Gonna Bring In My Form Of Nerd: I Can See You Writing Fanor From The Silmarillion.

Gonna bring in my form of nerd: I can see you writing Fëanor from The Silmarillion.

oh god, /him/. my bastard child, i would love to attempt writing him. although i won't lie, i'm the absolute worst when it comes to internal critic. especially when i care about the character. but maybe one day, one day my sweet elf child.

raw after mania - 4/3/23

seven deadly sins, viewers discretion is advised. bold what applies always and italic what applies in circumstantial.

lust : desire for connection, pursuit of pleasure, emotional intelligence, obsessive, lovesick, one-night stand, seductive encounter, flirtatious conversation, erotic party, seductive attire, revealing clothing, passionate gaze, provocative makeup, sensual expressions, suggestive gestures, flirtatious smiles, lingerie, love letters, perfumes, provocative behavior, love poems, erotic art

gluttony : indulgence in experiences, savoring moments, hospitality, generosity, hedonism, culinary expertise, wine tasting, excessive snacking, overloaded plates, excessive portions, bloated stomachs, messy eating ( for blood ), greasy fingers, full tables, indulgent spreads, overflowing cups, satisfied expressions, wine bottles, can't get enough, fast food wrappers

envy : motivation, competitive spirit, strategic planning, observational skills, bitter, rivalry contest, envious gossip, resentment-filled argument, social media jealousy, furrowed brows, clenched jaws, side-eye looks, pursed lips, tense posture, whispering behind backs, crossed arms, gossip magazines, keeping up with the Joneses, the grass is always greener, feeling inadequate.

sloth : calmness, stress management, nonchalance, relaxation techniques, lethargic, apathetic, inactive, lazy weekend, binge-watching marathon, neglected chores, skipped workout, long nap, lounging on the couch, missed deadline, unkempt appearance, messy hair, pajamas, blankets, slippers, procrastination station, self-care routines

pride : confidence, self-assurance, self-respect, dignity, public speaking, self-promotion, arrogant, conceited, egotistical, self-important, vain, boastful speech, puffed chest, raised chin, smug smiles, spotlight, tooting your own horn, showing off, refusing to admit mistakes, feeling entitled, personal branding, leadership development

wrath : assertiveness, decisiveness, strength, intensity, boundary setting, courage, indignant, heated argument, road rage incident, physical altercation, angry outburst, clenched fists, glaring eyes, tense muscles, raised voices, reddened faces, aggressive gestures, stormy demeanor, intense frowns, destructive actions, broken objects, punching bag, out for blood, fists, simmering anger

greed : resourcefulness, entrepreneurial spirit, negotiation, materialistic, aggressive investment, lavish spending spree, resource hoarding, get-rich-quick scheme, auction bidding war, property acquisition, piles of money, overflowing wallets, luxury items, locked safes, penny-pinching, rare collectibles, selfishness, unwillingness to share

stolen from : @malumxsubest

tagging : @wreckitrhea, @queenofhartsxo, @kngdrip, @sevenbulletsavior, @sickfcks, @godflcw, @twotonesoffun, and you.

I love men who moan, men who whimper unashamedly in your ear. Men who sob, men who cry, men who bite your neck, your shoulder because you feel so good they can't help but drool a little, men who beg "Please baby, you feel so good", their pretty eyes crystallize, men who like to overstimulate themselves by continuing to come in and out of you, with broken grunts and a scratchy throat.

it was inevitable, but there was a unintentional stab of guilt that overtook him in every breath, that crushed his lungs, knowing that somehow — in some form, in a way . . . it was his fault. perhaps the oldest should've done more, but what could he do? his hands full beyond what he signed up for originally. at the end of the day, the young latino was a man ( although debatable in the eyes of the puerto rican ) and damian couldn't control another man's actions. all he could possibly do is watch and await the consequences of his actions, bitter in silence. sighing to himself as he brushed the australian tears with his thumb, hating how the group had become a telenovela in the span of three months. “ don't start, i don't want to hear the self—hatred . . especially over a boy. "

▮ he couldn't resist. it was in his nature, to pull away before it became too much. to try to swim away before the current pulled him under, he was far too gone now. one night turned into multiples, turned into soft words whispered against each other's ears in the heat of the moment— little truths, that left him feeling stripped down to his core. tries to soften the blow, always tries to leave when he was certain roman was sleeping. but he hadn't expected the sudden question, freezing up with his legs caught untangling themselves from hotel sheets that smelled too much like him. " . . just trying to save us some face, y'know? " bullshit, it was always bullshit. another excuse after another.