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So many pissed off teens in your anons lol what babies

People process trauma in different ways. A r@pe fanfic could be one. Anyways, hope you’re doing better and keep working towards recovery ❤️

yes!! thank you so much <33

haiii pookie just wanted to say that i love your writing sm <333

thank you so muchhh!!

ugh right😩🙏 i need him to breed me

He’s so so fine holy shit I need to suck his fat ass cock. N ohh for him to look at me like that (come eat this pussy daddy)

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why r people just crying about the “rape” fic.. it was months ago pls. 😔😔

yeahh but i can understand why it makes people upset so i deleted it lol

okay on a serious note, i never meant to offend anyone, i never intended to make anyone upset. i wont wver write any of those kind of fanfics again. i love tom and i respect him as a person and i understand he has never done anything like that, im truly sorry for hurting anyones feelings.

but like i said rape is definitely something i do not support. i have been through it, but the way i did it to “cope” wasnt right and i understand that, i wont do it again and i promise you’ll never see any fics about rape in the future. it was wrong of me and it was dumb.

I'm not the same anon but yeah, you're not really "normalizing" rape, but you're treating this kink as if it were something normal when it's not. Rape is not a kink. Try going to therapy, writing about Tom Kaulitz raping you isn't gonna solve what you felt and what you are feeling everytime you remember what happened when you were 12.

and im not normalizing it either i know what i did was wrong and i have said that many times, i deleted the fanfic, im not gonna write about it anymore and i never will

Ur good hunny, just don’t do it again! We love ur writing 🩷

thank you!

no cuz that “wtv lol if it triggered you then dont read it” really pisses me off, why are you ridiculing the anon for it as if it wasn’t a horrible concept? The fic was literally triggering, who cares if they had read it or not? Why create a fic about a serious issue in the world? I know it’s your way of coping but don’t get mad when it triggers someone especially if they’ve been through the pain. The fic was very triggering and I don’t blame the other anons for being mad.

i never ridiculed them or tried to

I didn't find it triggering but I found it disgusting and you say scroll if you don't like it but either way you're writing it about somebody like an actual real person maybe if they were fictional that might make things a little better but this was an actual person who probably has never done that before and I'm sorry but you need better therapy because that isn't normal to think whatsoever like at all and you very much can change the type of things you like cuz the things you're liking is not normal at all no matter if you don't condone people acting on it it's still disgusting to even think about it happening

no yeah i understand!!

can i be honest you put trigger warnings at the beginning of the fic if ppl didn’t like it they could jus skip, idk 😭 sorry if you don’t agree anyway love you it’s okayy <333

yeah i did but honestly i can understand why they were upset!!

but yall im not writing it anymore i know it triggered people and thats 100% my fault, i understand it was wrong and i knew it was wrong from the moment i even wrote it if im being honest but i did it anyway but i wont write it again i promise

“Everyone’s getting pressed about it” GIRL BYE ITS R4PE 😭

yeah i get that, like i would be “pressed” too but ive said many times before that i dont support it

Ik I shouldn’t read it if it triggers me, but who writes stuff like that about a living and breathing human being? What if someone made a fanfic about your family member 🍇-ping someone? It wouldn’t feel good at all, I’m not saying smut is bad cause I love it, but rape is a different story. The fact that your mad about people calling you out and saying “Just scroll if you don’t like it” is absolutely diabolical, keep it to yourself. Writing about rape is never okay.

i get it 😭🙏 im not normalizing it, im not trying to make people uncomfortable i never wanted to

guys im gonna delete the fic that everyones getting pressed abt 😭🙏 sorry for those who liked it

I’m sorry but you need therapy, that fan fiction triggered me so damn badly. I’m not hating it’s just that stuff like that shouldn’t be written at all, and you absolutely shouldn’t say “if you don’t like this then scroll” because things like that shouldn’t be normalized at all. I was also abused and I know we all have different ways of coping but these r-word fics about Tom are cruel, he would never do that and I know it’s fiction but it’s fucked up, smut is 100% okay but I think this should be kept to yourself or just go to another tag.

(My English isn’t too well)

im not normalizing it but wtv lol if it triggered you then dont read it

I hope you can overcome the abuse and ease the pain you feel, but writing fanfics about Tom abusing the reader won't help with that. Having a rapekink is not normal AT ALL, even though you were abused. And I can say that because I was abused too. I used to have these types of thoughts and it's not normal. Go to therapy, don't write about it, it's disgusting and triggers others who just want to read normal fanfics. Or at least write it down and keep it just for you. I know I should have just scrolled down, but I ended up reading it and it made me feel a little bad. I hope you are okay & take care of yourself.

kinks are normal, but there are some that you should NOT act on, and i completely understand where youre coming from

that fic just triggered the shit out of me AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I WANTED TO READ THAT. It's not your fault yk cause I saw the warning and still wanted to read it but I'm just SHOCKEEEDDDDD like is a cool fic but so triggering at the same time????? Can't imagine Tom doing something like this tho.

no yeah i understand!! and SOMETIMES i dont make fics where i think tom would do that because tom is such a sweet person

oh my God, I'm so sorry 😭 s.a. at 12?? I'm so sorry, I hope you're doing well

thank you!! im doing alright now but im going to therapy for it

yall lemme address the whole “oh my god you write rape?” 😭🙏

first off, i am a victim of sa and rape since i was 12, its a way to cope. i do not mean to offend anybody at all.

second, i have a rape kink, it does not mean that i get off to people being raped, its just a fantasy i have and i could NEVER support rape

i dont want to get all sciency or wtv but you cant control your kinks, you cant control your fantasies. kinks and fantasies are a chemical reaction in your head whether you want it to or not.

so like for example, rape, pedo (insert other “weird” kinks), are not bad, AS LONG AS you do not act on them. you choose what you do with that, and if you choose to rape or prey on little kids, then youre a really fucked up person

but please just scroll if you dont like my stories!!

thank you

You write rape..? 😨

very rarely its actually rape bc i know it can trigger people so i keep it to a minimum

Nooo “forced sex” is crazy 😭 absolutely not girl

oh well😭😭😭

I’m sorry but that rape fic was not it

okay? like i said if you dont like it you can scroll away

But he doesn't understand me, i will burn my soul into ashes for his heart, squeeze mine till it breaks. Stop breathing air even though he's my oxygen and write his name on the skin of my chest, forever to be in my heart.

bro I was in the middle of writing n it deleted 😭😭😭#gonnakms #nomoretomsmutsforyou

#imgonnakms #itsokay #iloveyou