Toxic

Toxic

Word count: 2.0k

Content: You're waiting a guy and his toxic gf

Warning(s): Cursing, lemon

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You were having a day off of work. Did you go home to sleep and do whatever to rest? No. Instead, you and Mina were helping out at her mom's restaurant. You were at the cash register while she was busy telling you about the horrible day she had had previously.

''Mans walked in acting like he a fucking prime minister or something like that, talking about 'I wanna talk to your manager' and shit. I was like 'Bitch, I am the fucking manager' you dumb ass fucking bitch. He went 'No, I'm looking for Mr. Jung' girl IT'S MS. JUNG you fuck. Thank you. This bitch looked straight at me and said "There ain't no fucking Ms. here. Man, I didn't hesitate, I fired him on the spot.'' 

You laughed and Mina's mom came up from behind giving both of you smacks on the backs of your heads. ''I called you two over to help me out, not to talk about useless men!'' She said and the both of you started laughing.

''We're sorry ma. I'll go and serve that table over there. You can go serve those rich business looking guys over there. They look like trouble and I ain't fina end up in jail.'' You said, looking out for new customers coming in. 

''Well,'' Mina said, tying her hair up ''If I go to jail, I go to jail.''

She was about to storm off but you stopped her. "Remember; don't do the crime if you can't face the time. Like I'll do anything that'll have me in jail for a year maximum."

Mina nodded. "Got it."

Mina walked over to the guys' table and her mom gave her a side-eye. ''Keep an eye on her before she gets into trouble. Again.'' She patted you on your shoulder before heading to the kitchen to make sure everything was working as planned.

You laughed and a waitress told you she directed a couple to table 9 and you told her you'd be ready to serve them. You got your cute little notebook and headed over to them.

You observed the couple. The girl looked like one of those rich mean women in their late 20s you see on TV and that was how she acted as well. The guy looked quite young. He was about your age. you thought it was one of those spoiled brats who got everything they own from their dad. You didn't say that out loud though.

''Good evening and welcome to our Restaurant. Are we celebrating something special tonight?''

He looked up at you smiling shyly. You thought he was cute. And very shy obviously. You had judged too fast. Never judge a book by its cover they say. He looked up at you with big eyes. You were so close to drooling over his cuteness and he wasn't even doing anything. ''Uh- It's our six months anniversary actually...''

You nodded looking impressed and happy for them. ''Wow, congratulations.''

''My ex took me to a fancier spot on our anniversary.'' His girlfriend said, looking down at her nails after giving him a side-eye. You frowned looking at the guy and he looked away from you scratching the back of his neck.

You just shrugged it off with a smile. 'Just nod and smile, bitch.' You were here to work and not to pick fights. ''Well, we might not be fancy, but we got all the charm. Have you had a chance to look at the-''

''My ex made more money too.'' She snapped, looking at him.

You frowned, laughing at her snarky remarks. What she just said wasn't okay. seriously? Was she joking? Love wasn't just about money. It should never be about money. ''I'm sorry but is she always like this? And you don't seem to be that old either, how old are you?''

''I'm almost 20...''

''19? Honey, you're so young. Why are you even with her? You made it 6 months?''

She looked at you scrunching her face up in disgust. She was offended. ''I can still hear you, you know? I'm not deaf.''

''Well, I wasn't whispering Ms Ma'am. Anyway, are we ready to order?'' You looked at her smiling and she rolled her eyes.

''Um, yeah... I'll have a chicken sandwich with extra Lattice.''

''Oh excellent choice, you're gonna love that. Any sides?''

''I'll go with sweat potatoes, large fries and a glass of wine.''

''Great choice, noted. And what can I bring you, Sir?''

He looked at the menu for a brief moment before looking back up at you. ''I'll have-''

''He'll have the salad.''

You chuckled. ''I'm sorry Ma'am, I want to know what he wants, thank you.''

''I'm his girlfriend, I know what he wants.''

''Well, clearly you don't cause he does not look very happy. What do you want to eat, honey?''

He looked up at you before his girlfriend shot him a death glare and he looked at her.

''Hold on, hold on, don't look at her. Look at me. I'm right here. I'll get you anything you want. we got pizza, nuggets, ribs, steak, chicken, Italian, French, African, Thai or if you're a vegetarian we've got a lot too- Oh my God you should try the pasta!''

''I'll have a double cheeseburger... and fries.''

''I love that. It's a great burger and don't get me started on the cheese. You want any sauce or nuggets- Ma'am you're being very disrespectful right now, can't you see I'm taking your man's order? Do you mind?'' You asked raising your eyebrow at her. She rolled her eyes with a huff.

''Your order will be here soon.'' you smiled at him before leaving the table to tell Mina about that ass wipe good for nothing girlfriend you just witnessed. 

"She seriously told him to get a salad and kept on talking about her ex on and off. And that guy seems like a good person. I don't get what he sees in her. I was this close to smacking that bitch across her face." You said raising your voice with every word you spoke.

''Then ask him out and bag him,'' Mina said shrugging her shoulders. "I mean, he needs to be treated right and you can treat people right. And you're interested in him. I can tell."

"That boy is 19."

"So? Don't act like you 34. And I think they're done eating now." She pointed at them and they looked done so you walked over.

"It's me again, is there anything else I can get you this evening?"

"The check." She said smiling at you.

"Coming right up." You were about to leave with their plates but he stopped you.

''A-Actually... um, do you mind splitting the bill?''

''Oh, no, that's not a problem.'' You nodded.

''I don't want to split. My ex would never split because he's rich.'' She said, disgust written on her face.

''Well, I'm sorry for wanting to earn my money by myself instead of running to my rich mom like a spoiled brat.'' He said not raising his voice the slightest bit. He seemed frightened.

''I think it's a common thing to split these days.'' You said trying to still the situation.

''That's for broke boys only.''

''That's not true. I'm sorry but it's a little rude of having twice of what your boyfriend got, you know that big ass sandwich didn't eat itself, right? And then expecting him to pay for your meal after you've embarrassed him twice during my shift. It's 2022. Boss the fuck up, or shut the fuck up and pay for the food since he's a broke boy. And don't come looking at me like that, that's just my opinion.''

She gasped in shock. "I wanna speak with your boss right the fuck now.''

''Oh, that won't be necessary." You smiled at her and faced him. "Honey, if you leave her right now, I'll take you out or buy you something if you want me to just please, for the love of God, leave... whatever the fuck this is."

You gave her the nastiest look you had in store before walking off with their plates and she was flabbergasted.

When you got into the kitchen, Mina rushed after you and was cheering. "Girl that was so cool!" You sighed smiling a little. "I just gave her a piece of my mind."

Mina smiled hugging you talking about 'feeling like a proud mom watching her daughter fall in love. After your shift, you said your goodbyes and to your surprise, the guy was still there.

"Hey, where's your girlfriend?"

He sighed. "She dumped me."

"Oh shit, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope it wasn't my fault."

"N-No it wasn't. It's fine, she would have left anyway."

"Did she pay at least?"

He shook his head no and sighed in defeat. He looked devastated.

"It's fine. It's on me, don't worry."

"Wait, what?"

"I got it."

"I'm sorry, I-I can't let you do that...! It's your salary and-"

"No, I don't work here. I'm just helping a friend out. And I told you I was going to take you out if you dumped her." You winked at him and he started laughing.

"Thank you."

"Don't worry." You smiled and he looked down shyly as he felt your lingering gaze on him.

"What are you l-looking at?"

"Your beautiful face."

"Stop!" He yelped hiding his face in his palms and you broke out laughing.

"Wanna get going? I got some food and we could hang out in my car, what do you think?"

He nodded shyly and you stroked his cheek before he got up following after you.

"Mina! We're leaving, we're going to hang out?"

"Where? On his dick?"

"Yo, he's a child. Stop!" You yelled holding his ears closed.

"Let's get going." You said dragging out by his arm.

"Use protection kids!"

He frowned. "Protection? For what?"

"Mina, shut up!"

Eventually, you got out of there and got into your car just driving around until you ended up in your driveway. He told you he actually didn't live in this area and his now ex dragged him out there and you offered for him to stay the night. You had a lot of fun talking eating and laughing until your bellies hurt.

"You know, I like your eyes a lot." You said.

"Really? They're nothing special..."

"They are nice to look at. So innocent and cute..." You whispered gripping his chin softly. He noticed you staring down at his lips and it looked like you were high on drugs.

"Is it weird I wanna kiss you right now?"

"No..." He breathed out, your lips almost touching.

"You're so pretty." You whispered, your eyes fluttering shut as you leaned forward expecting him to close the gap between the two of you, but he paused momentarily. He felt his heart jump into his throat as he contemplated his decisions. Is this what he wanted? Of course, it was, but he couldn't shake the anxious thoughts that gnawed at the edges of his mind. He wanted this more than anything, but now being where he wanted he felt himself freezing up. He felt his heart race, and his blood ran cold. His mind went rampant with any and every negative thought that could plague his mind. He felt himself losing control until you whispered: "Do you want to kiss me?" More than anything in the world you knew that he wanted to.

"Yes I- I just-" He stuttered out trying to find the right words to express he wanted to do a lot more than just kiss you if only his anxiety would subside for a damn second.

"It's okay, don't think." You whispered, raising your hands to cup either side of his face. "Just do it." You finished, pulling his head forward to bring his lips to yours, every negative thought that could plague his mind fading.

You smiled into the kiss seeing as he was getting whinier by the second, grasping to your shirt. You pulled away leaving him a needy mess for you. He gasped as you smirked nibbling at his ear while stroking his clothed dick. "So needy from a little kissing? That's pathetic." You chuckled.

"Y-Y/n...-"

"Want me to help you with that, H/n?~"

May I interest you in some sub!felix content such as dressing him up with pretty lingerie, chokers, anything you wanted he would be wearing and getting pleasure from it. He would look so cute with his big eyes looking up at you as he choked on your strap, pretty tears falling down his cheeks at the burn in his throat. Felix somehow also gives me a vibe of wanting to fuck your thighs, feeling your wetness rub against him while he fucked your thighs was just so good for him - even more if you started telling him how pretty and needy of a puppy he was.

UWAAAA i dont give much love to felix and i feel so bad bc hes such an ANGELLLL

HELLO service top felix????? a concept we dont talk about enough!!! he wants nothing more than to please you <333 eating you out, sucking on your chest, fucking your thighs, fucking you!!!

all the while hes so needy and whiny and pleads just for you <333

Just want a stay at home husband I can come home to and peg on the kitchen counter while he's cooking

Insecurities

Word count: 2.1k

Content: Your boyfriend's insecure

Warning(s): riding, cursing, insecurities, mommy kink, crying

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You and your boyfriend pranced through the door of the house, you and him, hand in hand. He just treated you to a night out since you hadn't had time for each other for a while now, since your schedules were quite busy. ''Did you have fun, baby? Are you happy?''

He asked hugging you tightly and pulling you into his chest. He spent a lot of time on this date and he took you to an amusement park.

''Of course, I did idiot...'' You ran your hand through his hair looking away smiling. You were a little bit embarrassed since you were in the living room with all your friends watching you two. You had to keep your strong dom persona of course.

''Ohh, Y/n, H/n how'd it go guys?'' Zion asked walking over to H/n giving him a high five.

''It was amazing! Y/n and I went onto the ferries wheel! Oh, and onto some faster roller coaster! When we were out of there, she was bored so we went to the-'' He was cut off by you yanking him down by his arm and closing his mouth.

''Hey, what was that for?''

''They ain't gotta know about the other stuff we did...''

He was confused as to why you seemed uncomfortable but then he remembered what happened exactly. It's you we're talking about. Even though you liked acting cold and brave towards others, you were very sensitive and had a lot of trauma that needed to be handled with care.

''That's okay!'' He said hugging you, earning a small smile.

Davante perked up. ''Oh lovebirds, what went down on the ferries wheel? I want the tea!''

Nya let out a ''tch'' resting her arm on your shoulder, cocking her eyebrow. ''Don't you think they'd rather not share, fuck face? That's a bit personal, don't you think?''

Davante sighed rolling his eyes. ''I guess she's right, I'm sorry guys I wasn't thinking.''

''When do you ever think?'' Mina asked confused. ''You're my best friend, you're supposed to encourage me!'' Bri shrugged ''I also have to tell you the truth.'' Mina said and Bri laughed playfully kissing him on the tip of his nose.

''Hey, do you guys want to play a game? 2 truths 1 lie?'' Zion asked excitedly.

''Yeah!'' your boyfriend said. You and Nya shot deadly glares at both of them because you didn't want to.

''Come on kitten, let's give it a try...'' H/n whispered into your ear knowing damn well you'd take care of him later.

Kitten??

''Sounds like fun doesn't it N/n?'' Davante asked with a head tilt.

H/n looked at you pleading with his eyes.

''...Fine''

His eyes lit up instantly. ''Yay!'' He and Zion yelled out.

''I haven't even said anything yet!'' Nya yelled.

''Yeah, but if N/n is in, you are too because you are 4lifers!''

Nya rolled her eyes and Bf/n pulled you onto the couch resting his arm around your waist. Zion pats his lap as Nya was still standing. ''Come sit on my lap.''

''No.''

''Come. Sit. On. My. Lap.''

Nya took a seat on Zion's lap. ''Bastard.''

''So what game are we playing? Two truths one lie or never have I ever?'' Bri asked.

''Let's vote,'' H/n answered Bri.

''Sure, hands up for never have I ever.''

H/n counted the raised hands. ''Okay 7 fingers, it's the majority.''

''Never have I ever it is. Okay, who wants to go first?''

Zion perked up. ''Me, me, me, me!''

H/n smiled. ''Okay, Zi go!''

''Never have I ever thought of how ugly my body is, self-confidence gang, where you at?''

The majority let their hands down because, they stated,  they already had society's definition of ''perfect bodies'' even though all bodies are beautiful. Everyone expect H/n and Smitty, but no one cared about him because he was just looking for attention but lowered his hand when he saw you. He slowly rose a hand and everyone starred at him.

''What are you looking at me for? It's normal.''

You frowned and kissed him on his cheek. ''We're talking later.'' You whispered.

''Okay, Zi you decide on who's going next.'' He said in an attempt to change the atmosphere. ''Uhhh, I choose Moon!''

And the game went on, laughing, some awkward silence and pervy questions from Smitty that lead to an early end. You had been playing for about 2 hours.

''Okay, guys maybe two or three more questions?'' You asked.

''Good, I'm getting sleepy,'' Felix said rubbing his eyes.

''So am I, sleep is very important for the human body!'' Ian added.

''Babe, your turn,'' H/n said.

''Never have I ever... disliked spicy food.'' A few raised their hands and you were confused. ''Spicy food is good idiots!''

''Yeah, fuck faces!'' Nya added.

''Okay, Smitty you go next since you've been avoided most of the time.'' Everyone stared at Zion.

''What? It's fair to give someone turns in games, no matter what!'' ''Okay, never have I ever been a virgin-''

''Aight, I'm out.'' Your boyfriend said walking out of the room. ''Good night fuckers and perv.'' You said.

''Hey, why don't I fall under the category fuckers?'' Smitty asked.

''Because you're not one and you'll never be.'' You said in a sing-song voice heading to the stairs.

"Uh, you do know Felix and Smitty did it-" Felix shot a deadly glare at Bri and she shut up.

''Wait, does that mean she isn't a virgin?!''

''Oh pipe it down Smitty it was just an insult!'' H/n said waving everyone off.

"'Good night guys!''

Your face fell when he got out of sight. You couldn't get your mind off of what he said earlier. What he thought about himself wasn't okay. You wanted it to stop. It hurt you to know he was thinking about himself that way because in your eyes you were perfect. You walked up to his room, knocking before he called you in and you got in.

''Hey, baby.''

He looked up from his phone display and scooted to the other side of the bed creating space for you. You sat down next to him and placed a hand on his cheek caressing it softly.

''Hey, remember what I said earlier?'' He furrowed his eyebrows and remembered what you had said earlier.

''That's not a normal thing so I want to fix it.'' You had a fire in your eyes, something he only saw when you were being deadly serious and concerned.

He tried playing your fear off cool. ''A-And what are you going to do about i-it idiot?" He cursed himself for stuttering.

''I'm gonna make you talk about everything you don't like about yourself or anything that makes you feel insecure, and I'm going to tell you how wrong you are.'' You whispered. ''Tell me to stop if you want me to.''

You said reaching down using his thumb, circling over his clothed tip. He winced and nodded, obviously not wanting this to stop. You circled harder and faster. ''Well? I'm waiting, tell me.''

He squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head no. You frowned and slowed down to an undetectable pace. ''No! Wait, I-I will!'' You looked at him patiently waiting for him to continue going at the same pace.

''I-I don't like my body...'' he mumbled.

''Yeah? And why is that?'' You increased the intensity of your voice and circled a little bit faster.

''Because- I don't k-know... it just looks...! weird-!'' He scowled.

''Name one good thing that looks weird about your body. Nothing looks weird. It looks the fucking opposite. You're fucking beautiful, jeez, get that through that thick skull of yours. Continue, I know there's more.''

He could feel tears pricking in the corner of his eyes. ''I-I also feel guilt... a lot...'' You pressed down onto his tip.

''Why do you feel guilt?'' He flinched. ''Multiple reasons.'' You reached down into his boxers, stroking his dick slowly, using his pre cum to slick it up. ''What are the reasons?''

He whimpered trying to keep his composure and for a coherent sentence.

''Family... jealousy... not b-being good enough...'' You looked at him in empathy.

''I know the family thing already but... what jealousy?'' You pulled down his boxers fully, flicking the backside of his tip. He let out light moans, reaching his hand over his mouth muffling his moans.

You reached for his hand and pulled it down. ''No princess, now, answer." You whispered into his ear while kissing down his neck softly, making his skin prickle, adding to the sensation he was feeling on his leaking dick. You were teasing him.

''I-I... get jealous w-when... when others are around y-you... you're so f-fucking dumb sometimes, you know t-that?!'' He started quivering. ''P-people will be flirting with you and you won't even notice! I-It happens s-so often and it's so frustrati-!'' He was cut off by a moan slipping out of his mouth as you quickened your pace.

''H/n you don't have to worry about that. I'm yours and you're mine. No one else's. Got it? Anything else?.''

He furrowed his brows. ''I don't want to talk about Moon's clingy ass while we're having sex.'' You pat his head with your other hand laughing at what he just said.

''That's okay, what about the not feeling enough thingy?''

He didn't like that question. He started to squirm and tears started to fall, almost instinctively. This was normally the way he'd act when someone tried showing him his worth.

You pulled your hand away from his dick and rested your other hand on his cheeks. ''Hey, what's wrong baby?''

You wiped his tears with your thumb. ''I'm so fucking pathetic...''

You were starting to get more and more upset. You needed to get him to realize his worth, no matter what. ''If I hurt you, tell me to stop.'' You then proceeded to pin him to the bed roughly, sliding your pants off along with your panties.

''M-Mommy-'' You pulled off your pants and undergarments rubbing his cock against your clit.

''You f-feel good?'' He tensed and wrapped himself in his arms. He nodded and whined a gentle ''Mhm''

Soon his cock was wet enough from your smearing cum. You pulled away and raised your hips hovering over him. You positioned his dick up at your dripping entrance.

''No prep.''

You shoved yourself onto him whole and started riding him like a wave. ''Mm- Ah!''

You sped up and furrowed your brows. ''You're holding your voice back...''

His eyes widened feeling you tighten around him. You slowly slid off starring at him. ''Do I have to ride the love into you?''

He quickly slapped a hand over his mouth, not knowing what was coming but knowing damn well it was going to be intense. You never went this hard. ''Have fun walking after I rock you.''

While riding him, you laid flat down on his chest, with your cheek touching his and moved slowly, like a wave while maintaining a steady rhythm.

''Please!'' He begged as you clung to your waist.

You smiled. ''Let your voice out baby, I wanna hear you scream~ I can tell you're holding back~''

He tried so hard to stay quiet but failed miserably. He couldn't hold it anymore. "F-fuck! Mommy!"

He already felt a warm sensation in his stomach, that seemed to be spreading through his whole body. "I'm gonna c-cum!"

His vision blurred, his mind was foggy and blank. He couldn't think. "H/n, so cute~" You said in a sing-song voice.

"M-Mommy, please! I c-cant feel my le-egs!" He held you tighter. You bucked yourself further down onto his dick.

"T-Too rough Mommy! Cumming!"

"Cum... F-fuck..."

You muttered and that's when he released his seed deep inside of you.

"Fuck yeah!" You said hopping off and kissing him all over. "Do you feel loved now? Do you feel as perfect as you are?" He could only cry as a response. He covered his face with his arm as his breath hitched. He let out soft and breathless moans and whimpers. 

You kiss your boyfriend all over admiring him.

"Beautiful."

He caught his breath and moved his arm away from his face. You smiled at him and you pulled him close hugging him tightly.

"I love you, Mommy."

You chuckled "I love you too, baby."

Hey just wondering what reader would do if skz suffered from a subdrop?

of course i’m so so so sorry i’ve not been active i’ve just been struggling with things as of recent

Sub!StrayKids going into subdrop

genre: fluff/smut

warnings: explicit, subdrop

pairing: Sub!StrayKids x Dom!Reader

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Bangchan:

- You were using your strap on after a while because he has been busy and needed to destress 

-you were going at it for not to long, both of you about to reach your first orgasm when you notice that Chan just doesn’t seem there as in aware that he’s being fucked 

-you slow down now stopping which causes him to tune back into whats happening

-”Baby is everything ok? We can stop for tonight if you’re not feeling it” you say soothingly so he doesn’t panic but it seems to not work as he starts to move himself

-”N-no it its ok i can keep going i need this- you need to feel good i want-want you to feel good” he says getting worked up nearly crying as he tries to thrust back into the strap 

-you gently grab his sides to slow his movements so he doesn’t hurt himself “Baby baby calm down it’s ok, baby stop a moment for me please, there you go now calm down and take a breath ok you’re working yourself up” you say now pulled out and the strap gone and you lie down next to him 

-”I’m sorry i just want you to feel good cause i’m never here and i feel guilty cause you’re not getting any pleasure and-an-” “Channie, baby where are you getting that from, tonight was for you not me so baby there is no need to feel guilty... i think you’re still too stressed and tired for this tonight ok?’

-he nods now calmed down and snuggles into your chest sleep hitting him after the stressful day and what just happened

-”There we go now lets get to sleep and we can tackle this tomorrow...i love you Channie”

Minho:

-you were edging Minho after you found out from one of the members that he had been staying back after hours and practicing for hours after they all went home and was overworking himself 

-Minho is laying on his back clutching the pillows and back arching with you resting on your elbow next to him reaching down edging his cock which is now red and solid 

-”Is my little slut ready to cum now? Hmm do you think you deserve to cum after the stunts you’ve been pulling lately?” you say speeding up your hand and the second you see him tense all over you immediately let go and grab his cock again and slowly start pumping it

-His back arches and he grips your wrist you go to remove it before you hear “No! No mummy i’m sorry i-i didn’t mean to ple-ah! please i’m sorry mummy!”

-now you immediately notice something wrong in you years of dating Minho he has never ever called you mummy not once so you slow your pace to a stop and remove your hand placing it on his heaving tummy rubbing gently then turning to his face, eyes blown wide open as you have removed your hand

-’Baby boy whats your colour? Be honest” you say softly now bringing your hand to his cheek turning his head to you “red...i’m sorry mummy i didn’t tell you i ju-” “no baby you said red and called me mummy, you never do that, i think thats enough tonight unless you want to cum then we stop?” “no i don’t i’m too sensitive... i’m sorry i wanted to tell you but i couldn’t get the word out” “thats ok kitten i think we need a break right now ok you’re too worked up”

- you run him a bath and carry him to it and back to bed quickly falling asleep

Changbin:

-you were both feeling a bit frisky 

-you were both in bed and you were hovering over Changbin and he easily slipped into subspace just from deeply making out and some touching here and there you had him like putty in your hands

-you kiss him deeply dominating the kiss his back arching as you slide your hand from his hip you starting to go under his t-shirt but before you can get far he has weakly gripped your wrist pulling it down slightly 

-bearing in mind he’s in deep subspace but still aware enough to pull your hand away from his his t-shirt sent alarm bells off in your head 

-you pul back slowly, him still reaching for your lips but you pull back wanting to tackle this “Baby boy whats wrong?” he looks at you dazed before his eyes start to water and he pulls his hand up to his face and his other to his stomach

-”baby, baby whats wrong you say leaning in close, your hand resting his arm thats clutching his stomach tubbing it gently

-”Do-do you think i’m fat?” this stops you completely, totally thrown off guard but you don’t stop long before you’re back and rubbing his arm and kissing his soft cheek his hand now gone “Of course not baby, what on earth made you think that? You’re stunning, not too heavy not too thin you’re perfect to me”

-his crying stops but his breathing is still a bit laboured “You sure cause stay have been saying i’ve gained too much weight and i can’t possibly be an idol” he says his eyes starting to water but you wipe them before they fall completely stunned at the words that came out of his mouth 

-”Well they aren’t stay then and you are none of those things ok? You listen to me you are none of that, now you know what i think, i think we should order in pizza from your favourite since i know its been a while since you’ve indulged so i think you should treat yourself or in other ways i’ll treat you ok baby boy?” 

-his eyes widen before he breaks out in a smile and nods wiping the remaining tears, you smile down at him and give him a deep kiss before starting to get up 

Hyunjin:

-Hyunjin was riding you when you noticed his movements stopped 

-”Hyunjinnie? Baby you there?” you say reaching up to his waist he looks so distant 

-”Hyunjin i’m gonna lift you off ok baby?” you say hoping he at least hears you but you get no reply so you sit up and slowly grip his waist and lift him also pulling out getting a whine out of him

-you lay down cradling him in your arms for a couple minutes talking in his ear hoping to bring him back round when he suddenly grabs your arm tightly “I’m sorry that never happens”  he says his voice dry you shush him and pull him closer if possible

-”It’s ok baby you just gave me a scare you tuned out for a while...do you wanna talk about it?” “No...not really i don’t even know why it happened as well it just happened...i’m sorry still”

-you tut him and kiss the top of his head rubbing his bicep knowing Hyunjin was still in a vulnerable mind set right now and just needed some gentle affection 

-”Enough of that, lets just try and get some sleep cause i be your tired after that aren’t you? Come on snuggle down under the covers and we’ll worry about cleaning up latter”

-he hums in agreement and clutches you tighter falling asleep quickly not before saying “Thank you, i love you” “i love you too baby”

Han:

-han is quite a vocal person in bed so when you were pounding into him him and you where only getting the odd whimper you knew something was wrong

-you stop thrusting and lean forward so you are face to face with him 

-he looks up at you lips red and glossy from biting and licking them, cheeks flushed red from the heat and his eyes avoiding yours every now and then 

-”You ok baby, do you want to stop?” you ask gently a hand cupping his round soft cheek and your thumb stroking his cheekbone he gulps and looks down at himself then back at you 

-”Can-can we is that ok? like do-do you want to cau-” “Woah baby slow down of course we can, if you want to stop at all then we stop i don’t want you to force yourself for my pleasure i don’t like that” 

-he lets out some of the tension from his body by letting out a sigh, you pull out slowly and pull him close so he’s half on you and half off nuzzling into your neck 

-”Do you want to talk about it?” he doesn’t answer for a moment before taking a breath in “I just...i wasn’t feeling it, its like my feelings and how it was supposed to feel just checked out... i don’t know how to say it” “Thats ok baby boy, just you telling me at all was good enough for me now lets sleep and when we wake up we can order food in and watch Howls Moving Castle hm?” 

-he smiles tiredly and nods letting out a hum before falling to sleep, you kiss the top of his head admiring him briefly before falling asleep yourself clutching him close

Felix:

-Felix has been very busy lately with promoting and doing extra practices, so he has been very tired and has been coming home late a lot

-so when you where both fucking you took the lead as you normally do but even more seeing as he was tired

 -Felix is a pillow princess and loves to wear baggy jumpers of yours in these kind of moments

-you were thrusting into Felix his long hair a mess around him and grasping the pillows next to him and his (your) jumper rising up round his waist showing his tummy as his back arches 

-you lean forward sliding your hand across his tummy and waist and you thrust into him “You like that baby boy? Does that feel nice?” you say expecting him to let out lots of words and agreements as he normally does but all you got back was a hum in agreement 

-you look up seeing him looking down at your hand not paying attention to you, your hand was splayed over his tummy holding him still as you thrusted but you stopped which cause him to immediately whine

-”baby boy whats wrong?” “it’s nothing just please keep going i need it please” he says working himself up “Baby calm down for me and tell me whats wrong” you say softly but sternly wanting to know whats got him in a state

-”I-i just want you to cum please i need you to” “why baby boy? this is about you not me you come first, literally” you say now officially pulled out but he goes to grab your cock to put it back in but you stop him causing him to look at you with wide eyes finally stopping him actions

-”baby calm down, lets stop right now and take a moment ok? calm down foe me, you’re going to work yourself up” you say now lying down next to him pulling him close 

-”now do you wanna tell me whats wrong?” “i just felt bad for constantly being gone and i wanted you to cum so you would feel good” “aww baby it’s ok, i know you’ve been busy but don’t worry about me like that this was about you, now lets get some sleep cause i know you’ve been so tired lately” “Ok “

Seungmin:

-Seungmin was laying on his side with his leg raised and you behind him fucking him holding the leg up

-Seungmin wasn’t the most vocal person in bed and you knew this and likes to have some dominance in bed basically making him a power bottom even in subspace 

-but when you where fucking him and you were getting little whiny moans back and no remarks back at all you thought something was wrong so you stop

-”No! mummy don’t stop please!” this caught you off guard and he never begs like that 

-”Baby boy is everything ok? do you need a moment?” “N-no i just want you to fuck me so hard please i’ll do whatever you want just fuck me “ 

-at this you knew something was wrong so you pull out and pull him so he’s lying on his back you cup his cheek as he grasps your arm “Shh baby calm down please...Seungmin take a breath” 

-you get him to calm down seeing him come back to you “You back with me sweetheart?” “yeah...yeah i am i don’t know what happened... i just...i don’t know” 

-you pull him close kissing him deeply but keeping it short “Don’t worry about it i’m sure it was a fluke do you wanna stop or keep going?” you say softly so he doesn’t feel pressured 

-he looks down then back up at you as if shy “Can we stop please, that just really threw me off” “of course baby we’ll stop...come here snuggle up with me and lets get some sleep for a bit and worry about cleaning later” ”ok thank you” “it’s nothing to thank me for baby, i love you” “ i love you to”

Jeongin: 

-Jeongin was a bashful person during sex, very blushy and covered his face if you said something that embarrassed him 

-so when you are pounding into him with him lying on his back arms splayed out next to him and face flushed but blank you were caught off guard

-you slowed down you thrusts to a stop and leaned down cupping his cheek trying to get his eyes to meet yours 

-”Innie baby you with me? baby boy?” you pull out after getting no response and lay down resting on your elbow pulling him by his waist to you rubbing up and down his back trying to get any sensation into him 

-”i’m here i’m sorry i don’t know what’s wrong i just don’t feel here...like in this situation it just feels...not right-but! but not bad nothing like that i just felt lost” he says to you holding onto your shoulder 

-you nod trying to understand “it’s ok baby you just not feeling it like the right time for this?” “yeah thats it i just don’t feel it if that makes sense?” “it does don’t worry how about we go have a nice warm bath and we put in one of those bath bombs that Felix got you hmm?” 

-you say trying to get his mind to think about something else he smiles and nods starting to sit up, you sit up and pull him onto your waist so he’s straddling you and wrap your arms around his back 

-the sudden movement causing him to wrap his arms round your neck and nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck giggling softly 

-”want me to carry you baby?” “yes please” “ok bubba i love you, you know that right so anytime you want to stop something like that you just tell me and we’ll stop ok?” “i know and i love you to” “good good now lets go have a magical bath courtesy of Felix’s bath bombs” you say quickly running to the bathroom causing him to laugh and and wrap his legs tightly round you waist

Mirror

Pairing: Stray Kids Felix x Reader

Rating: R

Word count: 2.3 k

Genre: angsty, smut

Warnings: smut, angst, body image issue, very soft dom!reader, pet names (sweetie, baby), praise

Synopsis: Your boyfriend Felix' roommate Chan calls you because Felix had been eating less and acting weird while you had been too busy to spend time with him. So you go to their apartment to talk to him.

A/N: This was a request by anon <3

"Can we talk?"

The three words were so often the preamble to a fight or break up that you wished you had said it differently but it was too late, Felix had heard them already. With a guarded expression he retreated a bit more in the black oversized sweater that he had probably snagged from Chan’s closet.

"Chan told me you haven’t been eating this week and I’m worried. Are you okay, sweetie?"

Careful to not move too fast you reached out and touched his arm, hoping the gesture would reassure him. The past week you had not had that much time and only seen him briefly for a coffee during your lunch break. When you had seen Felix that day he had been a bit off-color too. His usual sunshine personality was dampened by something, but you had calked it up to the weather not being good which dragged your mood down too until Chan had called you.

"Did something happen? I’m sorry that I couldn’t spend as much time with you…"

Seeing him like this, moody and closed off, neglected, made your heart bleed. If anyone was responsible for dimming his light, you would be furious with them.

"It’s not your fault, you had to work. I know."

His brittle tone did not convince you in the slightest and you pressed your lips together. The sleeves of the sweater were too long and it made him look even smaller, more vulnerable than he was. Out of all people you knew he was the strongest, the person who could always find a positive thought, put a good twist on misfortune and shine from the inside.

"Lixie."

You took a step closer and his arms slung around your middle like you were the only thing that could save him from sinking into the ground. It had been an eternity since the last time you had had time for yourselves and you felt even worse seeing him like this. You should have been there for him when he was having a hard time with whatever it was that he was dealing with.

"Do you want to cuddle in my bed?"

"Always."

When you lay in his bed, legs intertwined and arms wrapped mourned each other, he relaxed a bit. Felix was a very physical person, who needed to touch and could not go without hugs. It was hard to imagine him living on his own when he craved being close to others so much. At the moment, when he was living with Chan this was not because his fellow countryman was also big into cuddling.

After some time you felt his hot breath on your cheek, wandering along your jaw and making you shiver before his lips landed on yours. At first, he brushed over your lips, barely touching at all, but you wanted more and pressed your lips properly together. The low hum was more a feeling beneath your hands than a sound you heard in your ear and it encouraged you to lick over his soft lips, asking nicely to be let in. Felix melting against you as you kissed was the feeling in the world and you pulled him closer, pressing as much you together as possible. The kiss left you out of breath in the best way possible. Your forehead rested against his as he spoke.

"I’m sorry for worrying you. It’s just.."

You pulled back to look at him and saw he was struggling to find the words. In hopes that it would help him, you took his hand and squeezed gently.

"I’ve been feeling so … unattractive lately."

Your first knee-jerk reaction was to dismiss this statement but instead, you asked: "Why do you feel that way?"

He licked his lips and could not meet your eyes. In moments like this, you did not want to press him too much, so you waited until he was ready to tell you.

"I know it sounds dumb but Chan-Hyung." Felix trapped your hand tighter and watched as your thumb brushed over the back of his hand.

"He is looking so amazing at the moment and I don’t … look like that."

Both of the statements were true. Chan had put on a bit more muscle and was positively stunning, and yes, Felix with his lean body and small frame did not look like that, but this was not a bad thing. For you, this did not make a difference how Felix looked but you were aware that this had nothing to do with you per se.

"Oh Baby, that’s totally okay."

You kissed his knuckles, feeling a bit helpless because you did not have the right words to reassure him everything was going to be fine. At the end of the day, Felix had to sort out his own feelings and the best thing you could do was hold his hand and be there for him.

"I know, it’s irrational," he confessed. "I shouldn’t compare us but I still do."

You pulled him into a tight hug and whispered in his ear. "It’s okay, my love. It must have been so hard to keep that in."

He buried his face in your neck and for a moment you expected sobs to follow but nothing happened, so you just held him tight. His breath tickled the little hairs on your skin and a shiver ran down your spine. Despite not having broad shoulders, Felix's body, honed by exercise, felt solid in your arms. My pretty, little boy. A warm wave of affection washed over you as you held him, legs tangled to the point where you were not sure what part belonged to you. He inhaled and whispered against your skin.

"You smell so good."

There was a pout in his voice as if it was morally questionable to smell good.

"Is that a crime?"

"Yes."

It was the most serious 'yes' that you had ever heard to such a silly question.

"Why?"

Felix pressed his face more into your neck and instead of a reply, you felt him press against your thigh.

"It’s a crime to make you horny? Man, then I’ll get sentenced for life."

When you pulled back to look into his eyes, he pouted but a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. You kissed the tip of his nose and a small, smile broke on his face.

"I want to take care of you, is that okay?"

Your hand rubbed his thigh, before cupping his ass. In your opinion, there was nothing you would change about him, aside from taking the worries that plagued him.

"But…"

"You’re turned on but you don’t feel attractive?"

Judging by the way Felix pressed his lips into a thin line your bold guess was spot on. You knew the feeling too and there was nothing that you could say to make it better. It did not matter that you found his worries overblown because they were very real to him.

"I love you no matter what, but if you don’t want to that’s okay."

"I love you too."

The best thing you could do now was to hold Felix and rub his back. However, the fabric of the sweater caused an unpleasant tingle in your palms and you slowly slipped your hand under the hem to give Felix some time to object. He did not. Back-rubs were always appreciated and so he relaxed more into you. In this position, facing each other, it was not so easy to reach all of his back with the sweater limiting your movements, but Felix notice and shifted so the sweater could slide up as your hand trailed unto his shoulders. Under the layers, his skin was scorning hot and soft to the touch.

"Scratching please."

You smirked and started to run your nails lightly over his back as he shivered from the sensation. He loved it when you did this and you were sure if he was a cat, he would have purred like crazy. You kissed his temple and continued to draw random patterns on his back. Hopefully, lying with you like this could take his mind off other things and get him back on track towards a healthier body image. Breaking free from thought spirals was the first thing you had to do before you could start getting better again.

After a few minutes, you noticed that he had shifted, so his hips were touching your leg that had been between his since you had snuggled up in the bed and pressed into it. You were not sure if this was a conscious decision on his part or not, but it turned you on so much. He was so hard in his pants and the loose cotton did nothing to restrain it; if you had looked down now you would see an obvious tent in the fabric. An inaudible sigh fanned your skin and you could not take it anymore. You captured his lips in a heated, sloppy kiss, pulled your hand out from under his sweater, and palmed him through his pants. The strangled moan he made was silenced by your mouth on his and he rocked into your hand. By his fast breathing, you could tell he was getting worked up and thought about whether you should make him come now or tease him some more. When you abruptly stopped, he wined in frustration.

"You shouldn’t come in your pants," you said in a stern tone and pulled back completely. Felix was quite the sight, his sweater half pulled up, hair disheveled, lips kiss swollen and pants tented by his erection. Of cause, he noticed how you looked at him and pulled the sweater down to cover his exposed skin.

"You’re the most beautiful person I have ever seen."

You said it from the bottom of your heart and hoped it would translate that way to him too.

In the softest voice, you told him: "Take the pants off."

For a moment Felix was still in his position on the bed, thinking, struggling with himself on what to do. It had not technically been a command, Felix could refuse if he wanted to but the little twitch in his pants told you that he wanted to. Felix came to this conclusion too, rolled on his back, and pushed the sweatpants down his legs.

"And you are a good boy too, Lixie."

The praise hit him more today than usual and his breath caught in his throat, when your hand wrapped around him, giving him a few tentative strokes. When you kissed from the tip to the base, you had to pin him to the mattress with your forearms because he was moving too much.

"Look at your pretty cock. Have you ever seen one so pretty?"

He shivered. You worried that he would come too fast tonight because he seemed to be very sensitive and worked up. Usually, it did not affect him this much, when you did not see each other on workdays, he was more like a clock in this way and you knew exactly how you had.

"I wanna feel you. Please."

That was expected; as much as he liked blow jobs if he could have your pussy on him that was what want he wanted. You would lie if you said you did not want to ride him right now.

"Sure, but my baby is really excited today. Maybe we’ll need a ring, is that okay?"

He nodded shyly and you got a ring from his drawer along with a condom. Even though you had not let it on, you were very worked up and thus impatient when you rolled the ring on. It had to sit at the base for a moment until Felix adjusted to the feeling of it and you used the time to take off your clothes.

"Are you ready?"

"Yes."

As down as Felix had been when you had arrived as excited he looked now. Sex did not make your problems go away, but at least it could take your mind off things for a moment.

You aligned him with your entrance and slid down with a sigh, while Felix groaned. The cock ring made him both, more sensitive but also unable to come as easy, a truly deadly combination. You placed your hands on his firm chest for balance and ground into him. His low groans reverberated in your whole body and made you go faster, chasing that high, hoping that he felt good too.

"You’re so good for me, so nice and hard, just a bit longer, baby."

Felix thrashed under your hands grabbing for something to hold onto, he was so close but he could not come, not yet. You wanted to continue in the same rhythm, but your muscles were beginning to stiffen in the wake of your orgasm and your movements were becoming smaller and slower. Even so, you were swapped away in a hot wave of pleasure moments later.

Felix loved and hate to see you come. It was a good sight but he was always jealous when it did not happen for him and you at the same time. When you came down from your high, he was breathing heavy, face flushed a deep red.

"Did you come?"

You asked even though you had a hunch that the answer was no, with it was. There was a chance that he was just going to come the moment you took off the ring but you had to risk it. when you rolled the ring off he moaned but nothing else happened and you praised him: "You didn’t come, such a good boy."

The heavy, controlled breathing showed that he was barely hanging on, just a flic of the wrist away. He was warm in his thick jumper and his forehead shone with a thin layer of sweat. You wrapped your lips about the tip and all it took was a gentle suck. Felix howled and the salty, bitter taste filled your mouth. No, blowjobs were not your favorite but seeing Felix lying boneless on the bed was good compensation.

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