NIGHT CHANGES - OVERTAKING THOUGHTS

☆ NIGHT CHANGES - OVERTAKING THOUGHTS

FIVE | MASTERLIST | SEVEN

PAIRING: nagi seishiro x f!reader

SYNOPSIS: going to school is a difficult task, especially when your mental health is only worsening. but what if there was actually someone who could make you look forward to it every single day?

WARNINGS: mentions of having a panic attack, cursing

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he is guilty of 138 counts of conspiracy to murder, 312 counts of extortion, and 625 counts of assorted fraud, among other crimes.

Hello !!

May i request chuuya and dazai (separately) trying to make their s/o jealous ( idk what reason) and she feels a bit insecure about her self?

Thank you so much ! <3

a/n: awe sure! again, i love writing jealousy so this is a great one ;) i think my brain wanted me to write scenarios for these but...obviously i didn’t so that’s why these hcs are more detailed than usual 

warnings: a bit angsty? dw there's happy endings tho. also slightly implied fem reader 

(Dazai, Chuuya) Trying to Make Their S/O Jealous

Dazai

i can definitely see him doing something like this on purpose tbh :/

one of dazai’s main personality flaws is excessively flirting with women after all

now to set the scene~

you’d woken up alone this morning since the previous night, you and dazai had been in an argument and he’d gone back to his own place

the whole thing had started when you’d gone to a bar together, and you had one too many drinks  

this resulted in you unintentionally flirting back with someone who came over to hit on you

this ticked dazai off and he’d dragged you home, where he confronted you

however you were too drunk to fight and simply wanted to go to bed, insisting that he leave

he’d surprisingly obliged and went to his own apartment, leaving you to feel a bit guilty, but not enough so to actually call him and tell him to come back

it had been a pretty minor fight so you were sure that by the time you both met at work, you could apologize and get things back to normal

now that it’s morning, you get dressed for work while hoping your hangover headache goes away at least before noon

popping some painkillers, you drive to the ADA but not before stopping at the cafe to grab a coffee

however, as you enter, you spot dazai at a table in the back corner

his back is to you so he hasn’t noticed your entrance, and you see this as a perfect opportunity to sort things out with him before work in a quiet space  

however, as you take a step forward, you’re able to notice that he’s not sitting alone

the cafe waitress is seated across from him, although it’s obvious she’d rather be anywhere else (she’s such an angel bless her heart omg)

from your spot by the door, you’re just barely able to hear the conversation happening

but it’s enough to tell that dazai is flirting with her 

he’s holding her hands across the table and leaning forward to whisper something

the waitress smiles at dazai, simply humoring him (not before again reminding him about the tab he owes her LOL) 

her face falls, however, once she spots you across the cafe and immediately pulls her hands back 

you’re left standing in shock as dazai turns around to see what she’s looking at; his eyes widening once they catch yours

you feel your face growing flushed with anger, and turn to yank the door of the cafe open and run out to your car

you shove the keys into the ignition and speed away from the cafe right as you catch dazai exiting it

with tears blurring your vision, you only make it a few miles away from the building before you’re forced to pull over your car and stop

resting your head on the steering wheel in defeat, you clench your fists while rethinking the situation 

you knew dazai was a flirt, obviously, but thought he’d stopped all that after getting into a relationship with you

had he continued it whenever you weren’t around, tho? in a way, you don’t entirely blame him

your insecurities start to rise up and you begin blaming yourself for not being good enough for him

before you know it, an hour has passed which now means you’ll officially be late to work

however, the thought of seeing dazai at work now makes you feel nauseated, and you end up calling out for the day

returning home to your apartment, you instead spend hours under the covers of your bed feeling betrayed & anxious

what was going to happen now? did this mean dazai was going to break up with you?

it’s while biting your nails nervously over this, that you hear the front door to the apartment open and close

sitting up and pulling the covers off from over your head, you glance at the clock to see it’s evening which means your boyfriend is now out of work

when you turn back around you’re surprised to see dazai already in the doorway to the room, making you jump in surprise

he smiles slightly at this before crossing the room to sit on the bed next to you

dazai’s eyes soften as he takes in your tear stained face, and he’s just about to open his mouth to speak when you cut him off

“i’m sorry for what i did at the bar last night, and for getting in a fight and telling you to leave, and for being a horrible s/o when you clearly deserve better…” you ramble out apologies almost incoherently

dazai shushes you and cradles your face in his hands. “y/n, you’re not a horrible s/o at all. i know what happened last night wasn’t your fault; i’m the one who should be apologizing.”

your boyfriend goes on to explain how he’d been frustrated about what had transpired, and had flirted with the cafe waitress in an attempt to get back at you

insists that it didn’t mean anything, and that no, he hasn’t flirted with anyone else like that besides you

you can tell he’s being genuine as he looks at you with pleading eyes to forgive him

…and you do. what other option was there, honestly? a small mistake had blown out of proportion for the both of you, and you refuse to let that ruin the relationship

Chuuya

he's too perfect, i can never see him doing this intentionally

so for this situation, we'll settle that it was an accident

on this day in particular, chuuya was out for drinks with some other mafia members at a local bar

you knew where he was but, due to having to work late yourself, you wouldn't be arriving until a few hours later

as soon as your shift ended, you stopped home to change quickly before driving over to the bar 

you step into the bar and are immediately able to find where the port mafia is located just from how loud they were being

you spot tachihara, gin, kouyou, and higuchi at a table near the back, and you approach them with a smile

tachihara and gin appear to be having a competition for who can drink the most shots (gin wins btw) but as you look past them, you see no trace of chuuya at the table?

this is automatically strange, and you ask higuchi if she knows where your boyfriend is

“why are you asking me?? weren’t you just with him..?” she asks, confusion evident on her face

“i wasn’t with him, i just got here...?” you say quizzically, figuring she’s just too tipsy to remember

stepping away, you glance around the area, and through the dim lighting are just barely able to locate chuuya at a booth in the back 

you smile and begin to walk towards him but...you’re stopped short when you see that he’s sitting with someone else

you immediately realize what higuchi was talking about when your eyes lock onto the person chuuya’s with; she looks pretty similar to you right down to the hair and eye color

even her choice of outfit is something you’d wear 

she looks just like you but...a prettier version?! at least, that’s what your panicked mind instantly tells you 

even though his back is to you, you can tell from chuuya’s body language that he’s flirting with her

you can also immediately tell that he’s drunk...and extremely so 

you feel unable to move as you watch chuuya slide closer to the woman and whisper something, to which she responds with a giggle and a flushed face

after a few more minutes of this you can’t take it anymore, and turn to run out of the bar

you probably break several traffic laws while driving home by the way you’re speeding and swerving around corners

once you arrive at home at chuuya and yours’ shared apartment, you’ve barely made it through the door before you’re breaking down in tears

you sink to the floor, trying (and failing) to hold in your cries or stop yourself from hyperventilating

why had chuuya been flirting with someone else? were you simply not good enough for him anymore? 

was he still with that woman, right at this moment?? you squeezed your eyes shut, frantically trying not to imagine what they possibly could be doing right now 

hours pass as you sit on the floor in the dark hallway with these questions circulating your brain

however, your thoughts were interrupted by someone pounding on the door 

hurridly wiping the tears from your eyes, you yank open the door to find...tachihara?? alongside him is chuuya, who's still clearly blackout drunk

"here's your shitty boyfriend, y/n" tachihara thankfully doesn’t comment on your watery eyes, and instead drags chuuya forward by the arm and shoves him into you

you nod at tachihara in thanks before closing the door behind chuuya

he's still wayyy to drunk to really understand what's going on (hell, he doesn't even remark on your tearstained face) so you lead him upstairs

helping him out of his overcoat, he collapses onto the bed and you raise the covers over him

unsurprisingly, he passes out almost immediately

your hands are still shaking, and you decide it would probably be better if you slept on the couch for the night

that’s exactly what you end up doing, and wake up the next morning to chuuya’s confused face as he shakes you awake

“y/n, why are you down here??” 

you sit up with a sigh. “why wouldn’t i want to be down here after what you did last night?”

“last night..? all we did was go to the bar together, right?” he’s clearly hungover and probably barely even remembers what happened

“we didn’t. it sure did look like you and that other girl had a lot of fun, though.”

thirty seconds of silence passes as chuuya’s confused expression turns to a panicked one 

"that...wasn't you??" his face drains of color as his eyes go wide with shock

this throws you for a loop. had he seriously been so drunk that he’d mistaken someone else for you??

you fill chuuya in on everything that had happened from your point of view. the longer he listens, the more you see realization dawn on his face & he looks horrified with himself :(

“you didn’t do anything else with her, right??” you inquire nervously

chuuya insists that they’d only got drinks together; and that tachihara had actually dragged him out of the bar a few hours later after seeing what he was doing

your boyfriend’s hands are shaking while he recounts this and you can tell he’s being 100% genuine about mistaking that stranger for you

you know how chuuya gets when he’s drunk, and he does have a low tolerance after all 

so now you’re mentally kicking yourself for not getting there earlier to monitor how many drinks he got 

you ultimately end up forgiving chuuya (but not before telling him off for being unresponsible with his drinking habits)

he’s really gonna go out of his way now to try to repay you for this incident in any way possible 

i’m talking extra gifts, dates, and an overwhelming amount of affection

internally beats himself up pretty badly about it because the last thing he’d ever want to do is make you feel insecure :(

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False God- Dazai x Reader

In which: You used to be Dazais student when he was in the port mafia but your relationship seemed to be more than only that.

Part 7. Before this, check part 6

•Should I make this a Dazai x Reader (x Chuuya)? Like you’re gonna have some moments with Chuuya and maybe even a kiss but Dazai will be your endgame•

Tag list: @aeongiies @dazaisboner @forgotten-blues @wife-of-fyodor @swagkittybear

“Stop ogling at her like that you waste of bandages!”

Dazai scoffed, “observing Chuuya, I’m observing my dear student.”

“She’s not your student anymore, remember? She’ll be working alongside with us.”

“Chuuya.” Dazai said turning towards his partner, “Ever heard of the ivied star?”

“The Ivied Star? Yeah she’s a woman that runs around saving children durning nighttime. What does she have to do with this?”

“I see.” Dazai hummed. So Chuuya doesn’t have any idea…

…

You didn’t like this. You didn’t like the fact that both boys were watching you while you were training. You didn’t like the fact that Dazais stare, burning in your skin gave you feelings. New feelings. You didn’t like those feelings. You didn’t like feelings at all. Only living things can feel and if you’re alive that means you’re breakable. Long story short, you didn’t like being breakable. Frustration had covered your mind as you were turning the training room upside down, hoping that for at least a moment you would feel a glimpse of power, of superiority but all you saw was a little girl who was trying to glue the million pieces she was shattered in together.

“Okay that’s enough for today.” Dazais voice ringed through your ears, causing you to stop on your movements. “It’s good to see that you’re getting stronger. You need some rest.”

Rest? You scoffed. Rest would only slow you down.

“I don’t need rest.”

Now Chuuya also came besides you. “For once I have to agree with Dazai. You need some rest Y/n. You’ve been training nonstop since before the sun came out and now it’s afternoon. Come on, I’ll buy you something to eat, we all know you skipped breakfast and lunch.

If even Chuuya agreed on it with Dazai he must’ve been keen on it.

“Alright…” you finally gave up. “I’ll take a shower first though.”

Entering your room, you headed straight for the bathroom. You let the hot water of the shower relax your muscles as you once again felt the burning pressure of the liquid dripping on your scars, some old and some just added to the collection.

Stepping out of the bathroom you covered your body with a towel. It was probably the softest thing your skin has ever touched, except Dazais fingers of course. It didn’t leave that irritating feeling as soon as it met with your scars, which was kind of a relief.

Once you were sure your skin was dry, you applied so band aids before putting on a white blouse with a black jacket and a pair of trousers that matched with it. Lastly wearing the necklace and brushing your hair, you headed outside your room to meet up with Chuuya.

“Look you long enough,” he walked alongside with you in the streets of Yokohama, “did you at least clean your wounds? You went berserk on the training room and almost destroyed it.” Together with your own body, he wanted to add but didn’t.

“Yeah, yeah.” You rolled your eyes, “I just felt like letting it aaaaaall out.”

“Is that a new necklace?” Chuuya said brushing it with his gloved fingers.

You smiled at the touch, “Yes, Mori gave it to me as a welcome gift.” You then took his hat from his head and putted it on your own. “Don’t you think it matches with your hat?” You said in between giggles.

What you didn’t expect was Chuuya to smile softly at you. “Yeah it does. It looks cute on you doll but I’m afraid I might need it back.”

Your cheeks flushed at the nickname as you handed him his hat back.

“Shall we enter the restaurant?”

…

The restaurant was quite busy, you noticed as you sat down. Chuuya was in front of you.

“Oh Chuuya!” A man with a black coat waved at him, “Is that your girlfriend with you?”

You blushed once again and so did Chuuya.

“HUH? She’s not my-”

“EVERYONE GATHER HERE!” The man shouted at his friends, “Chuuya is with his girlfriend!”

Suddenly you and Chuuya were surrounded by countless men, staring at you with surprise.

“No, no, no,” you started talking, nervous from all the attention, “I’m only here for the food!”

“The fuck Piano man! She’s not my girlfriend!”

No one listened to Chuuya, you heard a lot of voices talking at the same time.

“So what’s your name Chuuyas girlfriend?” Another one of Chuuyas friends asked as the later facepalmed and cussed under his breath.

“Oh god…”

“I’m Y/n,” you said offering them a small smile, “It’s nice to meet Chuuyas friends.”

“Ahhh she’s so kind!” One of them chimed in, “Chuuya teach me your ways! How did you get her despite your attitude?”

“Shut up Albatross!” Chuuya shouted at them annoyed, “Everyone. Away from her.”

“Chuuya being possessive, how cute!”

You sighed. When was the food coming?

a date?

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 355

a/n: an old dribble i made for the same friend! chuuya next?

“oh my belladonna~ is this a date?”

“w-what?! no..” you commented while blush spreading across your face. The brown haired guy left out a chuckle. How did this happen, you asked?

First, you wanted kenji to help you on a mission or whatever the president gave you, but he can't. he can actually but he's full You wanted to ask ranpo, and you remembered he wasn't allowed by the president. The others were busy and it left you with a choice, Dazai Osamu. He's just there, in his desk, playing with his paper airplane. He was making Kunikida irritated, so you chose him. And did you regret it? Absolutely.

“Who knew, dear name would choose me?” he said with a smirk on his face. You decided just to ignore his bluffs, and continue to walk side by side. He started to poke your cheeks while walking beside eachother. this little shit You became slightly annoyed by his antics, and continue to stay ignorant. But it sure didn't stopped him to continually tease you.

(time skip after the mystery hehe)

You stretched your arms upwards against the air and let out a sigh. You were finally free from the work you had, even though.. you continued getting tease by the bandage waster bastard. You turned around telling Dazai that the work is gone, but he was no where to be seen. You titled your head in confusion, looking around to spot the brown haired, you didn't found him around the area. You started pacing your walk still looking around to find him, once again he wasn't on the sight. Right before you turn around to check again, bandaged arms wrapped around your neck, and it was indeed the Dazai Osamu. “Oh, there you are.. I thought you got kidnapped or something,”

“Aww, were you searching for me, dear?” he replied with a smirk on his face. You chuckled holding his forearm that's hanging around your neck, “Am I? Who knows. To be honest i’ll be rather happy if you got lost, so there will be no one who will continue to tease me.”

“Ouch, quite hurtful Belladonna.”

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