Thanks To My Doctor I Now Have To Ask Myself
thanks to my doctor I now have to ask myself
am I faking the mania? is it just stress? am i really vibrating or just hallucinating that i am? i am really hallucinating or am I hallucinating that I’m hallucinating? am i just hypomanic with delusions? am i just making everything up?
or am I actually manic and it’s just that no one believes me?
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being mentally ill is just *gets the same diagnosis over and over again* *gets out of bed* *gets back into bed* *stresses over not studying* *stresses when u do study bc its not good enough* *takes 500 tests online of conditions that could be comorbid* *worries abt a future psychotic break*
sometimes i don’t really exist.
sometimes i exist quite painfully.
I need to be (hypo)manic.
I need the buzz
I need the escape
I need it now.