But He Doesn't Understand Me, I Will Burn My Soul Into Ashes For His Heart, Squeeze Mine Till It Breaks.

But he doesn't understand me, i will burn my soul into ashes for his heart, squeeze mine till it breaks. Stop breathing air even though he's my oxygen and write his name on the skin of my chest, forever to be in my heart.

I'm not the same anon but yeah, you're not really "normalizing" rape, but you're treating this kink as if it were something normal when it's not. Rape is not a kink. Try going to therapy, writing about Tom Kaulitz raping you isn't gonna solve what you felt and what you are feeling everytime you remember what happened when you were 12.

and im not normalizing it either i know what i did was wrong and i have said that many times, i deleted the fanfic, im not gonna write about it anymore and i never will

I hope you can overcome the abuse and ease the pain you feel, but writing fanfics about Tom abusing the reader won't help with that. Having a rapekink is not normal AT ALL, even though you were abused. And I can say that because I was abused too. I used to have these types of thoughts and it's not normal. Go to therapy, don't write about it, it's disgusting and triggers others who just want to read normal fanfics. Or at least write it down and keep it just for you. I know I should have just scrolled down, but I ended up reading it and it made me feel a little bad. I hope you are okay & take care of yourself.

kinks are normal, but there are some that you should NOT act on, and i completely understand where youre coming from

ugh right😩🙏 i need him to breed me

He’s so so fine holy shit I need to suck his fat ass cock. N ohh for him to look at me like that (come eat this pussy daddy)

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You write rape..? 😨

very rarely its actually rape bc i know it can trigger people so i keep it to a minimum

haiii pookie just wanted to say that i love your writing sm <333

thank you so muchhh!!