Listening To Montero While Drunk At 1:06am And The Part Where He Says, "I Only Fuck The Ones I Envy"

Listening to Montero while drunk at 1:06am and the part where he says, "I only fuck the ones I envy" is so relatable like, all the people I fucked around with were people I either envied or hated for doing/being what I couldn't do/be. Be it being friendly, tall, good looking, book smart (was seeing dust in uni and I failed all my classes). Like, I want to stain them with my muck, make them feel how I feel and hate themselves cos they could never fix me nor change me and I derived joy in making them feel inferior to me cos I got involved with them to prove a point to myself. What point? I didn't know, guess I just wanted to drag them down to my level.

Few of my fave creator gap moe

Reverse is appealing as well

sterek fic recommendations

Sterek fic recs! These fics vary in length, so the word-count is above the description!

This list is updated when I feel like it, so check back at the bottom if you’d like!

(last update 11/13/22) (this list has become basically fifty percent of isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)’s works ngl)

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✨ 1

Actions Speak Louder than Words by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)

total word-count: 434,625

“I apologize.” The cop finally looked back up at his face, seeming thrilled. “It’s just—it’s been so long. And we finally have you.”

That was a bad word. Not found.

Have.

Stiles wrenched his hand free and took a step back, but before he could even think up a gameplan, he felt a prick in his neck and jerked away, reaching up to slap one hand against it and twisting in the same moment.

One of the others had come up behind him while he hadn’t been paying attention, and his vision began to swim even as his eyes caught sight of the half-empty syringe the guy was holding.

✨ 2

What Fresh Twilight Bullshit Is This? by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)

total word-count: 196,137

“I am not Bella!” he insisted, shaking his fist angrily at Jackson, as if he’d been the one to suggest he was. “I am not Bella! I am, like, a Jacob, at least!”

Lydia made a noise of debate from his right and he whipped around to look at her.

“What?! What was that sound?!”

“You’re more of a Mike,” she insisted, shrugging neatly and flipping some curls over her shoulder.

“Wha—” Stiles had never been so offended in his life! “I am not! No way! I am a solid Jacob!”

“Mike,” she argued.

“Who’s Mike?” Scott asked.

“Shut up, Scott!” Stiles insisted, pointing a finger at him but still glaring at Lydia.

✨ 3

All Roads Lead to Home by Asterekmess (Livinginfictions) 

total word-count: 42,711

Stiles Stilinski moved to Beacon Hills in the fifth grade, ten years old and still raw from his mother’s death.

✨ 4

Kintsugi by artemis69

total word-count: 7,866

Derek is too big, and strong, and a werewolf. He knows perfectly well what men are and aren’t allowed to be.

Stiles would beg to differ.

In which there are pretty boys, flowers, panties, glitter, and Stiles gives a heartfelt fuck you to the concept of toxic masculinity.

✨ 5

Where You Still Remember Dreaming by yodasyoyo 

total word-count: 95,612

“What’s your name? I can’t keep calling you Balto.”

“What’s yours?”

“Stiles.”

Derek raises an eyebrow. That isn’t his real name. There’s no way. But now he thinks about it, he has a vague memory of someone, probably Uncle Peter, telling him that with the fae, names have power. “I’m Miguel,” he says.

“Lie.”

“Are you trying to tell me your real name is Stiles?”

Stiles runs his tongue across his teeth and considers Derek carefully. “Fair enough,” he says, “Miguel it is.”

Grabbing his groceries and pocketing the change, Derek turns to leave; he’s nearly at the door when Stiles calls out, “By the way, Miguel, if you’re interested, it’s two for one on bags of kibble at the pet store down the street.”

Derek doesn’t look back, doesn’t hesitate, just raises a hand and flips him off on the way out.

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My Roommate is a Detective (2020)

Set in the mid-1920s. A resourceful young police officer named Qiao Chu Sheng is on the trail of a brutal but devious killer. Realizing that the police force will need some extra help with this difficult case, he decides to form an elite crime-busting detective team. He reaches out to a young man who has recently returned from studying in Great Britain, Lu Yao. Qiao Chu Sheng has learned that Lu Yao has remarkable powers of deduction and a brilliant mind – and believes he can help crack this difficult case. To round off the team, he enlists the help of Bai You Ning, a focused young female reporter for a daily newspaper. A free-thinking, independent young woman, she has a strong sense of justice – and pledges to help catch the killer. The trio form a small detective squad that specializes in solving strange and unsettling murder mysteries.

Cast: Hu Yi Tan, Zhang Yunlong, Xiao Lan

REVIEW:

Enjoyable male leads, Hu Yi Tan and Zhang Yunlong are both funny and good looking hard to resist their charm. Their bromance in the show is great, Lu Yao (Hu Yi Tan) is a scaredy cat but a good detective even though he isn't an actual detective but more of a hired consultant when it comes to the cases, Qiao Chusheng (Zhang Yunlong) is charming and has that kung fu whit with his background being part of the mafia in china before being an Inspector for the Chinese police, The men are enjoyable to watch, but the female lead Xiao Lan as Bai Youning is one that will make your eyes roll when she is in the scene with the men but somewhat can be bearable at times. I preferred that she was either written as less annoying and dumb and more professional since she is supposed to be a journalist she acts more like a child who is just trying to annoy her father who is the powerful mafia-esque man in the city. I feel like this drama shouldn't need a female as a possible love but she ends up being it for Lu Yao. The chemistry feels more like a brother/sister thing with the way they act around each other and even Qiao Chusheng cant stand it either he walks either out the room when they bicker like siblings.

Dont get how they can actually have any romantic feelings though with the way they are written, Lu Yao being a smart yet scared man when it comes to danger and her acting like a little girl who just wants to make her father angrier when she is being disobedient. For a character who is supposed to be a journalist, she seems to do a decent job at getting answers but no manners at or professionalism when its expected when she is at a crime scene and such. Also dont really get why they have americans who seem to have a side agenda to get rid of Lu Yao which is odd and funny when they talk bc their voices seem dubbed in a horrible way even when Lu Yao and Bai Youning speaks their english is just smh bad hearing.

The only interesting thing mostly is the cases flow after each other episode-wise, when they solve one case another pops up right after. It usually takes two maybe 3 eps to solve a case but there's a flow to each ep after one ends and so on. Its the case-solving that interests me being a period type C drama. There is something about the plot that is similar to something that the US has done with a character that solves cases but has strong character to help out. Kinda like CASTLE, The Mentalist they both had that element with someone solving cases but needing the police to help close the case. China seems to take some spins on the american dramas which can be done vise versa.

If you are interested in looking for some fun case-solving stories in a Chinese drama this one would have to be one of them to watch. You might want to end up skipping scenes that have Bai Younning in it though which some say is true she's just a bad fit in a drama like this., but the men do alot more of the work than her which is more interesting so stay for the case solving and skip her if your use to annoying female leads which mostly happens when she acts like a child around Lu Yao.

I'm about to text ex who is obviously better off without me (he's moved to another country), wish me luck