I Just Wrote A Song Titled Self Hate. My Cousin Played Me This Song In Return Two Days Later. COINCIDENCE?

I just wrote a song titled Self Hate. My cousin played me this song in return two days later. COINCIDENCE? I don't know. I'm going through it. I needed to hear this I'm in a dark place and it gives me a slight feeling that shit gonna be ok. Shit that I think about all the time as to why I live healthy physically. But my mind suffers. HOW YO!?!?!?😑😑😑I know why but, this track helping me right now. CRAZY I write a song called self hate. Mach put out a joint called self love. Definite sign that I need to try SOMETHING different in my life..Maybe a little MORE SELF LUH. THANKS FOR THIS ONE MACH

"So much more is the pain of having something die within you while you're still alive"

~Thaunknowndreadhead~

Yo I've been hearing that phrase a lot within the past couple of months, "hurt people hurt people." ... But the big ass question I'm asking is who did I ever hurt? I may have disappointed some people. I may have disappointed alot of people. But who did I beat down and who did I ever make feel terrible. That's the question I'm asking what did I do and why do I deserve to be in the position I'm in now. Hurt, and I been drowning in this hurt for years, one thing I can say is I'm a great swimmer. I swear it's an answer that I'll only get from the ruler of this universe it seems.

Mental health is not a competition. My mental illness does not lessen the seriousness of yours and vice versa. We all have our troubles, our demons and our worries. We should support each other as opposed to trying to prove to someone that you have it worse than them.

Haven't played in a while.