I Wish All Of Those Currently On Their Period A Lovely Week

I wish all of those currently on their period a lovely week <3 anyways here take my blorbo being in pain

im only physically safe because theres people in the room with me

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I’m scared nobody will be able to help me I’m scared I’m sorry that I’m saying I’m scared because it isn’t any of you guys jobs or even something you should worry about but I don’t know if I’m going to be okay and I just need to express my fear because I’m not okay I will not be okay I will not be okay I will not be okay please

PLEASE FUCKING ADMIT THAT YOU HATE ME PLEASE PLEASE FUCKING ADMIT YOU DESPISE ME YOU FUCKING HATE ME

I think im dying help help my brain hurts i want to be home but not home i want to be home but alone so i can hide under my bed and fucking scream and wrap myself in my weighted blanket under the bed and and cry and then die of a sudden heart attack

I hate how I’m like a bomb. When I get scared I cause harm to everyone around me, damage I can’t fix. I can’t handle people comforting me because people trying to diffuse a bomb puts them at risk. They’re right next to the bomb and will die first when it goes off. I don’t want to be a bomb. I want to have people close to me and I can’t.