The-aviary-system - The Aviary System

the phrase "moon's haunted" rewired my brain the moment it entered my vocabulary never in my life have i encountered a phrase more infectious or fun to use

being a transmasc otherkin is so funny sometimes. I was made to roam the deep wild woods with dirt under my claws and blood of elk on my fangs and moonlight on my back. I’m supposed to fly and soar on updrafts as the hot wind blows me and my fellow eagles and hawks and vultures up, up, up into the sky far above the tree line with the blazing sun on my feathers. I was made to call and whoop and click in the buzzing prehistoric forests at night, stamping my talons and killing claw into the red earth among ferns and towering ancient trees, flapping my wings and calling out to other deinonychus like me. I was made to lurk among abandoned graveyards and wander the old churches out in the overgrown woods, an omen, a beast maybe, for all who come across me, spreading my bat wings to the sky as I wander the gentle eerie night. I was meant to be tall, an imposing and powerful and utterly divine and inhuman being to any humans to see me, my many wings and eyes and gleaming halo a sight for all, to perch and guide and look over my human friends as a guardian of sorts. I was meant to roll around the undergrowth and prance through tall grasses and growl and play and hunt. I’m a majestic, wild, multifaceted being of light and feathers and fur and teeth and talons and I’m meant to explore and experience through so much more than just my human body and human eyes. But all I got is this stupid ass vagina 😔

Some things are best left forgotten.

when i was 17 and in the eating disorder trenches i saw people online talking abt how the fat liberation movement & unlearning fatphobia helped them recover and i did NOT like hearing that i was SO mad about it i was like well having an eating disorder doesnt mean im fatphobic!!! This is ableist etc etc. And then i learned abt the fat liberation movement and started unlearning fatphobia and guess what . it does help