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A cool thing about writing is that the better you get at it, the more you're aware of what you want out of it, which means it gets harder, which means you actually feel like you're getting worse.

And by "cool thing," I mean "what the fuck, man"

– Sam Sykes

Have you ever read a really good fic then looked up the author's other works and lo and behold a treasure trove of fics that are exactly your kind of shit? Because god that is what euphoria feels like. I love you random fic writers i unexpectedly find

women with swords. men with swords. everyone with swords . you agree. reblog

What's the price?

What must I do?

No, you don't understand

I must have a worth to be kept

Don't I?

Is my sacrifices, not the price?

Is my tomfoolery not enough for the cent?

Is my assistance sparse and irrelevant?

I have to beseech you to speak

For the person you did a deed for is the one meant to speak praise so I'll keep my head down till you sing

Forgive my racing heart and mind

I'm terrified

Please, I beg of thee

Do not abandon me

Tell me quick

What's the price to keep you near me?

For you to forgive and not flee me

For the harsh words to be more of a breeze

You tell me to do for myself

But I have debts to pay to you and seemingly everybody

Please don't throw me away

I know not how to be irreplaceable

I learned young I am

Please, don't give up on me

Don't toss me aside because I'm troublesome

I swear I'm worth my salt

So, what's the price?

And so I continue to follow my brothers teachings

Until my body gives up on me, I will get up again

When I fall, expect me to rise

If you want peace expect war and I may not be god but I am death's tool

The blood may pour, but you'll pour far more than me

And when the peace finally comes

Find me in a field of flowers

Relearn my name

Because they had lied to you

I was never the end

I'm the beginning

And beginnings are always so complicated

So, we'll start again from strangers to friends to enemies to strangers again.

But it'll repeat again, and I will follow it's path

The chaos to regrowth

I will remain, upon the field of flowers and graves

These are my memories, these are my names.

Here are some thoughts I've had and quoted.

She needs to stop smelling the roses or I'll push her into the thorny ones

"You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink. You sure as hell can drown it though!"

"Keep that shit up. I'll shove my foot so far up your ass, I'll wear you like a sock."

"I hope, with a prayer behind my teeth"

"As long as I hold your hand; I'd call the flames of hell paradise."

"The reason we have red roses is because Aphrodite got pricked or cut by a thorn and bled upon some white roses. I thought the god's blood ichor was foretold to be gold in color. Perhaps in that moment of vulnerability, she was human for that time as she rushed to her love. How human it is to fear to love something death can take away yet do so anyway."

"You can talk shit about me all you want, but you better be better than me."

"I know I'm kind, I know people hurt me because of it. Take advantage and hurt me and yet I'm still kind. 'if you want peace, prepare for war,' I'll be the peace and suffer the war."

"We'll make the fall of angels look like a little trip."

"I do not fear death. It is but a promised whisper, neither one of us knows when it'll come but it is not something to fear."

"When you are under emotional distress, you needn't cause pain to others in retribution. They don't need to bleed with you to understand you."

"She went from sweet, shy and timid to I'm going to harvest your organs in a minute."

"When I was in so much pain my body would give out from under me, I always felt the need to apologize. "I'm sorry that my body is so weak." I was a child, what the hell was I meant to be."

"You should never look a gift horse in the mouth but it keeps smiling at me."

"You're going to have to go and pick a god to protect you and hope they are stronger than my rage."

"I can appreciate another being, someone else's form- but I made a home in these bones that I call my own and wish for no other shape than the one I'm given."

"'Did you take your pills?' At least I have pills. Nothing can fix that shit personality of yours."

Kaidan: Okay, so this should be pretty simple. Repeat after me; don’t kill people.

Miraak: Put them in a cage.

Kaidan: …Let’s try again. Don’t kill people.

Miraak: Stalk them first.

Kaidan: Not quite what I’m saying.

Miraak: Sounds exactly the same to me.

Kaidan: Does it?

Miraak: Yeah.

Kaidan: Okay… okay. Let’s try again.

Miraak: Got it.

Kaidan: Don’t.

Miraak: Don’t.

Kaidan: Kill.

Miraak: Kill.

Kaidan: People.

Miraak: People.

Kaidan: Yeah, that’s great. That’s it. That’s good. Now faster; don’t kill people.

Miraak: She brought it on herself.

Kaidan: This is too hard. I can’t-I can’t teach you.

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

What a beautiful story to cry over.

Temples are built for gods. Knowing this a farmer builds a small temple to see what kind of god turns up.

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

Please, save a life instead of ignoring one.

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

Behold, Skyrim.

I'm praying

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

She needs to stop smelling the roses before I push her into the thorny ones.

Me, thehiddenwhiterose

Good luck on ur research! @sleepinginurgarden

hey ppl reading this can u please reblog and tag ur sign + favorite animal + most worn type of shoe… it’s for my Research

Let's see what happens 😊

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

Technically it was just rum but tagging is complicated for me.

Put yours in the tags.

Painting is poetry that is seen rather than felt, and poetry is painting that is felt rather than seen.

Leonardo da Vinci

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man I fuckin love Halloween reblog if u agree 🎃👻💀

When in doubt, whip it out… ‘it’ being hydroelectric acid.

Haggar. (via incorrect-voltron-quote)

Witcher Toffee

Dairy Free

The things you’ll need

Ingredients

1 cup honey

½ cup agave

2 cups almond butter

¼ teaspoon sea salt

½ teaspoon vanilla extract

½ teaspoon almond extract

Equipment

Medium sauce pot

Candy thermometer

Rectangular candy mold

Spoon

Rubber spatula

Let’s get started!

Mix honey, agave, sea salt and extracts in a medium sauce pot and place in a candy thermometer.

Cook the mixture on low heat for 12 minutes, stirring constantly with a rubber spatula. Do not allow the mixture to exceed 250°F.

Add almond butter and cook for an additional 2 to 3 minutes or until it pulls away from the pot.

Remove the mixture from the heat and using a spoon to place it into your mold.

Allow the mixture to cool in the molds and remove them once they have hardened.

TaDa! This Witcher Toffee will make an alliance with your taste buds!

There is two-fold Silence-sea and shore-body and soul.One dwells in lonely places, Newly with grass o'ergrown; some solemn grace, Some human memories and tearful lore, Render him terrorless:his name is"No More

Edgar Allen Poe,Silence