Wow I Love Watching My Favorite Comfort Show

“wow i love watching my favorite comfort show”

turns on the tv to watch a sleep deprived man run around, do drugs, get hit by a car, all while hallucinating THE devil, gets locked into a mental institution, saves a girl from her dead brother, almost dies again,  gets broken out of the hospital by his (more insane) older brother, and then drives away with apparently only needed to sleep off everything.

But I don’t want to go to bed- I want to stay up all night ruining my carefully put together sleep schedule in order to finish rereading my favorite fanfic 🥺🥺

the way i see it the supernatural finale could be interpreted as disrespectful and a slap in the face to the characters who fought so hard to create their own story, write their own destiny, define all odds and live their lives outside of gods will in this case but personally to me the whole "this was always gonna end like this", "love was there and it didn't chnage anything. but it still matters that the love was there", and the fact that their story and legacy will live on and the fact that sam and dean died the way they were introduced to us in the very first episode and the way both characters always predicted,, is kind of,, its kind of beautiful,..

Letting go of the shame that comes with being a beginner has improved my life tenfold. At least I’m trying, embarrassment is fiction.

Born again identity one of the most episodes ever for being peak soap opera but also for being a fascinating funhouse mirror of the pilot. Sam is haunted by visions and helps a girl break her connection to the dead family haunting her. Dean still can't save the girl on the ceiling but he will break into her house and flirt with her vs dean does save the girl in peril but will not flirt with her he is too concerned with gazing at her husband. Sam being hostile after dean broke in vs cas gratefully asking how he can help him. Sam being unable to forget what he is and put the life he grew up in behind him no matter what he does or where he goes vs cas being free of remembering who or what he is and dean being tempted to let him. Can you ever get out?? The answer is still no but dean is feeling differently about that now. Don't call me Sammy vs am i cas? They make the first connection to the thing that killed their mother still being out there ready to harm them vs Yellow eyes' self proclaimed daughter latching onto them looking for purpose and protection. John's silence and left behind journal is their guide vs their surrogate dad breaking through the veil of death and saving the day by bringing dean back to cas without dean even knowing. Og pilot dean maybe being mad and dragging Sam into his delusions still feeling subtextually present in the pilot we got vs Sam literally having his delusions taken from him by cas who they leave in a madhouse

you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.