" in the title. Whether or not the "You" is us or Kris is unclear.

"Your Power" plays when Kris seals the Fountain.

When saying "you", the narrator is usually talking to Kris...

...and during Fountain-sealing scenes, it even talks about Kris feeling something strange in their soul.

"Your Power" contains the "Don't Forget" leitmotif and the guitar sounds similar to "Hopes and Dreams".

So while there are a number of tracks associated with or potentially associated with Kris, we don't quite know what their motif is. We can only guess right now.

sorry professor I could not do this assignment. there are fictional characters in my head.