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Hello if your requests are open can I ask for fyodor with a indian reader who's smarter then him but the effortlessly chill type of smart practically she's smarter then him but she doesn't even try

A/n: Ohh i like this request >< I'm not Indian so this won't be veryyy detailed but i still hope you like it<33

Genre:fluff Type:headcanons Reader:gn

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Now for the fact that you are Indian. I think he would love all type of women ngl.

The traditional clothes. He finds them so prettyyyy

He loves when you show him the difference between the cultures. (Boy will take notez)

He also loves to show you his culture (CULTURE TRAID)

Anyways got off track sorryyy

He probably realises you are smarter than him, when you ask him to play a game like chess and he loses or when he tells you something about his plans and you add something that might be helpful

He would be shocked. Like genuinely. And the fact that you are like "Yeah well I'm just good at this i guess" when he asks you?? What do you mean you're just good at it??

It amuses him how chill you are about it genuinely, but he will get used to it pretty quickly.

The games you olay are sooo intense

Like don't get me wrong. He loves you, buuuuut he still wants to win

Ofc he wants you to go all out on him too, so he could actually win

If you try to let him win tho, that won't work. He'll see right through you, even if you're smarter than him.

Also a lot of random rambling in the middle of the night. I feel like when one of you can't sleep you'll just stay the whole night talking about random shit. Sometimes the theories can get deeeeeeep. But it's more interesting that way, isn't it?

Even when he's used to it, sometimes it still surprises him, because you don't like use it for someone's advantage, you don't overwork yourself to do it, and he is just caught off guard in some situations

In general, at first he'll be shocked, but he'll get used to it. Don't expect him to not try and catch up to you tho ;)

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

@dazailoveschuuya

Your insta as Nikolai's partner

Sooo this is for @luvfy0dor-main it was a request for them (i will also do Sigma btw) and i hope you like it and thank you for the sweet words<33

Liked by Koliaa, Dostoyevsky and 6827 others.

Caption: Uhm Kolia... I don't know what's this supposed to be doing but...

Comments:

Casino_owner: Wtf is that?

↪the.one_and_only:How am i supposed to know??

↪Casino_owner: You're with it??

↪the.one_and_only: It's not mine??

↪Casino_owner: And??

↪the.one_and_only: @/Dostoyevsky kill him pls

↪Dostoyevsky: okay.

↪Casino_owner: EXCUSE ME??

↪the.one_and_only:HA!

Koliaa: Pipin is out :((((

↪Nakahara_Chu: Pipin???

↪suicide_miniac: PIPIN!!!

↪Dostoyevsky: Yeah, his name is Pipin

↪the.one_and_only: Yeah well Pipin is out

Liked by Koliaa, Nakahara_Chu and 7496 others.

Caption: Look how pretty!! (I don't know where we are)

Comments:

Kuni_Doppo: You're kidnapped??

↪the.one_and_only: PHAHAHA

↪Suicide_miniac:PFFFF

↪Nakahara_Chu: OMG YOU'RE KIDNAPPED (where actually is that?)

↪the.one_and_only: OMG YES HELP ME (idk ask Kolia😭)

Dostoyevsky: I've been there before it's pretty

↪the.one_and_only: Where haven't you been somehow?

↪Koliaa: I stole one of the umbrellas

↪Casino_owner: Say what now?

↪the.one_and_only:🔪🔪

Liked by Dostoevsky, Nakahara_Chu and 6386 others.

Caption: THEY'RE CUTTED OMG IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL

Comments:

Suicide_miniac: TEACH MEE

↪Koliaa: no :D

↪Nakahara_Chu: I'm starting to love Nikolai

↪the.one_and_only: Real

↪Koliaa: Just now???

Casino_owner: Ngl that's very impressive

↪the.one_and_only: Yeah no shit

↪Suicide_miniac: Sherlock!!

↪Gin_Aku: SHERLOCK MENTIONED!!

↪the.one_and_only: YESS!!

↪The..greatest_detective: I'm better >:)

↪the.one_and_only:Nah

Liked by Nakahara_Chu, Dostoyevsky and 5843 others

Caption: I'm a VIP persona (I'm also next to @/Nakahara_Chu)

Comments:

Suicicde_miniac: CHUUYA?? YOU'RE THERE AND DIDN'T TOOK ME??

↪Kuni_Doppi:Here we go again

↪the.one_and_only: Every day i wake up and I'm happy I'm not at your place

↪Kuni_Doppo: Tell you're clown to kill Dazai already

↪the.one_and_only: @/Koliaa @/Dostoyevsky, you heard him

↪Casino_owner: Why wasn't i tagged??

↪the.one_and_only: Sit down.

Nakahara_Chu: With every day past, I'm more impressed by Nikolai

↪Koliaa: :D

↪the.one_and_only: and night** for me.

↪Nakahara_Chu: PARDON?

↪Koliaa: UDJSGEJEEJDHHDKS

↪Suicide_miniac: I'm not gonna ask

↪the.one_and_only: Nobody asked you to..

↪Suicide_miniac: D:

Liked by Koliaa, Nakahara_Chu and 8365 others.

Caption: We're matching!!!

Comments:

Casino_owner: Isn't that his black one?

↪the.one_and_only: no shit @/Gin_Aku

↪Gin_Aku: SHERLOCK!!

↪the..gradest_detective: STOP WITH SHERLOCK

↪the.one_and_only: NEVER

Suicide_miniac: @/Nakahara_Chu :D

↪Nakahara_Chu: No.

↪the.one_and_only: Chuuya wins. Flawless victory.

↪Gin_Aku: KITANA??

↪Suicide_miniac: At least she's hot

↪the.one_and_only: yeah, unlike you

↪Koliaa: PFFF

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

@dazailoveschuuya @velvetyvoyage

HII!

So i saw your rqs open and ive bin scrolling thru your blog soo...if your freee....

Can i rq Dazai with a reader whos a HUGE phone addict to the point they barely interact with Dazai?

A/n: Sorry this took long time, i was busy with school 😅

Warnings: Uhm none? Genre:fluff Type:Hc's/one-shot

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Dazai will be like "Yeah i get why" and then totally don't get why. Like he thinks he understands, but he doesn't (iykyk)

He would take your phone away and before you can say anything to protest he'll shut you up with a kiss and put your phone in his pockets.

He doesn't like the fact that you give more attention to the phone than to him. 😞 Like you have a whole ass Dazai in front of you, but you choose to look at your phone instead

So when he takes your phone he'll put it somewhere you can't find it. Not for very long, don't worry, but like he will do it sometimes.

He genuinely cares for you so he will talk to you about it, if you ask him for sertain things that you think can help, he'll do it right away.

He always tries to distract you with something, instead of you looking at your phone, most of the times he'll take you to a walk

In general he'll do anything that you think can help, and sometimes even gets mad at your phone for getting all your attention

"Bellaaaaaa!!" Dazai quickly came behind you and looked over your shoulder. "Why are you on the phone again? I don't like that it's getting more attention than me!!" He pouts jokingly and quickly snatches your phone away. When you turn around to say something, he smashes his lips onto yours. When you pull away you look at his hands and the phone isn't there.

"Where is my phone?" "Hm, i have no idea what you're talking about?" "Dazai!!" You catch up to him and he has a smirk on his face. "While you're already here, we should go on walk!"

He grabs your hand and a second later you found yourself outside walking.

After a while, when you two get back, you look at him and you see your phone in his hand. "Here you go, be careful tho."

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

@dazailoveschuuya

Tecchou is the type of guy...

Tecchou is the type of guy that would let you stab him in the chest with his own katana and apologise for being in your way. lmao

Tecchou is the type of guy to actually be a very good cook when he is making normal dishes.

Tecchou is the type of guy to pick you up out of nowhere and throw you on the bed to cuddle.

Tecchou is the type of guy to hold you like the future of the world dependents on it.

Tecchou is the type of guy to keep something (little) yours whenever he goes on missions, so that way you can always be with him.

Tecchou is the type of guy who his favourite way of physical touch is when you cares your fingers on the three marks on his face.

Tecchou is the type of guy to have your hands interlocked whenever you are out somewhere, because he fill like you'll slip out.

Tecchou is the type of guy to speak soft to you even while you two are having an argument.

Tecchou is the type of guy to use you as a weight while he is training.

Tecchou is the type of guy to be so gentle when he touches you as you are made out of glass, because he feels like he'll break you.

Tecchou is the type of guy that would let you get away with anything you do, unlike with other people.

Tecchou is the type of guy that needs to be real.

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

Reblogs are highly appreciated!

Can i get a kiss, and can you make it last forever? (Bungo stray dogs man)

A/n:Why am i doing these? I have no idea. Do I have 10 reqs? Yes. Do i still decided to write this instead? Also yes.

Context:Type of kisses with bsd men

Warnings: Slightly suggestive at Dazai's part and maybe Jouno's? Chuuya's part is longer. (Can you blame me?)

Genre:fluff

Pairings: Dazai, Chuuya, Atsushi, Akutagawa, Tecchou, Jouno, Fyodor, Nikolai, Sigma

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Dazai Osamu

Dazai's kisses are flirty. He likes to pull you in your lap while you kiss and it often turns inot make out sessions. His hands are always wondering around your body any chance he gets. He often smirks in between kisses when you squirm. He also loves quick kisses, because he catches you off guard with them. If you get flustered easily, he would do it even more often than usual.

Chuuya Nakhara

Chuuya's kisses are passionate. He doesn't like quick kissed more than the normal ones. Of course, he still does them. But he would always prefer to take his time when kissing you. He puts a lot of passion in every single one of them. One of his hand is usually between your cheek and collarbone (somewhere in the area) and his other is on your waist. Most of the time if he doesn't takes his hat off it bumps to your head and falls to the ground. (At first he was embarrassed about it happening, but not anymore.). He also likes when your legs wrap around his waist, because that way you feel closer, while you kiss.

Atsushi Nakajima

Atsushi's kisses are sweet. He puts all of his love into a single kiss. He loves giving you quick kisses, but he also likes the long ones, either way, he will actually show you how much he loves kissing you. His hands usually everytime have a different place, because he can't even decide where to put them. Every time after he kisses you, he tells you he loves you. Just to remind you. (Not that he didn't with the kiss.)

Akutagawa Ryonosuke

Akutagawa's kisses are careless. At first he was scared to kiss you. And to be honest, he kind of still is. His handa never have any idea where to go and he usually doesn't say anything particular after the kiss. He still kisses you so careless tho, because he knows that you love it when he kiss you, and trust me he loves it too. Would he ever admit that? Absolutely not. But you can feel it in the kiss, so.

Tecchou Suehiro

Tecchou's kisses are gentle. Let's be real, this man is strong asf, but he is also oh so gentle with you. His hands are always around your waist, even while kissing you. But is his grip tight? Nope. He holds you like you are a made of glass. Don't let me started on the kissing itself. Teruko once even asked you if you are scared of him doing something. He just is so gentle.

Jouno Seigiku

Jouno's kisses are rough. Yes, the complete opposite of Tecchou's. He bites on your lips, hands squeezing your body, pushing you against a wall, you name it. He's a sadist, what do you expect? Of course he never does it enough to actually hurt you, maybe just a little. But that's for your own pleasure trust me. He almost never kisses quick, because if those reasons.

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Fyodor's kisses are cold. Not exactly in the aay you're thinking of. They are full of love trust me, but his hands and his lips feel a little cold on your skin and when he puts more pressure onto your lips and his grip, you might squirm a little. He will wonder around with his hands, not because he doesn't know where to put them, but because he loves your reactions to it.

Nikolai Gogol

Nikolai's kisses are funny. He smiles, giggles against your lips, tickles you while you kiss all of a sudden, pick you up out of nowhere, all kinds of different stuff. Quick kisses are soooo common with him, he does them often and out of the blue so it catches you off guard. If you do them to him tho, ohh be prepared to run, cuz he's already trapped you and showering with kisses.

Sigma

Sigma's kisses are simple. He gives the most normal kisses out of everyone, but somehow they always feel different. It sounds cliché, really, but you can feel the love through his kisses. Both of his hands are usually around on your cheeks or resting on your neck. Quick kisses are also common with him, but for the same reason. He likes them, because he thinks it's cute that every time he kisses a different place on your face.

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

Reblogs are highly appreciated!</3

@transmascaraa @dazailoveschuuya

Sigma instagram series

Sooo, that's for @luvfy0dor, the final one from their request. Sweetie, I'm so sorry this took so long, like genuinely i had no motivation, but here i am

@velvetyvoyage

Warnings: swearing, kys jokes

Bsd masterlist

Liked by Casino-owner, Koliaa and 65.3k others.

Caption: The gang is here🖐🏻

Comments:

Casino_owner: Oh boy, who's here except you?

↪Koliaa: MEEE 😆

↪Dostoyevsky: Present.

↪Suicide_miniac: HEREEEE (+Kunikida and Atsushi)

↪Doppo_Kuni: For the record, i was dragged here.

↪Nakahara_Chu: Me

↪Casino_owner: The only one i can bear is Chuuya. God protect me.🙏🏻

Suicide_miniac: Let's spend some money🤪

↪Nakahara_Chu: What money?

↪Suicide_miniac: Your money ofc

↪the.one_and_only: LMAO

↪Nakahara_Chu: fuck you.

↪Suicide_miniac: Bet. Here?

↪Casino_owner: ABSOLUTELY NOT.

Liked by Casino_owner, Nakahara_Chu and 56.7k others.

Caption: I did the eyeliner btw.

Comments:

Koliaa: MINE NEXT!!😆

↪the.one_and_only: okay

↪Casino_owner: No.

↪Koliaa: WHY

↪Casino_owner: Leave my partner alone😞

↪Suicide_miniac: But they're pretty

↪Casino_owner: I know that better than you

↪the.one_and_only: Awwww

Nakahara_Chu: Okay but that's amazing.

↪the.one_and_only: Gin though me

↪Gin_Akuu: :)

↪Nakahara_Chu: You gotta teach me too then

↪Gin_Akuu: I will!!!

Liked by Koliaa, Dostoyevsky and 73.8k others.

Caption: You can't tell me it doesn't remind me of his hair.

Comments:

Dostoyevsky: It's the same colours, indeed.

↪the.one_and_only: RIGHT??

↪Suicide_miniac: Awww they're also heart shaped.

↪the.one_and_obly: Ew. No one asked you

↪Suicide_miniac: Why do you hate me? :((

↪the.one_and_only: You danced with my bf bitch. Kys.

Koliaa: THOSE ARE MINE CONFETTI

↪the.one_and_only: I know, that's why i took them

↪Gin_Akuu: LMAO

↪Koliaa: And where was Fedya??

↪Dostoyevsky: I was there. Watching them take it.

↪Nakahara_Chu: pf.

Liked by Casino_owner, Koliaa and 105.6k others.

Caption: MAJESTIC. MY MAN IS MAJESTIC.

Comments:

Gin_Akuu: Awwww, it's so pretty

↪the.one_and_only: I know, i know😫

↪Koliaa: The clothes are pretty😄

↪Casino_owner: Thanks.

↪Higuchii: The hair looks soo braidable.

↪Koliaa: Mine also does😄

↪Casino_owner: Why you gotta burst into every convo??

↪Dostoyevsky: 🤨

Nakahara_Chu: Gotta hire you as a photographer.

↪Gin_Akuu: Real tho

↪the.one_and_obly: Thanks babes.

↪Suicide_owner: Is it babes cuz Chuuya is short??

↪Nakahara_Chu: Kys.

Liked by Koliaa, Nakahara_Chu and 89.5k others.

Caption: Which one??

Comments:

Suicide_miniac: HOW MANY CARDS?? EVEN A BLACK ONE??

↪the.one_and_only: Poor ass.

↪Nakahara_Chu: Lmao. I also have a black one

↪Suicide_miniac: WHAT?

↪Higuchii: I love his confusion.

↪the.one_and_only: Same

Gin_Akuu: With who are you going and where??

↪the.one_and_only: Investigation or something?

↪Gin_Akuu: Noo :( not what i meant

↪the.one_and_only: I know, i know😂 anyway I'm going with Sigma out

↪Suicide_miniac: AND YOU BRING ALL OF HIS CARDS??

↪Casino_owner: Those aren't all my cards?

↪Suicide_miniac: KDHEJKSJSHDVX

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

Hellloo:33 so i was thinking dazai and chuuya just sharing reader like how would that go?? :3

I'm not doing bsd requests right now but this has been in my inbox for a while, so... also More poly!SKK. TW- very small hint of implied abuse in paragraph two. Dazai and Chuuya sharing someone would be so chaotic, they would have arguments out the ass about who gets too spend time with you and who gets too have you for the day. Because their schedules are so chaotic, you are alone for a bit, but on average you're with Dazai more often then not because his job isn't as demanding as Chuuyas. Being in this.. relationship does have a multitude of factors though, which are as follows. Whether Dazai is still in the port mafia, if the relationship is poly or if it's just sex and how attached they both are to you. If Dazai is still in the port mafia, the relationship between the three of you would be extremely toxic. There would be constant arguments between them about literally everything. Dazai, in the port mafia, is a lot more sadistic and open with his behaviour, whether that be hitting you or saying the meanest shit, he doesn't care. With Chuuya there though, he'd keep Dazai in line and isn't afraid too get physical with Dazai when he needs too, especially if Dazai puts his hands on you. I personally don't see Chuuya ever laying a hand on you, it doesn't matter if he's pissed or not. if Dazai was in the ADA though, it'd be chaotic but not super toxic. Sure, there'd be arguments but it's mostly just funny banter, they also aren't as likely too get into fights together with Dazai being in the ADA, especially if you're there. Dazai in the agency has calmed down quite significantly and isn't as prone to violence, whether that be towards you or people in general, although he does still instigate things, especially with Chuuya, but it's mostly a healthy, fun relationship. If this is a poly relationship, let me just say, you are the safest person in the world and they'd love you deeply, making sure you're safe, because you are the most important person in the world to them and they put you before everything and everyone. I think a poly relationship with them would be so fun and sweet, there's never a dull moment with Dazai and Chuuya is cannonly the best boyfriend in all of BSD, the definition of dream a man. I feel like you'd live with Chuuya and Dazai would also live there or he'd be at Chuuyas house so much that he basically lives there. It would make more sense too live with Chuuya because his house is definitely bigger and more secure. Also the sex with them would be so fucking good with either of them but both at the same time? It's like euphoria. If it's just for sex, Chuuya would still care about you and would most likely develop a deeper connection with you but Dazai wouldn't really care that much for you, also they would be very reluctant too share you with the other, but if you ask nicely, they'd begrudgingly agree. If they are both attached then they're never letting you go, like, ever. They'd want too constantly spend time you, always buying you gifts and taking you out. They would take such good care of you, especially Chuuya, he'd help make dinner, help with the house work and so on. While Dazai would plan spontaneous dates and coddle you constantly, he's also the one you'd spend the most time with because Chuuyas job is very high maintenance. If it's just Dazai that's attached to you, Chuuya would still wanna spend time with you, but he wouldn't be around as often. If Chuuya was the only one attache to you, which is the most likely case, Dazai would wanna be around mostly too spite Chuuya. Overall, a relationship between you and SKK would be a one and only experience. They would both make amazing boyfriends, despite their individual trauma and problems. They care very deeply about you and are willing too kill or die for you, tear the world down with their bare hands for you. They're both very loyal towards you and keep you spoiled and happy.

(i don't think i asked this yet but i have a horrible memory so pls ignore this if i have T^T)

heyaa im here to haunt your ask box again hehe <3 TYSM FOR THE LITTLE SISTER HCS I LOVED THEM!! and honestly i cannot blame you about the trailer i got so excited about nikolai

I'd like to request the same (nikolai's little sister) but with her being comforted/looked after by nikolai, sigma and potentially fyodor if he's not to hard to write this for, after having been like taken for ransom/hurt by a group who's like enemies with the doa (her having been taken bc she's nikolai's sister so she's like a weak point)? and like they just got her back and the person comforting her having been the one to find her

shdhfjf thank you! you can change any bits up if you think something else would fit better im not too fussed, i just love hurt comfort xD

Notes: Heyyoo! haunt my ask box as much as you want, don’t worry😩🙌

Anyway,  i’m so happy that you liked the hc’s!!  I hope you will like this hc’s as well!💙

And for the trailer, i define myself as a nikolai simp

TW/CONTENT: fem!reader, hurt/comfort, platonic relationship, dark content??, sfw, pt.2 of reader as nikolai little sister , sigma,nikolai and Fyodor after nikolai’s lil sister!reader have been taken for ransom/hurt by a group who's enemies with the doa

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫

When he found out they took you hostage, I think his thoughts are divided into two sections: "bold of them to think that the doa will fall into their hands so easily" and "could they have already hurt her? I doubt it, they wouldn't dare stand against Nikolai's unpredictable mind... or mine"

surely he and Nikolai have already devised an infallible plan

Of course they will be able to save you without too much difficulty, I mean, hello?? doa is composed of masterminds and crime geniuses

But still, Fyodor’s gonna feel a little guilty and maybe get mad at himself

How did he not think about it before? It was logical that you would be the perfect hostage and anyway he had not thought of some suitable prevention

to avoid feelings of guilt at first he will be a little more gentle and 'relaxed' with you.

He will give you a few pat pat (I hope you understand what I mean) on your head and give you more attention I repeat, possible childhood  crush energy

If you play your cards right, he might even take you for ice cream during his free time

Nikolai will be dramatically jealous that his little sister is spending more time with Fyodor than with him

from now on he will have a plan to protect you in every eventuality

Oh and after they have saved you he will probably be genuinely worried about you...i mean, in his own way

“oh my.. malýshka, don’t worry you’re safe now. They committed a grave mistake in underestimating the doa. I’ll never let them hurt you again”

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

this man would feel SO guilty

At first he didn’t understand why their enemies should capture an innocent girl like you but after Fyodor figured out that maybe the enemies thought you were their weak point, he felt the world fall on him.

He thought it was all his fault because he actually showed himself to be very vulnerable at your side, I mean, you’re a child, of course he could feel comfortable with you-

And of course he’ll be part of the plan to save you

But once they save you, he’ll try to stay away from you

This behaviour is unusual on his part and you really were afraid that you had done something wrong

He’s just afraid that if he gets too close to you like before, new enemies will come along with bad intentions towards you

Every time he sees you feel bad because he has avoided you or he has responded coldly his heart breaks

That's why as soon as he sees that he has exaggerated so much to make you feel very bad or to make you cry, he will immediately lower himself to your height to comfort you. 

He will hug you too, but only if you two are alone

He felt like a fool for not understanding everything that was causing you before, he just wanted to protect you and yet.......

Only then he did realize that being the little sister of an  albino terrorist clown a dangerous criminal, you certainly can’t have many friends and maybe he is one of the few people you can trust.

“hey,hey i’m sorry!...gosh, i didn’t mean to make you cry..look at me, y/n please i’m sorry. I only wanted to protect you b-but now i’m here allright?”

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

Someone want to go against the doa Nikolai by hurting his little sister? Well, THIS SOMEONE SERIOUSLY WANT’S TO DIE PAINFULLY

Of course he will come to save you but he will also take hostages of the enemy organization that has dared to kidnap you to obtain information and torture them heavily

He’s a good big bro isn’t him?

After saving you he’ll be more concerned about your health than you think

Nikolai can be a serious and responsible big brother if he want to, I believe in him

Unlike Sigma and Fyodor, he wouldn’t try to keep you hidden for a while making their enemies forget about your existence

on the contrary, he would try to make you have fun and forget about that bad event by taking you to the amusement park, the cinema or whatever place you want

you will spend great quality time together with your favourite big brother and also the only

If someone tries to annoy you or some enemy will try again to kidnap you while you are with him at the amusement park ( or the cinema etc..) this someone will find himself suffering the pains of hell😇

You’re probably one of the very few people that Nikolai really loves, for him you’re practically his family, you help his last slice of sanity, or rather, his humanity, to stay intact.

He wouldn’t let anyone hurt you, especially himself.

He will protect you at any cost

Oh and this man is also very good with words, surely he will comfort you once home

“Oww, my lil sis... did they dare to hurt you? Don’t worry, i will make them pay for all they did to you.”

That's it! i hope you liked you hc's!!💙

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

not me getting other people asking for nikolai's little sister content sjsjfjd ;u;

could i request hcs for like nikolai, sigma and fyodor looking after nikolai's little sister (woah who woulda thought- xDD) if she had a migraine while she was with them? or if that's too specific just if she was like feeling ill in general ;u; thank you!! <33

Notes: Hey!! So, well you're right hehe- but don't worry! you'll be always be the first who asked for 'Nikolai's little sister!reader' and actually i think i should give you credits or something like that?? idk- 🤔

TW:Fem!reader, reader with migraine, platonic relationships, fluff, sfw, pt.4 of reader being nikolai's lil sis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢

Okay, as we all know, this man is chaotic. Very chaotic.

But as soon as he notices that his little sister that day is not matching his energy as usual, he understands that something's wrong (sorry but I imagine that Nikolai and his lil sis have matching energy)

Your home is usually quiet,not because you and Nikolai are silent, but because you and him are never there

Usually you two are always somewhere outside home visiting some city and having fun

home was just a place to sleep, wash and sometimes eat (I say 'sometimes' because in my opinion nikolai would take you out to eat and try new foods together)

But that day your house was not silent, indeed maybe it is the first time that neighbors can feel that that house is inhabited and not empty

Nikolai would take care of you

Those are the few moments when you can see the more human side of your brother

Compassionate eyes, calm smile that is a little sad because he see you in pain

His hand caresses your cheek while you drink a medicine that tastes nothing short of gross

Makes a slight laugh as you make a grimace to the awful taste

"this isn't funny kolia!..ugh my head-.."

"right right, my bad sorry sis.."

His playful smile returned to his face

"..i forgot that my lil sis is sooooo delicate and precious, but like, i can't even talk to her if i don't wanna make her angry at me!"

His fake dramatic voice always made you laugh, even if this time you tried to hold back

"..oh what can this poor brother do to make his lil y/n happy once?"

he imitated the drammatic pose where he have one arm stretched out behind and the other arm to cover his eyes (I hope you understand- if not,please imagine a dramatic pose-)

you tried to hold back from laugh, even if this time a "pfft.." came out of your mouth shut

"mhh maybe a day off where we visit that place I’ve been wanting to go" You respond, trying being serious

"we got a deal then!"

Nikolai answered you, happy to see a smile on his little sister’s face

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚

So, I’m convinced that sigma had really bad migraines in the past

I mean, with everything he’s been through, everything that’s been in his head.. Let’s just say the stress was very intense mh?

Fortunately over time migraines have decreased

So when you had a migraine, he knew how to behave Of course, he was still a little agitated to see you get sick but at least he could help

He felt relieved when he saw that thanks to his help you were starting to feel better

but still couldn’t explain what made you get migraine, lack of sleep? stres? he didn’t know

The fact is that he knows what pain you feel during a migraine and for no reason did he want you to experience that pain

"y/n..are you ok?..you know you can tell me everything,right? i'm here for you if you ever need me" his voice was calm and comforting

yet you you weren’t ready to talk..

"it's ok, you don't have to tell me now,or tell me, about what's is on your mind..i understand!.."

a silence of a few seconds flooded the room.

"hey, wanna eat cookies while i teach you a new card game where you will win against your brother?"

Your face lit up in a smile

"yes,please!"

sigma smailed back at you

"i'm glad to hear it"

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫

I have the hc that Fyodor because of his work on pc often suffers from migraine, so he understands how you feel-

for sure, will be unwittingly prepared with medicines and methods that at least work with him

why 'unwittingly'? beacuse those medicines were meant for him, not for a little girl :(

Actually this thing has made him a little worried even if he won’t admit it

Why a little girl that should only think about having fun with friends, doing what she likes, school etc. already suffer from migraines?

You are still a little girl, the problems that afflict your poor little brain should not be the size to cause you a migraine

And Fyodor understands this, good or bad, this man always understands everything

And, in good or bad, this man care about you

"..malýshka, i know what's on your mind and i know that what you're thinking isn't good for you."

Fyodor smiled calmly as he put his hand on your shoulder.

"so please, make a good decison and care more about your self.."

he sighed.

"You're still a kid, after all"

that's it! i hope you liked it!💙

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

OKAY OKAY YOU GUYS GOT MY HEART MELTING WITH THIS NIKOLAI LITTLE SISTER (Y/N)

here’s an idea!! maybe Nikolai’s little sister (y/n) are out buying groceries with sigma, fyodor, and Nikolai (separate) and bump into someone from the ada? Like (y/n) loses them in the candy isle and asks like ranpo or whoever is nearby to help them look for their babysitter for the day. I wanna see how’d that go down 👀👀

Notes: well thank you anon! i'm glad you like my head canon's💙and my my, this is such a interesting request..let's see what can i do 👀

TW/CONTENT:sfw,fluff, platonic relationships pt.5 of reader being nikolai's lil sis

𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐢 𝐟𝐭.𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐨

"Nikolai look!" you pointed to a window in a store.

"uh? oh,would you look at that!"

You and Nikolai went out to visit a town near Yokohama.

You two had just begun your exploration when you laid out a window.

Candies of every color and size were carefully distributed to form a composition very pleasing to the eye.

I mean, that candy store window was a real trap for kids and adults.

"well, what are we waiting for.."

Nikolai put his hand in his coat, searched in it and took out his wallet.

a playful smile formed on his face,

"..let's go, Those candies won’t buy themselves!"

without further ado, you went into the shop without even realizing you had left your brother behind.

your eyes were enchanted as you walked through the various lanes and watched all those colored candies and chocolates on display that left you a sense of hunger in your stomach.

After a while you finally decided what candy you were gonna buy, so you turned around to point out your choice to your brother.

"Koli-.."

You looked around, but you didn’t see your brother anywhere.

You started looking for him all over the store, unfortunately in vain..

You’re a lost girl in a town you don’t know and you can’t find your brother.. Well, it could have been worse!..you could-

"uh? hey kid, are you okay?"

..As i was trying to say,you could come across a stranger because you were lost in your thoughts and you didn’t look at anything and nobody who couldn’t remember you Nikolai.

i guess this isn't a lucky day for you, my dear y/n.

"y-yeah...oh, i'm sorry sir! i didn't mean to-"

"ah?? 'sir'? Do I look that old? i'm only 26 c'mon!"

A pout formed on the boy’s face: "just call me Ranpo, 'sir' is too formal and boring"

"o-ok?"

An strained smile formed on your face,well,it's not like you gonna see him again anyway..at least,you think

there was an awkward moment of silence, his emerald irises examined you

"do you want me to help you find your brother?"

Your eyes are widening.

"..How did you-"

"how did i know you're trying to find your brother? easy!

today is thursday, so there's a really high probability that your parents are at work now. So I took them off the odds list.

A sister? Nah, everyone knows That older sisters often for a while can’t stand younger sisters.

A cousin, a friend or something like that? You seems pretty worried, maybe a little bit too much for a cousin or a friend.

So the most likely and plausible answer is that you’re looking for your brother."

(please,tell me this have sense-)

"..."

"sooo, you want me to help you or?"

"yes,please!"

"all right!..but!"

oh my- what's now?

"but?"

Your heart stopped a moment,

Please,don't be anything strange,please don't be anything atrange,please-

"I came here to buy some candy. So you’ll have to wait a bit, kid!"

oh right! you two are in a candy store.

[...]

"Thanks a lot Ranpo-san!" You were holding a purse full of candy.

"oh don’t thank me, those money wheren't actually mine anyway," he replied, with a smile on his face.

"huh?"

"Let's just say that those money where from my..archnemesis" His little laugh rang in the air as you two walked out of the store

"Oh and by the way, your brother is there"

Ranpo pointed out a point, where from afar you could see the figure of Nikolai sitting on the bench looking around quickly and was trembling in his right leg, he was obviously worried and was looking for you.

a spark lit your eyes, you had finally found him!

"thank you so much again Ranpo-san, i won't forget your help!"

"i'm sure you won't!"

You were going to run to your brother and reassure him that everything was okay and that you weren’t lost, or at least you were- but now you’re not

"Oh y/n, one last thing!"

You stopped in his footsteps and looked at him: "yes?"

"tell dostoevskij,gogol' and the doa that the ada says 'hi'"

He smiled at you one last time, but this time his emerald eyes had an almost dark background. You didn’t realize it so much because the only thing you wanted to do now was to go to your brother.

"mh hm! I will,good bye Ranpo-san!"

"Bye bye!~"

In the end Nikolai noticed you: "y/n! where have you been? I had searched all over the store but I hadn’t found you."

"I’m fine! a nice guy offered to help me find you"

He hugged you:"Oh well, now I'm in debt with a stranger."

You laughed a little: "Well if it helps, his name is Ranpo and if I’m not mistaken he told me he was 26 years old "

Nikolai gasped a bit

"Oh and he also told me to tell you that the ada says 'hi' to you, Fyodor and all the doa!"

"Oh yeah?what a gentleman"

Nikolai’s smile from happy and carefree became strangely disturbing, and if he wasn’t your brother, even scary.

"Let's go somewhere else,shall we?I just remembered I have to report a old mission to Dos-kun!"

Ok,this is strange...

But why he act like this? what has happened so worrying? Okay, you where lost, but Ranpo-san helped you find your brother and even bought you cand-…

Wait..

You never told him your..

How did he know your name?

𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚 𝐟𝐭.𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢

okey,shit..shitshitshitshitshitshitshit where is he?! You just looked away for a minute ad you're lost!

—Oh wait, shall i remember you why are you lost right? right

Well, it was a late morning, the streets began to crowd and the wind made the leaves fall down from the trees. You managed to convince Sigma to accompany you to visit the Yokohama Chinatown. This poor guy couldn’t say no when you were looking at him with those puppy eyes.

Once you two entered the Chinatown you were overwhelmed by a crowd of people who like you two wanted to take a look or instead who wanted to buy something.

Sigma kept telling you to stay close so you wouldn’t lose him—Well, jokes on you two i guess

The longer you went on, the more you felt like Sigma was far away, you thought it was just your feeling.. But instead-

"Sigma?"

You couldn’t see him anywhere.

You looked around for him but no face was familiar.

You started wandering around the Chinatown but this time your attention was on looking for that kind face, not the stalls, like you wish it were.

it was almost lunch time and you still hadn’t found Sigma, you were hungry and because of all that walk now your feet hurt — it couldn’t get worse!

you decided to go sit on a bench, hoping Sigma would come by and see you there.

'okey,shit..shitshitshitshitshitshitshit where is he?! You just looked away for a minute ad you're lost!' and here we are at the point

You looked one last time around you, still no familiar face. You sighed and looked at the sky, at least something familiar like this, you can never lost it. Or at least, this is what your brother told ya.

"uhm hey sorry to bother but.. are you okay?"a gentle voice with shy notes caught your attention.

A boy, quite young, with purple-yellow eyes and a very questionable hairstyle was looking at you with worried look.

"uh?Oh,Y-yeah...No ok, maybe i'm not-"

Uh that strange, the guy seems really worried about you:"Need help?"

"Yes please! I lost my friend here in this chinatown and i can't find him anywere!"

"i see..don't worry! i'll help you"

Hold on,how could you trust a stranger? you don't even know his nam-

"sir, what's your name?"

"oh right, is Atsushi. I'm Atsushi Nakajima"

"And i'm y/n! Y/n Gogol' "

...okok reader, how could you trust Atsushi?He's just a stranger that you just meet now and-

"Are those your bags?"

"mh? ah those bags! i camed here in chinatown to buy a gift for my friend! actually i see her a a lil sis but this don't matter now"

and...this is adorable omg-...fine, maybe you could trust a stranger like him..

"all right y/n-chan, let me help you now! How-" A slight rumbling interrupted the boy

"Uhm, Atsushi-san, are you hungry?"

"A-a bit, but don't worry about me! Let me just-"

Another slight rumbling interrupted Atsushi..again

"..y/n-chan are you hungry too?"

"..y-yeah..i'm sorry about this"

"i see..I guess we are both starving-"

[...]

"thanks for the lunch, Atsushi-san!"You thanked the boy as you walked out of the restaurant

"don't worry! i'm happy i can help"

Atsushi is a really nice guy,he's gentle and his being a little bit shy makes him adorable. He's sure a guy you could trust immediately.

He for sure would get along with Sig—

"y/n! i finally found you!"

—ma..

You saw a figure you were finally familiar with, running to you

"Sigma!" finally! he found you!

"God y/n..You maked me worried! You can't just disap-.."Sigma’s face suddenly became pale

"You again.."Sigma said almost in a whisper

"Wait..You are the one from the sky casino!?..You- You- are alive? i'm so h-happy about it"Atsushi had a mixed tone between happiness and worry.

Sigma took your wrist and put you behind him, as if to protect you:"Y/n, you know this guy?" his voice was strangely serious and nervous

"n-not really..i just meet him, but, he's not a bad person!He even offered me lunch"

"don't..don't talk to him ever again"

"w-what? why!"

Atsushi tried to get closer, but without success

"Look, your name is Sigma right? I-I don't wanna hurt you or y/n. In fact, i just wanna help you! i know you're not a bad gu-"

"Oh please,i don't need you pity!"Sigma yelled, this doesn't seem like him..

"i-i can, and i will make it on my own!I won't depend on anybody."

Atsushi seemed to think twice before answering:"I- I don't want you to depend on me or Dazai-san or anybody else! i just want to help you!"

"Well, then i don't need your help."Sigma’s voice seemed to stabilize, was it because he was pretending to have confidence? or because he was finally clarifying his position?

"Sig..ma?"you tried to get his attention.

At that moment it’s like he finally realized where he was and what a bad situation he was having you see

He looked at you,In a moment he was like panicked then he looked as his grip on your wrist..it was leaving you bruises:"y-y/n..gosh i'm so sorry- you- i should not- i-..let's just go home. okey?"

He left your wrist to take your hand, this time in a sweeter way. He began to make his way among the people

"Wait!" You heard Atsushi’s voice one last time

"Please, don’t listen to him" Sigma tried to convince you,he did.

Once out of chinatown Sigma stopped to rest a moment: "Y/n, I know this is strange to say but never talk to that guy again, if you see him, avoid him and if he sees you, then you run away"

"why?.." was the only question you could ask him

"just, trust me please. That boy is naive and speaks without thinking"Sigma stroked your cheek.

"please, can you do this for me?"

you nodded.

Sigma smiled at you, he lowered himself to your height and hugged you: "I was afraid something had happened to you.. I’m so happy you’re okay!.."

he pulled away from the hug a bit and looked you in the eyes:"Never trust the naive angels."

𝐅𝐲𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐭.𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮

You felt a hand on your shoulder: "Are you cold, malýshka?"

It was a cold late afternoon, the sunset was leaving room for the darkness of the night.

While you and Fyodor were walking down a street in Yokohama you could see that the lights of the shops and the street lamps started to turn on.

"mh, a bit" the cold tickled your nose as you watched your breath condense in the cold air.

"Do you want us to go into a bar and have a hot drink? like tea or something"

a smile made its way on your face as you looked at him.

"I take it as a 'yes' "

You two started looking for a bar.

It didn’t take long because at the end of the road you and Fyodor were walking, right in the curve you have view a bar with vibes very comforting and vintage: café Uzumaki.

"Fyodor,look!" you pointed at that bar.

"Oh the cafè Uzumaki?"

"..i don't really like that café. It's full of.. stray dogs"

dogs? in a café? Ah!, that's sound funny! Am i wrong?

"why don't we go in an another bar? i know a really good-"

your sneeze interrupted him, you really are going to get sick if you don't warm up a bit.

Fyodor looked at the building above the bar, the lights were all off.

"i guess, this bar it's fine too"

He took your hand and led you to the cofé.

you walked into the bar, you enjoyed the heat coming from the automatic heating while Fyodor looked around.

He sighed as you two sat in the chairs in front of the counter.

You felt a little guilty

"Two teas, please" Fyodor ordered at the bartender.

"Fyodor.."you looked down, couldn’t look him in the eye, you felt guilty about letting Fyodor stay in a bar he didn’t like: "i'm sorry, if you don't wanna be here we can go to another bar"

You heard his slight laugh: "Oh its fine, don’t worry too much."

"if you say so.." You still didn't belive him.

"malýshka," Fyodor’s voice caught your attention.

You looked up just to see Fyodor giving you his ushanka:"Here for my taste here it is too hot, would you keep my ushanka while I go to the bathroom?" He smiled at you.

"O-of course i can!" You answered him perhaps with too much emphasis, Fyodor’s smiles are rare, let alone see him without his ushanka

(i will repeat my self for the 1000 time, fyodor as y/n chilhood crush i'm sorry💳 )

"I knew I could count on you" He said to you before he went to the bathroom.

You kept handling his ushanka, you didn’t think it was so soft!

"I’m sorry to interrupt you miss, but here are the teas you ordered" The bartender left the hot water pan on the counter next to you, next to there were varieties of tea leaves, you were really undecided on which to choose.

you were about to pour hot water into the cup when you accidentally with a movement of the elbow you dropped the ushanka on the ground.

You did to get it back, but another hand was faster than yours.

One thing was certain, it wasn’t Fyodor’s.

"Here, little girl!" A young, tall, slender man stood before your eyes.

"Oh,thanks!"

"No problem!"

and now this charismatic man had sat next to you and handed you the ushanka...

"A coffee please!" The boy asked almost yelling with joy at the bartender who was on the other side of the bar, as if he had known him for some time.

Well, he wasn’t any of your business anyway, so you went back to focusing on the tea leaves.

what type of tea should you choose? there were too many varieties you hadn’t tasted yet, how could you choose so easily?

maybe you should wait and ask fyod-

"Rose tea is very good, you should try it"

or maybe you should take advice from the stranger

"mh?"

"Oh, sorry!I saw you indecisive and i wanted to help you to pick a flavor" The charismatic stranger was more talkative than you though.

"it's fine sir,don't worry. In fact i think i'm gonna choose rose tea leaves, thanks!...again"

"no probem,again" the stranger laughed a bit

You started pouring hot water into the cup and putting the leaves in the infuser and then dipping it in the water.

"Here you go, Dazai"A lovely waitress laid a cup of coffee on the counter in front of…well now we know his name,Dazai.

"thaaanks!"

He sipped some coffee before pulling out his tongue and waving his left hand to get air: "ouch-"

"everything's okey mr.Dazai?"You asked, a bit confused for his reaction.

"yeah, i'm fine. Just- the coffee still burn.. atatatatata my poor tongue!"

You laughed, this being a little too dramatic reminded you a little of your brother.

"Oww, even a little girl can make fun of me! what a shameless life i have"

"Sorry sir, i just think that your reactions are so funny"You smiled at him.

He smiled back at you:"oh well, then my life is not totally worthless if i can make kind kids like you smile!"

Okay, that was a really lovely line, my God, my heart is melting-

"Oh and you can call me Osamu, Dazai is my surname"

"Are you sure mr.Daz- i mean, Osamu?"You still don't know him well after all, actually, you know nothing of him.

You know only is name and surname, Osamu Dazai. This is not enough to say you know him,right?

"and your name little girl is?"

"My name is-"

"y/n?.."Finally, a voice you recognized.

"mh?ah, Fyodor!"you were glad he's finally back

he didn’t answer you, he kept looking almost disgusted at everything behind you.

"as i said malýshka, this bar is full of stray dogs."

you looked behind you but apart from Osamu and other customers you couldn’t even see the shadow of a dog.

"Ayia! you're too mean demon Fyodor"

"Speak the one who insults me by calling me 'demon'"

"I’m not insulting you, I’m describing you"

Okay, so… do Osamu and Fyodor know each other?The answer seems to be yes

There was a tense atmosphere in the air, as if at any moment one of them would commit a murder.

"Fyodor...?"your voice brought him back to reality, as if before he had been like in trans.

His eyes softened:"Sorry, the tea is getting cold, isn’t it?"

he sat next to you:"Come on, let’s hurry up and finish the tea. Otherwise your brother will worry unnecessarily"

"Oh! so this cute thing have a brother?" Dazai smiled

"Ye-"

"it's no one of your business dazai,so please,stop barking." Fyodor sipped his tea

"I’ll stop when you'll stop squeak"Dazai laughed

there were seconds of silence

...

...

...

"is this rose tea? My my malýska, I see that your tastes are becoming more refined" Fyodor literally ignored Dazai and smiled at you.

"well, this is actually my favourit flavour of tea!" You smiled back at him.

"I'm glad to hear this. Next time then i'll take you to a tea shop, shall i?"

"i would love to!"

The joy in your eyes made him giggle a bit.

"Ouch, i'm still here, remember?" Dazai taked the attention

"sorry, i don't speak the language of dogs."

"I see..then miao is better?"

"You have no self-respect, do you?" Fyodor truly was annoyed

Those two, are like cat and rat.

Don't you think the same, dear reader?

that's it! i hope you liked it!💙 and i finally finished a request- i'm so sorry it taked so long

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜<3

&lt;90!!3 let's start preparing the event for when we get to 100!

Kyaaa! i'm so happy,we're almost 100. I wanna thank you all so much💙

And ofc, how can i not want to write a special fic for this wonderful event?

I have a LOTS of fics ideas in my mind right now! and i literally can't decide--

soooo, i have an idea! now, i'll put titles with related tw's and a quote that will be in the story (probably taken from a book or a song) and you decide which will be the winning story I'll write for the event! You can easily write to me in the question box or in the chat, I will accept your vote without problems!

THE OPTIONS ARE:

(yeah, i putted nikolai twice bc i love him)

.ೃ࿐Nikolai — 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓔𝓿𝓲𝓵 - tw: fem!reader as Nikolai twin,dark content,angst, death of one character, it's all set in the Renaissance period,blood, platonic relationships.

"I am your loyal servant and you're our country's queen. Us, a pair of pitied twins, burdened by our destiny..Let hellfire consume me, If that's what must be done. I will gladly play the part!.. so that you may shine, my sun"

.ೃ࿐Sigma — 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓮, 𝓼𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮'𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼 - tw: fem!reader, fluff, sfw, flashbacks and past life mentions of the reader and Sigma.

"Now that i'm awake,how can i pretend it was all a dream?"

.ೃ࿐Fyodor — 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 - tw: fem!spy/traitor!reader, dark content but still fluff, suggestive, maybe even angst but just a little.

"You know every thing to say, just as long as i'm in danger, don't you?But..You know what? i like it"

.ೃ࿐Osamu — 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓭 - tw: fem!reader,sfw, hurt/comfort,mention of suicide, mention of the past of Dazai, i promise this have a good ending

"You 'know..i never thought that i would have so say 'i'm sorry' for anyone but me"

.ೃ࿐Ranpo — 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼! - tw: fem!reader,sfw, fluff,love confession

"oh? i see ya recived my letter! I just know you don't have plans for tonight,don't you? So, i'd like for you and i to go romancing"

.ೃ࿐ Nikolai — 𝓐𝓲𝓷'𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓾𝓵𝓽~ - tw: fem!yandere!reader,nicknames (good girl, dove, doll etc.) nsfw, mention of murder, maybe dark content??

"Oh my, so now it's my fault if i got you so gone, dove?~ You're being such a good girl for me, shall i prize you?"

soo! have you decided?💙🤔

𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘫𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴!

·˚ ༘plot: do you really think he doesn't notice how everyone seems to want to take you away from him? (aka bsd mens when they're jealous!)

·˚ ༘ft: Dazai, Chuuya, Ranpo, Nikolai, Fyodor

·˚ ༘tw:fem!reader, possessive behaviour, a bit of dark content, sfw, mention of guns and/or murder in Osamu and Nikolai's part.

·˚ ༘ a/n:okey, i'm really guilty for not posting for two months and more and i'm really sorry about it..I'll do my best to post as soon as i can but all the tests and things i have to study in this semester are really taking me a lot of time- to make up for it, here some hc!

You can see DAZAI jealous in two different ways: When he's being a drama queen or when he's really jealous.

The first, is when he notices that you are talking to a literally another male human other than him, but in a friendly way.

He knows you very well, maybe even more than you could ever think, he know that you see that guy only as a friend and nothing more.. buuut! we all know Osamu, he's still gonna by a dramatic pain in the ass

"Ohh my, belladonna! Are you cheating on me?! You're really breaking my poor heart!" Dazai interrupted the conversation between you and your friend. "whaa- Of course i'm not!" You answered him "i don't belive you! Look at you, talking with someone else other than me! Am i not your favourite anymore?!"He puts his hands on your hips and rests his head on your shoulder. "Or, am i?" he whispered. you sighed, he is always the usual dramatic, your usual drammatic boyfriend. "You are.. and what can i do to be forgiven?" "mhh, uh i know! a romantic double suic-" "do not even think about it" You cut his words "uff!..maybe.." he pointed his cheek with his forefinger "a kiss??" you smiled: "Deal!"

The second, when he's really jealous, it's really rare. Osamu's eyes glaze over with jealousy when he sees someone who could actually take you away from him.

He can see how you are really comfortable with that person and how he seems very intrested in you.

Of course, you're not gonna betray him, don't you? He's not gonna lost his angel,right?

At that point, not only Osamu Dazai is jealous, the demon prodigy is envious.

'why all that does seems so natural? is this how betrayal works? Why is this happening? Why all off that seems so...human? Is she going to leave m-... No. She's not. I can't forget that my poor angel is a human,it is obvious that she could be subjugated by tricks like this. I'll just..I'll just help her a bit to not fall in the trick'

Let's just say that, whoopsie! Oddly, Dazai's gun is suddenly out of bullets!

You heard the front door open,there was only one other person who, apart from you, had the keys to the house :"Ohhh belladonna, I'm hooome!" You got out of bed, half asleep " 'Samu, it's late! where have you been all this time?"you yawned a little as you spoke. "Aw, is my angel tired?" he chuckled. "Mh a bit, i was waiting for you" you rubbed your eye lightly to try to stay awake. "oh you'll make me feel guilty! luckily, I got you a surprise~" you were really so tired that you didn't realize that Dazai,in his left hand, was holding a bouquet of red roses. "do you like them?" he smiled. You were a bit surprised, how sweet of him, don't you think? "I love them!" This surprise really waked you up. You took a second to admire his figure, how lucky you are, he really is your type. Tall, slender, a good build, a gun in his right hand, brown hair surrounding his beautiful fac- uh oh, wait a second- "O-Osamu, why do you have..why do you have a gun in your right hand?" there was a second of silence before dazai's voice eased the tension "mh?oh!, don't worry, it's unloaded! Ya see?" he tried to fire a few shots but nothing came out of the gun, so it was definitely empty now. "I went out to buy new bullets because they ran out, and you know, for my job it's always better to have a gun in my pocket!" his smile looked so innocent, how can you not belive him? You sighed with relief: "You're right, sorry..gosh, what i was even thinking!"he put the gun on the couch and lifted you up, you wrapped your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck "don't worry your self so much bella" he took a deep breath, as if to inhale your perfume one last time, before starting to walk towards your room "shall we go to sleep now, my sleeping beauty?" You nodded while you leaned your head in the crook of his neck and closed your eyes. "i love you so much Osamu" You murmured he chuckled "i love you too, angel. i would do anything to have you by my side"

Its' really easy to understand when CHUUYA is jealous. He's visibly frustrated and gets annoyed much more easily. But if you ask him if he's jealous, he'll answer you with "Pft, me? jealous? Baby please, that's absolutely ridiculous".

Sometimes it's quite funny to see him jealous, he's like a chihuahua growling at everyone who seems interested in you, and it's adorable!

Even if there are those times, when he's cleary ensecure.

Now, don't get me wrong! He's Nakahara Chuuya, a port mafia esecutive, he's really strong and smart. he isn't ensecure about what he is. He knows his strengths and limits.

He's ensecure about other person value. No one can assure him that the person you're talking to right now, can't give you more love and attentions than he gives you. He know what he can give you, but he's 'scared' that maybe there's someone who can give you more than him. He want only the best for his love, he's scared that he can't give you what you really deserve.

Thankfully, Chuuya isn't very good at hiding what's on his mind, it doesn't take you a long time to understand what he's thinking about.

So please, remind your boyfriend that he's more than 'good enough' by cuddle him a bit more in those times. I know you can do it, dear!

you and chuuya were sitting on the sofa, or rather, he was sitting on the sofa while you were sitting on his lap. chest to chest, you had your legs wrapped around his waist and your hands were playing with his hair. "I love you" You whispered with a smile, interrupting the moment of silence that was created between you and him. "i..i love you too princess. i really, really do." He seems like he was still lost in his toughts. You sighed, "Chuuya, please, look at me" and in the moment your eyes met, you immediately understood what was on his mind. "sigh, you leave no other choice.." "mh? what do you mea—" You kissed him "I love you so much Chuuya Nakahara" You kissed him on the forehead. "You're more than enough for me" Now on his cheek. "I want nothing more than to be with you" Now on his other cheek. You kissed him once again on his lips "I wouldn't trade you for anyone in the world" his eyes were wide open as his cheeks turn in a bright red: "God..I love you so fucking much, you have no idea"

RANPO doesn't become jealous very often. Like in the case of Dazai, he knows you and he know you see that person only as a friend. He's absolutely fine with you hanging out with your friends as long as most of your attention will still be focused on him.

He understands and is totally fine with you, once or twice, refusing to go on a date with him because you have to go out with your friends but if your rejections increase..well, this man will sure get jealous— why are you giving most of your attention to them and not him?? That's not fair! not fair!

Now, i think Ranpo could have two types of reactions:

◦Being sticky:

"Ranpo, please.. I already told you that this night i'll hang out with them!" you complained as you tried to free yourself from Ranpo's embrace. "Mhh,no! you've already gone out with them three times this week" he tightened his grip a little tighter and put his head in the crook of your neck. "That's not fair! I'm your boyfriend, not them!" he snorted. You were a little confused "..Ranpo, are you jealous?" There was a moment of silent, he was looking at you with a look that seemed to want to tell you 'Are you kidding me sweety?'. "Of course i'm jealous! wasn't it obvious? You're giving me less attention because of them..Do you really don't understand that?" You were a little surprised by how he admitted to being jealous without any problems— but Ranpo is still Ranpo after all. Well now, what excuse are you going to use with your friends to explain them that you can't go out tonight anymore?

◦Avoid you,until you understand "how he felt" when you 'rejected' him:

"C'mon! Why are you ignoring me??"you said in an exasperated tone, he's been ignoring you since this morning. "mph!" he snorts as he spins the swivel chair, leaving his back to you. "Ranpo i love you, but please, can you stop being childish and tell me why are you avoid me?". He sure was childish sometimes but you love it and he knows that. "i'm not childish! Why are you even bothering? Just go out with you friends since you prefer their company to mine!"He pouted "Oh but you know it isn't true!" "alalalalala i can't hear you! Guys can you hear her? Because i cant" Not only was he ignoring you, but he was also making a scene out of you in front of the agency. "Okey okey, i'm sorry! Can you please forgive me..?" "nope, that's not how it works!" you sighed, again, this guy is gonna make you crazy one of these one day. "Mhh, will you forgive if i buy you some snaks?" He turned in your direction, finally "That's not enough dear—" Your kiss was really really was unexpected for him "Not even if i spend all this day with you and i'll promise to give you more attention?" "You'll give me more attention that you give at them?" "I will for sure!" You smiled "..You really know how to make your favourite detective forgive you,don't you hon'?" He smiled back at you, and let you those beautiful emerald eyes that fall in love with.

Is like impossible to see NIKOLAI jealous—but only bacuse you can't see his jealousy, it doesn't mean that he's not!

Actually, we all saw how Nikolai is good at acting, right? So he'll play the part of the 'never jealous boyfriend' even when he's really jealous.

You can talk about and go out with every person you want, he for sure will not be the one to stop you—He doesn't have problems with your friends!..as long as they see you only as a friend as well.

But when you start to talk about someone who winned your love once(like an ex), or would have winned your love instead of him (like an old crush)..Well, he will act all lovely and being like "oh no,don't worry dove! You can talk about them,i don't mind!" while behind his wide smile he's allready planning something.

The death of that person? a threat? both? who knows! That's for sure an idea for a quiz

However, in front of you, you will only see you wonderfull 'never jealous booyfriend' with who you can speak about everything.

"and i swear, he was like my biggest crush on higschool!" You said while chuckling and smiling remembering you when you were a student

"Oh really?" Nikolai asked as he chuckle as well "i bet you were such a a messy student in love,dove!~"

"Yeah in fact,I was!" You keep smiling, sometimes it's nice to remember the past, especially when you can talk freely about it with your boyfriend!

"But then..i never saw him again after the last year of school" you sighed softly and chuckled "you can't imagine how sad I was about that at the time!..Now i only laugh when I think about it" you smiled.

Nikolai smirks a bit "well, you have me now~ don't you?"

You looked at him with a warm smile "yeah, and i'm glad about it"

"aww! dove, your gonna make me blush!i can fell my heart melting~" Nikolai put a hand to his chest, being dramatic, as usual.. but what is life without drama? boring!

You only chuckled at his reaction

ahh, nikolai..your nikolai, your boyfriend. He's so perfect isn't he?

He's handsome, funny, silly and extremely intelligent when needed. How can you not love this guy?

he doesn't even get jealous for you to see! He's such a good boyfriend that rather than playing the boring part of 'the jealous boyfriend', he kills without your knowledge all those who tried to get your love before him.

he gets rid of that nagging emotion called jealousy and you save yourself a trauma, it's a win-win situation, isn't it?

I have the head canon that FYODOR is quite a really possessive person, so i think he can sense even the slightest advance from other people towards you.

Of course, he's not the kind of guy who shows that he's possessive, instead, he will make small moves, almost unnoticed by you, but which imply that you are his, only his.

His arm around your waist as he listens to you talk with your friend, sometimes is closer to you a few centimeters more than usual, his intention of wanting to get all your attention making you forget who you were talking to until a few minutes ago.

There are only few times when he does something maybe a little more..evident. Looking at you with the smirk that you like so much while you try to converse with someone, he becomes a little more clingy which he usually isn't,he takes your chin with his index finger and made you to look at him, before leaving you a sweet and quick kiss.. all infront of your friend.

You blushed hardly after Fyodor kissed you infront of your friend.

"I- I-" You were trying to say something, but you were too stunned to speak.

Fyodor smirked"Oh? What is it now milaya? up until a few seconds ago you seemed to have a lot to talk about with your friend. why don't you keep talking mh?"

𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙/𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙! 𝙊𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜💙

Same People, Different Hearts

summary: you were one of chuuya's close friends when you both were still in sheep. when he left, you decided to leave and unexpectedly is part of the decays of the angel now. you deciced to meet him again.

characters: chuuya nakahara, you, nikolai gogol, fyodor dostoevsky

word count: 1,070

a/n: let's say first time writing? english isn't my first language, slight ooc, not canon, cringe bye

It's been few days since Chuuya left the sheep. Your life was even emptier and lonelier. He was the reason why you continued to live, but he? He left sheep, he left you. You knew you didn't have the rights to stop his decisions. After Chuuya left, you deciced to find a new path, leaving the sheep. They knew how you feel, the feel of being left by someone precious, someone who was your everything. They appreciated and accepted your decision. You deciced to leave Yokohoma and went somewhere else.

few years later

You landed your foot once again, in Yokohama, your hometown. But this time, not for a visit, something much more, fun. You walked into the cafe trying to spot the purple-haired male, wandering your eyes around to spot him and there he is. You walked directly his table, and bowed your head. He looked up at you, signaling you to sit down. He gave you a soft smile, sipping his tea. You smiled back, “Great to see you again, Dos-kun.”

“Great to see you too, Lyubimaya. How have you been?”

“Still trying my best, may I know what am I supposed to do?”

He chuckled at your question, his purple eyes glaring at you, “Just follow me, and i will give it to you soon.”

"Am I going to kill people, Kolya?!”

“Yes? Unless, you don't have the heart to kill that ginger hat guy. Just kidding! We won't kill anyone, yet.”

“Haha, very funny. Kill yourself.” you replied forcing to yourself laugh, walking away from him, when Nikolai mention him? him! him. You have sudden flashback of the past that happened, but it was in the past now, right? why would you even care about him anymore? why-

“Name-chan! Dont you wanna do a suprise of your arrival? Like let's bom a place! And it was you who bom it! And we let people see a powerful woman you are, and maybe let some of your old friends see you!” he explained, snapping you back to reality. His face was full of ideas and excitement, you didnt want to destroy the clown’s excitement.

“Sounds a bit too much for an intro though.. can I just blow up a car? Bombing something sounds tiring.” you replied, stretching your arm up against the air. He looked at you, tapping his chin, “Alright, blowing up a car it is! Also dove, do you have any plans to meet someone before your introduction?” he asked giving you a wide smile, hugging your shoulders. You coughed, looking at him in confusion, “No? Oh. You meant him? Now you mention it, I wanna bom the Port Mafia so bad..” you sighed shaking your head. “Bom it then~ No one is gonna stop you, well other than him!” he said winking at you, yeah Nikolai definitely want you to meet him.

Yes, you are indeed trying bomb the Port Mafia with Nikolai Gogol. You sat on a bench near the Port Mafia building, waiting for action. The moment you blinked, an explosion happen infront of the place, it was action time!

You slowly fly up trying to locate where the clown is, he was nowhere to be seen, I guess he has more plans to come out with. You landed your feet on the ground, slowly walking infront of the building. Before even reaching up, you were met by a hundreds of guards holding guns. It was according to plan, and it turns out he was infront of the guards. Him. Him who was the reason for you to live, now he's just no one to you. His eye widen in disbelief seeing you, his old friend, his partner. You could see him trembling, not expecting of your arrival. You only chuckled at him, not showing any sadness nor happiness to him, just pure hatred and madness. Why did he left you? Weren't you enough? What did you wrong? What did you do to deserve this? You hate him, you hate him with your whole heart, he left you without any single goodbye. What a jerk.

He slowly walked to you, but you told him to stop there. He didn't deserve you, you didn't deserve him either. You could see tears forming in his eyes but you didn't care. “N-name, is that, really you?”

“I will let you guess that.”

You both were having an eye contact with eachother. His eyes fill with sadness and guilt, while yours filled with hatred and madness. Same people, different hearts.

“Suprise, I guess?” you chuckled, leaning closer to him, twirling his hair.

He took both of your hand, and palm it with his. His eyes was filled with tears.

“How are you? Are you okay? Where have you bee-”

“Shouldn't I be the one asking you questions?”

“What..? What do you mean-”

Before he even finishes his question, you let out your feelings, your pain because of him.

“Chuuya. Do you ever fucking realized that you left me? You left me! I don't give a shit what reason you have but leaving me was too far. You were the reason, t-the reason I continue to live! And you fucking left me? Seriously?” you stuttered those words that are coming out of your mouth, your tone trembling, a tear leaving your eye. You couldn't handle the pain, everyone keeps leaving you. Leaving you to the point that you don't even trust anyone anymore, everyone is just a bunch of liars. You tried to let go of his grip of your hand, but he continued to grip hard your hand, not letting go. His eyes were widen in shock of your words, he didn't knew what you felt. He didn't mean any of this.

“I'm sorry, I'm really.. sorry. I didn't mean to leave you. I swear I didn't mean that at all. I didn't want to lose you-”

“Shut up! I don't need your bullshit! You’re too late to apologize now, don't you think?” you forcefully let go of his grip, and it worked. Tears were flowing out of his eyes, he felt guilty. His heart was broke into pieces, but yours already broke first. Before you turn around to leave, he hugged you, not wanting to let go. He hide himself on your shoulder, mumbling sorry’s to you. This time you didn't force to let go of his grip, you allowed him to hug you. Tears ran out of your eyes, and you finally hugged him back. He felt you embracing him, tears continue to flow out of his eyes.

thank you for reading <3 IM SO SO SORRY IF IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE LOL (i was bored)

Close Friends?

pairings: fyodor dostoevsky x reader x nikolai gogol

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 370

a/n: RAWWHHH made this sily fic for a friend, also 'mas' means bro (it's javanese)

When Fyodor was sitting while reading and drinking his tea, surprisingly appeared a portal and a confetti 'popped' directly on his left face. He doesn't show any expression and continues what he's doing. Shortly after appeared another one on his right side. Fyodor doesn't respond, because he's used to both of your behaviour. Without any warning, the door to his room opened as if it had been broken into!

“MAS FEDYAAAA!”

Fyodor was looking at you full of revenge, but he only gave you a soft smile.

“Don't call me 'mas', name-san.”

“Oya? whatever you say..”

You let out a sigh, while Fyodor continued reading his book. You walked to his side and wrapped your right arm around his shoulder.

“What are you reading? Seems interesting,”

“Fedya-kun?”

“Mas Fedya?”

Fyodor clicked his toungue as a sign of annoyance. Afterwards, a man with white hair in braids appeared, Nikolai Gogol.

“name~ why are you here? you left me..” uttered with his dramatic face and tone. He immediately ran beside you, hugging around your neck. His face was full of envy and jealousy.

“Are you.. cheating?! You rather choose Dos-kun over me..?”

“If they preferred me, what's wrong?”

Fyodor joins in on the conversation too, holding the hand you clasped around his shoulder. You, who is currently between them being sandwiched is just silent, don't know what to answer. Your face immediately becomes red after what Fyodor said. You and Nikolai didn't have any relationship other than being close friends. Even though you both were really close and always flirt with eachother, but there wasn't anything special. It's the same with Fyodor, you guys are just close friends. The three of you are just close friends sigma too.

Well, it's normal that they both fight over you for their interests, but you didn't expect this

“Kolya, Fedya.. haha..”

“Look at their face. What do you think?”

“Waaa! Name-san, you're adorable!”

Nikolai immediately embraced tighter, and trying to release you from Fyodor. Fyodor realized what Nikolai was going to do, he immediately wrapped his arm around your waist, holding it. You just stay silent, let them both fight over you. You softly smiled and gave up.

“God, thank you for everything-”

“MY NAMEE!!”

“Name?!”

thank you for reading mwah mwah <3

a date?

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 355

a/n: an old dribble i made for the same friend! chuuya next?

“oh my belladonna~ is this a date?”

“w-what?! no..” you commented while blush spreading across your face. The brown haired guy left out a chuckle. How did this happen, you asked?

First, you wanted kenji to help you on a mission or whatever the president gave you, but he can't. he can actually but he's full You wanted to ask ranpo, and you remembered he wasn't allowed by the president. The others were busy and it left you with a choice, Dazai Osamu. He's just there, in his desk, playing with his paper airplane. He was making Kunikida irritated, so you chose him. And did you regret it? Absolutely.

“Who knew, dear name would choose me?” he said with a smirk on his face. You decided just to ignore his bluffs, and continue to walk side by side. He started to poke your cheeks while walking beside eachother. this little shit You became slightly annoyed by his antics, and continue to stay ignorant. But it sure didn't stopped him to continually tease you.

(time skip after the mystery hehe)

You stretched your arms upwards against the air and let out a sigh. You were finally free from the work you had, even though.. you continued getting tease by the bandage waster bastard. You turned around telling Dazai that the work is gone, but he was no where to be seen. You titled your head in confusion, looking around to spot the brown haired, you didn't found him around the area. You started pacing your walk still looking around to find him, once again he wasn't on the sight. Right before you turn around to check again, bandaged arms wrapped around your neck, and it was indeed the Dazai Osamu. “Oh, there you are.. I thought you got kidnapped or something,”

“Aww, were you searching for me, dear?” he replied with a smirk on his face. You chuckled holding his forearm that's hanging around your neck, “Am I? Who knows. To be honest i’ll be rather happy if you got lost, so there will be no one who will continue to tease me.”

“Ouch, quite hurtful Belladonna.”

thank u for reading hehe <3

like what?

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: fluff, slight suggestive/smut

wc: 256

a/n: in my entire life i never wrote anything suggestive..

You're sitting on a stool at the bar, accompanied by your boyfriend. Your boyfriend, Chuuya Nakahara. You don't dare to drink too much because if you get drunk and your boyfriend does too, who will take you both home? You saw your boyfriend who was drinking heavily and drunk too. The bar wasn't crowded like usually, every night. You saw Chuuya who was sitting beside you drinking another bottle of alcohol again, again and again, when will he stop drinking? Chuuya brought his glass of alcohol to his lips, looked at your face then smiled like someone who just won the lottery. His gaze made you nervous, because of that you covered your face with your hand and peeking a little.

“Stop looking at me like that, chu..” you whispered, eyes trying to avoid his gaze.

“Like what?” he asked, with a smirk forming on his face.

Before you replied, he suddenly took your hands who were covering your face and kiss you. He starts wrapping his hands around your waist, moving your figure closer to his. The kiss was filled love and passion at first, few seconds later the kiss turns heated, filled with sudden lust. His hands start to caress your body, making you moan on the kiss. You broke the kiss, getting some air. He connected your lips with his again, but making the kiss even deeper. He bit your lower lip where his tongue gain access inside your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck, breaking the kiss again, saliva connecting.

could you pls do a sigma x reader?

im right here?

pairings: sigma x reader

contains: angst teehe

wc: 338

a/n: ofc anon!! sorry i deliver u it kinda late i was trying to think of fluff but angst is controlling me💔

Just a normal day at the Sky Casino, it wasn't crowded like usual because it wasn't night time. He looked at the time, and went to a certain room. As he walked in, he slowly sit down and took a rest. It's not normal for Sigma took a rest from the Casino, but since he ever met you, he did. Sigma and You have been friends for awhile, at first he actually did mind your company but surprisingly now he enjoyed your company. It took you alot begging and work for him actually take a rest, even though it's only like 3-5 minutes. He took a deep breath, and sighed, slowly standing up again to go work again. As he starts walking to the door, he felt someone right behind him.

“Sigma! Finally taking a rest, huh?” it was you, you were behind him just few steps away.

He slowly turn around to look at you, a small smile slowly forming on his lips.

“Didn't you see there. Also I was forced by you to take a rest, remember?”

“Mhm, glad you remember your routine now!”

You slowly approached him, waving at him. “Should’ve have invite me next time you know?” you chuckled, shooking your head. You were wondering, why does he looks so sad now? Did something happen at work? Right before you asked him about it, he said something first.

“I miss you.” he muttered under his breath, his eyes looking down.

“I'm right here?” you replied to his words, tilting your head to side in confusion.

You could see his eyes were slowly filled with tears, his lips forming a sad smile.

“No, you're not. Not really.” he said, his voice slightly cracking, a tear fell out of his eyes.

Right, you were gone. You are just his imagination, he is being delusional that you are with him but you’re not. Tears starts flowing out of his eyes, his heart is filled with guilt and sadness. He can't forget about you, he really just can't.

as a silly apology, i'll write sigma fluff!! <3

horribles memories

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: angst, bad memories

wc: 371

a/n: based on a haikaveh animation i saw, where they used the song “christmas kids”

“I'm leaving this place. It's just full of horrible memories, I hate it.” you explained, immediately start walking away from your friend, your partner.

You looked behind, his eyes filling up with tears, his face full of sadness and anger.

“n-name, it's not your fault.”

“It is, isn't it?”

“No i-it's not, so please don't leave me here alone.” he cried, avoiding your gaze by looking down.

Chuuya wanted to stop you from leaving him, leaving his life. But he knew he didn't had the right to stop you, it was your decision. You start walking away from him, your heart slowly filling with guilt. Were you supposed to feel this?

“I'm sorry, Chuuya.”

Few years has passed, your life was better, and you deciced to go back to Yokohama. You wandered around in the streets of Yokohama, seeing how different it looks from back then. You decided to buy some snacks, and you did! While on the walk you weren't focus, and accidentally bumped a person. You immediately stand up to your feet, picking up his hat and gave him a hand. Why does this person feel so familiar? Who is he?

He gladly took your hand and stood up. Before you hand him his hat, he looks at you, face full of shock.

“Name, is that you?” he asked looking at you closely, his eyes widening. Your face was full of confusion, wondering how the hell did he knew you? You guys never met before??

“Excuse me, do i know you?” you replied by giving another question, where you see his slightly change of emotion on his face, an annoyance look and slight sadness. Every word was a knife, and every cut stabbed the heart. The sudden of realisation that you always forget horrible memories, and in which you forgot about him. He's one of your horrible memories. The realisation made his heart aching, hurting.

“S-sorry about that..” he stuttered, his tone was breaking, his face was filling with tears. Before you even reached his hands to pull him, he ran away. You were gonna ask why was he crying? What did you do to him? Is he someone to you? Is he one of the memories you forgot?

angst is just to nice im sorry😞 also upcoming dazai ones hehe.. :D

what, darling?

pairings: fem!dazai osamu x fem!reader

wc: 340

contains: pinning, petnames

a/n: who's back⁉️ fem!dazai the women ever?? also for my friend again~ i have 0 knowledge of knifes.

An ordinary day doing the mission given by Port Mafia. You were given a mission to meet someone, well, someone you used to be partner with. You slowly walked to the sketchy alley, standing there afterwards. You looked at your watch, you were there on time. Footsteps, humming were heard. You turned around, looking at the figure that was walking to the alley, Dazai Osamu. A smug face was plastered on her face, her figure slowly reaching to you.

“Well, well, well isn't it the Dazai Osamu?” you commented, hands resting on your hips. She just chuckled, her arm waving at you, “Miss me, darling?”

“Me? Missing you? In your dreams.” you replied, your right hand slowly reaching under your skirt, pulling something that's hooking around your upper thigh.

She saw your hand going under, she smiled while looking at you, “Tsk, tsk. No violence, darling~”

“Why would I listen to you?”

“Because I know what you're trying to do.”

She was right, she was your partner back then, your closest friend for you lol. You gave her a small smile, before pulling a knife with your right arm, your left arm pushing her on a wall, pinning her. You took the knife around her throat, both of you having an eye contact. She saw this as a joke, while you saw this as a serious chance. You slide the knife around her throat to cut her bandages.

“Oh? You should’ve took me to a date first, love!” she joked, her face showing an excitement expression rather than fear.

You clicked your toungue in annoyance, rolling your eyes at her words. The knife on her throat was slowly deepen which showed a bit of blood coming from her throat.

“Stop calling me that.”

“What, darling?”

“That.”

Her face was now slightly dramatic of your sentence, wanting her to stop calling you petnames. She took her left hand on your right cheek, caressing it.

“Aw~ what's wrong with it, love? You don't like it?”

“I never said I didn't like it!”

happy birthday.

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: fluff, kissing, mention of alcohol/wine

wc: 439

a/n: HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY FOR MY BANDAGE WASTER!! also do u guys miss me hehe

That night was your partner’s birthday, Dazai Osamu. It was expected that Port Mafia came in party today, since your boyfriend was a Port Mafia former executive, well you wouldn't say a former maybe, a traitor?

The place was crowded, filled with chatting and so on. Wine, Food, People, everywhere. You like to be a part of this celebration but you weren't a fond of alcohol. That's true, you weren't fond of it but somehow you're in a drunk state. You walk out onto the balcony with a bottle of wine in your right hand, the cool breeze hits you, the moon is shining, the night is sure beautiful. Your gaze met a tall, brown haired figure whos leaning against the railing. His face was blurred, you couldn't see well who is it.

“The moon is beautiful, isn't it?” the figure chuckled, his eyes meeting yours.

You blinked few times, slowly taking your steps to him. His face was shown unblurred, under the moonlight making him look.. better. Words couldn't rate him, he really is your everything. His gaze changed looking at the wine you are holding.

“Name, I think that's enough wine for today-” before he finished his sentence while trying to take it from your hand, your body lean closer to his, your head falling on his chest. He looked down at you, your eyes half opened. His lips forming a smile, hands wrapping around your waist. He hummed, resting his chin on top of your head, enjoying this small moment. Few moments later, he decided to bring back inside since the weather was getting colder. His hand wrapping around your shoulder, walking you to the door. Before both of you reached inside, you pin him against a wall. He was a little startled at your action, but he was fine after. His brown eyes looking at you while you return looking at him. The wine that was at your hand was gone, and right now your hand are now holding his chin, caressing his bottom lip. The brown haired was speechless with your sudden boldness move, but a smile forming on his lips. You slowly moves even closer to him, until your lips eventually touch his own. His smile seems to grow as the two of you share a soft, warm, loving kiss with each other, his hands once again wrapping around your waist as the two of you share a very sweet and romantic moment together. Both of you let go of the kiss, where your face was even redder then earlier. Your head resting on his chest, mumbling out a sentence.

“Happy birthday, dummy.”