In My Case, My Fave Didnt Make It (i Was Rooting For Most Of Them But The One I Rooted For The Most Didnt

in my case, my fave didn’t make it (i was rooting for most of them but the one I rooted for the most didn’t make it and i’m so sad because he showed nothing but the best side of himself throughout this entire show). X1,,, i need to give it some time. but I sincerely hope that victon, myteen and up10tion start making music again.

My thoughts on the finale lineup for Produce X 101

Tbh I'm not satisfied. Only one of my fav passed. I'm happy for the ones who passed but I really didn't expect that, I'm quite disappointed. I will still follow them but I will definitely not stan. I'm really happy that Yohan is center and that Dongpyo is in the group. For Wooseok and Seungwoo I'm more sad that they're going to be away from their groups (UP10TION and VICTON) for 5 years. And for Minkyu, I think he deserved better. He got bashed for being in the top when he didn't ask for it and tried his best to not disappoint anyone and he got out, I really hoped for him to be the X.

And finally my other fav, Yuvin who deserved wayyyyyyyyyy better than this. He is an incredible vocalist, one of the best in this season and he is SO funny. I'm definitely going to stan MYTEEN.

So, Produce X 101. It was a good season. However, the finale lineup is so weird for me. COMPLETELY different from the past episodes. I feel like Mnet wanted more drama than anything. I'm going to follow X1 but not stan. I like all the trainees but it still feels weird. I will maybe stan at some point, I have to wait for their songs to decide.

Good luck X1, I hope you will succeed.

bro WHAT

hold up. you mean to tell me that lee hangyul, nation's d*ddy, is only 19? good lord

dearest byungchan, 

take all the time you need to focus on your health! you worked hard on pdx101 and we are proud of all your achievements. please know that alices will always be here to support you! remember that, no matter what, you come first. your health and your happiness are what’s most important. alices aren’t going anywhere so please get lots of rest!

we love you and take care, byung💕

💛alices💙

i’m gonna start crying again....

Bro.. this fucken hurts bro..

10. "just making sure you've eaten" + yunsol but make it really angsty

here it is! i’m sorry for the delay, I had an exam this week but now that it’s over, I will make up for them this weekend! I hope you like it!

[7:42 p.m.] yunsol has been your rock throughout your relationship. from your highest of highs to your lowest of lows, he’s been there, at your side. recently, yunsol has been going through a lot; you were keeping up with the broadcasts of produce, and that’s when you saw that he was eliminated after the position evaluation. you saw how he and hyeonsu had worked through that choreography, he even told you about how much time they spent, perfecting every twist and turn so that it could complement the team’s image flawlessly. so naturally, when he was going through a rough time, you decided to be with him, just as he would.

you came to his house in the evening, with a bag of chicken and some cans of beer. you knocked on the door once. twice. and third time, you heard the door unlock and yunsol grumbling, “who is it now?” he opens the door and you take in his appearance: hair messy, eyes tired, clothes disheveled. “hey, yunsol.” you smiled and he rolled his eyes, catching you off guard. he replied and opened the door for you. you set the food down on the nearby coffee table. he plops down on the couch, and you go and sit next to him. he’s breathing, you’re breathing. that’s the only form of communication happening in the room. you open your mouth to speak when yunsol stops you. “listen, y/n, if you’re here to tell me that I did a great job on the show, save it. the show’s the last thing I need to hear about.” scoffing lightly, you reply, “but that’s the elephant in the room, isn’t it? I want to talk to you about it because you’re having a hard time with it. I want to help you as much as I can.” you rested your hand on his knee, to which his reaction was fierce. he pushed your hand off and stood up from the couch.

“GOD, y/n why can’t you understand that if I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to talk about it? you’re so freaking annoying! I don’t even know why you’re here, just leave!” suddenly feeling suffocated, you feel the headache begin as you suppress the tears in your eyes, and you shakily grab your bag, and stress the presence of the chicken and beer you brought with you, catching yunsol’s attention. “this,” motioning to the food, “is why I came. just making sure you’ve eaten. but clearly, it was my mistake coming here. call me when you want to talk.” and the last thing you see before you leave yunsol’s apartment is melancholy in yunsol’s eyes, cast downward with his chest heaving and his hands, clutching and relaxing.

it’s all so pretty and I-

Kalank (2019)