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A Fiery Braid || Kyojuro Rengoku X Reader
A Fiery Braid || Kyojuro Rengoku x reader
Summary:Â After Kanao braids your hair, the Flame Hashira wants to try a new hairstyle too.
Warnings: none
Words: 1823
Request: braiding Rengoku's hair.
Authors: Cass & Grizzly
KyĹjurĹ Rengoku walked around the common room of the Butterfly Estate, waiting for new orders. He had been there for a few hours that felt like an eternity to him; he preferred to remain active rather than sit still. Even so, he wasn't going anywhere; KyĹjurĹ had one more reason to stay. You were that reason.
You were attractive; your hair was always neatly braided, perfect skin was glowing. Whenever he was close to you, your curious Y/E/C eyes studied his every movement, leading him to assume that you were also a little interested in him. On that day, he saw you again; you had been talking to Kanao.
KyĹjurĹ was a little shocked when he noticed you and the young girl vanished when he only turned his head around after smelling freshly made onigiri. Young man decided to look after you.
You went to have tea with Kanao. Despite being so quiet, she didn't cause you much trouble. She always wanted to spend time with you.
You sat on a porch, drinking tea made by Aoi. Even though you loved being here, your time was running out. You had almost fully healed your broken ribs, wrist injury, and broken leg as well.
In an attempt to flip the coin, Kanao put away her cup. As it landed on her palm, the girl gave you a soft smile. âSo would it be okay if I showed you a new braid I can make? Girls have taught me."
Your eyes widened in surprise. "Of course I don't mind. Just let me lose my hair." Saying this, you loosened the ribbons holding your hairstyle together and ran fingers through your hair.
Kanao put away the cups and tray during the meantime. After that, she moved closer to pull your long hair to the back so she could start working.
Little did you know that you were being watched by a pair of KyĹjurĹ's sharp eyes. You were drinking freshly brewed tea in one of the rooms when he noticed you. Why was he not asked if he wanted a cup as well? Suddenly, KyĹjurĹ leapt up and peered inside the chamber. "Ladies, good morning. Do you mind if I join you?"
You both stared at him.
Kanao didn't react at all, she was too focused on your hair.
Naturally, you bowed your head as much as you could to show your respect. Both of you were slayers, but let's be honest, you were much lower than Hashira. "Flame Hashira, good morning to you as well. I don't mind it and I am sure Kanao doesn't mind as well."
KyĹjurĹ Rengoku stepped in slowly, looking around for a free spot.
As he sat down on one of the pillows on the floor, he crossed his legs and watched you. "It is rumored that you are going to leave us soon, Y/N."
You nodded gently so as not to disturb Kanao's work. "My injuries are almost healed. I may be able to leave in a few days. I hope I won't be back here anytime soon... As a patient, I mean."
He whispered quietly, but repeated louder this time, "What a shame it will be that you will no longer be among us."
âI'm not skilled. I just do what I can to keep people safe. But thank you for your kind words. That means a lot." You smiled at him.
While he nodded, he remained in a strange state of thoughtfulness. "Are you planning anything?" He asked.
âIt's been a while since I got any orders. If that doesn't change by the end of my treatment, I think I'll visit my own home for a bit," you shrugged a little. You added, "If my crow will bring orders. I think I'll be running after yet another demon."
"So it was your crow who stole my onigiri a few days ago!" He laughed softly.
"Did it have a dark blue sash?" You asked.
Rengoku nodded and touched a pair of chopsticks on the table in front of him to improve their position. "Indeed. Your friend is ill-mannered."
Embarrassed by your crow behavior, you blinked and blushed.
Although you knew that your crow's nature was not so benevolent and that it loved snacks, you didn't expect this.
"Flame Hashira, please forgive me! I had no idea he was so mischievous! I didn't know! I'm so sorry!"
"I could have used a second form on him, but he seemed oddly tame. Watch him next time, Y/N."
"My apologies! I had no idea he could do something like this. I will scold him as soon as possible."
Kanao interrupted your little panic by putting the braid on your shoulder. You looked at it and gasped loudly, it was so beautiful. "Woho! It's perfect, Kanao! Thank you so much, I love it."
The girl smiled and once again flipped her coin. Once it landed back on her palm, she nodded. "I am glad you like it. I will now join others and leave you two alone." Soon, she left the room.
KyĹjurĹ nodded with a smile on his face. "Your braid is very beautiful, Y/N. It suits you very well."
"Thank you. I braid my hair so they don't bother me while working." You nodded, stroking your hair.
âIsn't it true that a fabulous look always adds some spirit?" He smiled. "I guess Senjuro would like your crow pet."
"Yes, it does! I feel so much more comfortable knowing my hair looks nice and doesn't bother me," You nodded. "You mean your younger brother, right? I don't think he would like my crow since he loves to steal food."
"My little brother is almost as optimistic as I am so I am certain he would easily notice the positive aspects of the pet crow you have."
"Maybe," you replied. The crows belonging to other slayers seem calm and polite, but this one is really mischievous."
"I think it depends on the crow's personality. They're a lot like humans."
"Unfortunately I got hungry and rude." You sighed deeply, playing with your braid.
"You can always train him," KyĹjurĹ said as he looked at you. "I like your braid a lot. Could you please make me one?"
The blinked, completely overshadowed his question. "I-I⌠Sure. Your hair is long enough to make a decent braid. It won't be as long as mine though.â
As he gestured for you to approach, he undid the bun he had made. "I'd like to try that!"
As you continued to be surprised by his question, you got up and moved closer to sit next to him. Maybe it was silly, but honestly, you were scared of his hair. What if you burned your hands on it? Nevertheless, you moved your hand gently through the hair to ensure there were no tangles.
"Did you learn from a master or were you self-taught?"
"My father was a demon slayer. He was my master until he retired from fighting because of his wounds." You said, brushing his hair with your fingers before you started gently braiding them.
KyĹjurĹ nodded slowly as he listened to your story. "I trained to become a Hashira. It might have been easier for me since I am part of the Rengoku family and our lineage is filled with powerful swordsmen."
"I know, I heard a lot about your family." You nodded, gently braiding his hair.
"Just! I would like them to be braided as neatly as yours. Your braid is very beautiful."
Your skilled fingers collected strands of his hair and worked them.
I promise to do my best. I love your hair, sir, but I was sure they were hot since they looked like fire." You giggled, pulling back another strand of his hair.
A quiet hiss came from him. "Ough!" He then winked at you as he rolled his head back. "Don't worry, just kidding."
You told him, "Please, don't do that. I'm scared to pull your hair."
"You're not dealing with any demon here, it's just hair!" Flame Hashira reminded you in the soft tone of his.
"I'm braiding the hair of a Fire Pillar. It's terrifying on its own," you hummed, tying the strands together. "Could you pass me the ribbing in which your hair was tied up before?"
You received the item from him shortly after. Grabbing the end of the braid and tying it tightly to make sure your work wouldn't fall apart, you thanked him quietly. "It looks great."
To check the braid, he jolted up and rushed to the nearest mirror. The final result incorporated all of the hair into a smoothly woven pattern over the scalp. A smile spread across Rengoku's face as he said, "I love it!"
You smiled and clapped your hands. "I am so glad to hear that!"
âMaybe I can return the favor by taking you out for onigiri?â Rengoku asked, turning his head to you.
You stared at him again, surprised. Was he just... inviting you to dinner? "Of course. This sounds wonderful!"
Flame Hashira smiled at you with a small sparkle in his eye.
You smiled and followed him to the kitchen to grab a few onigiris.
After that, you two proceeded to sit on a porch. At first, you were afraid of Hashira, but now you were relaxed as if you were talking with a good friend.
As you held the onigiri in your hands, a craw wearing a navy blue sash jumped on your shoulder and simply grabbed the onigiri.
You blinked. "Hey!â
Rengoku chuckled. "That guy is rude," he said. "Or hungry. Hunger is the most unpleasant feeling a living being can experience."
He carefully examined one of his onigiris. Then, after a moment's hesitation, he opened his palm and extended his hand out to the crow, with onigiri in it.
Clearly, the crow couldn't resist the snack. The crow quickly swallowed it and spread his wings.
"CRAW CRAW! I brought an order! Order! A village where people go missing! Demons attack!"
Rengoku's crow joined you two soon, as well.
"North! North! The village in the north needs help! People are going missing. Y/N will join Flame Hashira to take care of the threat!â
"Huh?!â You gasped, shocked with the information.
Rengoku's lips curled in a little smirk as he nodded, getting up. "The order was passed. I think we need to hit the road. There are some demons that need to be slayed!"
"I just need a moment to gather my stuff," you nodded and then looked at your crow. "And you! You shouldn't just steal people's food!"
Crow definitely felt offended and just pecked you on the temple before flying away.
"So it's rudeness that runs in his little veins!" Rengoku chuckled softly and nodded at his own crow. "Get ready, Y/N. The duty is calling!"
"Yes, Rengoku-san!â You nodded excitedly and ran off to gather your things.
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Arranged Marriage || Part I || Ivar x Female!OC
Part II
Summary:Â Freya, the youngest daughter of Earl from far away northern land, is about to marry the youngest son of Ragnar, Ivar the Boneless. At the beginning, they're not content with the circumstances. The situation changes radically when they discover that they're attracted to each other.
Warnings: None.
Words: 3448
Authors: Cass & Fenrir
For almost all Vikings the family was the most important social unit.
Marriage was virtually universal, divorce rare, and virtually every marriage produced children. Almost all marriages were arranged by family elders based on caste, degree of consanguinity, economic status, and many more. Vikings' marriage was essentially a business contract between two families and it was arranged in two stages: the betrothal and the wedding.
The initiative had to come from the man or his father, who would propose marriage to the woman's father or guardian. If the latter was agreeable, the groom promised to pay the bride price which was called mundr.
In return, the bride's father promised to hand over her dowry at the wedding. Both the bride price and the dowry remained the property of the bride after the wedding. The two men shook hands on the agreement in front of witnesses and agreed on a date for the wedding, usually within a year.
The long table in the throne chamber had seen every emotion, from the sweet silent happiness of family times, when the only sound was contented enjoyment, to the rage that bursts out in the hard times.
That day was one of the second options.
"Why have you done this?," Ivar growled, looking directly at queen Aslaug who sat on the opposite side of the table.
Ivar, when he was feeling triggered, didn't care about loving bonds that were becoming inaccessible. In this mode, he had to take great care not to hurt anyone nor to destroy something in his vicinity. Anger, pain, sadness were so intertwined that perhaps their names sought to be tweaked to reflect the true origins of those emotions. His palm curled in a fist smashed against the tabletop. "No one has asked you for any kind of help, mother."
"That's because we all know she would never ask for help," Aslaug sighed deeply, sipping on her beloved wine. "And it's not only about you, Ivar. We planned to place Ubbe in your place because he is the oldest, but since he is so popular among women, there is no point in hurting the girl," she explained and got up to walk closer to him. After cupping his cheek, Aslaug smiled. "You should be glad, love. You will have a wife."
âLike I would need one,â Ivar barked back but placed his palm on top of hers, caressing still smooth skin. âItâs good as it is now, mother. I already have a woman nestled within my heart though.â
Aslaug frowned a little, looking at him. "Who? That thrall? The one that is fucking around like a common whore? I am more than sure she fucked with all three of her brothers, if not with the whole Kattegat."
Ivar let out a loud snort. âItâs you, mother. Youâre the most important woman in my life. I donât need anyone else.â
"One day I will be gone. Someone needs to take care of you once it happens, love," the queen sighed, stroking his cheek.
Ivar got up slowly, looking hard into her eyes. âJust so she would be aware: if any woman appears here, Iâll snap her neck.â
After these words he slowly limped back to his chamber, cursing under his breath at the strong pain within his legs.
Aslaug simply rolled her eyes at Ivar's behaviour.
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She bit her lips crossing the gate of Kattegat.
She should be happy! She's going to marry one of Ragnar's sons, it's a great opportunity for her and her family. Yet she was scared and mad. How could someone have decided about her own life and heart?!
So there she was, standing in front of queen Aslaug and her sons while her father told the woman whatever she wanted to know. This was uncomfortable.
Ivar refused to leave his chamber; he still didnât sign the truce with the idea of his mother. The very last thing he needed or wanted was a random girl lurking through his chambers, wanting nothing but new dresses and demanding attention. And he wanted to raid! With his brothers and father.
The girl went red as her father tried his best to present her in the best way possible. "Queen? If I may... When will I meet my... Future husband? I honestly can't wait," she lied with a perfectly faked smile, looking at the queen's sons. If one of them was going to be her husband, it could be nice.
Aslaug smiled softly and sighed deeply. "Sadly, I have no idea when this will happen. My son decided to be stubborn today."
The girl blinked, shocked.
Hvitserk pushed Ubbeâs side with his elbow, leaning closer to his older brother. âSheâs not bad. Looking good, redhead, sweet babyface. Would certainly check what sheâs hiding beneath that dress.â
Ubbe couldnât stop himself from giggling. âYou know itâs possible, right? If our brother will be cold towards her, weâre going to warm her bed in the process.â
Suddenly everyone gathered in the throne chamber could hear a steady sound of crutches hitting the wooden floor. Soon, Ivar, all dressed in black, entered the chamber.
She frowned a little looking at the young man.
Of course, she heard about Ragnar's youngest son, the cripple, but she hoped for one of the older boys. Maybe Ubbe, hell, she would even take Bjørn Ironside himself, but the cripple?!
"Queen Aslaug? I was sure we talked about her oldest son," her father said.
"That's true, but the decision changed. It doesn't matter which of my sons she will marry. The arrangement stays the same," the queen replied rather coldly.
"What?! Is this some kind of a joke?!,â the young girl whimpered loudly, getting everyone's attention. "I won't marry a cripple! How am I supposed to have children with him?!â
Ivar stopped for a brief second, listening to her whining. âHere we go then!â He offered her a cold grin. âBelieve me,â he said, checking her from the bottom to the top, âIf I knew they wanted me to marry such a thrall, Iâd have never agreed on that. Just look at her. You look like a beggar. I told you itâs not a good idea, mother,â Ivar walked closer to the queen. âShe is here for a few moments and sheâs already whining like a drowned kitten.â
"And you aren't better," Sigurd muttered, looking away.
Girl blinked. "A thrall?! How dare she, cripple! I am Earl's daughter. You're not only a cripple, you're also blind."
Aslaug sighed deeply, massaging her temple. "I do not care if she agrees or not, Ivar. You will marry her whether you like it or not," the woman growled slightly, tired of Ivar's behavior. "She will stay here so she two can get to know each other a little. Better be nice.â
âIâll try to not kill her,â Ivar promised sweetly, at the same moment throwing a cold glance to the girl.
Ubbe stopped his youngest brother by catching his shoulder. âBehave. Sheâs very pretty and comes from a wealthy family.â
âIf you want to have her dick wet with her juices, she can have her, brother,â Ivar snapped back, leaving the Great Hall.
The girl rolled her eyes. You were sure that this relationship would be hard and pointless but she still expected more.
When Ivar was gone, she was left alone since her father wanted to finish everything with the queen and return home.
She decided to take a look around, just to know where she will be living from now on.
After an hour or two she returned to the Great Hall and there she was caught by Ubbe who wanted to talk with her. He was nice, for sure nicer than her soon-to-be husband.
She talked with him for a moment until she noticed Ivar returning to the Great Hall.
â... remember, anytime,â Ubbe smiled at her, winking a little after giving her a piece of advice.
Ivar grunted under his breath; even from a distance, he could see the girl that was supposed to become his wife flirting with his older brother. âFucking love birds,â he mumbled to himself, slowly limping toward his home.
âOh, Ivar, there you are!,â Ubbe was the first one to walk closer to his brother. âWhere have you been? We got worried.â
âWorried? About who? Your crippled brother? Thereâs no need to be worried about me, dear brother, I grew bigger balls than hers, and trust me, nobody in their right mind would want to mess with me.â
The girl scoffed and crossed her arms over her chest. He was so rude and full of himself that it was simply annoying "Well, somehow there are people who care about her. For some odd reason,â she shrugged.
Ivar frowned, looking at her. âUbbe, dear brother? Would she be so kind to make this bitch stop barking with that tiny, annoying voice of hers? It irritates my ears.â
Ubbe aimed a blow in the back of Ivarâs head. âApologise.â
âWho? Her? Never.â
âApologise,â Ubbe replied. âOr I am going to tell mother and she wonât be impressed.â
Ivar rolled his eyes. âSorry but next time do not speak without being allowed.â
"I will speak when I desire to. You won't keep me silent,â she growled back. "The only dog here is you. Trying to walk around and growling, trying to show how scary you are. Just so you know, it doesn't impress me in any way."
Ivar chuckled and looked at her with pity. âAs I would care, woman. Better get used to my way of living because our parents are not keen on breaking this ridiculous agreement.â Ivar slowly limped back to the Great Hall, not looking back at her and Ubbe.
She groaned and rubbed her face. "You think Gods will hate me if I throw myself off the cliff or if I drown myself? Gods save me somehow!," She said to Ubbe.
He laughed shortly, darkly. âDonât be such a pessimist. You need to have faith. Ivar is problematic and very hard to deal with but he has bright sides and deep inside he craves to be loved, with all of his flaws.â
"It doesn't look like it. Ever since he saw me he has called me names,â she sighed deeply. "Maybe I should just return home."
âGive him a chance. Youâll see that he is not that bad. Of course, it will take time to develop any feelings but do not give up on him and the relationship so easily,â he replied.
"It would be easier if he wouldn't act like a mad dog trying to bite right into my throat,â she said softly. "I honestly hoped for one of you to be my husband... But Gods hate me."
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One sleepless night was fine, Ivar would rather be dreaming of course, yet this night became one extended moment of ponderance. He embraced it. He felt all the reasons why his soul was so perturbed and asked how he may navigate better. There was yet no response to the questions he had been asking for years.
Ivar felt a very unpleasant tingling within his abdomen; he knew it was caused by his cruelty towards that girl he was supposed to marry soon.
One part of him wanted to search for her and apologise while the other ignored her existence.
Ivar had been torn apart for years. But now his insecurities started escalating.
After rolling all over his bed for some more time, he let out a loud grunt and sat up, looking for the crutches. He realised then that probably one of his thralls moved them aside so they would not fall on the floor, waking him up.
Ivar reached for a black, wool sweatshirt laying at the wooden nightstand and he put it on. After that, he crawled out of his bed and crossed the room to reach the door.
She received her room, which was nice. The whole day she dreamed about a soft bed and some rest, especially after meeting her future husband. He was already so annoying, how was she supposed to spend the rest of her life with him?! Would Gods forgive a murder? Or any other mischievous act that would help her get rid of him quicker? Maybe he could die soon? He was a cripple in the end.
She pushed these thoughts aside and nuzzled to the pillow, covering herself with thick fur. It was time to get some sleep, maybe tomorrow would be better? For sure not, but maybe, so long as sheâs got hope, there is always a chance for a better future.
It was hard to fall asleep. When she did fall asleep, she was awake again, it was getting annoying.
At some point, she heard an odd sound and then noticed the door opening.
That was it, her punishment was coming.
It wasn't the punishment though, but it was Ivar himself, crawling into her room. In the first moment, it took her off guard that she almost fell off her bed.
Ivar crawled to her bed, and using his strong arms, he got on it. âWhy are you not sleeping?â
"Because someone is crawling into my bed like a snake?â She asked, frowning. "What is it? Did you come here to stab me? Or maybe to strangle me?"
He frowned a little as his hand travelled through his thick hair. âNone of these. I came to you because I have rethought my previous outbursts and I have wanted to tell her that I donât mind you being a girl and speaking your mind but you should rather think twice before you pass judgement.â
The girl listened to him and raised an eyebrow. "Oh, you donât mind me being a girl? Oh, thanks Gods because I was scared my soon-to-be husband prefers men," she rolled her eyes.
He cocked his brow, looking at her with pity. âCan you quit being so offended? Believe me, youâre not the only one hurt in this situation.â
Ivar looked at her with his steel-blue eyes. âAnd if you keep on with being so negative, I can assure you it is not going to work. I like tough girls.â
She blinked surprised by his words. "Me offended? You didn't even come to greet me and once she did, she insulted me, for no reason. I think I have the right to be offended or negative."
âWhatever you say,â Ivar replied and simply reached his hand out to put it to her cheek. âYou know, youâre very pretty.â
The girl growled quickly. Honestly, she wanted to bite him in the hand but the kind word surprised her. Smiling a little, she nodded. "Thank you.."
âWould she remind me of her name? Iâm afraid that in this entire mess I have lost it somehow.â
"You haven't even heard it once," she reminded him with a smile. "My name is Freya."
Ivar nodded, acknowledging your name. âSuits you very well. Youâre the only woman who is more beautiful than the goddess herself.â
She couldn't help but laugh at his words. As nice as they were, it was silly of him to think she was more beautiful than Freya. "Ivar. I wish to be more beautiful than the goddess herself but I am not that beautiful. ButâŚ," Freya hummed and gently touched his cheek. "I can honestly say, you are handsome. You have beautiful eyes."
Ivarâs blushing was a kind of flowering, the sort of pink that brings champagne roses to the imagination. The colour-infused cheeks dimpled with the blossoming smile and his steel eyes shone in a way that only deep happiness can bring. âĂakka,â Ivar replied shortly, his eyes never left hers.
Freya giggled and gently caressed his cheek. "Maybe... Would you like to stay here? Talk a little or just get used to each other?â She suggested with a little shrug.
He considered her offer for a long moment, looking up at the ceiling. He knew he had never been good in conversations, especially with women but since the girl was about to become his wife one day, he decided to agree. âIf you donât mind.â
Freya nodded and moved the thick fur aside, letting him join. Once he did, the girl smiled and wrapped the fur around him.
âThanks,â Ivar replied, laying down on his back. He tried to avoid her glance so he glared up at the ceiling.
She took a deep breath and got comfortable next to him, also looking at the ceiling. "So... Soon we will spend every night like this. Together."
âApparently,â Ivar replied quietly.
"I never wanted to do thisâŚ,â she said quietly. "My father told me about the wedding on our way here. I wanted to run away."
âI bet it would have been even more awful when you realised your future husband is a cripple. It can be seen, today, that your misgivings were justified,â he raised corners of his lips in a sad grin. âDonât worry, youâre not the first one. Most people here are either afraid of me or take me for a freak.â
"I... I didn't mean to, Ivar. JustâŚ," Freya sighed and shook her head. "Forgive me. I was just scared and surprised. I was brought here without my consent. You may not care because after the wedding you will probably just take care of your stuff. I will be here alone. I am still scared."
He grunted deeply in acknowledgment. âI have nothing to forgive, itâs natural to be afraid of things we do not know,â Ivar slipped a hand under his head to find a more comfortable position. âI understand your concern. But from the moment you were brought here, youâve gained some new family members. As I saw, you connected well with Ubbe already,â Ivar added nonchalantly. âDonât be scared. I am aware I have made a very bad first impression though⌠And Iâm sorry for that. It was not my intention to scare you or treat you the way I did, but just as you, I have my concerns, as well.â
He let out a deep sigh. âOnce I was told that a real king treats his woman like a queen, one who makes her a "peasant" is a poor imitation of a man. I certainly want to be the first one.â
"Whoever said it was a very smart person and Ubbe⌠He is nice but that's all," the girl nodded and looked at him. "What concerns do you have?â
âI tend to let people down, not to mention everyone hates me,â Ivar replied openly but frowned shortly after. âI have no idea why I am even speaking about this. âIâm full of rage, you need to be aware of that though,â the man added quickly. âNever be afraid of the rage that is fire, for my fire burns hot and dies very fast. After such an inferno you will be able to walk over the cold ashes to my side and I will be nothing but cooling water for your soul. Should you ever find my rage cold, a frozen fury that burns. So, my dear Freya, be schooled by the flame so that you never know the torment of the iceâŚâ
Freya watched him while listening to his every word carefully. Was she scared? Maybe a little but she could be difficult sometimes too. So maybe they did have something in common, after all.
The girl slowly moved her hand under the furs and then she took his palm gently.
Her action made him turn his head to face her beautiful face. His eyes glistened with little sparkles of reconciliation.
"Let's... Let's just make it workâŚ," she requested quietly. "It's already set in stone for us by our parents. Even if you will never love meâŚ. Let's try at least...," Freya whispered. "Maybe something will change one day. What do you think?â
The switch from reaction to reflection, to arrive at a good response, was signalled by the deep sigh Ivar let through his parted lips. âThe only thing that stands between true love and debacle is our capacities for empathy and creative perspective taking,â Ivar replied. âAs long as you want to put all of you in this, Iâm going to do the very same. I can't guarantee it'll work though but thereâs no way to know for sure without trying, right?â
Freya nodded, squeezing his hands. "I promise to put all of me into this, it's not like I have anything else left."
Ivar nodded slowly. "Good. I think we have a deal."
She couldn't help but giggle. "We do. And let's hope it will work just as we want it to work."
Sweet but Psycho || Higgs Monaghan x Reader || Part 1
Summary: I joined Homo Demens as I had no other choice. I met Higgs Monaghan and witnessed unqualified hate that appeared to have no end. Now, it's about time I show my story to reveal to you a completely different face of man in the golden mask himself. (this story is written in Reader POV)
Warnings: None
Words: 842
Authors: Rouge
I was working for the militant separatist group known as the Homo Demens for over a month. I was lucky enough to be truly appreciated for my work and devotion. During my stay, Homo Demens managed to create a massive voideout near the Mountain Knot City. I took part in the venture as well. That event led me to a meeting with their figurehead, Higgs Monaghan.
The first impression was pretty good; he proved to be a tall man wearing a black gas mask that covered the entirety of his head. Over that, he wore a golden skeleton mask that covered the lower portion of his face as well as a black hooded cloak pulled up onto his head. He wore also a black bullet proof vest on top of a dim greenish-yellow suit.
âY/N,â he greeted me, his tone was muffled by the masks he was having on. âIâve heard a fucking lot about you lately,â he was circling around me like a predator that was getting ready to attack. âI certainly wouldn't have pegged you for a woman who wouldnât be terrified of anything,â Higgs summed up, his tone soft like never before, and it made me cock my brow a little.
We were in his bunker, west of Lake Knot City. He wanted to meet me in person, as he stated in one of his mails, signed as Peter Englert. I couldnât have said no to him, he was my chief after all.
âThank you, sir,â I replied shortly, keeping a low and calm tone of my voice.
He stopped after I called him sir. He turned head towards me and remained silent for a longer moment. Next thing he did, was to take his golden mask off, as well as his second one.
I had to admit to myself that he was a handsome man, even if most of his face was hidden under the hood still. His face was well shaped, the slight beard was adding a load of charm to him, and his eyes⌠Oh, his eyes were simply magnetising with their blue tint.
âIâm not sir to you, remember that,â Higgs replied. âThe nameâs Higgs, The Particle of God that permeates all existence,â the man gently pulled the bow.
I gave him a nod.
His blue eyes were fixed on mine and I had a feeling that they can easily pierce through my soul.
âSo, tell me now, Y/N, how did you become one of us?,â He asked, a serious interest in his tone. âItâs pretty unusual though for the woman to join the separatists.â
Before giving my reply, I ran the tip of my tongue along my upper lip. âI used to be the porter. During one of the deliveries performed by me and one of fellow Bridges porters, we both got right into the middle of BTs territory. It eventually ended in his death and a massive voideout while I managed to escape. Once I made it back to the Bridges, I was charged with treason and sent away. I had a choice, it was either dying during timefall or BTs or joining Homo Demens. Apparently the choice I made was the only reasonable one,â I told him my story in a nutshell.
While I was speaking, he took a seat at the counter of his desk, he was rubbing his beard from time to time while listening to me. When I finished, there was a long moment of silence between us. Then he spoke.
âInteresting. Fate is a fascinating thing, donât you think?,â He asked, smiling widely and showing off his beautiful teeth.
I nodded. âRight.â
âYouâre not a conversationist type, huh?,â Higgs chuckled.
I blinked as he ambushed me. âI never⌠I donât pay attention to speaking and maintaining conversations, Iâm rather a type who likes to operate smoothly.â
He smiled brightly at me and got off the desk, he walked to me and reached his gloved hand out to place it on my cheek. âWeâll work on it, sugar.â
I felt intimidated as he touched me. I had to admit to myself that I enjoyed it, a firm touch of his slender, gloved fingers on my rosy cheek. In the end, I offered him a slight nod.
âGood,â Higgs replied with a wide grin. âI started liking you,â the man stated openly. âYou have the potential to be a truly remarkable entity.â
His words flattered me, so I gave him a smile back. âThank you, Higgs.â
âAh! Perfect!,â he clapped his hands happily, like a kid that would get candy. âFirst step forward! Keep on keeping on, as they say,â Higgs winked at me.
I couldnât help but chuckle at his reference to one of the famous Bridges motivational sentences.
âNow, Iâm having a new assignment for you,â Higgsâ tone changed suddenly; it became cold and a bit hostile.
I lowered my glance to avoid looking him in the eyes.
âYour mission is to assist me during the expedition to Edge Knot City. We have a dirty job to do.â
A Page From a Travelogue - Ubbe x Reader
Summary:Â The reader is a traveler who explores new lands. Finally, one day, she and her crew arrive in Kattegat, the settlement of great repute. Her time is filled with bonding with the sons of Ragnar. Will love bloom? Or will lust be in the first place?
Warnings: Smut! Donât interact if youâre a minor!
Words: 6321
Authors: Cass & Rouge
Ubbe stood at a wooden pier at docs, looking forward to the boats that sailed towards the shore.
As soon as he and his brothers heard the horns announcing the newcomers, the oldest brother decided to check firsthand who was about to visit Kattegat.
You smiled seeing a settlement on the horizon.
Traveling was wonderful but everyone needed some rest and supplies needed to be restocked as well.
All you hoped was that people in this settlement weren't some savage maniacs.
As two first ships docked, Ubbe crossed arms behind his back, waiting for some authority to come.
You jumped off the ship and shivered a little, pulling the fur tighter around yourself. "With whom may I speak here?â You asked loudly, looking around.
"With me," Ubbe replied as shortly as it was possible. "Who are you and what's your purpose?"
"Oh, I and my people don't have any bad intentions if this is what you're asking about. My men and I need some rest and we need to restock food and other supplies." You explained shortly with a little shrug of your shoulders. "No need to worry, we do have gold and will pay."
"Good then," Ubbe Ragnarsson replied simply and gave a nod to his men to lower their axes.
You bowed your head a little. "If I man ask... Where are we?â
"Kattegat," Ubbe replied in a tone filled with pity.
You frowned a little. "No need for that kind of tone. Forgive me but I am a traveler. I don't follow any direction, just the will of gods. My apologies if I didn't recognize your settlement sooner, I had more important stuff on my mind."
"What's your purpose in our region then?"
"This is where gods and wind brought me." You shrugged, crossing your arms over your chest.
"So you and your men sail, being led by nothing but the gods and their will?"
"Exactly. This makes traveling much more interesting than just following lines on a map. Everyone can do this but not everyone is ready to let gods guide the ship." You explained with another little shrug. "I heard that Kattegat is famous for its hospitality."
With a short nod of his head, Ubbe let his thralls know it was safe to help the newcomers.
You bowed your head again and followed him into the Great Hall, hoping you wouldn't lose your head for acting thoughtless and inconsiderate.
Little did the newcomers know that a pair of curious eyes observed their every step from a distance.
Ivar, who was returning home after another lonely day spent spying on his brothers, was very surprised once he spotted ships sailing into their bay. He had to check who the hell was brought to his settlement.
Meanwhile, Ubbe introduced the newcomers' leader to his mother, the Queen.
You yet again bowed your head in front of a queen, to pay her the proper respect. So, the man that greeted you was a prince? He didn't look like one for sure.
"Just to make everything clear, I came here from a long trip, and I assure you that all we want is some rest, food and in a few weeks we will leave."
Aslaug, with her legs crossed, sitting on her throne, looked at her eldest son.
"She's speaking the truth, mother. I saw their ships filled with chests and treasures, not warriors. They pose no risk and I sense the honesty in their leader's reasoning," Ubbe claimed.
The Queen got up, walked closer, and offered you a smile. "Be our guest then."
You smiled and nodded. "Thank you so much for your generosity, Queen Aslaug. I promise you to not cause any trouble to you, your children, or the settlement itself."
"Your men will be hosted by our people and our servants will prepare you a room in our house," Queen informed and returned to her previous spot.
You blinked surprised. This was something you weren't expecting in the slightest bit but you weren't going to argue with the Queen. "Thank you so much."
The woman only nodded.
Ubbe looked at you, improving the belt around his hips. "Come. I need to introduce you to a few important people."
"Of course." You said quietly and followed him.
He took you to another room, with a long table standing next to the longest wall. Three young men sat there, drinking and eating, chatting loudly.
More princes, you assumed but smiled at them, giving each of them a polite greeting.
Hvitserk was the one to spot the newcomer - he jolted up from his spot and instantly formed himself next to you. "Who's that?" He asked his older brother.
"This is Y/N, she's a traveler, she and her men are visiting Kattegat."
You blinked and looked at Hvitserk. He was a quick one.
Nodding you smiled. "Gods and wind brought us here. At the right time since we need to get ready for another adventure."
Younger brother's eyes widened as he heard about your plans. "My name's Hvitserk Ragnarsson, Ubbe here is my older brother. These are Sigurd and Bjørn."
"It's nice to meet you all. I am honored to finally meet the sons of Ragnar," you claimed. "I hope my visit here won't be a problem to any of you."
"No, of course not!," Hvitserk exclaimed instantly, not even letting other brothers introduce themselves. "Would you like to drink and eat?"
You couldn't help but giggle. "I spent many days at the sea. I would love to eat something. Of course, if others don't mind me joining."
"No, they don't. Follow me, please," Hvitserk nodded at you.
Ubbe observed his younger brother with content; it was one of the very rare moments when Hvitserk was interested in something else than eating.
You followed Hvitserk and accepted the seat he picked for you. After adjusting your coat, you sat down and took the full cup Hvitserk offered you.
The rest of them followed, and soon you had been surrounded by men and their curious glances.
"Am I the first woman that ever came here?" You joked, looking at them all.
"It's not so often when a beautiful woman pays us a visit without other purposes than war," the tall, blonde viking replied.
You chuckled and nodded. "Now it explains all the looks. Thank you for the kind words."
"Do you want an apple?" Hvitserk offered.
"Yes, please. I am really hungry. Thank you for your kindness." You smiled at him.
Hvitserk got up from the table and went to another place, to return soon with a huge, beautiful apple.
You accepted the fruit with a polite nod and started to eat.
Ubbe was kind enough to make sure that your men were all fed and taken care of.
You swallowed the piece of the apple you had in your mouth and smiled at them all. "So... Maybe since you all look at me like this... I can tell you some stories. Would you like that?"
Sigurd was the first one to nod. "Do you know some sea shanties?"
"Oh, I actually do. My men love to sing them when we travel. It helps to fill the lonely times and silence of the sea." You said, looking at him. "Would you like me to sing?"
"Wait. I'll get my lute."
* * * * *
Ragnarssons and you spent a very nice afternoon together. You sang with them, taught them a few new shanties, told them some stories about your adventures. Even queen Aslaug joined.
This was what you loved the most. Spending time with new people, just enjoying the shared time. Honestly, you felt more than relieved they accepted you so easily.
You sang so much that your throat started to hurt and your voice became cracky.
Ubbe notified you that all of your men were gifted with safe places to rest.
"Oh, gods. Thank you so much, if I can be honest. I am grateful for your kindness and help." You said with honesty in your voice. "Not everyone is so good for travelers."
"She's right. Harald wouldn't be as kind as we are," Sigurd added.
Ubbe waved his hand at his younger brother to silence him. "Come with me, I'll show you a chamber I've ordered to get prepared for you."
You giggled and nodded. "As much as I love the company, I need to rest. I hope you all will forgive me. I can tell you more stories tomorrow." You promised, getting up.
Ubbe led the way to a cozy room at the back of Great Hall.
The room wasn't too big; it contained a huge bed with freshly put sheets, a little table with a chalice and jug stood nearby, and a single mirror was placed beside the jug.
"If you need anything, just come to us or ask the servants, they'll gladly help you."
"I am sure I won't need anything else," you said with a sweet smile, dancing on your lips. "You already offered me more than I expected. I was sure to spend the night in stables."
The man nodded his head. "Everyone is welcomed in Kattegat, as long as their purposes are right."
"Very well. Thank you once again, for everything." You bowed your head a little.
"Have a calm night," he told her and left the room.
"You too."
When Ubbe was gone, you sighed deeply and flopped on the bed.
It was more than you expected but you weren't going to complain.
Soon, you undressed and took a quick bath.
Some time later, the door leading to the guest room opened but no one appeared in them.
You looked at the door and frowned softly. This was odd. Did they have ghosts there?
Then, there were some noises located on the floor level.
Sitting up, you looked at the ground and frowned. "What in a gods' name..."
All you could see was a man. A man who was crawling so quickly that within the blink of an eye he was right by your bed.
"Who are you? What do you want?" You asked loudly. "How dare you to simply walk... Crawl here as you please!?â
"You're a guest in my house and I came to check who the hell you are," a strangely sweet yet husky voice replied from darkness and only a pair of eyes glistened in a dim light cast by a candle standing on the table next to the bed.
"I am a traveler and I was welcomed here by the queen and her sons." You said proudly.
"Well then, good for you," the man replied, completely unbothered and uninterested by your explanation. "How long are you going to stay?"
"Not too long I think... I am leaving as soon as I collect whatever I need, and when my men are ready."
You could hear a loud hum. "Where are you from?"
"From nowhere. I am a traveler, I do not have a home." You summed up.
"Everyone has a home," the voice replied. "I'm curious how it's possible that a woman survived in this world on her own as a traveler."
"What do you mean, how? I simply did and I am not fully alone. I have a crew.â You said, crossing your arms over your chest.
"Crew. Phew! Saw them. They're everything but warriors. Sneaked into your ship. Nothing special as well."
"Just because you saw them doesn't mean you know them. I know them like no one else and I know I can count on them."
He went quiet for a long moment. "What's your name? Even if you don't have a home, you gotta have a name, traveler."
"My name is, Y/N, and yours?"
"I'm Ivar the Boneless, the youngest prince of Kattegat."
"Why weren't you with your brothers when I came here, prince?" You asked, raising your eyebrow.
"You see, me and my brothers, we're walking different paths," he explained, lowering his tone slightly. "They're more social."
"No need to fear. I won't come to you to drink your blood, dear prince. I am not a monster." You said.
"This is what I'll judge," he told you. "Sleep well."
"You too." You said slowly and laid down on your side to get comfortable enough to rest.
* * * * *
The next day came quickly. As always in the morning, the main chamber in the Great Hall was full of people. Thralls and servants were present to help with the breakfast.
You got up early and got ready for the day. After putting on your clothes you braid your hair in a way that it wouldn't bother you during the day. Once ready, you left the room to take a look around
You met five young men at the table, along with the queen sitting on her throne and speaking with some thrall.
"Good morning, Y/N," Ubbe was the first one to greet you.
"Good morning, Ubbe." You greeted him with a sweet smile, sitting down at the free seat. "I hope your night was calm."
He nodded in reply. Hvitserk, he sat next to you, offered you a piece of bread.
You smiled at him, taking the piece of bread. "I have a feeling you truly want to take care of me, Hvitserk."
"I think that every woman needs some support from men and every woman should be taken care of properly."
"You are the sweet one, aren't you? Thank you." You asked and winked at him before improving yourself in the chair so you could eat.
"Can you quit it, you two?" It was the youngest prince, who observed the situation, playing with a chalice in his hand. "I feel sick looking at you."
"Don't mind our little brother, he's a nasty bastard," Hvitserk told you.
"Don't be so hard on your younger brother, Hvitserk," you shook your head. "Ivar, I hope you had a quiet night with me behind the wall. I wasn't too loud, was I?"
The dark-haired, young man observed you. "It was all good. Hope it's going to stay this way. The last thing I need is to hear you get your cunt fucked by some on them," he pointed at his brothers.
"That's enough, Ivar," Ubbe raised his tone.
"It's fine, Ubbe," You gently patted his shoulder. "You can't change the fact your little brother might be a little jealous."
"Ha! You wish, woman," Ivar rolled his head back a little, laughing loudly. "I could have hundreds of women like you."
"Ivar," queen Aslaug stepped into the conversation. "Behave. Y/N is our guest."
"I'm so sorry for my brother," Ubbe told you again.
"It's alright. I met people worse than him so I don't take his words to myself." You assured Ubbe with a warm smile. Then you started to eat.
Ubbe offered an angry glance to his younger brother.
Yet the rest of the breakfast went in a calm atmosphere.
You of course didn't stop yourself from telling some stories that you remembered.
Ubbe could swear he was about to listen about your adventures for the entire day or even days if you'd want to share more with him.
After the breakfast, you again thanked the Queen and her sons for their hospitality. Since you didn't want to bother them any longer because they for sure had their duties, you decided to go and check upon your men. Some of them suffered some injuries during the last trip and you had to make sure they were doing fine.
Little did you know you'd been followed by Ubbe.
The crew greeted you happily, asking if you were doing just fine. Of course, you assured them that you are fine and spent the night in a safe place. After reminding them about proper behavior, you went to check out the local market.
Ubbe of course decided to follow. Just to make sure you were safe. Or maybe just to be able to steal more minutes to look at your pretty face?
You hummed some tune you heard a long time ago as you walked from stand to stand, looking at all the stuff. It was a big surprise to see so many sellers in one place.
Ubbe was stopped by some villagers who wanted to ask about newcomers and their purposes; people were hospitable towards strangers yet still not trusting them fully.
As he told them about you and your people, he realized he lost you from his sight.
"Is it common for one of the Ragnarssons to follow the newcomers around? Do I look so dangerous that I need to be watched?â You asked casually from behind Ubbe's back only to wrap your arm around his.
He tried to stay unshaken by a sudden, unexpected encounter. "Oh. Y/N. I have planned on visiting the market, I did not know I'll meet you here."
"Oh, is that so? Or did you just follow me around, to make sure I will not bring any kind of distress to your people?â
"I just wanted to make sure you don't get lost".
"That's so sweet of you." You said and patted his arm as the two of you started to walk.
"How long are you going to stay with us, Y/N? Don't get me wrong, I don't ask you this question to make you feel unwanted. I would be delighted to know how much time has left for me to be able to hear more about your adventures and new worlds you've visited."
You laughed softly and looked up at him. "Oh, I had the feeling you are the curious one, and well... It's hard to tell. My men are tired, some are sick. They need a good rest on solid ground. We also need good resources to start another journey. I am afraid it may take a month or even longer."
He nodded in acknowledgment. Deep inside he screamed from happiness. He felt relieved that you weren't leaving anytime soon.
"So, I told you many stories. Do you have any interesting stories to share with me?"
"I haven't been to as many places as you. When I was a kid, I went to Paris, along with my brother Hvitserk and our father."
"Oh. Paris, it's beautiful from the inside. People there wear odd clothing though, I didn't like it." You shrugged.
"We had never gotten a chance to get inside the town."
"It's a rich place. Rich and filled with protection. I think they may be afraid of vikings." You joked, gently poking him in the ribs.
"Had you fought? I think I saw a scar on your forearm."
"I had actually," you nodded. "I never wanted to be a warrior. I am a traveler and I want to meet new nations, see lands that none of us have ever seen before but not everyone is as nice as you. Some people are like Ivar. There were too many times I lost a part of my crew."
"Thankfully you're still alive and doing well," he said. "It would be such a loss to lose you."
You looked up, giving him a cocky smile. "Oh? Would it be, Ubbe? And how do you know that? You know me for a day and you already say such stuff?â
"I have a good sense if it comes to reading people," he told you, smiling back.
"Well then, I am really glad to have awakened good feelings in you. Most of the time it's quite the opposite."
"Not here," he assured. "Are you looking for something in particular?"
"I have a feeling you know a bit about traveling. Would you like to help me get ready for my next trip?â
"With a pleasure."
* * * * *
Listening to Ubbe was interesting. No matter what it seemed he liked the idea of traveling himself.
After making a list of things you would need according to Ubbe, the two of you went to one of the empty stables to simply have some quiet place to talk. There, you two found a cozy place to sit.
Ubbe asked you to tell him some more stories and since you had so many of them, you didn't say no.
The two of you just sat there and talked.
"... and people said that the place was visited by ghosts but I had never seen anything there. But who knows." You finished the story with a shrug.
With a piece of hay placed between his lips, he listened, nodding his head from time to time. "Weren't you afraid? Many people say that seeing dead ones in their spiritual form brings bad luck."
"Nah! If I was afraid, I wouldn't ever travel again." You said, shrugging. "This is one of the reasons I travel as well. To feel this something, that particular thrill, and shivers on my spine.'
"Shivers, you say," he smiled softly. "I know the feeling. The excitement that builds slowly within your guts."
"Oh, yes, exactly this. It just builds up to explode and make you feel so good." You sighed deeply, feeling a little dreamy.
He nodded his head, listening to her words.
"It's just like with sex... It's so exciting and the high you reach is the best one." You added with a quiet moan.
He stayed unbothered by your words yet nodded his head in agreement
"You like my stories and I have a feeling you would like to travel as well."
"Yes," he said, thinking. "I've always wanted to see new places, to meet new cultures."
"So? Why didn't you? Is the prince forced to stay?"
"I've never had a proper opportunity to leave and travel. There was always some fight that needed to be won."
"But now, you are here, and it doesn't look like you need to fight for anything. You could just gather people and go. See everything your heart desires." You told him.
"I don't want to leave Kattegat and the people behind with these uncouth boys as their leaders," Ubbe replied openly.
"Can't you take them with you?"
"To have a disaster on the boat? To have arguments with no possibility of leaving the place where we are going to be stuck together for days? No, thanks, I am not that desperate. I would take Hvitserk with me though, surely, he's a lot like me."
You laughed, shaking your head. "My dear prince, you have such high standards. I am afraid you might never leave this place."
"Maybe one day," he told you.
"Maybe one day we will meet on different land. Who knows."
He got up from the spot he sat at.
You got up as well, shaking off some of the hay off your pants. "I need to ask. Is there a woman keeping you here? Because I don't believe it's all about your dear brothers."
"I don't have a significant other if this is what your question was about."
"This is sad yet a piece of good news. I was worried for a second there might be another woman around." You said slowly. "I don't need to feel scared anymore."
"To feel scared?" He stopped and looked at you over his shoulder. "Scared of what? Picking on a taken man?"
"Yes. I don't wish to make any enemies here. Women can get angry when a stranger puts their hands on their men." Explaining this, you smirked softly. "Now I can safely pick on you."
He smiled. So you found him handsome enough to mention such a thing.
"I need to say. I was worried that a handsome man like you would be taken, taking the fact you are a prince and son of Ragnar himself, I was sure of it but I think gods decided to be good to me this time."
"Will you join me at tonight's feast? As I heard, my mother wants to celebrate you and your men."
"Since you are a free man and I will be able to have you just for myself, I say yes. I will gladly join you." You agreed.
Ubbe smiled in return.
* * * * *
As Ubbe said, a huge feast was thrown by his mother.
You decided to shine a little since the feast was for you.
What woman wouldn't use such an opportunity?
Among the few things you owned, you found a dress. It wasn't as comfortable as your pants but it didn't matter at the moment.
You put it on, took care of your hair, and even decided to use some makeup just to make things even better.
Once fully ready, you went to find Ubbe.
Prince was outside of the Great Hall, speaking with a few of your men.
His face was lightened up with a smile as soon as he spotted you approaching.
He couldn't lie, you looked better than he imagined.
You gave him a sweet smile. "Be careful, my dear prince or your eyes may pop out of your skull. I hope this outfit will be enough for a feast, what do you think?â
Uber caught himself staring at her revealed arms a little too long. "You're glowing like a star, Y/N. It'll be a pleasure to me to spend more time with you during the feast."
"The pleasure of spending more time with you is all mine if I can be honest. I couldn't wait," you told him sweetly. "Shall we go inside? Or you are too afraid your brothers will see me?"
"I bet Hvitserk will be happy to see you."
"I hope you won't be jealous. I am here and I am only yours for tonight."
"Do you mean it?" He asked, wrapping his arm around your waist.
"I mean it with my whole heart." You nodded.
Of course, their presence was noticed by other brothers.
Hvitserk was the first one to walk to them. "Y/N, look at you, are you a lost goddess?'
"Maybe I am. I may be a goddess from far lands and you boys may not even realize it," you joked and tapped Ubbe's chest. "I simply came here to steal your brother's heart."
A frown appeared on Hvitserk's face. "And what about me? I hope you do remember Ubbe is not the only son of Ragnar."
You looked at Hvitserk and licked your lips. "Your heart will be next."
He smiled and grabbed your hand to pull you behind him to the table where he poured you some ale.
You gladly accepted the cup, thanking him. "So? Shall we make a toast to something?"
"To your luck. May the gods have you in their favor."
"To my travels. May the gods lead me in peace." You added, raising your cup.
Hvitserk joined his older brother and you with his cup filled with ale as well.
"I see we aren't the only ones drinking." You couldn't help and giggled.
Ubbe was getting upset with Hvitserk stepping his way all the time; he counted for some alone time with Y/N and his brother decided to manifest his presence. "Hvitserk, don't you have a girl to keep your attention on?," Ubbe tried to joke, pointing at some blonde sitting at the table, whose eyes were fixed on his younger brother.
Hvitserk followed Ubbe's glance and waved his hand at the girl. She instantly replied the same gesture, smiling at him. "Her? Yeah, I laid with her a week ago. Or two weeks. I guess? She's nothing special. Not as special as our guest, of course, this is what I meant," Hvitserk put his arm around your waist. "So, Y/N, how do you find our settlement?"
You sighed softly. Hvitserk was nice and honestly, you wanted to get to know him better but sharing the attention between two men at once wasn't easy. You preferred to do it separately, it meant less jealousy to deal with. Especially taking the fact they were brothers. "It's a nice place but Hvitserk, I really would like to spend some time with your brother. We have things we want to talk about, so, please. Could you leave us alone for now?â
Hvitserk blinked a few times and grimaced because he didn't expect such a reaction from you. "Well, fine," he said with a shrug. He then turned on the heel and went off, to join the blonde lady by the table.
Ubbe was also surprised by the outcome of the situation.
You turned to the older brother and smiled. "Now, we are alone just like you wanted us to be. Hope he won't be mad, I was as polite as possible."
"I'm just a little shocked you told him no," Ubbe told you.
"Well, I would like to get to know him too but for now I am all yours. Just like I claimed before, Ubbe." You reminded him within the softest tone you could make.
He nodded, raising his cup. "To this night then. To us."
You nodded eagerly, raising your cup. "To us!"
* * * * *
The evening was wonderful. Ubbe danced and talked with you, keeping you busy and away from his brothers who were not that content with the situation; each of them had hoped to have some kind of interaction with you.
You enjoyed your time with Ubbe. There was something in him. Of course, other boys didn't lack it but for then, your full attention was on Ubbe.
"I need to say Ubbe. You have the soul of a traveler. Maybe I should take you with me?"
"I'd gladly come with you if you just ask," he told you, his hand wrapped around your waist.
"Really? When I told you about traveling you whined about your brothers. And now you want to go with me? What has changed since then?" You asked, raising your eyebrow.
"I rethought a few things," he claimed openly.
"That's interesting. Why? Because of me?â
"Maybe," Ubbe said shortly, a little smirk appeared on his lip.
"Is it me or what's between my legs?" You asked openly, forming a cocky smile.
"You. Your womanhood is just a pleasurable addition."
"Would you like to try this pleasurable addition? Before any of your brothers get to it?â
He downed his cup and placed it on the nearest table. "So you want to lay with me? Knew it from the first moment you looked at me."
"Well, look at yourself," you hummed, gently touching his leg. "Big, strong, and want to be a traveler. Just like me. Not to mention you are handsome."
"He's as handsome as an udder," there was a nasty tone coming from the ground level.
You cringed at the comment and turned your head to see Ivar. Of course, he had to interrupt. "Don't you have better things to do?â
"You're my main interest so far so no, I don't have any other things to do," the young prince was on the ground as he crawled towards you.
You frowned and shook your head. "Maybe we should take it somewhere else, Ubbe? Where we won't be bothered by others."
"I think I know the place," he caught your wrist and gently pulled you behind.
"See you soon, lady traveler," Ivar waved his hand at you.
You gladly followed Ubbe, ignoring Ivar's words. For then, you just wanted to focus on Ivar's older brother.
Ubbe took you to the stable you visited earlier that day. "Conditions are not good, I know, but at least here we can talk or do things without the curious eyes of others."
You giggled and flopped on the pile of hay. "You can always join me here."
He instantly laid on top of you, gently spreading her legs with his knee.
"Hello." You hummed as your arms wrapped around his neck.
He instantly crushed his lips on yours. He tasted like the ale he drank earlier.
You hummed into the kiss loudly, enjoying the sweet taste of mead on his lips and tongue.
Ubbe wrapped your leg around his hip, using his other hand to slip under your dress.
"I can see you are a fast one, dear prince." You giggled, trying your best to pull up the annoying skirt of your dress.
"I want that cunt of yours around my dick."
"Oh? You could ask so nicely earlier, my dear price." You chuckled.
He crushed his lips on yours again, easily pulling your panties down your legs. "I hope you don't feel used."
"If I would, you wouldn't get that far, Ubbe." You said, tapping his cheek. "Come on, don't be shy."
He started undoing his belt, gently spreading your legs with his knee some more. Soon, he lined his cock with your entrance and easily pushed inside.
You let out a soft moan and gripped his shirt tightly. Well, well, well you expected a lot from the prince but the size of him was a surprise. Honestly, you felt ashamed of how good it felt to be filled by him.
His one arm was wrapped around your waist as he held you close against his broad chest. "You feel so good around me," he praised, nibbling on your earlobe. "So slick, just for me, little one."
You placed one of your legs on his waist, smiling at him. "Of course, I have since the day I laid my eyes on you."
His thrusts got a little erratic; your pussy felt so good around his dick. Ubbe buried his head in your neck.
You moaned and wrapped one arm around his neck and the other around him. "Oh... So good. Oh, gods.."
With his face nuzzled to your neck, he kept on thrusting in you, pinning you to the hay with his weight.
Little did the two of you know that a pair of curious eyes watched everything from the distance
You moaned Ubbe's name, grabbing on his hair tightly and pulling them.
It felt so good that you didn't pay any attention to the surroundings.
He increased his pace. Several thrusts later, he pulled out of you and gently rolled behind you on his side, picking one of your legs up, pushing his dick into your pussy from behind.
You whimpered and soon smiled as your hand moved between your legs to play with your clit. "I can see you know how to take care of a woman. I am impressed." You teased, rolling your head back.
Ubbe's hand cupped your breast, gently rubbing the hard nipple through your dress as his teeth lightly caught your neck.
You changed into a moaning mess under his touch. Your climax was approaching and you could feel it in your lower belly.
His hand slipped from your boob to land on the top of your palm placed between your legs. He took it and brought it to his lips to lick and suck on your fingers, pushing your hand back into its previous spot as he did.
Soon you reached your climax, screaming his name as loud as you could.
Thank gods, the party was still going on outside so probably no one heard you.
Ubbe pulled his dick out, jerked himself a few more times, and cum directly on your belly, with a loud grunt that roamed within his chest.
"You like to mark your territory, huh?â You giggled, trying to catch your breath.
He didn't reply but attacked her neck with soft kisses.
You smiled getting comfortable on the hay. "Will we return at the feast? Or you prefer to stay here a little?"
"Let's get back to the feast." Ubbe groaned, getting up and pulling his pants up as well.
"You aren't the one that likes to cuddle afterward." You giggled and then got up as well, improving your dress. The last thing you wanted was to look like you just had sex in the pile of hay.
"I prefer the act itself to cuddling," he told you, wrapping his arm around your waist tightly.
"Shame. I love a good hug." You shrugged, nuzzling to his side. "Can I have an odd question?â
"Sure."
"When we were having fun in the hay... Didn't you feel watched?â You asked, looking up at him with your eyebrow raised. "I swear to gods, I had that odd feeling when you were watching but you have no idea by who or from where."
He nodded. "I felt it too for a brief moment," Ubbe nodded. "Wait, I'll check the surroundings."
You nodded letting go of him.
Ubbe walked around the barn but found no one. He smiled after noticing some characteristic marks on the ground.
After returning to you, he rubbed your shoulder. "I think you were right. Probably my youngest brother was around."
You shivered, pulling on your dress nervously. The last thing you expected was to hear such a piece of news. The cripple watched you and Ubbe.
"He must be very lonely."
"Indeed," Ubbe replied openly. "He's a cripple after all. Viking life is hard itself, just try to imagine how hard it must be for someone so different."
"Poor man, that explains this bitterness and venom leaving his mouth with every word he speaks." You nodded your head, thinking. Maybe since you were there, you could do a good deed.
Ubbe was nodding his head, listening to you. "Ivar gains on closer acquaintance."
"The day I arrived here, he crept his way into my room. Checking by himself who arrived. Can't say he gained much." You muttered, entering The Great Hall with Ubbe.
"He was just curious, don't mind him doing so. It's rare for new people to visit our settlement."
"Or is it rare for a woman to visit your settlement?"
"Let's say is it rare for a woman as beautiful as a goddess to visit us."
"You are a sweet talker, as I can see." You improved your hair and sat down with him to enjoy the rest of the feast.
Of course, you could feel Hvitserk's eyes on you still.
~WHEN THE PARTICLE OF GOD PERMEATES YOU~ || Part II
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Summary: Without the past you can't understand the present. You meet Higgs Monaghan on your way. Will he help you find out about your past or will he try to use you for his own purposes?
Warnings: None
Words: 3299
Authors: Cass & Rouge
Days had been passing, and the situation remained unchanged.
You were lurking throughout the camp trying to be as productive as it was only possible, however you didn't have many occasions to help in anything as the others were pushing you aside. You weren't surprised though; you were a newcomer, without a purpose or any special skills, and you quickly became Higgs' favourite, which most of his men didn't approve.
Sometimes, it's enough to survive another day, right?, you'd been thinking to yourself.
"Would you look at that? Our little star is doing nothing as always. Why don't you go and be useful? Sucking Higgs off ain't enough here," one of men said grabbing your shoulder. "Why is he even keeping you here?"
Meanwhile Higgs was away, sitting in his bunker. He was trying to come up with some logical theory of how you ended up where you did. How could this happen that you just woken up with no past? âIâve got breaking news and itâs about you fucking off of me,â you showed your middle finger to the group of men, and in return your gained few chuckles and some more rambunctious comments. When Higgs was gone, they were making a lot of fun of you, always; you hated every minute in the camp without Man in The Golden Mask.
Meantime, Higgs hummed, studding the map and trying to find the place you could come out from. Bridges was the closest point but it made no fucking seans for them to just leave you out there to die.
After a few more minutes Higgs shrugged. "Ah, fuck it. Time to check upon my kittycat." And with that he was back in the camp as he teleported. After stretching his back he called you. "Y/N! Where is my favourite girl hiding?" You were almost outside the camp, sitting at one of the largest rocks, taking notes and sketching the mountains located on the north. You tried to escape from all of the mean glances and comments. âHey, you,â one of the guards pointed his laser gun at you. âHiggs is seeking  you in the camp. Move your ass to him.â With a loud sigh escaping your lips you closed the sketchbook and pinned your hair in a ponytail. While walking back to the camp, you were thinking about your purpose, it was pretty frustrating that you didnât remember anything even after such a long period of time.
Higgs waited with hands crossed on his chest. He gave you a wicked smile as soon as he noticed you approaching. âAh! Here is my lady with no past. I was getting fucking worried you are gone."
âMe? Gone? I have nowhere to go,â you replied to him with disarming honesty. âGood to see you, youâve been gone for a longer while...,â you hesitated after saying this as you knew heâll assume you missed him. Thanks Beach he didnât realize yet it was all true.
"My cute deflowered sweetheart missed me," Higgs chuckled softly with a wide smile, showing the line of white teeth. "I missed you too and I was away, indeed. Iâve been thinking from where you came and I may have an idea."
Hearing his words you tilted your head aside a little. âTell me?,â you asked.
"Well, my little, sexy kitten might be Bridges' property. Am not sure yet but I sure will find out!," He said loudly and shrugged. "I even have an idea how I will do it."
While you were listening to his words, your thoughts drifted in some unknown way and when you gathered your attention, you gave him a brief nod. âI see.â A deep sigh left your parted lips as you glared up at him. âHey, Iâve been wondering whether there's something I can do around the camp, I hate how others are making fun of me and the fact that my only purpose here is to warm your cock up,â you rubbed your temples. âI can do anything, bring packages, clean, whatever.â
He chuckled at your question. It was simply stupid. "You are here to be by my side. To be a good girl," Higgs said, gently touching your cheek. "Tell me who bothered you and I will take care of this." A shiver ran along your spine as he touched your cheek; his tenderness was light like a touch of butterfly wings yet his fingers seemed to burn marks on your face. âForget about it,â you asked him quickly as you dared to put your palm on top of his.
Higgs laughed and grabbed your waist, pulling you as close as possible. "Listen I know you might have a soft heart but it's all about the example. So? Which of those fuckers did it?," He asked again.
You licked your lips and bit the lower one as you got stressed. âIf you truly care for me, leave it. I can handle as I donât care,â you asked him once again while wrapping arms around his chest and nuzzling your head to him.
He squezzed your waist and smiled. "Kitten. You forgot who I am. No one dares to hurt what's mine, even with stupid insults," Higgs summed up and gently pushed you aside to walk to the group of terrorits. He smiled softly looking at others. "Okay! Listen up, fuckers. Which one of you was brave enough to throw stupid words at my girl?"
âOh my God,â you whispered under your breath as you realized what was happening. You followed him quickly and stood by his side, swallowing hardly while your sight slipped over all the gathered men.
âIt was me,â one of them stepped ahead from the group, keeping his head produly up. âListen, Higgs, we all know that youâre the most powerful of us but itâs fucking rude to be the only one who gets laid and whoâs allowed to have a girl around. Most of us donât like her presence as all she does is lurking around, no purpose, no skills,â the guy continued to speak. âWould be better if you sent her away or killed her. No one needs her around, except you. Youâre not better than any of us.â
Higgs hummed listening to the complaints. Then he walked in the line, from left to right with his hands placed behind his back. "If I can be honest. She is more worthy than any of you here butâŚ," he said slowly, rubbing his chin, "But you, bastards, you all are fucking lucky. IT'S YOUR LUCKY FUCKING DAY! Because instead of killing you all and leaving your bodies at Bridges doorsteps, I will fix what you all are complaining about," Higgs announced and looked at you.
You frowned a little at his words.
âSo? Will you send her away?,â the man asked, his eyes and you.
Higgs wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pulling your tightly to his side.
"Oh, Y/N, Y/N... You see, these men here are mad at me because I gave you no duties," he let out a loud sigh, petting your hair. "So, from now on, this lovely lady here is my second in command! You insult her - you insult me and trust me fellas, you don't wanna do that. Thank you for the attention, get back to your fucking duties!," Higgs snorted at the men, kissing your cheek, and then walked away like nothing ever happened.
You almost fainted when he claimed you for his deputy. You felt the piercing glances of his men on you and you already knew it would bring even more troubles. After a second of thinking, you ran after him. âHiggs, I donât think itâs a good idea, I have like⌠I mean⌠Iâm not as charismatic as you, I canât command people,â you tugged on his sleeve to stop him from walking. âThey already hate me, now it will escalate,â you shook your head. âLetâs face the truth, Iâm no one, I have no idea how to⌠You know.â
Higgs effortlessly picked you up. "If they will, then they will meet the friendly BTs. You are working with me now. Don't worry, I will handle everything."
To support yourself from falling, you instinctively wrapped legs around his hips and nuzzled to his chest. âThank you, Higgs. Youâre doing so much to me when I did so less in return. I have no idea how some people can call you a terrorist or a bad guy. I wish they could spend at least one day around you and I bet theyâd agree with me on the fact youâre not only a great, fearless leader but also a charming, caring man.â
Higgs laughed. "I nuked two towns. I want to end the fucking world. No one else but you would like me, dear," he summed up before placing a soft kiss to your rosy lips.
When the evening came, Higgs was positive about his idea. He had to get into Bridges place and dig through their documents. If youâve ever been one of them, your documents should be there.
"How do I look, my sexy second in command?," Higgs asked, presenting himself wrapped in an old Bridges uniform. "Let's not foeget about the fucking crown," he joked putting the Bridges hat on.
You two were in Higgs' tent. You were laying on your side on his cot resting head on your hand. "You look fucking handsome, as always," you informed him. "This uniform hugs your ass nicely though," you didn't stop yourself from adding. "Are you sure you won't be to assist you? I'm going to be sad while you'll be gone," you slowly sat on the cot.
" I will do it myself. This can't be hard, there is only one lady as sweet as you. I will find it quickly and before youâll count to ten - I am going to be fucking back," Higgs said improving the belt. "After that, I will fuck you so hard that the whole camp will hear the second in commend screaming under the leader."
A soft chuckle of yours escaped your mouth as the reaction for his statement. "After your return, I'll just take care of you, make sure you eat and drink and later we will cuddle," you told him while getting up. "And if you'll be a good boy, I'll think of a prize." You walked to him and wrapped your arms around him. "Promise me you'll be careful and won't let them catch you."
 "Sweetheart. I feel so fucking hurt right now! I thought you have more faith in me," Higgs chuckled and squeezed your cheek playfully. "Don't make your sweet little face worried about it. They will never get me."
When he vanished you circled his tent a few times before taking a seat in the corner, just like you did the first day when he found you in the cave.
Getting inside was a child's play. Who would mind a porter wandering the corridors? Of course fucking no one.
The archives were a mix of papers and computer data. Going through the second thing was easy, yet your face didn't flash on any document, and it was fine.
Maybe he was wrong. Maybe you weren't Bridges. That would be a fucking relief.
After an hour of digging through papers, Higgs was sitting on the floor with legs crossed. He was reading through one of the folders when the ones he read previously were scattered around him like snow.
The door to the archive slides open and Samuel Bridges stepped in; he had to pick some folders up to deliver them to Lake Knot City. He became suspicious when he spotted a mess and folders laying on the floor. As he stepped further into the long room, he found even more documents scattered everywhere. "You. Who are ya and what are ya doing here?," He asked, his tone cold as he spotted a man sitting in the middle of the room.
Higgs didn't raise his eyes until he was done with the folder he was holding in palms, after reading through it he simply threw it over his shoulder.
"Ah! Sammy boy! It's nice to see you again, sorry but I don't have time for a chit chat. I am looking for something," he shrugged, taking another folder into his hands.
 Sam cringed at the sound of the voice, too familiar. It couldnât be a coincidence. "Higgs? What the fuck?," He asked in disbelief as he walked closer to the other man. "How did you... Ah, right. You jumped through the Beach," Sam replied himself. "Leave it," he pulled the folder out of Higgs' hands.
"You are a smart boy, ain't ya?," He laughed and in another folder he saw your photo.
"BINGO! Here you are, sweetheart!" Higgs said loudly and jumped back to his feet. "Tell me, Sammy boy, do you know anything about a particular porter? Her name is Y/N?"
Sam blinked, he was getting more confused with every second. "What's your problem, Higgs, have you fallen in love? Ah, right, it's hard to make connections when you don't have a heart," Sam grinned wryly at the other man. "Even if I know, I won't tell you, that's not your business since the day you and the tide has turned. Give it back," Sam yanked the hat off Higgs' head.
Higgs laughed and rolled his eyes, tucking your folder under his suit to make sure Sam won't get it. "Well! To your surprise I fell in love. Just like you. Well! But youâre not in love anymore. I bet that wife of yours was beautifulâŚ," He mocked walking around Sam. "But she was blind for taking a chance on ya."
Sam reacted instantly with aiming his first at Higgs' cheek. "Apologize, you useless fucker, and give me the fucking folder back."
Higgs only laughed at the reaction. "Wife and unborn child. Such a shame, maybe that is why you are so sad and grumpy, and developed this phobia of yours," Higgs laughed playfully. "You know what? I like you, you can keep the cap. I have few from the old, good days. It was nice to see you again, Sammy boi!," Higgs licked the tip of Sam's nose before disappearing.
Sam tried to grab Higgs by his Bridges uniform but he didn't manage. Cursing under his breath he quickly left the archive without picking the folder he came there for; he had to inform Deadman about the situation.
You were dreaming about some crazy ass things like dolphins trying to pull you under water when Higgs returned. You were still sitting in the corner of his tent, knees pulled under your chin, your arms wrapped around them as you were rolled in a ball.
Before entering the tent, Higgs took a brief look at the info about you gathered in the folder he stole. He wasn't sure what to think. After entering the tent he looked at you and chuckled quietly, getting on your level by crouching. Â Higgs brushed hair off of your forehead and placed a kiss there. "Ding ding, ding! Honey, I am home. Where is my promised dinner?"
You jolted in place, your muscles twitched and you almost screamed. You opened eyes and for a brief second they were getting used to the light of the lamp. When you saw him crouching next to you, you knelt and wrapped arms around his neck, pulling him into the tight hug. "Higgs! I dreamt they got you! I was so... Scared! You're back! Holy Beach, I was so scared." As you were hugging him he could easily feel the beat of your racing heart, even though your suit. "Let me bring you something. I tried to get you pizza but... I failed."
Higgs hugged you tightly, holding you with both arms. "Well, maybe it's because you slept on the floor. I didn't get these fancy pillows and blankets for nothing," he chuckled, rubbing your back. "It's okay, sugar. I will make Sam deliver us some. Look what I got," he said proudly, showing you the folder.
You shivered. "Is this... Is this mine?," You asked him as you sat on the floor. "Who am I then?," You made puppy eyes and looked right into his.
"You are a porter apparently. Ex now, technically. Good one," Higgs summed up. âY/N. Working for Bridges for 5 years. Fast and careful with her deliveries, open for contacts with clients as well as fellow porters. Went missing in action. Y/N delivered the assigned package yet never made it back to any of the existing facilities. There were no voidouts that could mean her death. No body nor evidences were ever found. Investigation in that case brought nothing, so Y/N is presumed dead but there's still a slight chance of her being still alive. Signed by: Director Die-Hardman," Higgs ended reading the last note in your folder.
You nodded. "So... They're not looking for me... So, in this situation... I can be whoever I want because I think they wouldn't let me get back..."
"It's not that you are kicked out. I bet that as soon as you would get to any of their places, they would take care of you. They think you are dead but with a possibility of return," he explained. "Y/N? I need to ask you something."
You looked at him like a kid would look at the parent. "Yes?"
"Is this a hoax? I walked into Bridges without problem and then? I get fucking Sam Bridges into the archive. My people were doing their job and you come out of nowhere. You don't know who you are yet you cling to me so suddenly," he said with a frown. "Is this a trap? Did they send you to get inside? To get to me?"
You lowered your head. "Even if they did, I don't remember. I told you many times, I have no idea how I found myself outside, all alone, only with a backpack. I'm clingy because... I...," You started blushing so you got up to take a seat on his cot. "You showed me affection, you offered me your generosity, hospitality... You were kind when no one else was. You took care of me and kinda taught me how to survive in this shit."
Higgs joined you on the coat. "You promise me that the note, and your lack of memory isn't just a way to get to me?"
"I cross my heart," you assured him with a serious tone. "I don't care what you have done and why do they want to get to you but God's my witness I won't tell anyone about you." The fact he even could think about you being a spy hurt you much but you kept a straight face.
"I am sorry for accusing you for anything," Higgs whispered into your ear before pulling you on his lap. âYa know, gotta be careful about some certain things.â
You nuzzled to the crook of his neck. "It's okay, I understand, I would be suspicious too if I were you."
Higgs smiled, playing with your hair. "My little porter," he said with a smile. "Only mine."
You inhaled his scent, the sweet mix of a masculine musk and warmth of his skin. You placed a kiss to his bearded cheek and brushed your against his shortly after. Your arms wrapped around his chest. "Thank you for all you've done to me, for keeping me safe."
"And I will keep on keeping you safe. Not a single fucking Bridges will ever lie a finger on you again. You will stay with me till the end of the world we know," Higgs said, squeezing you tightly.
A sad sigh escaped your lips. "Till the end."
~WHEN THE PARTICLE OF GOD PERMEATES YOU~Â || Part I
Summary: Without the past you can't understand the present. You meet Higgs Monaghan on your way. Will he help you find out about your past or will he try to use you for his own purposes?
Warnings: Smut
Words: 6305
Authors: Cass & Rouge
A/N: This is little gift for our birthday girl! @porgsandtheirplaceâ We hope you will like it!
It's cold outside. A fearfully cold wind blew from north, it quickly became unbearable. It indicated unstable weather. You felt it was about to rain.
With no memory of your former life, you walked along the muddy path, dressed only in a skintight suit and combat boots, with an old, leather jacket wrapped around your shoulders.
You heard something that sounded like thunder, so you ran forward as you spotted a mountain in the east; it didn't seem too far and you knew you had to make it there.
As soon as you entered the cave, the timefall started pouring down and another thunder rumbled loudly among the mountains.
Breathing shakily, you got further into the cave, only to sit on the stone floor and pulled knees under your chin, shivering all over your body. You let a sigh, noticing the steam of your breath forming in the cold air.
Higgs forced two members of the Homo Demens to go and find a lost package filled with explosives. Apparently, Fragileâs people were shitty enough to lose it in the middle of nowhere.
"You sure this is the place?" A voice from the depth of the cave asked.
"Higgs said so," another male voice snapped back.
"Well, we better find that shit or our asses will go as high as the fucking sky and I am not keen on it."
Two men emerged from the shadows of the cold corridor, they both stopped and looked at you.
"Well, well! And who do we have here?,â One asked and the other chuckled.
"A little, lost girl? Did you get wet outside?"
You quickly got back to your feet, a cold shiver ran along your spine and you trembled all over your body. "Leave me alone, I didn't do anything," you told them and took two steps back. "I'm just sheltering from the rain. Don't hurt me."
Men looked at each other and laughed loudly.
"Oh, don't hurt me!," One mocked and looked at this friend. "Shall we not hurt her?"
The other man walked up to you to take a good look at your features.
"I don't know. She is nice and young, we could have some fun with her or just throw her outside and watch her die. That would be fun, too," man hummed and grabbed you by your hair, pulling you closer to the entrance of the cave. "What do you say, sweetheart? Is it time for a shower?"
"No, no, no!," You begged and immediately sank to your knees. "Please, don't hurt me, I didn't do anything! Please! I'll do everything, just don't let me die!"
Your heart was beating strongly within your chest.
"You will do anything? Oh, really? That's good to know, little one. This is your lucky day then!," The guy said, pulling you further into the cave, away from the deadly rain. Another man immediately joined him.
"You see, little one, we haven't had a woman in some time. You could be useful, I wonder what ya hiding under these clothes," Other man said, easily opening your jacket.
"We will have some fun and we will kill you after."
"No, please don't...," You breath hitched and you turned your head aside when one of the men tried to kiss you. You tried to reach your backpack that was still attached to your back to pull your handy knife out.
Higgs appeared in the cave out of nowhere as always. He easily found the missing box and went to find the two men who worked for him. "The fuck you two are doing? Is it really so hard to find a damn thing?!," He roared at two men who immediately stepped away from you. Higgs frowned looking at the additional person. "Seriously? You are busy with a girl but not with the task you had to perform?," He growled, throwing the box at one of the men. "Take it to the camp, pronto."
When both men scrambled away in fear of their leader, Higgs offered you a brief grin. "Ah! They ran like cowards which they are but they are kinda useful. Who do we have here?," He asked, grabbing your chin to take a look at your face.
You held your breath back but let him grab your chick. "I didn't do anything, sir... I just sheltered from rain when they...," You went quiet. "Don't kill me... Don't kill me, please," you closed your eyes shut.
"I will break those fuckersâ necks for not letting me know they found you here, girl. Despite you aren't the bomb we looked for, they should have fucking let me know," Higgs growled checking your face. "You look healthy, pretty even. How about I give you a shelter, huh? What do you say for that?"
You swallowed hard and quickly nodded. "Would you be so kind to shelter me? But... How will I repay?," You asked hesitantly. "I don't have much. Everything is in my backpack," quickly pulling stripes of the backpack off you handled it to him.
Higgs took your backpack and shook it a little, it was really light what meant you didn't own a lot. He was getting more and more curious about what's your story, how a creature like you ended up in the middle of nowhere with nothing. "Nah, we will see what we can do about it, girl. Now, c'mon, you don't want to end up outside, right? Let's get you to a dry place," he shrugged, tossing the backpack to you.
You grabbed it and pressed to your chest, nodding. "Promise you won't hurt me," you asked with a shaking voice.
Higgs chuckled and bowed in front of you. "Crossinâ on my heart, if I have one," he shrugged and pulled you closer. In the blink of an eye, both of you were in some kind of a camp, in one of the tents. "Welcome to my camp. Make yourself at home, girl," Higgs almost sang, moving away from you. "This place will be safe for you as long as I say so."
You sank to your knees. You didn't know how in a blink of an eye you found yourself in another place, in a huge tent filled with maps, documents and other things. You gagged yourself, you almost vomited and your head spinned around. "How...?," You whispered, trying to cool down.
Higgs sighed and rolled his eyes, looking at your pathetic state. "You know, it would be fucking amazing if you would be kind enough to not fucking vomit all over my floor," he slowly pulled you up. "Breathe, girl, I didn't bring you here so you die on me."
You nodded, still pressing the backpack to your chest. "I'm sorry....I just... It made me dizzy. I'm sorry," you whispered and thanked him for helping you back on your feet.
He patted your cheek with a grin on his lips. "Atta girl, ya see? It's not that hard. You don't need to keep that so close," Higgs took the backpack from you, using just a little bit of force. He placed it next to the cot. "I need to go now. You can rest and try to not die here, just in case."
You gave him a nod. As soon as he vanished leaving a little cloud of dust, you took a closer look around the place you found yourself into.
The whole place was flooded with the light coming from a lamp hung from the ceiling. You walked closer to a board on which you found some handwritten notes about Bridges and Fragile companies. Only then you started realizing that you found yourself in a very wrong place, which triggered another shiver.
To warm yourself up, you rubbed your shoulders and palms. Indeed, you weren't exposed to the deadly rain so in that matter you felt slightly better but still you kept in mind what his comrades had wanted to do to you.
Not knowing what to do, you sat in the corner of the tent, once again pulling knees under your shaking chin. You peeked outside and sighed sadly noticing the rain was even stronger than before.
Higgs returned to you as soon as he was done with his other shady businesses. He didn't really expect to see you, half asleep, sitting in the corner with knees pulled to your chin. "You know, I work with many idiots but I hoped for you to be the smart one here, girl," Higgs said simply, taking a seat on the desk. "So, sweetheart. Not to be nosy and all that shit but why the fuck were you there? All alone? In such a place? And what's your name anyway?"
As he woke you up, you rubbed your eyes briefly. "I...," You whispered and got up. Rubbing your shoulder, you swallowed and nodded. "I don't remember how I got outside. I can't remember anything before the moment I woke up on the grass. And... My name's Y/N."
"Well, that's fucked up," Higgs summed up, laughing at the short story and answer, then he grabbed your backpack and simply opened it to dig through your belongings. Soon he pulled out the lace panties. "Oh, you are a noughty girl, aren't you? That's fucking cute," he said with a mocking laughter.
You observed him with wide opened eyes, huge blush crept into your cheeks as you watched him playing with your panties. "You shouldn't be touching them... It's my property...," You instructed him.
"Like I would fucking care what your property is. You are in my domain, sweetheart. I wonder how would you look in these," Higgs giggled and continued to dig in your backpack.
You turned your head aside and looked outside; it was still raining. "You're Higgs Monaghan, am I right? I heard some people talking about you."
"That's me, in flesh and bones," Higgs nodded, looking at your bra before stuffing it back inside the backpack. "And you are Y/N. Girl out of nowhere. Now I think what the fuck am I going to do with you. It's not like you are some kind of killing machine and I am not keen on keeping useless people around. At least you have a pretty face."
"T-thank you...," You whispered and walked to him to get your backpack. "I know how to hunt... At least I feel like this."
"So? I don't need a huntress. I don't really need you around at all, honestly." Higgs shrugged. "But you are a pretty face, it's fucking nice to have someone like you around but you can be sure you will get stuff to do to repay for my generosity."
You didn't know how many days had passed by but you had a feeling it was more than a week or two.
You still didn't get used to the fact you were stuck with those people, with more of them giving you nasty glances as soon as you were leaving the tent of Higgs. You were doing your best to ignore all kinds of taunts. Focusing on sketching all the things you saw around, you were spending all day in the nearest forest.
The whole group had mixed feelings about you.
Higgs brought you here, for no reason actually. You just wandered around, doing nothing when others worked their asses off in one way or another.
"Hey kitten! Maybe you would come here and be useful for once! You don't need to be only Higgs' cum sack!," Someone yelled and a few other people laughed loudly. It was normal for others to bother you on a daily basis.
You were passing them with your notebook and pencil in your hands. The last thing you'd wanted was to get in any kind of argument with these people but the comment drove you mad.
Stopping your steps you pushed your hip forward and placed your hand on it, looking directly at the man who dropped the comment. "Oh? Are you talking to me?," You asked the measuring dude with a cold glance from bottom to the top. "I'd even consider this but... Looking at the small bulge in your pants," you tapped your lip with a finger, "I'll pass."
"Well, she is not wrong!," Someone added and everyone laughed.Â
"Would you look at that! Our girl finally grew some fucking balls! Finally! Some more time and you will be almost as nasty as I am." Hands were placed on your shoulders, it was no one else but Higgs himself. He looked at everyone in front of you giving them a silent warning to simply return to their duties. "Don't mind those fucker, they have never seen a woman for that long before," the leader hummed, petting your hair like you would be his favorite.
You almost purred into his touch. All the rare moments where he was showing you his attention were making you happy and more confident. "I know I am rather useless," you told him as you moved forward, "But it was me who noticed the porter convoy a few days prior," you reminded him; you tried to manifest that in some moments you were being useful.
"Oh, you sure did, sugar. Thatâs my girl," he said, randomly resting his chin on the top of your head. Higgs stood with you like this until he realized you were holding a notebook. He quickly grabbed it to take a look. "And what do we have here, huh? Do we have an artist in the camp?"
When he placed his chin on top of your head, you blinked and giggled. As he took your notebook out of your palms, you desperately tried to get it back. "Don't look! It's mine!," You growled looking at his skilled fingers that were moving pages. When his eyes stopped at one point, you came up to the conclusion he found the drawing of him.
Higgs looked at drawing, trying to remember the moment you could even draw it.
"I am an ulgy bastard. I fucking love it! We have a fucking talent among us, I need to say," he tapped the page. "Flatters me."
You smiled lightly and ran with your glance to a group of other men who were staring at the situation.
"The fuck yâall are looking at? Jealous that I get the lady's attention? Get your asses to work," Higgs barked out at everyone. "I swear, you are the only decent person here," Higgs mumbled, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
You glanced back at him; you hated the fact he was always wearing the hood on. Due to this, you weren't ever able to finish your drawing and deep inside you bet he was a handsome man.
You managed to slip the notebook out of his hands. "Hope to see you later," you smiled at him briefly and walked a few steps away. "I'm going to try to help your people around but I swear, none of them will try anything, I'll break their noses." After these words you walked off.
Higgs made a few big steps and after reaching you with ease, grabbed your arm tightly. He shook his head, clicking his tongue with a smile. "Nah, you aren't going anywhere now, sugar. I need to talk with you," Without even listening to any of your complaints Higgs simply forced you to go to his tent with him. He set you in the middle. "You think I am blind, girl?" Higgs almost growled, walking around you in circles.
As surprised and stressed you were, you shook your head in response. "What? I don't understand. I'm not doing anything. I'm not bothering. I'm grateful you let me stay around here, sheltering me," you said firmly, observing him circling around you.
"Oh yeah, yeah, you are grateful," Higgs said, placing hands on his back with a little shrug. He could see how much you tried to get his attention, in one way or another. It was honestly interesting in some way. "Just walking around, trying to do things, drawing me. Ya know, I made up my mind. Time to pay for being here has come."
Blinking in disbelief at his sudden outburst you turned to see him. "I don't understand what you are talking about," you told him with a shrug of your shoulders. "One word and I'll be gone, as soon as I appeared," you assured him while coming up with imagined ways he would want you to pay for his hospitality.
Higgs laughed loudly and stopped to look at you. "You? Gone? And where will you go? Girl with no past nor future, the one that begged me to help her. You want me to believe that you will endanger yourself by going right into BTs or timefall? Don't make me laugh, girl. So? I am waiting to hear your offer," he said, sitting down on the desk. Higgs was ready to see how much you were capable of doing to stay here with him, maybe after all you could be useful in some way. For him at least.
You put your notebook in a little locker and tapped your lips with fingers trying to come up with ideas he was thinking about. "I have no idea. Enlighten me, Higgs," you asked in the end and shivered as you heard timefall starting to pour down. "I don't know what you're expecting me to do," you added quickly. "All I can do is to not pack my ass in any unnecessary troubles which I find very useful for you and your men."
Higgs thought, scratching his bearded cheek. Oh, he got a fucking perfect idea. You could do it or get soaked outside. He gave you one of his wicked smiles and removed the hood from his head. "Undress if ya wanna stay here. We'll have some fun, sugar," Higgs explained, moving closer to you. "Unless you want to get to know BTs personally or get a bit wet and I do not mean down there," he glared at the place between your legs.
You listened to his offer and glared right into his eyes.
As he took the hood off, you came to the conclusion he indeed was a very handsome man. And that in other circumstances you would probably happily flirt with him or maybe even get into a fling.
You swallowed yet took a step forward to him. Climbing in tiptoes you wrapped arms around his neck and placed a kiss to his bearded cheek; you felt a sudden outburst of courage. "Your proposition is pretty interesting yet from these two options I am picking the timefall."
You looked him deeply in his blue eyes and then you turned to grab your backpack.
Higgs nodded. "Fine." He took the zipper of your suit and opened it up, pulling it off of your shoulder, revealing nothing more than a thin tank top. After grabbing you by the arm he started to drag you in an unknown direction. He forced you to walk with him until the two of you were almost outside the whole camp, under the last bit of the roof over your heads.
It started to rain heavily in a second.
"If you are so sure of your choice, go on. I will gladly watch,â Higgs growled, pushing your shoulder gently. "You obey or you die. Itâs up to you.â
You were standing like paralyzed.
Few drops of timefall bounced back from the ground and fell on your leg still covered in a skintight suit, leaving greyish stains of where the material got older within the blink of an eye.
You swallowed. "I obey," you whispered, barely moving your lips. "I'll obey."
Higgs smiled. Of course, you would obey. Everyone obeys him so there could be no other outcome for you either. "You see? It wasn't that hard sugar, was it?," He purred right into your ear.
After this, he took you back to his tent. "So, what will you do now? Will you follow my fucking order?," He asked and crossed arms over his chest, waiting for you to do your thing. This all was getting interesting.
As you agreed to obey, you gave him a brief nod and very reluctantly stripped down to your underwear and tank top you were wearing. "Happy now?," You asked him, your brow raised.
He watched the show with a smirk playing on his lips. You were hella pretty, he had to give it to you. In a few quick steps, he approached you, wrapping arms around your waist "Oh, sugar, yes. Very fucking happy. You have no idea how," Higgs purred deeply before crushing his lips against yours in a messy, deep kiss, forcing his tongue past your lips without any permission.
He almost flipped over with you and you did your best to balance your bodies in a stable position. The kiss was too unexpected and messy and when he was kissing you, your eyes were widely opened as you were trying to process what was going on. "Wait, wait," you mumbled as you managed to finally cup his face in your palms. "Easy. Easy. Don't attack me like a starving dog," you instructed him.
Next thing you did was slip your hand into his hair and pull on them lightly, kissing his beautiful lips gently as you climbed on tiptoes.
"Atta girl," Higgs murmured against your lips before kissing you back.
Soon, he picked you up with one arm to move you on the cot. He didn't like it but it was still better than fucking you on the floor. Higgs pulled away right after placing you down, then moved to your neck, placing a few kisses there. After that, he moved down your body, tracing his way with the tip of his tongue.
"Let's see what you hide there, sugar," He hummed once he reached the hem of your tank top, without much of a talking he swiftly pulled it off of you.
You moved your upper body in an attempt to help him with your clothing. Higgs tossed your top aside and in the first second all you wanted to do was to cover your breasts by crossing arms over your chest but he stopped you.
You were too scared to let out a single word so you only watched his actions. His cot was pretty uncomfortable though. "What are you going to do?," You asked simply, your eyes fixed on his.
"Don't hide these beauties, sugar," he winked at you before wrapping his lips around one of your nipples, swirling his tongue around it and sucking it for a moment before turning his attention to the other one to give it the same treatment.
Higgs pulled away to look at you with a smile after a longer moment.
"What do you think? I will fuck this hopefully nice, sweet pussy hard," Higgs explained proudly and used his teeth to slowly remove your panties, pulling on them.
As much as you enjoyed his lips wrapped around your nipples and as many nice feelings it'd brought to you, you couldn't help but shivered hearing him saying the word "fuck". You slightly raised your hips to help him get rid of your panties. As you were looking down at him, you tapped his shoulder that was still wrapped around your waist. "Higgs? Uhm... I think there'll be a... I mean, well, there's a problem with that plan of yours."
Higgs growled annoyed and looked up. "What problem?" He observed you and saw a slight hint of fear and nerves in your eyes. Higgs quickly realized what did you mean, he chuckled lowly and shook his head in pure disbelief. "Oh sugar, my sweet little Y/N. Are ya still a virgin, am I right?"
Your eyes widened when he used that one particular word, the blush hit your face and you turned read so instead of answering, you moved slightly to reach for his coat that was laying on the floor. You picked it up and covered your face with the material, at the same inhaling Higgs' scent.
Yet after a moment you pulled the cape down your face so only your eyes were visible. "Yes. I haven't had... I mean, you know what I mean, holy Lord. You'd be the first one... I want to go home... I'm truly useless."
He raised the cape enough to put his head under it as well, bumping his nose into yours with a little smile. "You aren't useless, sugar. You are young, pretty, innocent. I hate to rip it off of you but it's time to learn a new thing and I will gladly help you with that. Will you let me?" Higgs was fucking surprised with this sudden wave of concern he felt when you confirmed what he thought.Â
You giggled when he bumped your nose. "I... I'm so scared...," You claimed openly. "I don't want to... I... What if I'll let you down... I don't want to disappoint you..."
The truth was you weren't keen on the idea of losing your virginity in such a place, in such a circumstance, but somehow you were pulled to Higgs. He was magnetising and you realized you lost your head for him the day he rescued you from his nasty men.
"I will take care of you, guide you and you never disappointed me, today you won't as well. Do you trust me?," He whispered his question.
You smiled a little bit too sadly. "Do I have other choices though?" You swallowed some moments later and nodded. "I trust you."
Higgs chuckled and kissed you deeply before moving down to settle between your legs, he grabbed your flesh and placed your legs on his shoulders. "I won't break that trust. Just relax," man instructed you before diving between your legs to wrap his mouth around your clit, sucking it gently.
Soon he pulled away to spit on your entrance and slowly pushed two of his fingers into you while his lips returned to your already swollen clitoris.
When his bearded face found its place between your legs, you let out a loud moan. Despite the fact it all was so wrong, it felt right as fuck.
A strange feeling started building within you, a kind of a knot in your abdomen. You let him do whatever he wanted until his slender fingers slipped into your pussy. You gasped and in the first attempt you tried to roll your hips backward to get away from.the touch but he held you in place. It took you a moment to relax and enjoy his actions one again while humming like a little kitten, your eyes fixed on him.
Higgs locked eyes with yours, eating you out. He closed his eyes with a satisfied hum while his fingers were moving in and out of you. After a long moment, he pulled away. "As much as I love the sweetness of your pussy already, I won't let you cum just yet." He chuckled at your expression which was a mix of newly-found pleasure and fear. "No need to be scared," humming, he started to undress, revealing his body and more tattoos. "Hope you like what you see."
You observed him carefully, your heart was pounding in your chest like an animal locked in a cage.
In a courage outburst, you shifted in your place and knelt in front of him, wrapping arms around his neck and kissing him deeply.
Despite the fact you knew your behavior was pretty odd and you probably would be taken as a whore, you didn't care.
Higgs kissed you back, loving the fact you got so eager all of the sudden. "That's the spirit, sugar. You are such a good girl, my favorite,â he whispered against your lips, gently placing you back in the previous position on the cot to take place between your legs. "You are fucking beautiful," he muttered looking at your naked form. "I am not so bad myself, what do you think?"
You rested your body on elbows and gave him a smug smirk. "Seems you're pretty decent. But, of course, you look scary. But I find you a very handsome man."
"Of course I look fucking scary. I am the scariest motherfucker around. You flatter me with your words. Now we will take care of that tight hole of yours, you gonna love it," Higgs growled, pushing his hips against yours to let you feel him.
"O-oooohhh," you let out a moan yet instantly bit your lower lip. "But... Maybe, maybe let's just pass?," You suggested looking down his body at his already erected member. You pressed your thighs together, closing the way to your pussy. "I'm not sure..."
"Oh, sugar. No need to fear me, I won't hurt you that hard and I can assure you that you'll fucking love it and beg me for more," he assured spreading your legs and wrapping them around his waist.
You licked your lips and smiled at him as he wrapped your legs around his hips. You looked him in the eyes. "Can I get a kiss?," You mumbled quietly, trying to do your best to distract him from the main thing. "Promise me it won't hurt. Promise?"
"It will hurt, it's natural but I got you," Higgs promised and wrapped an arm around your waist to keep you as close as it was possible. He positioned himself at your entrance and started to push in, pulling you into another deep, messy kiss only to distract you from the pain and discomfort. Halfway in, he pulled away from the kiss and growled deeply. "Fuck, you are fucking tighter than I expected. I fucking love it, Y/N. You are fucking amazing!"
The pain was sharp and burning, you felt like your guts would be tearing apart. You realized that you stopped breathing with your eyes fixed on his face; when he stopped kissing you and growled, you let out a loud cry mixed with a moan. But shortly after, when he pushed his entire length in, you screamed loudly and tried to muffle your voice by gently biting his arm. "It hurts...," You mumbled. "It hurts. I can't."
"Sure you can. You are my brave girl and you are doing just fine," Higgs praised you, gently rubbing your belly. "Relax and it will be much better. I promise."
You nuzzled to his bare chest, your eyes closed shut as he started pounding harder in you. You dared to look down your body and gasped when you noticed how Higgs' cock was moving in you, a visible bulge was forming in your abdomen.
Soon, you rolled your head back putting it into his cot and clenching his coat with your free hand.
Higgs grabbed your hips and pounded in you even harder, setting the fast and brutal pace since you relaxed around his shaft.
"Just look how nicely it goes in and out. You take it so well, Y/N. I am so fucking proud now. More than Iâve ever been. Be a good girl and cum," he ordered as his hand found your clit to rub it harshly.Â
"Oh-ohh!," You moaned and parted lips, enjoying the way he was kissing your neck and collarbone. You felt how huge he grew inside of you. "Can I... Would you... Can we try something else before I cum?," You whispered, kissing his arm.
Higgs growled annoyed and looked at you. "What is it?," He asked with a frown, his hips didn't stop moving.
You wrapped arms around his neck and pulled him closer, kissing his cheek and neck, until you reached his ear. "Harder," you whispered directly into Higgs' ear.
Higgs laughed and placed both arms on the opposite sides of your head, bracing himself to start pounding at you without holding back as he did previously. "As you wish," Monaghan purred happily before fulfilling your wish by fucking you hardly. The cot was squeaking under your weights.
You rolled your head back, grasping one of his forearms to support yourself. The pain vanished almost completely, the only feeling overwhelming you was a pure pleasure and desire. You improved your legs on his hips and were moaning for him. As you barely could take him, a single tear streamed down your cheek, but it wasn't a tear of sadness. "I... Oh-oh!," You mumbled as he throbbed inside of you. "I think I'm cuming," you grunted and at the same moment your legs started shaking. Your walls clenched tightly around his cock still buried in you and you screamed his name.
Higgs smiled and laughed softly, seeing you falling apart under him, it simply was more satisfying than he expected "Atta girl, you see? You made this, I bet the whole camp heard your screaming my name," he purred, licking the trail up your neck. He let out a loud groan as well as he was near his own peak. Higgs parted lips and his hips got all sloppy. After a few more thrusts he pulled out to cum all over your belly.. Trying to catch his breath, he smirked wryly at you. "Fuck, I am fucking exhausted. What have ya done to me, doll?"
When Higgs pulled out of you, you gasped sadly for the loss of contact. Blushing hard as he simply cum on your naked body, you ran hand through your messy hair and sighed. Tip of your tongue ran along your upper lip as you watched him taking place by your side on the cot.
You rolled quickly on your side and placed your head to his chest. You didn't care whether he'd push you away; all you'd wanted was him to hold you close just even for a moment.
He patted your hair and sighed. "You know? I still wonder how the fuck did you end up in that cave. It's so mindfucking that I cannot find a rational answer," Higgs said randomly as he rubbed his chin.
You hugged him seeking any kind of comforting. "I don't remember how I got there, I told you," you reminded him.
Listening to his heartbeat was reassuring.
He nodded. "I remember. That's why it bothers me that much. After all, who would throw such a nice girl with such a sweet pussy out though?," Higgs teased you, hugging you back. For some reason, it felt so fucking good to just hold you within his arms and keep you close. The simple fact you were near him and that you obviously were claimed as his made him happy.
"Whoever did was probably a bad person though," you claimed and dared to trail your fingertips up and down his abdomen, along his happy trail. "Or maybe I did something to be left outside? Who knows. I think we won't find the truth."
His warmth was a blessing and you wished this moment would last forever.
"What's going to be with me now?," You asked him while moving your head up to have a peek into his beautiful, blue eyes. "You've gotten what you'd wanted so you can send me away now. I am not needed anymore."
Higgs thought, looking blankly at the ceiling. Technically, you were right; you didn't have any important position among the camp. You just were. He could kick you out and be done with it all but Higgs didn't want to do this. He just wanted your presence, it all would feel wrong without you around.
Higgs reached over and grabbed his cape you used to cover your face. He wrapped you in it as much as he only could than he hugged you really tightly, pulling you close to his chest. "No, you stay here. By my side. Till the fucking end," Higgs said nuzzling to your hair. This was what he wanted; just to be with you. Somehow he came up to one obvious conclusion - he was falling in fucking love. Was it even possible?
You raised your upper body part to have a good look on his face. "You mean it? I stay here? You won't send me away?," You questioned and as he gave you a slight nod, you hugged him. "Thank you! I promise I won't let you down. I promise I'll be behaving. I promise I'll be useful," after assuring him you placed a tender kiss to his beautifully carved lips.
Higgs kissed you back with a hum. "Just stay by my side and this will be the best work for you."
You smiled a little. "Say it."
He looked down at you with a frown. ââSay what?"
"That you're attracted to me," you smirked wryly at him. "And that is the reason you want me around."
He rolled his eyes dramatically. "Yes, I am so fucking attracted to you that I want to keep your around so I can fuck that tight, little hole of yours whenever I want," Higgs claimed proudly.
You kissed his lips briefly before getting up from the cot. "Thank you for confirming the fact I knew since the moment you offered me sex or dying in a timefall," you smiled at him as you were getting dressed. "And well, we'll see whether I'll let you fuck me one more time or not," you winked at him.
Higgs laughed loudly and nodded, stretching on the cot freely, not caring that he was naked. "You'll fucking beg for this, sugar. I still need to teach you a lot about sex."
You fixed your hair and took a look at his naked body. "You're hot, you know this but your mouth is so filthy, I love that," you winked at him. Slowly zipping your suit, you gave him the last glare. "Better get dressed. It's cold and your cock seems to hate it."