If You See This You Gotta....

If you see this you gotta....

please recommend songs, I'm sick of always listening to the same ones

She's so pretty and ethereal

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this is a bit different to the posts that i’d usually make, but i have to say this because people are so fucking judgemental. and this is directed to a select few judgemental people (who seem to be a majority tbh) that i see very active online as well as in person.

if you’re a woman who allows yourself to get played by men, and lead on by dusties due to low self esteem and insecurity - but yet you have the audacity to judge sex workers as if you’re better than them - then you need to shut the fuck up and knock yourself off of your high horse.

i’d rather my hypothetical daughter come and tell me that she wants to be a “corn star” or an OF model instead of coming to tell me that she’s known for being desperate for male validation or being easy targets for dusty men‘s manipulation. a lot of “regular” people be putting themselves through the most embarrassing shit sexually or in their dating lives - but they have the NERVE and the AUDACITY to judge when someone makes money from their sexuality? the same sexuality that you’re giving up for free to people who don’t give af about you, just to be left on ‘seen’ afterwards?? y’all are DELUSIONAL. take a look at yourselves before you judge others. ESPECIALLY if you’re a woman who judges other women for things like this. you don’t have to be open to doing this yourself - of course not - but that doesn’t fucking make you better than anyone. if it did then you wouldn’t treat yourself like shit for the sake of acceptance from men in relationships that don’t respect you, right? you’d treat yourself like you’re actually above behaviour that would cause you regret afterwards. but you’re not. which is how i know that it’s all projection of your own shame within your own behaviour related to your sexuality (and maybe even jealousy because you’re not getting shit in return for it apart from your fear of abandonment being triggered and becoming the laughing stock of a guy’s group chat). check your fucking selves.

with that being said, this blog supports and respects sex workers. if you don’t, then get the fuck out of here.

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pac/pap: what is the energy that surrounds you and how can you best protect your energy?

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energy around you: i sense that you are healing from something. i actually feel proud of you, pulling this card - you seem hopeful that things are changing for the better, and they truly are. you feel inspired again - i encourage you to create again. i feel like you write or paint? so by all mean - have at it, the block is over. the mental health struggles are getting better and you are currently on the right track so keep it up! keep healing; keep growing.

how to protect your energy: you're energy is extremely sensitive right now. i sense that you feel antagonized by someone at this moment - perhaps by the person you are healing from or someone is poking at you and the mental wounds you are healing. think ethically - would confrontation or defensive remarks make the situation better or worse? perhaps remember that they too are likely going through something. why worsen their possible situation? note that no matter what you do, there is a chance for "difficulties" and "strain" to arise. be the bigger person.

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energy around you: you are starting the process of a spiritual awakening. know that to continue moving forward and "awakening" you must acknowledge and accept the past for what it is - the past. release any resentment you have and move forward - you do not have to forgive anyone face-to-face you can simply do so on you own. do what you must so you can move forward and not feel held back by the past. your future is bright - no need to dwell in the dust and dark of the past. put your energy into noticing signs from the universe (perhaps practice some shuffle-mancy - put a playlist on shuffle and listen to the first song's lyrics for your message). try not to be too tough on yourself as you let go of the past and embrace the future.

how to protect your energy: as i said before you are a strong person with a bright future, so i trust that you will do what you must - if you see something must be done, take action and do it. connect with your inner authority - protect your inner child, if you are forgiving someone face to face actively remember that your inner child still exists. going face to face with someone who brings you trauma or anxiety does cause age regression in some cases - acknowledge your younger self and remember the growth you have done. you have the ability to protect that inner child. remember to think beyond just yourself - it might not be worth digging up the past when we have presently gone so far. additionally advised: practice self-empowering mantras and affirmations.

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energy around you: you are moving into a gaining cycle - do not linger on previous fears of challenge and loss but at the same time learn to show gratitude for what is about to come into you life. recall your previous beliefs in change and now rewrite it to see it as a warning that things do change and you can experience loss again. something i sense you should work on is focusing on the spiritual world rather than the material one. you are a clever person, which is not something that can be quantified so stop trying to show everyone what you are instead simply being what you are. if you are dealing with health woes at the moment - try to ground your mindset into that of healing into of suffering. live life as though it could be worse and as though it could be better, instead of taking it for granted that you are "stabilized/stabilizing" because change is inevitable.

how to protect your energy: be generous. the best way to promote your new found prosperity and gains are to model how you wish to be treated and/or wished you were treated in your times of need. step into that leadership role - being a model or figurehead for charitable services can help you to remember where you were, where you are, and where you are going. it is also a great time to get the support of the positive masculine figure(s) in your life; perhaps they can aid you in your journey to connect past, present, and future via their connections/funds. the main message for you is to donate to passion projects and volunteer with those in need. don't focus too had on getting others involved; focus on you and your journey. whatever you can give back, no matter how small, will be appreciated without a doubt.