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Mr Lee Seokmin Have U Seen Yourself..

Mr Lee Seokmin Have U Seen Yourself..
Mr Lee Seokmin Have U Seen Yourself..
Mr Lee Seokmin Have U Seen Yourself..

mr lee seokmin have u seen yourself..

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5 years ago

coterie: the ninja star (1/2)

gang!x1 x fem!reader

synopsis: you’re an ordinary girl, with an ordinary life. but what happens when you catch the gang that is famous for keeping their deeds under the table, in action?

coterie’s masterlist can be found here

pairing: lee eunsang and y/n

a/n: cursing and mild violence, so proceed with caution.

you hold the ninja star with caution, making sure the sharp edges don’t poke your hand. you surprise yourself with the choice you made; of all the knick-knacks and trinkets in the glass bowl, you picked this? nevertheless, you displayed the sharp object to the boys and your stomach felt like it dropped down to your feet when you saw the boy move up. “it’s me.” it was the same boy from earlier, from the interaction with jinhyuk. the violent threats he made still fresh in your mind, when you were given the decision to choose who you wanted, you most definitely did not want to choose him, but fate was never on your side. seungwoo glanced at the boy then back at you, now frozen in shock. “alright, eunsang, you take her with you, then and tell her what you do.” your eyes are glued to the ground, so you hear the squeak of shoes and footsteps going different directions and flinch as a hand wraps around your wrist, roughly dragging you. only then do you come back to reality, eyes making their way up to see the force belonging to the boy you’re working with. “y/n y/l/n.” he mumbled, and you squeak back, “y-yes?” “you remember my name?” your mind goes back to the names from earlier. dongpyo, was it? no, that was the shorter boy. maybe hangyul? oh no, that was the other guy. his name was- “lee eunsang. you took too long to answer so I’ll just tell you,” eunsang comes to an abrupt stop in the middle of the hallway, and because he stopped with a sudden force, you collided into his back. you see him clench his jaw and he fully turns around to face you. the rage in his eyes is like none other, you think and he growls a bit and reaches for the ninja star in your hand, pulling it out of your grasp. the vigor with which he yanked the small weapon from your hand causes a corner of it to cut your palm a bit, and instinctively, you wince at the sting and pull your hand up to your chest, guarding it with the other hand. “you’re fragile,” he scoffs, rolling his eyes. “that tells me you may not even be suited for this job. not to worry, your first task is simple; remember my name. that shouldn’t be too hard, but judging by the fact that I just told you my name out there, a little over ten minutes ago and you still forgot it tells me this is gonna be a lengthy task for you.” he turns around on his heel, and heads back to the same direction. and although you are frightened to death, you call out, “what’s your job here?” he turns his head and says, “meet me here tomorrow at 5 am, sharp. then I’ll tell you. for now, do whatever the fuck you want. my head is pounding like a bitch,” and he leaves you standing in the hallway. you manage to find your way back to your room. 

how rude, you think, as you slump back onto your bed. so far, eunsang has left nothing but bad impressions on you. hell, the first time you saw the guy, he was beating the shit out of jinhyuk. you remember his merciless gaze and the way anger seemed to constantly burn in his eyes, and that causes a shiver to run down your back. you lift your hand to examine it; that moment had gone by so quick, with the way eunsang spoke to you and the way he snatched the weapon out of your hand, you didn’t even stop to check how badly you had been cut. thankfully, the ninja star didn’t penetrate too deep into your skin, and you ran your fingers over the small running down your palm when you heard a knock on your door. alarmed, you slowly rose and went to answer it, only to find soonja standing there, with a first aid kit in her hand. your shock must’ve been apparent on your face, because soonja then smiled, “mr. lee asked me to bring these to you, as you were injured. do you need any assistance with cleaning the wound?” you accepted the kit she was holding out for you and politely shook your head, giving her a thank you before she gave you a short bow and walked away. you sit comfortably on your bed, before opening the first aid kit and treating the cut. while applying the ointment, you begin to think, wow, the asshole does have a heart. he sent a first aid kit to apologize because he literally almost stabbed my hand, and you scoff before grabbing a bandaid and sealing the wound. you put up the first aid kit, then head to bed, because it’s been a long day for you. there’s one problem, though; you can’t fall asleep. you knock out for intervals before waking up again and again. maybe it’s where you are or even everything you’ve dealt with within the past 24 hours, which is causing the disturbances in your slumber. it feels like you’ve just tucked yourself into bed, but when you turn over to check the time on your phone, you read that it’s almost a quarter to four in the morning. you lied in bed at around 12:30. sighing because it’s useless to fall asleep when you would be waking up in an hour, you push yourself out of the covers and wash your face. you throw on a hoodie over your pajamas and decide that since you weren’t planning on going back to sleep anytime soon, you may as well explore this house a little more.

and so you went, walking down the seemingly endless hallways. while some of the doors are closed (you assume the other guys are probably in those rooms and sleeping at this time, like normal people) you still find tons of other rooms, with doors open enough for you to sneak in and out of. so far you’ve seen a theater room, a room with a bunch of files, and just some spaces used for storage. as you walked down another hallway, you couldn’t help but notice the increasingly louder noises of something getting hit repeatedly. you had towards the direction of the noise. the sound gets clearer and you pick up smaller grunts. finally, you reach the door and you see it’s a workout room. and dead center stood a panting eunsang, a sandbag swinging lightly back and forth. you notice that his knuckles were starting to bleed, so you cleared your throat, signaling your presence, to which eunsang peers at you with heavy breaths. his eyes then flash over to the clock hanging on the wall. “you’re here early. why’s that?” “couldn’t sleep. so I decided to go on a little adventure this morning,” and as you lifted your hand to fix your hair, eunsang’s eyes darted to the bandaid you used on the cut from earlier. clearing his throat and darting his eyes to a different direction, he started, “sorry about your hand.” you shook your head, “it’s fine, it wasn’t even that deep of a cut.” the room when silent for a bit and all that was heard were eunsang’s breaths, slowly coming back to their normal rhythm. “you asked me last night what I do in the gang, and I told you I would give you the answer now. so, here it is. you saw me that night, beating up your boyfriend-” “he’s not,” you cut him off and eunsang’s gaze shoots up at you, and you urge him to continue, “well, uh, jinhyuk, then. that’s what I do; I’m the ‘bad cop’, I am the one in charge of showing people their place, to remind them who’s the one with the power. I do most of the fighting our gang typically gets involved in. so there, now you know. I’m going to also make you stay paired with me since this was your choice and I cannot tell you to pick someone else. otherwise, seungwoo hyung’s gonna have my ass, and I can’t have that happen to me. so,” he crosses his arms and examines your facial expressions, unable to decipher what’s really going through your mind. “I’ll make it simple. tell me when you’re ready, and I will start training you. you will act as my helper. ‘help me fight the bad guys’ if you will.” the thought of you kicking ass wasn’t something you’d ever imagined would leave you feeling great but you’re not sure why you want to know if you have it in you to thrash someone to a pulp. especially if they are in the wrong. you obviously won’t go around beating up innocent people, but if you have the power to change a society like this, why wouldn’t you take it? sure it’s not conventional, but it’s all the more an experience you will never get anywhere else. after much thought, eunsang gets no response, and exhales, “alright, well, clearly you’re not ready for it, so don’t stress too much. you’re free to do what you want until you are ready to do this with me. I’m not going to force you to do anything.” he picks up a towel and is heading towards the exit when you call his name, your voice bouncing off the walls of the room. he stops and pivots to look at you, and you turn around and ask him, “when do we start?”


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5 years ago

my avatar!

hiii lovelies! I was tagged by @chajvnhos​ to make an avatar! here’s the link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/94097

also, here’s my avatar (they didn’t have a nose piercing option so I had to edit it on, lmao, but it may not be accurate enough)

My Avatar!

this is the closest I was able to get it to look like me, but other than that, this was fun to do!

 I tag @asdfghjilysm​, @eunsanguine​, and @lublycho​ (y’all don’t have to if you don’t wanna) but also anyone who sees this is more than welcome to do this!


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5 years ago

once again, i’m afraid i’m gonna have to put a pause on this next chapter :((( I have a crap ton of tests in the next two weeks so i’m going to be BUSY BUSY. that being said, the second part of coterie the ninja star will be delayed till further notice. we’re almost done with the semester everyone! fighting!


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5 years ago

Faceless | ten

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The girl stands silent amongst her classmates, thinking about what Junho has told her. An uneasy feeling simmers down her stomach which she does not understand. She has not lied, though, when she told Junho that her song is not for sale. So, why does she feel so weird about it?

Across the makeshift space which has served as the backstage, she notices two of her upperclassmen, Seungwoo and Seungyoun, discussing something heatedly. She makes her way to them and positions herself between the two, oblivious to the several pairs of eyes following her as she goes.

“Hey, boys,” the girl interrupts, dragging the ‘s’ when she says ‘boys’.

The two older guys suddenly freeze at the intrusion. Seungwoo steps back hastily and scratches the back of his head. He offers her a tight smile which she returns cautiously. On the other side, Seungyoun places his arms across his chest and turns away from them. He has already taken a few steps away when the girl starts to speak to Seungwoo.

“Hey, what’s wrong with your friend?” she whispers to Seungwoo, but it sounds directed to Seungyoun more.

Seungyoun stills for a moment, probably deciding whether to go back or not. The girl, suddenly curious about what has been discussed a while ago, sees the hesitation in his stance. She waits for him to turn back around, but in that moment of hesitation, all three of them fail to notice Junho who has entered the backstage and is now walking towards the girl.

He snakes his hand on her arm and gently pulls her to face him. “You need to come with me.”

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Summary: Junho is hiding something and only you can uncover it.

Also known as Junho’s everyday life as a robot…or is he really?

A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOOSEOK❣️

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5 years ago

list ten songs you’re obsessed with and tag ten other people!

hi everyone! I was tagged by @junholy , thanks for the tag, love!

here are my ten current faves (lately I’ve been listening to a lot of older bollywood music and pakistani pop music so there’s a lot more of that):

i think i- super junior

man kunto maula- javed bashir, ali azmat

meaningless- woodz

i’m here for you- x1

rockstar- ali zafar

baharon phool barsao- suraj

ballay ballay- aima baig, abrar ul haq

mubarak mubarak- haan maine bhi pyar kiya

chalte chalte yun hi koi- pakeezah

peach- reddy ft. suran

I tag @hwayoungscorpioshin and @chajvnhos (not ten people lol, but you guys don’t have to do it if you don’t wanna, and anyone who sees this is more than welcome to do so)


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