But I Dont Want To Go To Bed- I Want To Stay Up All Night Ruining My Carefully Put Together Sleep Schedule

But I don’t want to go to bed- I want to stay up all night ruining my carefully put together sleep schedule in order to finish rereading my favorite fanfic 🥺🥺

sam and dean at 9 and 13 making a blood pact (as kids whose parents do not put the fear of god as regards communicable diseases and bloodborne pathogens into them at an impressionable age are wont to do)... only dean gets wildly sick afterwards. we're talking fever and chills, skin getting all swollen and red and hot to the touch, bloodless-white lines radiating from the spot where he and sam pressed their cut palms together. john has a complete shit-fit, thinks there's a non-zero possibility dean might lose the hand, jesus christ how could you two be so irresponsible, you know better than that. dean's fine in the end, barely even has a scar, but that's what happens when you try to slip demon blood -- even heavily diluted demon blood -- into an angelic vessel.

Sam Winchester Appreciation Week | Day 1 | Sam-centric episode(s) | 7x17, The Born-Again Identity

“wow i love watching my favorite comfort show”

turns on the tv to watch a sleep deprived man run around, do drugs, get hit by a car, all while hallucinating THE devil, gets locked into a mental institution, saves a girl from her dead brother, almost dies again,  gets broken out of the hospital by his (more insane) older brother, and then drives away with apparently only needed to sleep off everything.

served my duty as an autistic artist and made a bunch of autism creature reaction images

i am becoming more myself. do you know what i mean? doing anything at all, trying and failing and recognizing myself as an alive human being is all i need to do to grow into the woman i will be