Apology For My Personality

Apology for My Personality

I’m sorry for my personality. I’m sorry for what makes me, me. I’m sorry that we aren’t on the same page, And that we probably never will be.

I’m sorry that we always end up in the same place, And I’m sorry that I just suck. I’m sorry for every time you think it’s not worth it, And every time I’ve made you want to give up.

I’m sorry that I push your buttons, and I’m sorry when I let you push mine. I’m sorry that we never seem to have quite enough time.

I’m sorry that I care for you so damn much, And I’m sorry that even still, all I think about is how much I miss your touch.

I’m sorry that things never work out, And that we always have to try so hard. I’m sorry for every comment you’ve ever had to disregard.

I’m sorry that I’m crazy and have put you through so much. I’m sorry that we didn’t make it but mostly I’m sorry for when we inevitably lose touch.

-EB

I hate my life and myself and for these reasons I just want to die.

It's as simple as that.