Thewater - Doing My Best

modern living is me getting ill from the awful condition of my flat and it resurfacing my asthma etc etc. and my parents offering to get me a heater to help lessen my symptoms

but me saying i can’t because i can’t afford to pay the power bill.

Why can't I learn everything in one lifetime. I want to learn German, Russian, Latin, and Greek. I want to study biology, ecology, psychology, history, and the arts. I want to study philosophical writings and write my own. I want to know everything about everything. I want to stare up at the sky at night and name the constellations. I want to learn about herbal medicine and spells for all sorts of things. I want to study theism and sociology, to know why people believe the things they do. I want to study mythology. I want to quote classic literature. I want to study queer history. I want to know everything there is to know about all things. I want to learn everything. I want knowledge. I yearn for knowledge.

HELP?

Watching people simp for Miguel O’Hara is making me extra glad I’m aroace. Man is an asshole who’d be sent into a coma by reading fanfiction but because he’s objectively attractive he’s the newest babygirl out here. You can’t get me sir, not after you beat up my buddy Miles and sicced all the spider people on him based on a ‘might’ without considering he’s a statistical rarity and therefore might be a special scenario. Quit breaking things for five seconds and maybe I’ll tell you your fangs are cool

I hate when a lecturer uses his own publications as course readings so that I have to cite his works. Scary stuff